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Chapter 60 Love and Love

For the next whole day, Li Jingao barely closed his eyes and stayed by the bedside to watch over Huo Xiaobai. Finally, the next morning, Huo Xiaobai slowly woke up.

"Well...the temperature has finally dropped a little."

Li Jingao rubbed his forehead, then stretched out his hand to test the temperature of Huo Xiaobai's forehead, and finally relaxed a little.

Huo Xiaobai just woke up with an unnatural flush on his face. He looked at Li Jingao's exhausted expression, was silent for a while, and asked, "Have you not slept?"

Li Jingao smiled at Huo Xiaobai and nodded, "Lie down well, I'll get you something to eat."

Before Huo Xiaobai could speak, Li Jingao had already turned and left the bedroom.

Since Huo Xiaobai left five years ago, Li Jingao has basically never cooked again. He stared blankly at the boiled millet porridge, and suddenly remembered that it was because of Huo Xiaobai that he learned to cook.

Fortunately, it didn't take too long. Although he was a little novice, he had previous experience. After a while, Li Jingao walked into the bedroom with a bowl of steaming millet porridge.

Huo Xiaobai, who was still sitting on the bed in a daze, finally came to his senses after Li Jingao walked in. The two of them had a tacit understanding and did not mention the quarrel again. Li Jingao put the porridge on the table next to him first. , and then in order to make Huo Xiaobai feel comfortable, I specially took two pillows to cushion Huo Xiaobai's waist, and finally I didn't forget to help him cover the quilt, and then I took the millet porridge and started to eat it spoonful by spoonful. Hello Huo Xiaobai.

"You are not in good health now. The doctor said that it is best to eat this recently."

The warm millet porridge was still steaming. Li Jingao clumsily held the bowl and spoon. Every time he scooped up a spoonful, he would put it in his mouth and blow it, and then put it in his mouth. Huo Xiaobai looked at Li Jingao. Jing Ao's eyes suddenly felt hot when he looked like this, then he opened his mouth and took a sip.

Just like that, Huo Xiaobai finally drank a bowl of millet porridge even though he had no appetite.

After a simple meal, Li Jingao coaxed Huo Xiaobai to sleep. Li Jingao sat by the bed for a long time, until he was sure that Huo Xiaobai had really fallen asleep, and then walked out of the bedroom lightly. He came out, carefully closed the bedroom door, then picked up his coat and car keys and went out.

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When Li Jingao finally arrived at the coffee shop where he met Lu Zeming, Lu Zeming had already arrived.

"Why are you looking for me all of a sudden? I'm still busy."

Li Jingao sat down directly opposite Lu Zeming, and put his coat on the back of the chair.

Lu Zeming took a sip of the coffee in front of him and said slowly, "Why, you don't seem to be energetic."

Li Jingao sighed, and then said, "Xiaobai is sick."

"Oh?"

Lu Zeming put down the cup in his hand, and then raised his head to look at Li Jingao.

Lu Zeming has always known about Li Jingao and Huo Xiaobai. He has always been very curious about this boy who has appeared in Li Jingao's life for eight years, but he has never seen him.

"Is it serious?"

"High fever, it's much better now." Li Jingao was silent for a while, and finally said, "But the doctor said he had a heart attack, I..."

"Aozi..." Lu Zeming interrupted Li Jingao, "Have you ever thought that Huo Xiaobai is actually different to you?"

"I know...otherwise, I wouldn't have thought of him for so many years, I've never treated him as a normal person." Li Jingao rubbed his forehead irritably, with an indescribable sense of exhaustion.

"However, you treated him the same way you treat ordinary people."

After Lu Zeming finished speaking in a judgmental tone, Li Jingao raised his head and looked at him thoughtfully.

"Aozi, why don't you separate love from love?"

Lu Zeming looked at Li Jingao for a while, and finally said only this sentence, Li Jingao's eyes closed suddenly, but he still didn't say anything, just lit a cigarette, and remained silent for a long time.

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It had been two or three hours since Li Jingao left the coffee shop. Because Li Jingao was thinking about Huo Xiaobai, he didn't stay any longer, and drove home directly.

On the way home, Li Jingao stretched out his hand out of the car window to feel the wind outside, but what Lu Zeming just said was what he kept thinking about.

"Aozi, Uncle has come to the military headquarters again. It is not a long-term solution for you to procrastinate like this. It is better to show your cards as soon as possible, so that Uncle can have a period of adaptation."

Li Jingao thought about Lu Zeming's words, and he said it was not unreasonable. It is not a long-term solution for him to keep a job in the military without telling his family. Sooner or later, his father will find that he is just an empty shell in the military.

