crush again

Chapter 51

In Huo Yang's head was a pot of boiled porridge, which was very chaotic.Occasionally, a sober "what am I doing" suddenly rolled up, and was buried in the flames in the next second.

At first Ye Lang held his hand, but what happened later, he couldn't think about it anymore.He moved up and down mechanically, barely feeling the pain of the teenager clutching his wrist, and could only hear the panting sound beside his ear.It hit his eardrum again and again, arousing a huge echo in his heart.

The boy's panting is not like his voice, it can make Huo Yang feel that the whole world is clear and clear.His panting was deep, very sensational, and became more and more rapid, and there was almost a moan as thin as a gossamer in the end.Huo Yang was terrified, his face was so hot that it was about to explode, and he prayed in his heart that he would never scream out, never scream out...

When Ye Lang's grip on him suddenly tightened, so tight that he was about to cut off his hand, and then slowly let go, Huo Yang found that he was also panting, panting so badly, his blood vessels seemed to have flames rushing, forcing him to There were layers of sweat.

"elder brother……"

The young man's voice was soft and somewhat hoarse. In the dark room, it seemed that feathers with rough grains brushed against the heels of his legs, making him choke on a mouthful of old blood down his throat.

Don't call him brother at such a time!

Using his remaining rationality, Huo Yang stood up in a daze, opened the sliding door of the closet, found a pair of clean underwear and threw them on the bed, then turned around and went to the bathroom.When he closed the door hard, the sound was extremely loud, as if he was trying to throw everything out of the door together.

Mixed flavors.

He stayed in the bathroom for half an hour before he opened the door silently a crack, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that the shadow had shrunk into the bed.

Huo Yang closed the bathroom door lightly, making sure that he had completely recovered his calm before climbing into bed.

Ye Lang was very quiet until he lay down, and then he said, "Brother."

"Hey." Huo Yang responded.

"Am I... not normal," Ye Lang paused, "I had that kind of dream when I was taking a shower, just now I..."

When he just came out of the bathroom, Huo Yang really wanted to ask him what dream he had, and then secretly chat with him about his youth.Now he can only be silent for a moment, and then say: "What's wrong? Don't think about it."

The boy turned his head and stared at him, "Really?"

"Really." Huo Yang stretched out a hand from under the quilt, and touched his head, "Don't talk about you, at my age, I still have a dream of glory from time to time."

Ye Lang didn't speak, he must have smiled.

"But there is one thing I want to tell you," Huo Yang hesitated for a long time, and finally opened his mouth, "Just that, that thing... What are you laughing at? What are you laughing at, stop it! Fuck off, okay? You can't do it often, it's not good for your health. And you have to have a sense of privacy, don't let others give it to you, that... get it for you."

Ye Lang said: "You just said a lot of 'that'."

Huo Yang directly suppressed it violently, "Shut up, you bastard."

The bastard shut his mouth cooperatively.Huo Yang lay silently face to face with him for a while, and clicked his tongue, "Do you remember what I just said?"

"Remember." Ye Lang turned over and lay down on his back, "I'm not stupid, thank you. I'm just inexperienced."

Huo Yang also turned over, "It's never too late to have this kind of experience when you grow up."

The house became quiet again.

Huo Yang originally thought that he could fall asleep again in the middle of the night, but when he closed his eyes, drowsiness came quickly, and the darkness engulfed him bit by bit.When he was half asleep and half awake, he seemed to see Ye Lang half supporting himself, with his face bent in front of him, but he couldn't see clearly, only a line of outline.

"Brother, have you... had this kind of experience before?"

Why didn't this arrogant child say something earlier?Huo Yang could barely hear, let alone think, and blinked hard, "What...experience?"

"It's the kind of experience just now." The boy's face in front of him enlarged again, and his hot breath swept over the tip of his nose while speaking, "or... the kind that goes deeper."

When Huo Yang heard himself answering "yes", he became confused.Did he chat again after that, what did he ask, what did he say, all were swallowed up by sleepiness.

The next morning, when Huo Yang just woke up, he was still in a normal mood.He stretched with the strength to tear himself in two, and he slumped on the bed. After a while, he thought: "What day is it today?"

Turning his head, he saw the quilt at the foot of the bed pushed by Ye Lang, and his slightly bulging underwear.

There was a thunder on the ground, and he sat up at the speed of light.

All kinds of things last night, the cause and effect, all flashed before my eyes as if they were awake.His complexion changed several times, red, yellow, blue, green, black, white, and purple. It was the first time in many years that he woke up so thoroughly in the morning.

