Pick it up and take care of it [Rebirth]

Chapter 58

?? Bai Hui didn't know why he just followed Liu Zhengru into the cemetery. He looked at the person in front of him who was walking ahead calmly with a bouquet. The thin body was wrapped in a well-tailored suit. The weather wasn't so cold today. , but the wind blowing in the ear still makes people can't help shrinking their necks.

??There were not many people coming and going in the cemetery, and Bai Hui followed Liu Zhengru closely. The silence between the two of them made him feel uneasy.He looked at the bags in his hand... Will he disturb him by following Brother Ru?

?? After all, this is Ru Ge's privacy.

?? Ru Ge who is going to visit, he has no idea.Ever since he knew Liu Zhengru, Brother Ru rarely mentioned his family and friends to others...

?? Bai Hui was thinking wildly in his mind, and they walked for a long time before they stopped.

?? This is an area at the far end of the cemetery. Liu Zhengru is standing in front of the tombstone, looking at the photo on the tombstone. In the photo, a woman is holding a bouquet of flowers and smiling peacefully. Some yellowed black and white photos It can't hide the charm of a woman's smile like a flower at all, her facial features are exquisite and correct, the joy radiating from her smile and the bright light in her eyes are all so beautiful that people stop.

?? Bai Hui found that the facial features of the woman in the photo were [-] to [-]% similar to Liu Zhengru's.

?? Putting down the bouquet in his hand, Liu Zhengru said softly: "Long time no see, I came to see you."

?? From the last time, it seems that time and space have been crossed. Today is the first time in this life.

??It would be a lie to say that he wasn't surprised. Bai Hui always thought that Liu Zhengru's family was well-off. After all, judging from his temperament and upbringing, Brother Ru didn't look like a person with a lack of family.It's just that at this moment, Liu Zhengru, who has always been strict with his quality of life, and his suit and leather shoes are not stained with dust, kneels on the ground indifferently, takes out a wet tissue from his pocket, and wipes the plates in front of the tombstone one by one, Take out the fruit and arrange it on the plate.

?? After finishing the things for worship, Liu Zhengru knelt quietly and looked at the photo for a long time, the admiration gradually appeared in his eyes, and Bai Hui even felt that Brother Ru's eyes were red when viewed from the side.

??Liu Zhengru didn't wear a thick coat today, but only a suit. Even in early spring, in the cold and sunny weather, it still makes people chill.

?? Seeing Liu Zhengru kneeling with his back straight like this, Bai Hui was worried that his legs would hurt from kneeling for a long time, and he was also worried that the wind would catch him.

"Brother Ru..." Bai Hui hesitated for a while, but still shouted.

?? Liu Zhengru seemed to wake up from a dream: "It's okay." He buried his face in his hands for a few seconds, and after calming down, he was ready to stand up.

Unexpectedly, the legs that had been kneeling for a long time were a little stiff, and the knee joints suddenly became unsuitable for straightening. Liu Zhengru did not stand firmly, and there was no handrail around him. Even if Bai Hui stepped forward to help him in time, he still accidentally pushed the I twisted my foot.

"Hiss..." Liu Zhengru gently moved his left ankle, and felt a piercing pain.

"Brother Ru, does it hurt?" Bai Hui was anxious, and immediately squatted down, letting Liu Zhengru support his back to stand firm, and rolled up his trouser legs to examine carefully.

??Liu Zhengru himself was a doctor in the emergency room. He directed Bai Hui to press some places, and then moved himself, so he knew there was nothing serious, it was just a sprained muscle.

?? He embarrassedly said to Bai Hui who was squatting: "Sorry, I made you stand with me for so long. There is a small problem with my feet, it's fine."

??Bai Hui was very distressed. Liu Zhengru himself was thin, and his ankles were also slender and fair. The place where Bai Hui could easily circle it with one hand became swollen after a while, and it hurt so much when he pressed it lightly. no.

??The house leak happened to be raining overnight. Just at this time, the gloomy weather changed, and the wind picked up quickly. Both of them felt a few drops of wetness on their faces.

?? The distance is already dark, and I don't know when the dark clouds will float over.

??At that moment, Bai Hui packed up his things immediately, and carried Liu Zhengru on his back without any explanation.

??Liu Zhengru never expected that Bai Hui would carry him on his back all of a sudden. The feeling of weightlessness made him exclaim in a low voice, and subconsciously hugged Bai Hui's neck.

?? "Brother Ru, it's going to rain, let's go down the mountain first."

"Yeah." In order to maintain his center of gravity, Liu Zhengru could only lie on Bai Hui's body. At this moment, he suddenly realized that the boy who fell in front of him under the streetlight had unknowingly transformed into a man.

??The other party has broad shoulders, even a student, but because of insisting on exercising, there is a thin layer of muscles on the back. When leaning on it, Liu Zhengru felt a sense of peace in his heart.

