msmithbooks Chapter 73 72 Have You Read My Diary?
Chapter 73 72 Have You Read My Diary?
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"Even if you have a new boyfriend, there's no need to do this." Ji Shanye said, "Or do you want to wait for your boyfriend to come and pick you up?"
"Then your boyfriend may not be able to come. The downstairs community does not allow outsiders to come in."
Lin Yu was stunned, and what Ji Shanye said made him confused.He seems to be very hostile to having a boyfriend, but why?
Seeing that Lin Yu hadn't spoken, Ji Shanye walked outside: "Let's go."
On the way to send him back to school, the two remained silent again.Lin Yu secretly observed Ji Shanye's expression several times during the period, but he always kept a straight face, making it impossible to guess his emotions.
When he got downstairs to the apartment, Lin Yu loosened his seat belt, and when he was about to get out of the car, he found that the door was locked.He thought it was Ji Shanye who forgot about Song, and reminded him: "Open the car door."
Ji Shanye looked ahead, leaning his hands on the steering wheel without moving a muscle.
"Ji Shanye?" Lin Yu looked at him.
It took a long time for Ji Shanye to speak: "Is he treating you well?"
"What?" Lin Yu didn't understand what he meant at first.
After a while, I realized after thinking about it, but I didn't know how to answer Ji Shanye.Lin Yu was a little hesitant to tell Ji Shanye the truth, after all, he seemed to care about this misunderstanding.
"That type of man do you like?" Ji Shanye didn't look at him when he spoke.
"How far have you guys been dating?" Ji Shanye asked him again.
Lin Yu looked at him: "Actually, we—"
"Do you remember, I sent you a message before, saying that we are not suitable for being together." Ji Shanye said.
Of course Lin Yu remembered the news, he cried all night because of that news.
"We really don't fit together, after all, I'm not your best choice."
"The status of a star sounds good, but it's only when we really live together that we can discover all the troubles inside. It's a pity that I ignored these troubles before."
"It must be very hard when you are with me, right?" Ji Shanye looked at him.
Lin Yu didn't expect Ji Shanye to say this, he stared at him blankly.
"Do you know what I regret most?" Ji Shanye looked at him with deep eyes.
"The thing I regret the most is that I didn't keep you when we broke up."
"If I keep you, maybe we won't be where we are today."
Lin Yu looked at him, the air was very quiet.For some reason, Lin Yu had the urge to cry, he had never cried in front of Ji Shanye, because he didn't dare to expose his weakness in front of him.
"Although, I know it's useless to say this now. But I still want to tell you, I'm sorry."
"You have nothing to apologize to me, you have done everything well." Lin Yu's voice was very low.
Ji Shanye smiled shallowly: "If everything is done well, why did you break up with me?"
"That's because—" Lin Yu almost blurted out what happened at that time, but those things can be explained clearly in more than a few sentences.
Regarding the past, he never had a serious talk with Ji Shanye.
There was another long silence in the car, Lin Yu lowered his head.Ji Shanye took out a notebook from the drawer in front of him and handed it to Lin Yu.
This is his previous diary.Feeling incredible, he looked up at Ji Shanye.
"There is one more thing I want to tell you."
"I will return your things to you. I have never had a chance to give them to you before."
"Why do you have this?" Lin Yu looked at him.
"After breaking up, I went to your school to find you. I brought it out of your school."
"I'm sorry." Ji Shanye: "I kept your diary privately."
Lin Yu asked him, "Have you read it?"
"Looked."
The shame that his inner world was fully exposed made Lin Yu very angry all of a sudden, he looked at Ji Shanye angrily: "How can you do this?"
"I'm sorry, Xiao Yu." Ji Shanye knew that he would have such a reaction when he said it, but he still chose to tell him that he didn't want to hide it from him.
Lin Yu snatched his diary, did not open the car door, and patted the car window: "Open the door, I want to go out!"
"Xiao Yu, listen to me first." Ji Shanye clasped his shoulder.
Lin Yu struggled: "Let go of me, I don't want to see you! Get out!" Anger began to make him speechless.
He couldn't accept that he was exposed in front of Ji Shanye. While struggling, he slapped Ji Shanye violently, and the crisp sound made the car instantly quiet.
Lin Yu didn't expect to hit him, so he looked at Ji Shanye.Ji Shanye just smiled slightly: "It's okay, you should have slapped me with this slap."
"I owe you so much," he said.
Lin Yu stopped looking at him: "Open the door! I want to go down!"
Ji Shanye finally opened the lock, Lin Yu got out of the car, and left here quickly without looking back.
They parted badly.
Lin Yu blocked Ji Shanye.
For the first time in his life, he was so angry that he blocked someone, and the other party turned out to be Ji Shanye.When they broke up, he didn't block him.
He intentionally forgot what happened in the car that day, and he didn't want to see Ji Shanye again.He never thought that Ji Shanye would read his diary.
Everything in his past was exposed to Ji Shanye, which made him unacceptable.
Did he feel pitiful when he looked at himself like that that day?Lin Yu doesn't need his pity, even if anyone pities him, he doesn't want Ji Shanye to pity him.
But then, Qi Jin came over.Lin Yu thought, why should he do this?Ji Shanye did nothing but read his diary.There is no need to pull Hei Ji Shanye, there is no possibility between him and Ji Shanye.
Forget it, let it be like this, it's fine to just stop like this.Their ending was already doomed a year ago.
However, he saw Ji Shanye again downstairs in his apartment.
He leaned against the wall, holding the lighted cigarette between his fingers, but didn't smoke it.Lin Yu's footsteps stopped, and Ji Shanye looked over.
He saw Ji Shanye directly snuff out the cigarette butt with his palm, threw it into the trash can next to him, and walked towards him quickly.
Squeezing out cigarettes with your fingers will definitely hurt, doesn't it hurt?Lin Yu frowned.
Whether it has anything to do with him, he can do whatever he likes, Lin Yu doesn't look at him anymore.
He wanted to pass Ji Shanye and go upstairs directly, but Ji Shanye grabbed his arm: "Let's talk." He said.
"What are you doing here?" Lin Yu looked at him: "We have nothing to talk about."
Ji Shanye wanted to say something more, when a few people came from a distance.Lin Yu glanced back and said, "You go, someone will come soon. You are not suitable to stay here."
Lin Yu shook his arm, but didn't shake it off: "If you don't leave, it will be on the news tomorrow."
"You think I care about this?" Ji Shanye said.