On the Correct Way of Not Failing a Course at the End of the Term

Chapter 24 Good Friends Are Just Friends

Song Yu didn't wait long in the dormitory when Yan Baijing came back.

As soon as Yan Baijing came back, Song Yu smelt the aroma of rice, and jumped off the bed happily. After seeing Yan Baijing, he felt at ease.

Reaching out his hand to take the rice brought by Yan Baijing, he asked tentatively, "Are you not angry..."

Yan Baijing was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly sneered, "You idiot, do I look like someone with a bad temper?"

The more I get to know you, the more I will be attracted by your stupidity.

You care about the emotions of those around you, and you want to make everyone around you happy.

Fool, you should learn to think more about yourself.

Seeing Song Yu whose smile brightened in front of him, Yan Baijing also smiled, and looked away from Song Yu, "I'll go out for a while."

"Hey, wait!" Song Yu suddenly remembered something, turned around and took a book from the bookcase.

Carefully take out a thin and complete golden sycamore leaf from the book.

The golden sycamore leaf has been carefully plasticized, and there is a carefully woven red string in the upper left corner, passing through that layer of plastic film.

Song Yu carried the red rope and sent the sycamore leaves to Yan Baijing.

"I saw you staring at the leaves on both sides of the road that day, and you like reading books, so I made a bookmark for you, thinking that you would like it."

Yan Baijing took the leaf, feeling an unknown emotion in his heart.

You can always inadvertently touch my deep hidden emotion.

Carefully inserting the bookmark into a thick book, Yan Baijing looked at Song Yu, wanting to hug him as if in a daze.

But he still held back and hurriedly said "Thank you." Then he turned and left the dormitory.

Run all the way to the sycamore road at the back door of the library.

Walk slowly along the road and eventually sit on a stone step.

It should have been a joyful event, but Yan Baijing felt sad for no reason.

Just one more look can make you want to hug or kiss.

He obviously didn't want to break this friendship, but in the end he still got himself into a quagmire.

I don't know why this feeling called fear surges up from the bottom of my heart.

The more I feel your kindness, the more afraid I will be.

I am afraid that when you find out that the friend you believe in wholeheartedly is gay, you will disgust me and spurn me.

I'm afraid that your eyes are no longer trust and admiration for me, but disappointment.

I'm afraid I don't have the courage to face your questioning.

After all, I don't have the courage to admit to you frankly that I like you.

I never knew that liking someone is such a torment.

Want to get close but afraid that you will be found if you get too close.

Wanting to speak out desperately and fearing that there is no room for turning around.

Gently take out the small bookmark from the book and hold it in the palm of your hand.

Through the golden leaf, it seems that he can see the serious scene when he was looking for a whole leaf on the ground.

Yan Baijing looked at the leaf and touched it lightly with his fingertips, like a gentle whisper.

A clear vein can be touched, like a piece of fresh life.

friend.

The word suddenly became heavy at this moment.

"Hey, here it is."

His thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and Song Yu's voice suddenly sounded like this.

Yan Baijing raised his head, Song Yu's figure blocked the light, Yan Baijing squinted his eyes in the sunlight.

He took the Coke that Song Yu handed him.

Song Yu was sitting next to Yan Baijing, watching the rows of sycamore trees on the road with him.

"Yida, do you have something on your mind recently? You feel weird."

Yan Baijing was slightly taken aback, feeling a little guilty when asked this question, but still smiled and took a sip of Coke.

"No, what's wrong?"

Song Yu looked at the withered sycamore tree. It was late autumn, and there was nothing on the branches, which looked desolate.

"Because you look very guilty."

Yan Baijing smiled casually, "Who knows, maybe I'm a little tired recently."

It hasn't stopped since the beginning of school. It's the student union, cheerleading, and basketball game.

Every day is full of things.

It also prevented him from having time to calm down and be alone for a while.

As long as you stay alone for a while, no matter what happens, you will be quiet.

Song Yu sighed, "Me too, I always feel very tired. I don't really want to stay in the student union anymore. University is completely different from what I thought."

Yan Baijing curled his lips, "If you feel tired, you can resign and quit, and no one will criticize you."

Song Yu shook his head, "Let's talk about it after finishing this semester. After thinking about it, I seem to only know you as a friend in college. I haven't even remembered the names of everyone in my class."

Yan Baijing still just smiled, "It's normal, because this is a university."

Song Yu turned on the phone, tuned up a song, and put one earphone into Yan Baijing's ear.

Slow and lyrical music played in the headphones.

Song Yu's voice came from next to his ear, seeming to be very serious.

"Yida, I'm actually very happy to meet you as a friend. University with you seems less boring than high school."

Yan Baijing turned his head to look at Song Yu's expression, writing a little loneliness.

"Didn't you always say you had a lot of friends in high school?"

Song Yu shook his head, "There are indeed many friends who skipped classes together. After entering university, all contact was cut off. Although the university always quarreled with you and bickered with you, I still take care of my friends like you. It’s the first time I’ve met you. Maybe it’s strange to say that, but a big man also wants to be taken care of.”

"However... how should I put it, I just want to say that if you have any unhappiness, don't hold it back alone. We are friends. If you have girls, we will flirt together and share things together. Is there anything I can help you with? Just speak up."

After finishing speaking, he curled his lips again, "Maybe I was thinking too much, I think you have been suppressing something since just now."

Yan Baijing looked at the front thoughtfully, took a long time to take a deep breath, and smiled.

