My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 108

When Jing Xiu heard the question, his hand holding the steering wheel froze.She pretended not to hear the question clearly, frowned and replied "Huh?" in a nasal voice, trying to avoid the topic.

"I mean, do you think things like previous lives really exist?" Ji Youyan stared at Jing Xiu, and asked persistently.

Jing Xiu was startled and suspicious in his heart, but his face was unmoved.She looked at Ji Youyan sideways, and asked without answering: "Why did you ask this question suddenly?"

Ji Yuyan replied nonchalantly: "It came on a whim." She shook her phone and explained: "I just saw a post saying that listening to an audio can hypnotize you, and you can dream about your past life. Then I suddenly thought of what I did before. about your dream."

"You said, the you I dreamed of, could it be you from the previous life?" Ji Youyan tentatively asked.

Jing Xiu's red lips tightened instantly.Ji Youyan noticed her emotional fluctuations, and his heart hung up.

However, Jing Xiu soon teased her lightly and said: "It's just a dream, isn't your imagination a little too rich?"

Her tone was so ordinary that Ji Youyan suspected that what he had just captured was just an illusion.

"But I always have a dream, and this dream makes me feel very uneasy." Ji Youyan further confided in a mixed truth.

"What dream?" Jing Xiu looked ahead without squinting.

Ji Youyan bit her lip, and said straightly: "I always dream of you marrying a man, it's the same every time, it's as real as if I saw it with my own eyes."

As soon as the words fell, the speed of the car suddenly increased a lot.The speed of the car on the expressway was already fast, Ji Youyan said nervously: "Ah Xiu?"

Jing Xiu let out a low snort, and quickly slowed down the speed of the car.She couldn't figure out Ji Yuyan's intentions, she clenched the steering wheel, and managed to find her normal reaction: "Are you going to accuse me of cheating in your dream?"

She cast a heavy glance at Ji Yuyan.

There were too many emotions in that look, like astonishment, shock, and a little sadness.

Ji Yuyan couldn't tell for a while, whether Jing Xiu's eyes had insight into something, or was he sad that he questioned her because of such an unnecessary dream?

"I'm not..." Ji Youyan was careful, suppressed his doubts, and didn't dare to take the risk of asking the bottom line.She pretended to be natural and teased, "Not even in a dream, Ah Xiu, I just can't help being jealous."

Jing Xiu's beating heart slowly calmed down.She wasn't sure if Ji Yuyan had really dreamed of something, and if she would slowly dream of more truths in the future.But no matter what, that wedding was her eternal pain.It is her eternal regret that she cannot explain to the former Ji Youyan in person.But it's good for her to bear all these pains and regrets alone. She only hopes that Ji Yuyan can be happy now.

She lowered her eyelids to hide the pain in her heart, "Yanyan..."

Ji Yoo-yeon showed an attitude of listening carefully.

Jing Xiu comforted her and said, "It's just a dream. Taking a step back, even if what you joked about happened in real life, it was in the last life. No matter what the possibility is, you'll be jealous It doesn't make sense."

She explained it generously, as if she really didn't know anything, Ji Youyan's doubts were dispelled a little. "It still has a little meaning." She relaxed a little, and teased with interest: "Aren't you kidding me?"

Jing Xiu sneered in disgust, but still put his hand on Ji Yuyan's lap, and spread his five fingers upwards.

Ji Yuyan tacitly put his hand on it.Jing Xiu passed through her fingers and interlocked with her fingers.

"Yanyan, if we still can't make it to the end..." Before she finished speaking, Ji Yuyan clasped her five fingers and interrupted in a deep voice: "We can."

Jing Xiu smiled: "I believe you." Her voice was not loud, but she was firm: "People's ability to recover from trauma is limited. If we still repeat the same mistakes, then I will never talk about relationships again." From beginning to end In the end, Ji Youyan is her only one.It was true in the previous life, and even more so in this life.

"If the person who walked into the wedding with me wasn't you, it couldn't be anyone else. Do you believe me?" It was difficult for her to say such straightforward words on weekdays, but Ji Youyan's uneasiness also made her uneasy.

Ji Yuyan's heart was trembling.In fact, Jingxiu didn't need to promise her such a thing.After the relationship between the two ended, Jing Xiu started a new life. It was her freedom to choose anyone, and she had no right to care about it.

Ji Youyan was moved, she raised the back of Jing Xiu's hand and kissed: "I believe you. Me too."

Jing Xiu suppressed the complex emotions in his heart, withdrew his hand and held the steering wheel and turned a corner, "So you don't need to worry about such a dream. Instead of caring about these illusory things, it's better to live a better life now, isn't it?" These words She was talking to Ji Yoo-yeon now, and also to Ji Yoo-yeon who might know more in the future.

