Chapter 79
Chapter 79
This is completely different from what she expected!
After death, do people go to heaven or hell?Or a person's consciousness completely disappears, except for a pile of bones buried deep in the ground, there is no trace of this person anymore.
Xi Ze has thought about all these assumptions. At the last moment when she closed her eyes, she even worried in a whimsical way. She and Yinrong forgot to make an appointment to meet each other. What should they do if they can't find each other?
But, what is the situation in front of you?
This strange but definitely familiar place is where she lived in her previous life.
No, no, no... Maybe it wasn't her previous life, she came back again, so, Da Qing was her previous life?
Not right, not right.Xi was covered in cold sweat, terrified and didn't know how to describe this situation.The cell phone next to the pillow rang.Xi was startled, then stunned, and then realized what it was ringing. She picked up the phone in a hurry, and turned off the alarm very unskillfully.The loud ringtone disappeared, she let out a soft breath, and lay back on the bed.
After lying down with a blank mind for a while, she suddenly remembered something, turned sideways suddenly, turned on the phone, and looked at the date on it.
2014/03/01星期六09:27!
Everything in this modern room was shown before her eyes like a movie without even looking at it.The modern photo frames on the snow-white walls were just hung by her a few days ago, and Xi slowly realized it.
So, in those decades in the Qing Dynasty, from the eldest daughter of the Guerjia family to the crown prince to the empress and then to the empress dowager, it was all just a dream of Nanke on an ordinary night?
What about Yinfeng?Where is Hong Sheng Hong Tan Rongzhe?Are they all just characters in a dream?
Xi Ze couldn't believe that her husband and her child were characters that only existed in the dream, and when they woke up, they all disappeared.However, apart from this, what other explanations can explain it?
She was wearing a set of nightdresses that she had just bought at the mall with her best friend a few days ago. Underneath was a young body covered with arms as white as jade, which was completely different from her who was lying on the sick bed exhausted.
For some reason, Xi's eyes suddenly became sore, and tears rolled down her eye sockets without warning. She hugged the quilt tightly, and sobbed softly.
Life will not change because of a dream, no matter how much Xi hopes that the dream is not just a dream.This city, which she has lived in for 27 years, is completely unfamiliar to her. She can hardly remember the names of those streets, nor can she remember which subway to take or which bus to transfer to.This city, which she regarded as her home, now abandoned her because of a dream, and she became an outsider.
Turning on the TV, there was a Qing court drama on the TV, and the scenes in it were very familiar to Xi, as if she had lived there day and night for decades.In the camera, the crown prince Yinfeng took the fourth elder brother and the thirteenth elder brother to greet Kangxi.
Xi Ze glanced at it and thought, that's not the case, Yinfeng doesn't look like this, Yinfeng is much more handsome, his demeanor, his majesty as a prince, his obedience as a son, and his brother's friendship , the actor on TV didn't perform well at all.
What a broken show!Xi turned off the TV.
Even if it was just a dream, she and the person in the dream agreed to live and die together in the same cave, and he ordered that the spirit should not be buried, and waited for more than ten years, just to be buried with her.Xi Ze's eyes became moist again.
For a moment, she resolutely wiped away her tears. Even if it was really just a dream, she should be content. She accompanied someone in the dream. She met him since he was 13 years old. They got married, they had children, and they Stumbling closer to each other bit by bit in life, falling in love bit by bit, until each of them becomes ashes and bones.
This is a whole life.
Xi spent the weekend in a daze, and had to go to work on Monday.
Forgot to say, she is a doctor.
Walking into the hospital lobby, a nurse saw her and hurriedly greeted her: "Good morning, Doctor Shi."
Xi Ze also nodded with a smile. She couldn't remember the name of this little nurse, but she thought it looked familiar.She began to doubt again, was it really just a dream?If it is a dream, why is it so immersive, why did it have such a big impact on her, like, like, she really left here, spent decades in another dimension, and now she comes back, like a person who left home Old people who have been living for decades, when they return to their hometown, they see familiar people and familiar things, but they are just familiar, and I can’t say anything else.
The strong smell of hospital disinfectant filled Xi Ze's nostrils. She suddenly remembered that Yinfeng said that he wore it because of a car accident. If so, then maybe she should be in the hospital ward. What would she be like? , Was the injury serious? She woke up when she opened her eyes, so did she also wake up from the coma?If it wasn't a dream, if it really happened, she began to hope in the bottom of her heart, would it be different?She found that once she started thinking that if it wasn't a dream, she couldn't stop, and she started looking for evidence to prove this statement.