"I have a secret."

Song Yu cheered up, "What secret?"

It's you.

Yan Baijing looked at Song Yu and smiled, "The secret is..."

"What is it, tell me!"

"Don't tell you."

Yan Baijing teased him cunningly, but Song Yu rolled his eyes.

"You are paralyzing and you are making fun of me!"

Yan Baijing laughed "hahahaha" and patted Song Yu's head, "You idiot, I am so full of secrets besides studying. You believe it all, blame me?"

Song Yu punched Yan Baijing's abdomen, "I hate you!"

At this time, two boys suddenly walked past in front of their eyes, one was taller and the other was shorter. Most importantly, the two men's hands were intertwined and they were holding each other tightly.

Song Yu and Yan Baijing's fight suddenly stopped.

Song Yu was slightly taken aback, and suddenly asked Yan Baijing.

"What do you think about homosexuality?"

When Yan Baijing was asked this question, his heart skipped a beat, and he replied flatly:

"They're brave, it's been a tough road, and the issue of sexual orientation is someone else's business, not the bystander's business."

After a pause, Yan Baijing secretly glanced at Song Yu, "What about you?"

Song Yu opened his mouth, wanting to say something.

Yan Baijing was engrossed, and his heartbeat gradually became unsteady.

"Maybe it's because I've played Sword III too much...I think I can accept homosexuality."

Song Yu thought for a while and replied.

Yan Baijing was overjoyed, and the excitement in his heart urged him to tell him all his thoughts in the next second.

"but……"

The blood in my heart dimmed instantly.

"If it happened to me, I would definitely not be able to accept it."

A trace of disappointment flashed across Yan Baijing's heart, but he calmed it down in a blink of an eye.

So Yan Baijing just smiled and didn't give him an answer.

What are you thinking, Song Yu is a straight man, didn't he know it from the beginning?

But perhaps the most fortunate thing now is that Song Yu is not a straight male cancer.

This inexplicable unrequited love was doomed from the beginning to not have a good result.

Best friends are just friends.

The more you understand him and stay with him, the more lonely you will feel.

Getting to know Song Yu was probably enough for me.

There are two ends of the scale, one end is emotion and the other end is friendship.

I probably know how to balance.

If you can't get it, just watching him behind him is enough.

No matter how hot it feels, you can't let yourself go to the flame.

"A good friend is just a friend, still a friend, and cannot be possessed.

After a good friend goes crazy, he just leaves alone, asking for nothing.

A good friend is just a friend, and can only retain a little tenderness.

I know when to look back and not disturb your freedom. "

These few lines of lyrics suddenly came from the earphones, and Yan Baijing felt lost.

Touching the scene hurts, touching the scene hurts.

What was broken was nothing but the sad and shady feelings in my heart.

With a wry smile, Yan Baijing stood up and returned the earphones to Song Yu.

Yan Baijing smiled at him, "Let's go, go to the library, I'll make up lessons for you. The mid-term exam is coming soon, you haven't previewed the advanced math and English, have you?"

Yan Baijing stretched out his hand to pull Song Yu up, and Song Yu took Yan Baijing's hand to use his strength to stand up.

Song Yu's fingers were a little cold, and only then did he realize that the clothes Song Yu was wearing looked a little thin in late autumn.

It looked like Song Yu had chased him out right after he left.

Thinking of this, Yan Baijing took off his coat and put it on him.

His body suddenly warmed up, and Song Yu was slightly taken aback.

She smiled a little embarrassedly, "It's so weird."

Yan Baijing looked at him with pursed lips, "Why, are you still afraid that I will eat you like a girl?"

Song Yu was laughed at by Yan Baijing, "You are only a girl if you are paralyzed."

Yan Baijing smiled, and walked to the front, "Then there is nothing to be awkward about, let's go, Mr. Song, and face high math and English bravely like a man."

Song Yu followed behind Yan Baijing, and the two of them walked on this famous lover's road one after the other.

The short one was holding the back of his head with his hands, with a painful expression on his face that he was about to go to the execution ground.

The tall one always had a faint smile on his mouth, and when he looked back at the short one from time to time, there was a bit of tenderness in his eyes.

……

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"Song Yu, I don't think you know.

From this moment on, I decided to wait by your side all the time.

You can see me someday when you turn around.

I will give you all my smiles, I hope you are happy.

Give me all your sorrows.

I will keep this leaf in my collection.

I will write down everything about you stroke by stroke.

I want to accompany you through the four years of university, and accompany you through the crowds.

2012.10.20

park view. "

Stop pen, sign, date.

Yan Baijing folded the square piece of paper into a paper crane and threw it into a transparent glass bottle.

There are lonely origami cranes lying quietly in the glass bottle.

Yan Baijing looked at this thousand paper crane, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Lock this glass bottle in the deepest part of the cabinet and seal it away.

Song Yu's cell phone rang at this moment.

Yan Baijing watched Song Yu answer the phone.

"Hello?"

In the next second, Song Yu's eyes suddenly widened.

There was a tremor in his tone.

"An Ran...you finally contacted me!"

After hanging up the phone, Song Yu couldn't restrain his excitement and shared with Yan Baijing:

"Yida! It's An Ran! An Ran has contacted me! She will come to my school to find me tomorrow!"

Yan Baijing glanced at him helplessly, and said with a smile, "Congratulations."

Lin Anran.

Yan Baijing heard Song Yu mention this name.

It was his first love.