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Chapter 39 I'm a beast

Gu Shanze opened his eyes in a daze, the light in the room was dim, bright strips of light leaked from the gaps in the heavy curtains, it was getting late.

The alcohol from last night was not completely excreted from his body, he pressed his painful temples, turned over habitually, and found that there was someone beside him.

He stretched out his hand from under the quilt, put his arms around the man's waist, and called vaguely: "Zhouzhou..."

The man moved, and he moved accordingly, greedily touching the man's belly, but the feeling he felt was not the softness in his memory, but the firm and smooth abdominal muscles.

Gu Shanze became a little more sober.

The quilts in front of me are all white, and when I look closely, the lamps on the ceiling and the decorations on the bedside are all unfamiliar, this is not my home.

Gu Shanze suddenly turned over and sat up.

His actions disturbed the person beside him, who squirmed under the quilt, slowly lifted the quilt, revealing a familiar face.

Gu Shanze went blank for a few seconds.

He began to recall, last night during the team building, he drank a lot, and Zhou Zhou told him not to drink too much, and then what?

He suddenly lifted the quilt, and saw his naked lower body, the clothes he should have been wearing were hanging on the edge of the bed and fell on the floor, in a mess, mixed with other people's.

Gu Shanze looked at the person under the quilt again, his eyes met, one couldn't believe it, the other implied embarrassment.

The four eyes met for three seconds, and he said uncertainly: "Lu, Manager Lu?"

Lu Shunan sat up shyly, smiled and nodded to him: "Director Gu, good morning."

Gu Shanze swallowed his saliva, his brains turned into a paste, "We... I... last night..."

He hesitated, and Lu Shunan gently answered for him, "You were so energetic last night."

As if struck by lightning, Gu Shanze felt the muscles in the corners of his eyes twitch, "What the hell? Me and you? Where's my continent?"

Lu Shunan got up slowly, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, as if something was hurting, and after sitting up with difficulty, he took out a few balls of paper from under the quilt and threw them into the trash can.Following his movements, there were several balls of paper falling from the outside of the trash can, and in the middle of the paper balls, there were several torn condom packages.

He didn't seem surprised at all, and after throwing the ball of paper, he turned around and said, "Director Gu, don't worry, I won't tell Zhou Zhou."

Gu Shanze swallowed violently, his eyes widened, "What the hell, I put you to sleep?"

Lu Shunan said calmly: "Look at the evidence of the crime, besides this, is there a second answer?"

Gu Shanze fell silent.

His mind was stuck, the last memory last night was Shen Bingzhou helping him hold back the wine, he beat his head unwillingly, trying to knock out the memory, it really worked, he remembered taking Shen Bingzhou to the bathroom, and then what did he do?

For a moment, Shen Bingzhou's irritable, red and tearful face flashed in his mind, and he shook his head back and forth, his glasses slipped to the tip of his nose.

What happened... Gu Shanze's heart suddenly turned cold, and he tried his best to think back, but the memory was so far, no matter how much he beat his head, he couldn't think of it anymore.

Seeing him like this, Lu Shunan patted him on the shoulder sympathetically, but he didn't expect to touch his hand, and he dodged away in surprise.Lu Shunan could only smile at him, "Get up first."

At this time, Gu Shanze came back to his senses, and stared at him extremely coldly, "What happened last night? Why did we sleep together?"

Lu Shunan touched his chin, and said embarrassedly: "Last night, you drank a little too much, and I don't know where your home is, so I had to bring you to the hotel. I didn't expect..."

He paused, Gu Shanze wanted to kick someone anxiously, "I didn't expect what?"

He coughed embarrassingly, "Unexpectedly, you suddenly pulled me and said..."

He paused again, Gu Shanze wanted to strangle him to death, "What did you say?!"

"Say, when you were in the UK, you thought I was handsome, but I'm not like the rest of you. They all took the initiative to post you. You have principles and never take the initiative to chase people, so you didn't develop further with me. , but fate is such a wonderful thing, and now we are in the same company again..."

Gu Shanze's face was ashen. No matter how it sounded, it sounded like he said it himself.

Lu Shunan sighed: "Blame me, I drank too much, I couldn't stand your temptation, I'm really not human, you are Zhou Zhou's boyfriend, but your hands, your kiss..."

Gu Shanze covered his face, "Stop talking, let me calm down."

The room was in a mess, and the ground was full of evidence. He couldn't believe it. Could it be that he was really a beast?

It is true that Lu Shunan's appearance can catch his eyes, but that was in the past, and now his aesthetic standards have completely changed, and since he got Shen Bingzhou, he has no idea about other men, why is it like this?

Could this be, buried in the bone, the inferiority?

Gu Shanze messed up his hair, and his brows were also knit together, "Where's Zhou Zhou?"

Lu Shunan shook his head in confusion: "Why do you ask me? Didn't you send him back personally last night?"?

Gu Shanze seemed to have been punched hard, and blurted out: "I'm drunk, how can I send him back?"

"You took him out to the bathroom. After a long time, you came back alone. I asked you where Zhouzhou went. You said, send him back."

The question mark above Gu Shanze's head turned into a blood-red exclamation mark and shattered with a snap.

He jumped out of bed, fumbled in the pile of clothes for a long time, found the mobile phone from his coat pocket, pressed it, and it was out of power.After another flurry, he finally turned on the battery and turned it on. He hurriedly called Shen Bingzhou, but found that the other party was temporarily unable to connect.

Lu Shunan hugged the quilt and asked with great concern: "What's wrong?"

Only then did he remember that he was naked, and quickly grabbed a piece of clothing to cover his important parts.He shook his head, "Call Zhouzhou and see if you can get through."