"Doctor Shi?" Doctor Xiao from the same department called her, and asked with a smile, "What are you thinking, so engrossed?"
Xi hurriedly pulled his thoughts back, bent the corners of his lips, and said, "I'm thinking about what surgery I have today."
"Young people just work hard, and they want to work as soon as they come." Dr. Xiao said, she thought for a while, as if she remembered something strange, and said, "Hey, do you remember the girl who was in a car accident on the 26th? Is it?"
Xi Ze's heart tightened, he stared at Dr. Xiao without blinking, and shook his head.
"It was the one that was not delivered in time and failed to be rescued successfully, but strangely retained a weak heartbeat. Dr. Li, the chief surgeon, thought it was strange, so he continued to treat him, but the heartbeat remained unchanged, and there was no brain death. This phenomenon is almost certain to be a vegetable, but on the morning of Xingqing Saturday, her body functions gradually recovered, and she woke up in the afternoon." Doctor Xiao started chatting.
Xi Ze's heart was beating non-stop. On Saturday morning, she also woke up on Saturday morning. Is it because Yinfeng's spirit has been inactive and has not been buried in the ground, so her soul can't come back?Until she died too and was buried together, so they came back in one time?
Xi Ze almost thought that she was crazy to come up with such an outrageous conjecture, but she just couldn't help it, couldn't help thinking that it was actually true.Xi held her breath, full of nervous hope, but she didn't notice, her voice trembled a little because of fear and excitement: "Her, what's her name?"
"Called..." Dr. Xiao frowned, thought carefully, and finally shook his head: "I didn't ask about that, and you know about the patient's sexual rights. Usually we don't ask for names."
Yes, so she didn't know that name before that, so if the patient's condition overlaps... I don't know why, Xi can almost conclude that the person is her, her Yinfeng, but even if she With such affirmation, she was still afraid, what would happen if something went wrong?What if she went there full of hope, but found that it was not at all, everything was just an illusory dream, just her own imagination, then what would she do?
Xi Ze stood up abruptly, and said to Dr. Xiao, "It's almost time for rounds." He picked up a stack of lists on the table and walked out.
Dr. Xiao patted his head strangely: "There is still half an hour, why are you in such a hurry."
It was not difficult for the doctor to know which ward a certain patient was in. Xi asked the nurse at the nurse station about the miraculous "resurrected" patient, and the nurse told her the ward number.
Xi Xi didn't stop for a moment, and walked directly towards the ward. Her footsteps were so fast that the snow-white coat was blown by the wind.She is worried. After all, this conjecture is too outrageous. Maybe it is because of the outrageousness. Therefore, she dare not speculate on this aspect at home these two days, but as long as there is even the slightest possibility, she does not want to let it go. However, even if the final result was to shatter all her hopes, she did not hesitate to check it out.
In the inpatient department of the hospital, she could tell which room was which with her eyes closed, and soon arrived at the door of which ward.There is only one bed inside, and the decoration is not gorgeous, but it is clean and much more comfortable than other wards where many people live together.
There was a pale girl lying on the hospital bed. She was not very old, she should be about 23 or [-] years old, she was very delicate, her eyebrows were light, but very slender, her eyes were lightly closed, she was still sleeping, her nose was small and straight, her lips were Thin, the corners of his mouth are tightly pursed, a needle is stuck on the back of his snow-white hand, and he is on an IV drip.
Xi Ze gently opened the door, walked to the bed, looked at the sleeping person on the bed, tears gradually formed in his eyes.
People who have been together for most of their lives, even if they have changed their appearance, as long as they get close, they will be able to discern the unforgettable aura without hesitation.
This look seems to have traveled through hundreds of years.Xi finally believed that the countless days and nights in the Forbidden City were not just a dream.
The person on the hospital bed seemed to feel something, and woke up leisurely, the eyelashes like cicada wings were gently lifted, and the eyes that were blurred in sleep were slowly waking up when they saw the person in front of them.
"You are?" she asked.
Xi Ze bent her back, straightened her quilt, and replied softly, "I am Xi Ze."
The girl nodded, her pale face remained calm, and said, "My name is Su Hua."
Xi Ze's hand holding the quilt trembled, and looked up at her, only to see that her eyes were calm, but she looked at her hand holding the quilt with a trace of curiosity, and seeing her looking at her, she politely She bent her lips sexually, then looked at the drip, and asked, "Are you a nurse? Are you here to help me pull out the needle?"
Xi frowned, let go of the corner of the quilt, and looked into Su Hua's eyes, as if he wanted to look into her heart and see if she was pretending or if she really forgot.
