Chapter 15 So boring, so lonely, so cold.
Chapter 15 So boring, so lonely, so cold.
Yan Yifan drove out, holding the steering wheel, but didn't know which direction to go.
He knows many, many people, and has many friends who are called brothers and sisters, but now, the only friend that appears in his mind is Lu Liming.
Yan Yifan called Lu Liming, but Lu Liming didn't answer.Yan Yifan was so upset that he drove the car out.
The car soon arrived at Lu Liming's community. The security guards in the community knew him and let him in.As soon as Yan Yifan drove in, the speed slowed down. He rolled down the glass window and looked at two people not far away.
That is, Lu Liming, and a tall, dark man.The man was well-proportioned, with long hands and long legs, and he had a wild charm just by looking at his back.
Presumably this is the model that Lu Liming was talking about, whose name seems to be Song Zixiao.At the beginning, he said that it was very wrong with him, but when he mentioned it later, Lu Liming obviously changed the subject a lot.But Yan Yifan didn't expect that these two people would collide and create sparks.Will Lu Liming be with him?Judging by the ambiguous appearance of the two of them, it is estimated that it will be successful.
Yan Yifan himself was unhappy and didn't want to disturb his friend, so he took a long look, turned the car around, and left.
That's great, Lu Liming is in love again.
Since he and Lu Liming discovered their sexuality in high school, the two made different choices.Yan Yifan became a closet, but Lu Liming did not hide his sexuality at all. He actively made friends, fell in love, and lived actively.
Yan Yifan didn't like his elder brother's work style that didn't know how to rest but just wanted to keep himself from being idle, so why did he like himself, a playboy who was idle and kept dating girls in order to conceal his sexuality?
Thinking of Lu Liming's extremely vigorous love experience from college to now, Yan Yifan sighed deeply, he suddenly felt very tired.It's really tiring to pretend like this every day.
If, if he could confess all this to his brother?
No!no!Yan Yifan shook his head.
His brother will definitely not be able to stand it.
Yan Zihua has been bored since he was a child, and since his parents passed away, he has taken on the burden of the family and the company early on like a little adult, without the vigor of a young man.The only time he was impulsive was to withdraw from Hu's family marriage and take his sister-in-law.However, after the sister-in-law gave birth to Yan Meng, she was hit by someone from the Hu family and killed because of a business dispute.From then on, Yan Zihua thought it was his impulsive punishment, if not for his insistence, maybe his wife would still be living well somewhere now.So he believed in fate, hooded his head and toiled in his career, showing an extreme distaste for anything that strayed from the track.
For example, Yan Yifan who is still unemployed at an old age, for example, a woman who works on her face to make her look beautiful, for example, homosexuality.
Yan Yifan overcame his fear of his own sexuality when he was in college, and once wanted to confess to Yan Zihua, but before he could say anything, he felt Yan Zihua's strong dislike of homosexuality.Yan Zihua is his elder brother and half father.Since his sister-in-law left, his whole state became more and more wrong, and Yan Yifan became more and more afraid that he would accidentally hurt him.
Yan Yifan tried to change his brother's view of life more than once, but failed.But in the end, it backfired, making his brother's prejudice against him deeper and deeper.
It would be great if I could be like Lu Liming.How wanton and happy he lived!
After Yan Yifan sighed, he was powerless to change the fact, only feeling a loss ahead.
Yan Yifan drove out of the community, sent a text message to Lu Liming, and just turned on his mobile phone, and found that Bai Jiangnan had sent a WeChat message half an hour ago: "Happy birthday, kid?"
Yan Yifan smiled wryly, parked the car on the side of the road, and sent him a message: "My little niece saw your autograph, poster, and gift, so happy, thank you!"
Bai Jiangnan quickly replied, "Isn't your niece my niece? When are you going back? I will meet our niece and I will give her a surprise.",
Yan Yifan: "Forget it. When she becomes disobedient or unhappy one day, I'm going to use you to coax her!"
Bai Jiangnan: "Hey, I also have the function of coaxing children? No, you have to treat me to dinner!"
