My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 120

In the chaos, the door of the venue was opened, and Jiang Chun and Wei Yizhen came out with people to meet them.The two of them covered Jing Xiu with their clothes, and protected her from moving quickly into the door, while the security guards and bodyguards stood in a line of defense not far away to block the restless media.

The heavy wooden door creaked shut, separating the inside and the outside into two worlds.The harsh noise from outside can no longer be heard inside the door.

The mourning hall is very large and the lights are very white. Ji Youyan has just moved here not long ago. Apart from the elegiac couplets and the posthumous photos on the table, there is only a solitary ice coffin in the whole room.

When Jing Xiu entered the door, his eyes fell into the ice coffin parked in the center.She trembled all over, her legs were tense, and she turned her back to everyone, and walked step by step, very calmly and steadily, towards the ice coffin covered with blankets.

No one spoke for a while, only the ice coffin connected to the power supply was humming, and it was dull and depressing in line with Jing Xiu's footsteps.

Jiang Chun, Wei Yizhen and Yao Xiao stood by the door and did not dare to disturb Jing Xiu. Seeing Jing Xiu standing beside the ice coffin without moving for a long time, they exchanged worried looks and prepared to step forward.

Jing Xiu suddenly moved away from staring at the ice coffin, looked around the mourning hall, and said softly and softly: "Where is Yanyan?"

Beside the white cloth for offering sacrifices, her face seemed to be whiter than the cloth, her eyes were as red as blood, but there was a soft smile on the corner of her lips, which was so weird and penetrating.Jiang Chun, Wei Yizhen, and Yao Xiao all froze for a moment, feeling terrified.

No one dared to answer her, nor did they know how to answer her.

Jing Xiu glanced over Jiang Chun, Wei Yizhen, and Yao Xiao, and asked again as if talking to herself: "Where is Yanyan?" She opened her eyes without blinking, but tears fell uncontrollably.

It was still a terrible silence.

She stopped asking, and stood stubbornly, as if waiting for Ji Yuyan to suddenly come out from a certain corner.

After a long time, the slight curvature of her lips disappeared completely.She bit her lip, bent down slowly, stretched out her hand as if she wanted to touch the blanket covering the ice coffin but didn't dare, her whole body was trembling badly.

Jiang Chun moved his throat, and the circles of his eyes suddenly turned red.She has never seen Jing Xiu who has always been calm and restrained like this.Just as she was about to go forward to comfort Jing Xiu, Jing Xiu straightened up suddenly, stretched out his hand and grabbed the metal candlestick on the table, and slammed it hard on his head.

Jiang Chun's pupils dilated, and he screamed in fear, "Xiuxiu!"

Yao Xiao rushed to Jing Xiu's side in a slippery run, snatched the candlestick from Jing Xiu's hand, and wrapped Jing Xiu's arm to prevent her from moving, sobbing and crying in fright.

Jing Xiu was weak all over, with straight eyes, letting Jiang Chun and Yao Xiao touch her head back and forth.She kept thinking in her mind, why?

Is it not painful enough?Why is she dying of pain, and she can't wake up from this nightmare.

The hair on Jing Xiu's temples was wet with blood. "Go to the hospital!" Jiang Chun said anxiously, "Yizhen, can you help me get in touch?" Ji Youyan's mother couldn't bear the blow and was still in the hospital. Wei Yizhen should have already arranged the hospital.

Jing Xiu suddenly struggled violently, trying to reach out and grab another candlestick on the table.

Wei Yizhen moved the candlestick away quickly, and shouted at Jing Xiu with a gloomy face: "Stop making trouble! You..." What's the use of being so affectionate after death!She knew that her unwarranted anger was pure anger.Ji Youyan's death was completely accidental, even Ji Youyan's own fault. As an ex-girlfriend with Ji Youyan who had already clearly ended their relationship, Jing Xiu had no responsibility.But she just couldn't help it.

Jing Xiu raised his eyes to look at her, the despair in his eyes made Wei Yizhen suddenly dumbfounded.

She trembled her lips, and finally found some gentle words, "Teacher Jing...sorry. You Yan will not feel at ease when he sees you like this."

But her words ruthlessly exposed the reality, and the delayed sense of reality attacked Jing Xiu with thousands of swords.Jing Xiu was already at the end of his strength. Hearing this, it seemed as if all his strength had been taken away, and he completely collapsed on Jiang Chun and Yao Xiao.

Let her go with peace of mind, what about her?what should she do

She closed her eyes and finally broke down crying. "Why……"

Why did you do this to her?She wants freedom, and she gives her freedom; she needs a career, and she gives her a career.She gave everything she could give, she did everything she could do, she didn't ask for anything, as long as she knew from afar that she was living happily and beautifully.Are you stingy with giving her even this?

Wei Yizhen heard her crying and thought she was asking about the cause of Ji Yuyan's death, and replied awkwardly: "According to the scene and the forensic examination, homicide and suicide are ruled out, obviously because of alcoholism and gastric bleeding."

There was palpable pain in her voice.She was too careless; how could she let her alone; how could she believe what Ji Youyan said was okay, she sincerely blessed Jingxiu; she found out too late... When late broke in, Ji Youyan There is no point in rescuing it.