In fact, he was thinking of having a showdown with his father recently, but he had finally improved his relationship with Huo Xiaobai recently, so this matter was postponed.

Now it seems that this matter may have been urgent.

When Li Jingao frowned and opened the door of the house, a slender figure suddenly rushed up. Li Jingao was caught off guard, but he still wrapped his arms around the waist of the person in his arms and stepped back half a step to stabilize his footsteps.

"I thought you were gone again..."

The humbleness revealed unconsciously in Huo Xiaobai's words made Li Jingao's heart skip a beat, and then a sour feeling surged up.

Li Jingao tightened his arms, wishing that the person in his arms could be rubbed into his arms. He stabilized his emotions, then gently stroked Huo Xiaobai's back and comforted him, "I'm sorry, I didn't tell you. Not again."

Huo Xiaobai didn't say anything, but nodded lightly. In this way, the two stood hugging each other at the entrance for a long time, until Li Jingao finally picked up Huo Xiaobai and walked upstairs to the bedroom. Seeing Huo Xiaobai's slightly red eye circles.

Li Jingao's heart tugged violently, but in the end it turned into tenderness.

Li Jingao carefully placed Huo Xiaobai on the bed as if he were treating a treasure, and then restrained but affectionately placed a soft kiss on his forehead.

For some reason, Li Jingao suddenly thought of what Lu Zeming said today.

In the next few days, Li Jingao could hardly leave Huo Xiaobai. He clearly felt the difference in Huo Xiaobai. Maybe sick people are more fragile. Huo Xiaobai seems to have completely faded the hardness that wrapped him up in the past few days. The shell, as if the strong and strong Huo Xiaobai a few days ago was just a phantom.

Ever since Huo Xiaobai fell ill, the relationship between the two of them seemed to have returned to five years ago. Huo Xiaobai's character was also the same as it was five years ago. Rely on, not a barb pretending to be strong.

Seeing Huo Xiaobai like this, Li Jingao would always panic all of a sudden, as if the five-year gap really didn't exist between them, they were still the same as before, Huo Xiaobai focused on himself all day Acting like a baby, she looks like a fool, but she will still hold him tightly in her arms at critical moments.

They also kissed and hugged as intimately as before, sometimes quietly, sometimes intensely, but they never crossed the threshold again.

Li Jingao was obsessed with the soft and sweet feeling of Huo Xiaobai's lips, but what he was even more obsessed with was when he kissed Huo Xiaobai, his shy but happy smile.

This rare quiet and comfortable life for Li Jingao almost confuses him. The hard work of the past few years, the struggle with his family, and the chaos of his private life all suddenly point to a common outlet.

Just when Li Jingao was about to forget Lu Zeming's theory of "love and love" that he couldn't figure out, he suddenly had an answer when he kissed Huo Xiaobai's soft lips.

It's not that there is no feeling, nor is it that there is no impulse, even Li Jingao himself can feel the violent reaction of the body, but the first thing that flashes in his mind is not the physical entanglement, but——

Do you feel the same way I do when I'm struggling like this.

Li Jingao looked at Huo Xiaobai's quiet face, as if a big hole had been stabbed in his heart suddenly, warm blood was gurgling.

How long has it been since I went to poison?

Li Jingao smiled wryly.

It turned out that I knew it all along, but I kept going around and around, unwilling to clear the last fog.

But everything that used to be as if nothing had happened is no longer needed, because the heart that has been paralyzed for too long should be awakened now.

"noob……"

There was a faint sigh in Li Jingao's voice, Huo Xiaobai lowered his eyes lightly and couldn't see his expression clearly, but his hands were tightly clutching Li Jingao's cuff.

This obviously insecure action made Li Jingao feel extremely worried. He immediately held Huo Xiaobai's hand tightly with his backhand, and gently rubbed his slightly rough thumb on his palm. In the end, Li Jingao still couldn't restrain the impulse in his heart, and finally lowered his head gently, and pressed a kiss on the center of his palm.

This slightly itchy touch made Huo Xiaobai's whole body tremble suddenly, and then he raised his head and looked at the man in front of him in surprise, originally thinking that he would find a signal similar to flirting in the other's eyes , but to his surprise, there was nothing in it except the tenderness that seemed to be able to melt people.

The author has something to say: Aww! !Brother Ao finally understood! !Low EQ is really flawed! !

I hope girls will definitely find someone with high EQ in the future, otherwise, like Brother Ao, he will be exhausted before he can achieve a positive result o(╯□╰)o