??The concrete steps have not yet been built on the mountain, and it is going down the mountain again. Bai Hui has to walk very carefully with Liu Zhengru on his back, and the speed is really too fast.But his back was very steady, even when he was walking down the steps, Liu Zhengru didn't feel obvious bumps.

??Maybe the feeling of peace of mind is too rare, or maybe it's the warmth that Bai Hui's broad shoulders brought him too heart-warming. On Bai Hui's back.

?? This is really hard for Bai Hui. He could have walked steadily with his head down, but now Liu Zhengru, who wanted to be in close contact with him, just lay on his back with zero distance. can be clearly counted.

??The ears gradually turned red, and Bai Hui felt itchy in his heart. In order to divert his attention, he tentatively asked, "Brother Ru, that was just now..."

?? "It's my mother."

??Liu Zhengru put his face on Bai Hui's shoulder, and his tone was somewhat nostalgic and sad: "Today is my mother's memorial day."

?? Confidential words as long as you open your mouth, it seems that it is not so difficult to continue.

?? In two lifetimes, this is the first time Liu Zhengru has the opportunity to confess quietly.

?? "She likes white roses and baby's breath the most. These are the first bouquets she received." He said softly, "She is a gentle woman who always likes to smile peacefully. When I was hurt and sad when I was young, she always came to comfort me."

?? Bai Hui listened quietly, he retracted his hands, and carried the person on his back more steadily.

??Liu Zhengru seemed to remember something, and said with a shallow smile: "I remember the first time I was sent to a martial arts class, and when I came back, I fell ill and had a fever. At the beginning, many people's first reaction was to say that I was useless, only her Holding me day and night, crying and worrying about my condition."

??Liu Zhengru thought of that time, he was only four or five years old.Waking up in a daze in the middle of the night, he only felt that his body was sticky and hot, and even the breath he exhaled seemed to be exhaling hot air.As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw his mother asking for medicine for the blue, red and swollen places on his body.

?? It was beaten by those people when I went to class.

??When the wound came into contact with the liquid medicine, the pain seemed to intensify several times. The child couldn't help but flinch, and the woman stopped immediately.She looked at the child's innocent and concerned eyes, and couldn't help but tears filled her eyes.

?? "She always looks happy in front of me, and always teaches me to be grateful to the society." Liu Zhengru sighed, "It's a pity that she is such a sunny and cheerful person, but she didn't leave with a smile in the end."

"She always wanted me to be a doctor and to do a respectable profession." Liu Zhengru paused, thinking of the last time he saw his mother, that woman was skinny, long-term anorexia made her once beautiful He no longer exists, the protruding bones on his body are wrapped in a layer of gray skin, lying on a white hospital bed, with various tubes inserted into his body to maintain his vital signs. "...Actually, what I want to heal most is her pain."

?? It was as if the surging flood had finally found a breakthrough. Liu Zhengru's voice was a little choked up, and his eyes were blurred by the brewing tears. He said one sentence after another.

?? The wind before the rain blew away the tears in his eyes, and brushed against Baihui's cheeks with wetness.

?? Once, Bai Hui thought that with money, he could get everything, and with money, he could live the happy life he wanted.At least, with money, he and grandma don't have to work so hard. When he first met Liu Zhengru, he even thought that a senior intellectual like Liu Zhengru, a doctor respected by everyone in the hospital, had a good life and happiness.

?? It wasn't until he got to know Liu Zhengru better and better that he realized that Dr. Liu was an extremely lonely person.

??He is used to using indifference to cover up his inner loneliness and loneliness, and he is used to living alone.Even Liu Zhengru would go to the dinner parties organized by the department, but every time Bai Hui saw Liu Zhengru go home, he knew that he was not really happy.

?? He is like a person who dissociates from the bustle, living in a lonely world indifferently.

?? "I always thought she was fragile and timid," Liu Zhengru said, "but I was wrong, she is a strong woman, and she helped me win all this with her last efforts."

?? He raised his hand to wipe his eyes, realized that he was a little embarrassed, and apologized: "Bai Hui, I'm sorry, I... I shouldn't have said this in front of you."

??Liu Zhengru became annoyed. Bai Hui's parents died and life was difficult. He still said these words in front of Bai Hui. Would it hurt him more?

?? Bai Hui smiled softly in front of him, shaking his head: "It's okay, Brother Ru, you don't have to worry about me." He said relaxedly: "Actually, my life is fine. I was naughty when I was young, and always messed with my parents Angry, in my memory I was always being chased all over the street by my dad."

?? As if imagining little Baihui's clever and mischievous appearance, the sadness in Liu Zhengru's heart also faded a little, and a little smile appeared on his face.