Lu Shunan complied, and after a while, told him that he couldn't get through.

Gu Shanze sat back on the side of the bed, squeezed the wrench in his hand, and forced himself to calm down.

Last night, he was the one who sent Zhouzhou home. He made him like that in the toilet, and then sent him home again?Why did he send Zhou Zhou home? At that time, the team building was not over yet, so he had no reason to send him home?

The more Gu Shanze thought about it, the more flustered he became. He picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on quickly, regardless of whether they were dirty or not.Lu Shunan asked: "What are you doing?"

He really didn't know how to face Manager Lu who was sleeping with him, so he simply didn't look at him, and growled: "I'll go to Zhou Zhou, and I'll deal with your matter later."

In the Shen family, the sun was high, and Shen Bingzhou was watering the flowers in the garden with a water bottle.

The garden has scenery in all seasons, and the New Year is approaching. The Margaritas under the window sill are in full bloom, and the flowers are swaying.Inside the window was the kitchen. Aunt Jiang was choosing dishes by the window, muttering: "Hey, Boss Shen hasn't been home for several days. It's not that he's going to resign, he's still so busy."

Shen Bingzhou silently read the message from Lu Shunan, and pursed her lips in a good mood, "She has a few projects in her hand, and she couldn't find a suitable person to hand them over to her."

Aunt Jiang said sadly: "She is really willing to resign. She worked so hard to stay with the company for so many years, why did she suddenly give up?"

Shen Bingzhou smiled without saying a word, and sent Lu Shunan a message: Tell him, your legs are so sore.

Lu Shunan: Please forgive me.

He sent Lu Shunan a cute emoji.

After the pot of water was sprinkled, Shen Bingzhou looked at the flowers that were more colorful after being drenched in water with satisfaction, "Aunt Jiang, have you bought the little rubber band that I asked you to buy for me?"

Aunt Jiang: "I bought it for you when I went out in the morning. It's in the living room. What do you want it for?"

"It's just for bundling disobedient things." Shen Bingzhou put down the water bottle and pushed the wheelchair in. "I'm going up. When Gu Shanze comes to find me, just say, I've been out since last night." Never came back."

Aunt Jiang agreed inexplicably.

However, after a long time, Gu Shanze did not come to knock on the door.

After leaving the hotel, Gu Shanze went back to his home first, searched around and saw no one, called all the friends who might know, then rushed to Shen Bingzhou's house, parked the car on the side of the road, but suddenly stopped moving .

Lu Shunan was struggling with how to express his sore legs tactfully, seeing his distraught posture, he asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

Gu Shanze lay powerlessly on the steering wheel, "I'm really not human."

Lu Shunan frowned and comforted: "You don't have to blame yourself, I, I enjoy it too, I like you, and I'm not going to pester you, it's just a night, the past is over."

Gu Shanze shook his head feebly, "I'm really not human."

Lu Shunan's conscience ached, "It's fine, I won't tell Zhou Zhou..."

"Lu Shunan!" He suddenly jumped up and called out his name, but there was no more to say.

Lu Shunan lowered his head sadly, "Why not? It's not the first time you have done this kind of thing, maybe there will be more in the future."

Gu Shanze's conscience also started to ache, and he wished he could beat himself to death on the spot, "Manager Lu, you... I'm sorry for you, do you feel any pain?"

Lu Shunan choked, and continued to lower his head sadly, "Fortunately, it hurt a lot at first, but then it got better..."

Gu Shanze covered his face and suddenly figured it out.

"Until now, I don't know why his sister hates me so much. She knows me better than me. She has expected that one day I will do such a thing, so she told me not to hurt Zhouzhou."

He smiled sadly: "Now I know that the mistakes made by people cannot be made up for. If you do it, you do it. The bad marks left behind, no matter how hard you try, can't be erased."

Lu Shunan said: "You don't have to be so pessimistic..."

"It's not pessimistic." Gu Shanze's eyes were bleak, "If you go in later, Zhou Zhou is not at home, I mean, I lost him, how can I explain to his sister?"

Lu Shunan thought to himself, don't worry, he is here.

Gu Shanze sneered sadly, "Did you know? Last night, I forced him to help me..."

Lu Shunan yelled in his heart, I'll wipe it!

"When I was sober, I thought about it too, but every time I didn't give up. He must have been angry for making him like that last night. That's fine. What I'm afraid of is that I left him somewhere. My legs can't walk, and they look so good-looking, what if..."

He couldn't go on.

Lu Shunan comforted in a low voice: "Don't be so pessimistic, what if he is at home well?"

Gu Shanze still shook his head, "Manager Lu, don't you understand? I slept with you."

Lu Shunan couldn't pretend anymore, and said bitterly: "I understand, I won't tell him..."

"You don't understand!" Gu Shanze laughed at himself, "I slept with you, which means that I betrayed Zhouzhou, what should I do, face him?"

Lu Shunan turned away in embarrassment, he could no longer face Gu Shanze.

Gu Shanze slumped into the seat wearily, and after a long time, he stretched out his hand, "Do you have any cigarettes?"

Lu Shunan himself doesn't smoke, but by chance, last night, he saw a colleague left half a bag of Huazi on the dining table, and he helped someone collect it, and planned to return it to him on Monday.He thought about it, took it out and handed it over.

That colleague has a good habit of putting the lighter in the cigarette case, which saves him the trouble of finding a fire.

Gu Shanze took out one, looked stunned, then stuffed it back.

Lu Shunan asked: "What's wrong?"

He shook his head dejectedly, "Forget it, Zhou Zhou doesn't like the smell of smoke."