Ji Youyan calmed down.At this moment, Jing Xiu didn't know anything.Regardless of whether rebirth has anything to do with Jing Xiu, what she can cherish is the present moment.To live well in this moment and this life is to live up to the self and Jing Xiu in the previous life.

"Follow the command of the officer." Ji Youyan was persuaded by Jing Xiu, and saluted exaggeratedly.

Jing Xiu heaved a sigh of relief, glanced at her, and asked casually: "Apart from the last dream, and the dream you talked about today, what other dreams do you have about me? How about liquidating it all at once?" She wondered How much did Ji Yoo-yeon dream?

Hearing her cool tone, Ji Youyan was overwhelmed with desire to survive, and coaxed her: "Then I can't finish talking. Ah Xiu, do you know an idiom?"

Jing Xiu raised his eyebrows to express his confusion.

"Haunted by dreams." Ji Youyan said softly, "My dreams have always been about you."

Jing Xiu felt that it was both numb and useful, and the corners of her lips curved slightly.She snorted softly and said, "Speaking is better than singing."

Ji Youyan pretended to be dissatisfied: "You are insulting Ji. How can you say that a singer speaks better than he sings."

Jing Xiu couldn't help but deepen his smile.She let Ji Yuyan bloom lotus flowers in her ear, and the sugar-coated shells were fired wave after wave.

At sunset in the evening, Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan arrived at the pier where Pu Jia's yacht was moored.After handing over the car to the parking officer, Jing Xiu called Pu Jia.

Pu Jia personally disembarked to meet them.She has a charming big wave, wearing a waist-cut evening dress that opens up to her thighs, and her stiletto heels are stepped on in a coquettish manner. Before the person arrives, the voice arrives first: "Hey, our hero is here too."

Ji Youyan met Pu Jia a few times and knew a little about Pu Jia.She is a few years older than Jing Xiu, she is the son of Guangyu Media, where Jing Xiu works, and her mother has a very good personal relationship with Jing Shurong.

Pu Jia and Jing Xiu are completely different types of people. Ji Yuyan felt surprised and even uneasy for a while. Jing Xiu can be good friends with Pu Jia—because Pu Jia is the most common kind of capitalist in the circle, the princess of Hua Hua, who is unrestrained, and for the past The behavior of exchanging hues for resources is commonplace and enjoyable, and male and female companions change more frequently than clothes.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but when Ji Youyan saw Pu Jia for the first time, she felt that Pu Jia's eyes made her uncomfortable, as if in her eyes, to Jing Xiu, she was like Pu Jia's bed partner to Pu Jia same relationship.Ji Youyan felt embarrassed, and couldn't tell Jing Xiu directly, so he could only stay away from Pu Jia sullenly.

But today, Ji Youyan took Jing Xiu's hand, looked directly at Pu Jia, and calmly responded to her teasing: "Sister Pu, where is the hero you mentioned? There is no hero here, but there is one who fell into a bear." She He shook his forearm, which was still in a plaster cast.

Just like Ji Youyan used to think that Pu Jia looked down on him, Pu Jia always thought that Ji Youyan was fake and lofty, like a moralist.Coupled with the later feeling that Jing Xiu really made a wrong payment, Pu Jia didn't have a good impression of Ji Yuyan either.Pu Jia was obviously a little surprised that Ji Youyan would take the initiative to answer her words.She asked Jing Xiu with her eyes: Did the sun come out from the west today?

Jing Xiu smiled but said nothing.

Following her usual venomous tongue, Pu Jia lazily replied: "Long time no see, Xiao Ji, you seem to be much more energetic, because did you hit your head?"

Those who are familiar with her know that she has a bad mouth, but those who are not familiar with her will only think that her words are smug.Jing Xiu frowned and wanted to defend, but Ji Youyan patted her hand to indicate that she was fine.

She didn't care about Pu Jia's ridicule, changed the subject and said, "It's been a long time, Miss Pu, you look more glamorous than in previous years." After she finished talking about what she found, she flattered: "Your sister, Pu The bracelet looks so chic."

She had an impression of this bracelet because Pu Jia's relationship with Xiaohua, a newcomer in the circle, was kicked out next year. When the media took inventory of the couple's items that the two had appeared in, this bracelet was listed in the front row.She heard Lin Yue gossip with her, and everyone in the circle said that Pu Jia really fell for it this time. Usually, Pu Jia plays tricks and turns his face ruthlessly, but this time it's the other way around. After stalking, it was hard to get the beauty back.

It is always right to praise this.

Sure enough, Pu Jia couldn't hide her joy when she heard Ji Youyan praise the bracelet. "Have vision." She touched the bracelet, gave Ji Yuyan an approving glance, and her tone eased: "I heard that you are preparing an album. It just so happens that I will introduce you to some new friends tonight."