??Bai Hui wanted to work hard to get rid of Brother Ru's sadness, so he quickly reported all the embarrassing things about him when he was a child. Going up a tree to dig out a bird's egg, but fell off a book and fell like a dog...

??He smiled and moved his head: "There should be a scar on the top of my head. Brother Ru, look for it. It was left by me falling from a tree and hitting a stone."

??Liu Zhengru looked up and leaned over to take a closer look. Bai Hui's short, flat-cut hair was easy to find. He found a scar the size of a thumbnail on the top of his head.The child's flesh is so tender, Bai Hui must have been in pain when he fell and hit him.

?? He raised his hand and touched it cautiously: "It hurt at the time, right?"

??Liu Zhengru's warm breath sprayed on the top of Bai Hui's head. For the first time, he struggled to shave an inch. It was not good at all.If he had grown his hair a little longer, maybe the other party's breathing would not be so obvious, then... the throbbing in his heart would not be so obvious.

??Evidently the air was humid and cool, but Bai Hui felt something different in his nose. Every time he took a breath, he could clearly smell the light fragrance from Liu Zhengru's body, like the smell of laundry detergent or body wash.

??Bai Hui even felt a little dizzy. The cool temperature of Liu Zhengru's fingertips rested on the scar, and the wound he had ignored for more than ten years became scorching hot.

?? He was able to walk with ease in the past, but now he was panting lightly. Bai Hui tried his best to take a few deep breaths.

??Liu Zhengru also seemed to realize that something was wrong with the current atmosphere. As soon as he touched the top of Bai Hui's head, he felt that the other person's body stiffened instantly, and his scalp seemed to tense all of a sudden.

?? He didn't know what to do for a while, and it seemed too deliberate to move his finger away, and he always felt a little strange if he didn't move it away.

??The two of them maintained this posture for a long time. Fortunately, they soon reached the foot of the mountain. Liu Zhengru said, as if he was relieved from a heavy burden, "The license plate number is XXXXXX."

??Actually, they have lived together for so long, how could Bai Hui not know, he responded without breaking the news.

?? "There is a medicine box in the trunk of the car, wait for you to put me in the back seat, I will deal with the sprain first."

??"Um."

??Because it was inconvenient to take out the key to open the lock, Bai Hui put Liu Zhengru down. After the car was unlocked, he opened the rear door and picked Liu Zhengru up without saying a word.

??

??He quickly waved his hands, moved his body and wanted to go down: "No need for Bai Hui, I can..."

?? Before he finished speaking, Bai Hui was a little unsteady because of Liu Zhengru's "restless movement".

?? By the time Bai Hui supported himself, it was already too late.

?? The air was instantly quiet.

??Liu Zhengru pressed close to Bai Hui, and through the fabric, he could clearly feel the beating heart in Bai Hui's chest. The cramped air in the car seemed to be boiling, and he could only hear himself Rhythmic "dong, da" heartbeat.

??It wasn't Bai Hui's original intention, but when he hugged her into his arms, he was greedy for this feeling and didn't want to let go at all.

??He is full, what he wants, seeing Liu Zhengru's fragility in front of him today, makes him want to hug him impulsively, and tells Liu Zhengru affirmatively and sincerely: I will always be with you looking at you.

??Bai Hui looked down at Liu Zhengru's handsome face. Under the long and curly eyelashes were his well-shaped eyes. Brother Ru had a delicate and straight nose bridge, as well as soft and ruddy lips—two pieces he had kissed and felt before. Mesmerizing lips.

??Liu Zhengru was actually observing Bai Hui silently. The other's facial features became mature and tough. Bai Hui leaned on him and looked at him with a restrained gaze...

??Bai Hui's Adam's apple even rolled up and down in a circle.

??The two people's eyes collided, and they both blushed unconsciously.

??Bai Hui restrained his turbulent heart, got up and said in a low voice, "I'll go to the trunk to get the medicine box."

?? He just wanted to confess impulsively.

?? It's just that he clearly knows how cruel the reality is: he has nothing, and he hasn't even completed the promise that he will enter a good university. Even if he confesses, what can he bring to Liu Zhengru?

??As soon as Bai Hui got the medicine box from the trunk, the rain outside poured down.He obeyed Liu Zhengru's command and treated the wound quietly and carefully.

?? It was raining heavily outside. Even sitting in the car, Liu Zhengru could still hear the pattering rain.Liu Zhengru injured his left foot, which did not prevent him from driving, but it was raining and the road was slippery. The two decided to wait for the rain to subside before leaving.

?? In order to allow Liu Zhengru to rest in the back seat, Bai Hui ran to the passenger seat after giving him medicine regardless of the heavy rain.

"Brother Ru," Bai Hui's muffled voice sounded from the passenger seat, "After the college entrance examination, I have something very important to tell you."