Closing her eyes, Ji Youyan's voice and smile are still vivid in her memory, but in an instant, she turned into a cold corpse covered in blood.When Wei Yizhen thought of that scene, her heart clenched into a ball, guilt and regret made her breathless.

But Jing Xiu still questioned her: "Why?" Her voice was harsh.

"Why didn't you stop her from drinking? You knew she had a bad stomach, so why didn't you stop her?" She accused her.

Why?Why did she accuse her?Wei Yizhen's chest heaved violently.She endured and endured, biting her back molars again and again, and the irrational words rushed out of her mouth: "How can I stop it! Tell me how I can stop it!"

"Why? Let me tell you why! Jingxiu, if you don't get married, she will drink so..."

Before she finished speaking, Jiang Chun interrupted her anxiously and angrily: "Wei Yizhen, shut up the fuck!" She glared at Wei Yizhen with red eyes, as if she wanted to kill someone.

What the hell are you putting on a hat.When things turned out like this, everyone felt very sad.But Jingxiu and Ji Youyan broke up for five years, and they had no contact. It was five years, not five days.

Accusing Jing Xiu of getting married?Why?During those years together, did Jing Xiu feel sorry for Ji Youyan in the slightest?From the moment of breaking up, isn't it just acquiescing to give up the qualifications to own each other, knowing clearly that one day the other party will hold hands with others?Isn't everything Ji Yoo-yeon's own decision?Doesn't the five years of no contact mean that she has no intention of reconnecting with Jing Xiu at all?According to Wei Yizhen's logic, if Ji Youyan does not have an accident, Jing Xiu deserves to be alone forever, right?Well, taking ten thousand steps back, if Jing Xiu really knew that this would happen, she would definitely continue to live her life like a grave.Does Ke Jingxiu know?Jing Xiu didn't know!

That is to say, Jing Xiu still loves Ji Youyan with all her heart, so she is still standing here in grief for Ji Youyan, dying or living.But this is not the reason for Wei Yizheng to accuse Jing Xiu of course!

Wei Yizhen also realized that he had made a slip of the tongue, took a deep breath for two seconds, held his forehead and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry... I... I didn't choose what to say. I'm going to contact the hospital."

But Jing Xiu still listened to her heart, she stopped crying, lowered her head, there was no sound for several seconds, only the tears that kept falling on Jiang Chun's hands let Jiang Chun know that she was still awake.

Suddenly, Jing Xiu let out a few laughs, shrill and sad.Jiang Chun hugged her arms more and more nervously, but she bent her arms unconsciously and put them on the blanket of the ice coffin.

The knuckles curled up slowly, and Ji Youyan's face that haunted her dreams was revealed little by little as the blanket was pulled...

Her eyes were closed, her eyelashes were long and curled, and her lips were ruddy, as if she had just fallen asleep peacefully.

As always, it was her heartbeat.

Jing Xiu struggled with both arms, Jiang Chun saw this and let go of his strength, giving her freedom, but he was still on guard against her doing stupid things again.

Jing Xiu lowered his head, his eyes were affectionate, and through the glass, his fingertips slid across Ji Yuyan's forehead, nose bridge, and lips affectionately...

I never thought that the reunion would be in such a form.

It's like never thinking that maybe she still loves her, and she will know it in this way.

In this way, it is better not to see each other again, it is better never to know.

Jing Xiu leaned down and kissed Ji Youyan's lips through the glass, tears streaming down like rain.

Yan Yan, tell me, what are you thinking?

Why did she never understand Ji Yoo-yeon.If she still loves her, why make her like a beggar in love when we are together, humbly begging for her occasional favor and care.After breaking up, it's not that she didn't give Ji Youyan another chance.In the second year after the breakup, she had a sexual attack because she heard that Ji Yuyan would participate in "The Great Production of All People" and accepted the variety show at a lower price, but Ji Yuyan chose to quit after she accepted it, avoiding it in fear.She thought, breaking up is really the relief that Ji Yoo-yeon has been praying for for a long time, right?If she couldn't understand Ji Youyan's attitude any longer, it would be really shameless to pester her any longer.

But if she didn't love her, why did she become like this for her?

But none of that matters anymore.Whether she loves it or not, she doesn't care anymore.

She just wants her to live well.She just wanted her to sit up and smile at her as she did when they met again at the age of 20.Even if she forgets her again, Tianya Molu has nothing to do with it.

She only wants her to live.

"Get up." She choked up against the glass.

"Get up, get up for me." Her crying voice became louder.Jiang Chun and Yao Xiao's heart ached.

"Ji Yuyan, get up!" She tried to open the ice coffin but couldn't find the switch, and finally slapped the coffin's surface heavily with her palm, screaming.

The ice coffin was slammed with a bang, and the electric lights flickered on and off.Jiang Chun and Yao Xiao turned pale in shock, fearing that she would act aggressively again, they hurriedly tried to tie Jing Xiu up again.

Jing Xiu didn't wait for them to stretch out his hand, tilted his body, and passed out.

She lay motionless on the ice coffin, the blood on her hair, together with the tears, stained Ji Yuyan's eyes, like the blood tears she shed.