Obviously, it is time to introduce resources to her.Ji Youyan didn't hesitate, and responded with a surprised expression.Seeing Ji Youyan's invisible appearance, Jing Xiu felt sweet in his heart.While boarding the boat, she helped Ji You and thanked Pu Jia: "I will treat you to dinner another day."

"Eating is too cheap, isn't it? When I go to France, take me to your wine cellar to pick a bar." Pu Jia joked.Jing Xiu's father owns a world-renowned wine estate.

Jing Xiu pretentiously said: "Isn't it too expensive to pick wine?"

Pu Jia raised her eyebrows angrily, "Listen, Xiao Ji, is this plausible?"

Ji Youyan continued tactfully: "Miss Pu, don't worry, I'll help you blow the pillow breeze." She immediately came up, stood on the deck, stomped at Jing Xiu, pouted, and shook Jing Xiu's arm Jiao Didi said: "A Xiu, no matter how expensive it is, is there anyone else?"

"Hahahaha...", "Hey! What kind of drama is this?"...Laughter came and went.

Ji Yuyan's body froze immediately.She looked up and found a circle of people standing by the fence on the stairs, Guan Yimei, Tao Xingruo and Ruan Ningwei were among them.

Rao Ji Youyan was thick-skinned and couldn't help but blushed.

Jing Xiu stood in front of Ji Youyan, and helped Ji Youyan out of the siege: "It's not a good habit to eavesdrop on the corner."

However, as soon as she finished speaking, everyone "puchi" and laughed even louder.

Guan Yimei said sadly: "Xiu Xiu, is your voice worthy of your sassy attire today?" It looks like that, and I just feel a little relieved by the old mother, thinking that I, Xiuxiu, are the ones who love cabbage. I didn't expect..." She said with a handful of bitter tears pretending to be serious.

The laughter broke out again, and even the serious Tao Xingruo was amused.

Jing Xiu blushed to the neck, forced a calm face, and gouged out Cui Ran's eyes.The cold wind was blowing, Cui Ran faltered, and shouted at others: "Let's go, let's go in and play."

Everyone is a measured person, and they accept it as soon as they see it, and they all sneak into the cabin hall.

Jing Xiu let out a helpless laugh.She turned her head and stretched out her hand to hold Ji Youyan, her expression did not see the coldness just now, and said softly with some apology: "They are a little noisy."

The afterglow of the setting sun shrouded Jing Xiu's tall and slender figure, her seaweed-like long hair fluttered with the sea breeze, her smile was gentler and more beautiful than the sunset, the scenery and people complement each other, as beautiful as a painting handed down by a famous painter .

In the past, Ji Youyan felt that these people were too noisy.Because she always felt that the excitement belonged to them, so she forced herself and Jing Xiu to stand in two worlds at this time.

But at this moment, she shook her head in relief, and said sincerely: "It's okay, the excitement is ours, I enjoy it very much." She reached out to hold Jing Xiu's hand, stepped up two steps, stood shoulder to shoulder with Jing Xiu, walked Entering the painting, standing in the world of Jingxiu.

She used the word "we", and Jing Xiu's eyes rippled with tenderness.She flicked Ji Youyan's hair that was blown by the wind, and was about to say something.

"Otherwise, you let me go first?" Pu Jia, who was blocked below, couldn't bear it any longer.

Only then did Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan realize Pu Jia's existence. Seeing Pu Jia's aggrieved face, Ji Youyan laughed and fell into Jing Xiu's arms.The two made way out of the passage and followed Pu Jia upstairs.

There were a dozen or so people sitting scattered in the hall on the top floor, most of them were friends introduced by Jing Xiu, and there were a few new faces. Ji Yuyan guessed that they were the new friends that Pu Jia said he would introduce to her.

As she expected, after exchanging greetings with her acquaintance, Pu Jia began to introduce her.The bearded man with blue eyes is French, a master arranger who has won a world award; the man with ponytail is the founder and gold medal music planner of Mu Company; there are also a few wearing punks, burying their heads in the corner The players playing games are members of the soul band who have become famous in recent years.

Pu Jia introduced them one by one until there was only the last long-haired woman who had shaved half of her sideburns.

The woman didn't notice anything, and concentrated on clearing the level.The drummer next to her snatched the game console from the woman's hand, and the woman looked up in displeasure.

The moment they saw each other clearly, Ji Yuyan and her were stunned for two seconds, and said in unison:

"Xiaoyan?!"

"Zhuo Rin?!"

The author has something to say: I read a little cute sentence in the comments before, similar to the beginning of the rebirth article, the story that really belongs to them has ended.

From this point of view, wouldn't double birth be more complete?