Su Hua made her look a little awkward. She wanted to move her body, but her whole body hurt.Although the doctor said that her injured internal organs recovered quickly, it still took time to recuperate from minor injuries.
She couldn't help moaning as soon as she was in pain, Xi Ze's heart stopped, and he quickly pressed her shoulder and said, "Don't move." Then he helped her pull out the needle after the drip was done skillfully, and then said no He walked out of the ward without saying a word, and closed the door behind him thoughtfully.
Su Hua blinked inexplicably, what happened to this nurse sister?She looked like she was about to cry.
Xi Ze walked out of the ward, her chest was throbbing sharply even with a light breath, she looked at her with strange eyes, she asked who she was, but she completely forgot about it!
Xi doesn’t have to think that it was a dream anymore, everything is closed, the car accident on the 26th, the name is Su Hua, and I just woke up on Saturday morning, everything is right, there is no need to hesitate or doubt, this person is her Yinfeng, and all that is not a dream.
But, why, she forgot...
Xi closed his eyes, letting the pain in his heart go, and then went to see Su Hua's attending doctor.
Dr. Li and Xi entered this hospital at about the same time, and the two of them had the same main focus in school. Of course, they also worked in the same department when they were employed, so they are very familiar with each other.
Tingxi came to ask about Su Hua's condition. Dr. Li pushed his glasses and said, "If you don't ask, I will tell you that her condition is very special. I have never heard of it before..."
Dr. Li explained it in detail. After speaking, he took a drink to moisten his throat and said, "You can take the operation records and have a look. Let's discuss the reason."
Xi listened very carefully, and took the records and medical certificates without politeness. As for what caused Su Hua's phenomenon, she was not in her concern for the time being. What she cared about was whether Su Hua was in danger. able to recover.
The next day, Su Hua found out that the one who came to make the ward rounds was the strange nurse sister from yesterday. Well, it turns out that she is not a nurse but a doctor, but isn't it the nurse's job to pull out the needle?
"Dr. Li went to Beijing for a meeting in the past two days. I will be going for a week. I will replace him as your attending doctor. My surname is Shi." Xi Ze said the words he had thought up long ago without blushing.
Su Hua didn't doubt it at all, nodded, and said blankly: "Oh." It was very similar to Yinfeng at the beginning, a little dull.Xi couldn't help but bend the corners of his mouth, thinking, if you forget it, forget it, what does it matter?As long as it's still that person.
She used a thermometer to measure Su Hua's temperature. The temperature was a bit high, but it was within the normal range, so she told her: "Take medicine on time and drink plenty of water." Originally, Su Hua was going to have a full-body examination in the afternoon, but Xi thought about it. The current situation is not suitable for moving. It doesn't matter if the inspection is two days late, just press it and say nothing.
Of course Su Hua agreed.
Xi Ze saw that she was the only one in the ward, and there was no one else who came yesterday, so she asked, "It's just you, is there no one else to take care of you?"
"Yes, my father went to buy breakfast, and my mother came home to help me prepare a change of clothes." Su Hua replied in a very calm tone, but it sounded a little stumbling, and it seemed that he was nervous about himself, a stranger.
Xi reached out and touched the short hair on her forehead, said: "You have a good rest." Then she got up and went out.
Her hand was soft and warm, stroking gently on her hair, touched by her there, like being enchanted, a little hot, a little restless, and a little greedy, greedy for her hand to stay for a while longer.
Who said that the current doctors have a bad attitude and no medical ethics, Su Hua muttered in a low voice, this doctor Shi is very good, he is beautiful, gentle and responsible.She will come tomorrow.
Don't wait for tomorrow, Xi Ze will appear again in the afternoon.
This time, Mother Su is also here. The family members of the patients are always very enthusiastic when they see the doctors. , people have a good impression at first glance, and also gave a detailed description of Su Hua's condition, and the precautions and taboos were all clearly stated.Mother Su thanked Xi Ze repeatedly, and when Xi Ze left, she happily said to Su Hua: "This girl is good, she is very responsible." Is it? Where is it uncomfortable?"
Su Hua shook his head: "No. I just think that what you said is quite right. "
What did she say?She just praised Dr. Shi.Su's mother blinked, feeling that her daughter was a little dull again after being hit by a car.
Xi deliberately said those words to Su's mother. In her impression, Yinfeng was a person who was very careless in the trivial matters of life. She was here, and she personally arranged his food, clothing, housing and transportation, and Yinfeng was the hands-off shopkeeper.Now she has to do many things by herself.Things like taking medicine and avoiding food can’t be sloppy, so it’s more reassuring to tell Mama Su.