The overlord Miaozi Ye Gongzi's biological clock is very strong, and he gradually woke up. He rubbed his eyes, looked at his back sleepily, and yawned, "What's wrong...?"

"It's okay." Huo Yangqing got out of bed quickly with a pale face, "Go on to sleep, it's not time yet."

He rushed into the bathroom, took a deep breath halfway, saw the bathtub inside from the corner of his eye, and immediately choked to death.

Throughout the morning, Ye Lang looked normal, and Huo Yang couldn't act abnormally, even though he had enough drama in his heart to growl.But I don’t know if it’s because of his overthinking, as soon as he turns around, he feels two thoughtful eyes fixed on his back, and when he turns his head in doubt, Ye Lang is either reading a book or drinking coffee in his cup , it couldn't be more natural.

"Am I going crazy?" Huo Yang wondered.

All day long, he was thinking about what happened last night.

In the gap between flipping through books in class, the wind blowing leaves on the stone road, pushing open the door of Starbucks with coffee, and the moment the wind chimes trembled slightly, some memory fragments were out of control at all, and suddenly flashed through my mind like a car crash.Reason told him it was such a big deal, what a hypocrite, but he still almost tore the book, fell into the lake, and was crushed by the heavy glass door.

When he picked up Ye Lang from school in the afternoon, he looked at the school gate and thought to himself: "Why do I have to come?" After thinking about it, he remembered the sentence Ye Lang asked last night, "Am I abnormal?" He took a deep breath and let it out again.

"I really owe him." With a vicissitudes on his face, he slammed on the car door.

The school bell rang, and the students were all chatting and laughing. They walked to the door in groups of two or three, got on the bus or walked to the subway station, and went into stationery stores and supermarkets in groups.Huo Yang waited for several times, but couldn't find anything left and right. He was just wondering where the kid went crazy again, when he turned his gaze, a tall figure bumped into his eyes.

He stopped all his movements suddenly, even the hand touching the cigarette slowed down.

Not far away, Ye Lang came out with a shoulder bag on his back.He took off his school uniform jacket, and the sleeves of his white shirt were rolled up to his elbows. He was wearing the coat with one hand, and the other hand was casually put in his trouser pocket. A mechanical watch on his wrist shimmered.

At this time, he didn't know if he had noticed someone's gaze, but he raised his head.The afternoon sun was so bright that it was dazzling, the young man subconsciously frowned and squinted his eyes. Looking from a distance, he could only feel that his eyebrows and eyes were thick and colorful, with a line of eyes like clouds and water in the middle.

This glance was like a sap, hitting Huo Yang's chest heavily, and the young man whose facial features gradually opened in front of him began to subtly overlap with another figure in his memory, awakening his long-lost memory.

Back in time, everything flies, and the hot sun fades into the dim sunset.

In his previous life, Huo Yang, in order to wait to see the face of a certain roommate, was almost late on the first day of school, ran wild all the way, turned on the airplane mode, and rushed into the classroom like a rocket launcher before the professor called the roll .

He raised his head and looked around, only to see a patch of black human heads, secretly thinking that it was not good.He definitely doesn't sit in the sparse first row. Those seats are reserved for pretenders and professional householders, so he walked all the way back until he reached the last row. He finally found an empty seat and immediately put down his bag. He sat up on his ass.

Maybe it was because the free fall of his buttocks was too forceful, shaking the surrounding dust, and even dropped a book on the face of his deskmate.

Huo Yang immediately bent down to pick up the book, and patted the dust off the book for him, wondering how the book fell off his face.When he raised his head, he was completely defenseless, and the face directly hit his eyes.

He was really startled, and even the apology he was about to say was stuck in his throat.

That person—that is, Ye Lang who had just been woken up, his hair was scratched and his face was expressionless.He raised his eyelids half-deadly, glanced at Huo Yang with a blurred gaze, then grabbed the book and put it upside down on his face, tilted his head back, and fell unconscious again.

At this moment, the strong sense of trance made Huo Yang almost unable to distinguish between reality and memory, until Ye Lang stood in front of him.

"Chu Zhongxiao went out to play last week." Ye Lang took out a piece of Green Arrow chewing gum from his pocket, "She asked me to give it to you."

Huo Yang took it over, "Oh...thank her."

Seeing that he put the chewing gum in his pocket without even looking at it, Ye Lang was stunned, and couldn't help but said, "You...won't you eat one and try?"

Huo Yang was actually very obedient, took out the chewing gum again, and smoked a piece.Halfway through the pump, a rubber cockroach jumped out and landed on his finger.

It was originally a good prank toy, if it was alive, it would probably die of shame under the eyes of the two of them.