Yan Yifan: "Okay, order what you want to eat now, I won't have time if I'm late. I'm busy! Every minute is up to a million."
Bai Jiangnan: "Hey, I found that you are good at bragging, much better than the messy dialogues in your scripts! Cowhide Company definitely wants to invite you to be the boss!"
Yan Yifan: "Hey, I accept this compliment!"
Bai Jiangnan: "...you have a thick skin!"
The two had a chat for a while, and Yan Yifan felt much better.
Bai Jiangnan: "Okay, you go to bed early, you have to drive here tomorrow morning!"
Yan Yifan checked the time, it was 11:30, so he said, "I'll drive there now, I can sleep there."
Bai Jiangnan: "Didn't sleep at home?"
Yan Yifan: "My brother kicked me out, it must not be my own ┑( ̄Д ̄)┍."
Bai Jiangnan: "Let's find a place to rest for the night, it's not safe to drive at night."
Yan Yifan: "It's okay, I'll be there in a while."
Bai Jiangnan: "Send me a WeChat message when you arrive."
Yan Yifan drove there and didn't arrive at the hotel until two o'clock in the middle of the night. He sent a WeChat message to Bai Jiangnan. Just as he was about to take off his clothes and take a shower, he heard a knock on the door.
Who?at this time?
Yan Yifan leaned over and glanced at the cat's eyes, his eyes widened immediately, he quickly opened the door, and Bai Jiangnan stood at the door.
Yan Yifan: "Why are you here?"
Bai Jiangnan: "I can't sleep at night, so come and visit me!"
Yan Yifan: Damn it, I can't sleep!He has never seen a healthier person than Bai Jiangnan!Seven in the morning and eleven in the evening, I have to catch up on sleep at noon, and I usually exercise regularly, my muscles are developed, and my spirits are refreshed. How can I have trouble falling asleep?
Yan Yifan looked in disbelief, Bai Jiangnan didn't say much, walked in and said, "It's okay, I'm playing games, you have a big screen here, don't disturb you, go to sleep."
Yan Yifan: ...he went to take a shower with a dazed expression on his face, and when he came out, Bai Jiangnan was playing games seriously.Could it be that you really can't sleep?Yan Yifan thought, probably slept too much during the day. ==
Yan Yifan couldn't sleep either, so he took two cans of beer over, threw one to Bai Jiangnan, opened his own, and sat down to drink.
Bai Jiangnan: "Why don't you go to sleep?"
Yan Yifan: "I haven't stayed up late for a long time, let's try today."
Bai Jiangnan glanced at him, glanced up and down at him, and when he was nervous, Bai Jiangnan asked: "You are only a bone, and you still stay up all night? Don't give it to Ao Can."
Yan Yifan: "Why do you always underestimate me? Am I so useless?"
Bai Jiangnan nodded: "Like an old retired cadre, you always look lazy. Just like you are now, it's like saying: so boring, so lonely, so cold."
Yan Yifan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and kicked him: "Get lost!"
Bai Jiangnan's leg pressed against his foot, "No!"
The two of them were drinking, chatting, watching Bai Jiangnan playing games, the depression in Yan Yifan's heart gradually dissipated, and it didn't get stuck in his chest, Yan Yifan gradually felt sleepy, and he slapped Yawning, his head slowly tilted on the sofa.
Bai Jiangnan saw that he was asleep, and leaned over to look at him, Yan Yifan was very good-looking, with a fair face, big eyes that shone like stars, and red lips that were full.He always had an expression of disdain for everything, but whenever something happened, a small expression hung on his face, allowing him to see it at a glance.
Still the same as before, on the surface it looks more mature.
Bai Jiangnan picked up Yan Yifan, walked to the bed, put him on the bed, covered him with a quilt, Yan Yifan grabbed his hand, and said in a daze, "Brother, brother..."
Bai Jiangnan's hand froze, he sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Yan Yifan's sleeping face, and remembered the young man with a beautiful smile like a flower seven years ago, a gentle smile appeared on the corner of Bai Jiangnan's mouth.
It's great to meet you again.
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