She was suddenly a little thankful, she had forgotten that it was good, a person who was used to being a superior, giving orders, suddenly turned back to an ordinary person, and had to do everything by himself, even if he could accept it, there would be a sense of gap, right?
The following days passed very slowly, but Xi still devoted herself to Su Hua, even more than other patients. She would occasionally cook soup for Su Hua and Su's mother from home. Every time Su's mother was embarrassed, she had to refuse , she said that the soup was added with traditional Chinese medicine prepared by the hospital, which is good for wound healing and bone recovery.Su's mother wanted to add money to the medical expenses, but Xi Ze of course refused to accept it. She and Su's mother refused to refuse, and the two of them knew each other very well.
Mother Su always praised Dr. Shi for his conscience, he is really kind, he is so beautiful and kind.Su Hua nodded and said, you are right.
She also thinks Dr. Shi is really nice.What's more, every time she sees Dr. Shi, her heart beats unnaturally.
Would Dr. Shi do the same when he saw her?
On a sunny day full of autumn, Su Hua can finally go to the ground, so she can't wait to go out to breathe fresh air. She has recovered a lot, and Mama Su can go home to do chores at home, and then come to eat Bring her food.
Xi sees her staring out the window, longing for the outside, just like seeing Hong Sheng when she was a child, the two are connected by blood, and the tricks of pretending to be pitiful are exactly the same, but even if she knows she is pretending However, Xi Ze was still soft-hearted, still reluctant, went outside to borrow a wheelchair, and pushed Su Hua to the small garden behind the hospital for a walk.
In autumn, the grass is withered and yellow, not to mention the flowers. The garden is bare, but it does not hinder Su Hua's flying mood at all. Her eyes are bright, and they look brighter when bathed in the sun. Her lips are bright red and pale. After a month of recuperation, her face has turned red, and she will be discharged from the hospital soon.
Su Hua suddenly asked: "Doctor Shi, can I still find you after I leave the hospital?"
Xi looked at her, her translucent eyes seemed to be able to speak, as if to see through people's hearts, Su Hua had no idea that her face became red and shy under Doctor Shi's gaze.
Xi smiled softly and said, "Of course, we can be friends."
Su Hua nodded quickly, to be friends, to be friends, but after a while she shook her head again and said, "Besides friends, can I be anything else?"
Jian Xi looked at her suspiciously, and she stumbled and said, "I, I saw Dr. Li that day, and he said, he said, you are still alone."
Xi was startled, and immediately guessed what she would say next, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated.She originally wanted to take it step by step, too fast for fear of scaring this dull person, but she didn't expect that she would be braver than her.
Su Hua pursed her dry lips. The nervousness made her want to shrink back, but the point has already been reached. If she shrinks back, Dr. Shi will definitely be angry. If she is angry, she may not even be friends with her. .
"Then, then can I..." Su Hua stammered, still hesitating how to speak more naturally, when Dr. Shi said, "Yes."
"Uh, what?" Su Hua was taken aback for a moment, and then a huge surprise burst into her eyes, and her bright eyes were full of joy, which was a bit like Yinfeng's appearance when he was happy.Xi Ze smiled slightly. She thought of that year, in Chengde Mountain Resort, Yinfeng whispered in her ear: "What's so difficult about not sleeping all night? I can be with you day and night like this." , I am willing to never sleep a wink for the rest of my life. Xi Ze, we must be together forever, this life, the next life, and forever and ever, we will never be separated from you." His tone was soft, slow, and A little sigh, a little contentment, and the composure and stability that can be trusted over more than ten years of experience.
Xi seemed to still be able to feel her own heartbeat at that time, she could feel Yinfeng's breath gently hitting her ears, and the rich and fragrant flower fragrance of the Summer Resort, all of which were vividly remembered.
The person in front of her was looking at her happily, she didn't have Yinreng's experience, she didn't have Yinreng's calmness, and she didn't have Yinreng's demeanor of ruling the world, but Xi knew that she was him, they were one, she didn't have that It doesn't matter all the powerful factors. In the last life, Yinfeng protected her for the rest of her life. In this life, she will protect Su Hua for the rest of her life.
They must be together forever and ever.
The author has something to say: Oops, I accidentally wrote too much~
It turns out that I can also write short stories very smoothly, hahahaha~O(∩_∩)O, let me be a little narcissistic~
Then there is no more, no more
What a perfect finale, hey, the author has never written anything so sweet and spicy, I will give them another life if one life is not enough, I am so kind~~~
Then, oh, yes, there are no new pits, and there are no new pits during this period of time. I don’t know when I will see you again.
Goodbye everyone~~
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