Huo Yang stared at the thing for a while, pressed the chewing gum back, put it back in his pocket, turned around and got into the car without touching anything.

Ye Lang had no choice but to follow in the car, "It's afternoon, haven't you woken up yet?"

Huo Yang pressed the start switch with his fingertips, "Well, it's possible."

Ye Lang looked at his brows and eyes from the rearview mirror, and frowned, feeling that his brother's mood was not quite right, as if he wanted to... hold back his big move.

The dinner was unusually peaceful, Huo Yang served him meals and vegetables, and what he said was very normal. He asked about his study and recent events normally, without making jokes or being disrespectful to the old. .It's so normal, Ye Lang was puzzled from the beginning, but then he was a little nervous.

He put the dishes, cups and chopsticks into the dishwasher, and after washing, he removed the range hood filter and the mixing cup of the blender, and put them in together.Huo Yang was behind him, leaning in to clean the oven.The two were in the same room without speaking for half an hour, and the atmosphere couldn't be said to be awkward or subtle.

At night, Ye Lang wiped his hair out of the bathroom habitually, sat on the edge of the bed, and waited for Huo Yang to blow-dry his hair.

Just as he stretched his legs, put them on the ottoman, and watched TV intently, Huo Yang sat cross-legged behind him, put away the hair dryer, and rubbed his dog hair, "I'll go back to the guest room to sleep."

"Huh?" Ye Lang didn't listen carefully.He didn't react until he saw Huo Yang hugging the quilt and pillow and preparing to go out from the corner of his eye.

He looked at the young man puzzled, "Go to the guest room to sleep? Why?"

"House allocation." Huo Yang answered smoothly, with a normal face, "You have grown up."

"Ah?" Ye Lang was even more puzzled, "Why do we need to divide the room?"

Huo Yang tucked the pillow under his arm, began to wring his fingers, and plausibly settled the score with him: "Think about it, I go to bed at midnight, your schedule doesn't match at 09:30, and I get angry at you when I can't get up in the morning. And When you grow up, you must have some personal space. If you have nothing to do, dream and masturbate, and you can't be in front of me. Besides, if you find a girlfriend, tell someone..."

Ye Lang stood up abruptly, "No way!"

Huo Yang had expected this kind of reaction from him, and quietly moved towards the door under his feet, and continued to say: "Don't make trouble, we can try it in two days first, just try it, and I will come back after two days of sleep..."

Seeing the teenagers clenched their fists, he gritted his teeth and said, "I say no, it doesn't matter for a day."

"Hey..." He had a headache, "This dog has a bad temper, and I'm used to you."

Ye Lang took a few deep breaths, trying his best to suppress the sudden anger.But his eyes have turned cold, and his dark pupils are fixed on Huo Yang, "I don't know what you think all day, but don't fool me like a child. Why do you have to sleep in separate rooms?"

"..." Huo Yang sighed, "I really didn't fool you this time, baby, I lied to you that you are my brother."

"Really." Ye Lang said indifferently, "Well, I think the reasons you said are all nonsense. You don't bother me by sleeping late, and you never get angry in the morning; if my 'normal' physiological reaction Make you feel embarrassed, then I will solve it before going to bed in the future, and I will never trouble you again."

Huo Yang was getting more and more headaches, "This is not the point. It's not because of this..."

"I just want to sleep with you," Ye Lang said, "That's the key."

This sentence was like an ice pick, digging into the lake with a "ding", Huo Yang's heart thumped.

He knew that Ye Lang's words were only literal, and he had absolutely no other thoughts, but he still couldn't help feeling distracted.He couldn't speak, and the messy thoughts stuck in his throat, turning into a hard stone that he couldn't spit out or swallow, which blocked his heart and blood.

Ye Lang noticed the silence of the young man opposite.But he conceitedly thought that this time Huo Yang would give in like every time before, indulge him, kiss his forehead, his eyes were full of helplessness and soft pampering.

Unfortunately not this time.

Huo Yang avoided his sight, left a "good night", and pushed the door in front of him to go out.

The door lock clicked shut.

Huo Yang stood at the door until his legs stiffened, making sure that there was no sound of panic inside—except for the sound of the hair dryer slamming on the ground.After everything returned to silence, he turned and went to the guest room.

"Oh..." He threw himself on the bed.Holding the pillow that he took out from Ye Lang's room in his arms, Huo Yang rested his chin on it, and after a while, buried his face in it, just lying there, not bothering to turn off the light.

I don't know if it was done on purpose, or if I really have a grudge.After this day, Huo Yang clearly felt that Ye Lang alienated him.