Chapter 63
Chapter 63
Even though Bu Bing was so serious, and the system treated it with great vigor, Yun Xiangzhi still didn't know what they were talking about.
The longer Yun Xiangzhi remained silent, the more disturbed Bu Bing became, and the system watched the favorability drop little by little.
The system was in a hurry, and frantically knocked on the small window: [! !Host speak quickly]
Yun Xiangzhi was also in a hurry: [What did I say, I, I don't even know what you guys are talking about, at least let me enter the channel]
System: [This is talking about Jing Yulan, the one with a scar on her face who died a terrible death]
Yun Xiangzhi: [It doesn't need to be so detailed]
When Yun Xiangzhi heard the name, she immediately thought of it. Although she didn't quite understand why Bu Bing kept being bitter, she could feel that Bu Bing must be jealous.
Yun Xiangzhi looked at Bu Bing seriously, regardless of the system frantically knocking on the small window. She naturally knew that the longer the time dragged on, the more her favorability would drop.
When Bu Bing was a child, he still had a scar-like birthmark on his face. Later, when he grew up, he should have become an immortal, and the scar had disappeared.She does look a lot like Jing Yulan. Although the two have similar eyebrows and expressions, their personalities are completely different. One is flamboyant and the other is as cold as ice.
"Your eyebrows and eyes are like hers." Yun Xiangzhi finally opened his mouth.
On Bu Bing's calm face, he couldn't hide the bitterness, "I knew it."
"But." Yun Xiangzhi interrupted the emo Bu Bing, "Your personality is not the same as hers at all.
You are sensitive, you obviously want someone to accompany you but you refuse to speak out, you have a cleanliness habit, you can't stand dirty clothes no matter when and where, speaking of it, even though when we first met, you were wearing clothes that felt like they could be washed to pieces ...Also, you like snowflakes, don't you?I also like looking at the stars, I can notice the changes in nature, even the smallest details can be noticed, do you remember a time..."
Yun Xiangzhi talked a lot, like serious memories, but also like casual chatting, like changing the subject, but the ending just kept the topic of the conversation.
"You are similar, but completely different. Maybe at first I paid special attention to you because of my guilt towards her, but isn't this an arrangement of fate? Compared with her, you are more important to me .”
There has never been such a thing as a substitute, and some are just cowards who dare not face up to their own hearts and are unwilling to accept the truth.
Perhaps, when meeting Bu Bing for the first time, Yun Xiangzhi treated her as "Jing Yulan's reincarnation", but after getting along for a period of time, the image of "Bu Bing" has become more and more vivid. The light emitted is enough to cover "Jing Yulan's reincarnation".
After a few words, every sentence came from the heart, Yun Xiangzhi himself was moved, and the tip of his nose was a little sore.
Bu Bing was stunned, and after recovering for a long time, she felt that it was not good to have no expression on her face, but after the great sadness and joy, she didn't even know what expression to put on.
"Xiangzhi..." Bu Bing choked up inexplicably, the moment the knot in his heart was opened, years of suspicion, jealousy, envy and insecurity disappeared, and the feeling of relief made Bu Bing involuntarily raise the corners of his mouth.
A clear and shallow smile, like the morning sun after snow, is clean and beautiful.
System: [Bubing progress 100/100]
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So far, all tasks have been completed.The five treasures are also in hand, and the favorability is also full.
The system was extremely excited, but Yun Xiangzhi didn't feel so relaxed, and didn't seem to have much expectation for returning to modern times.
Maybe at the beginning I really wanted to go back, but after a long time, the strong rush.The movement has dissipated.
But... all the tasks have been done... and, who knows if she doesn't come as required, the world consciousness will suddenly go crazy...
In short, after everyone in Tianjia Village fell asleep that night, Yun Xiangzhi's soul entered the system space.
A strange formation was drawn in the space, and five treasures were placed in five corners, shining with lights of different colors.
The first time Yun Xiangzhi saw the appearance of the world consciousness, it was like a cloud of fog, without any specific form, it turned around Yun Xiangzhi, and turned into Yun Xiangzhi's appearance, except that its eyes were divided into two parts. Gray hole, lifeless looking.
Yun Xiangzhi: "Can I go?"
World Consciousness did not reply directly, but instead asked Yun Xiangzhi, "Can you go?"
Yun Xiangzhi frowned slightly, "I have completed the task you mentioned."
World Consciousness nodded, "Mission accomplished."
Always felt that the world consciousness seemed to be holding back a big move, and the answer was extremely perfunctory, Yun Xiangzhi couldn't help feeling a little impatient, "Hurry up and send me back now."
The world consciousness tilted its head and repeated, "Send you back?"
Just when Yun Xiangzhi felt that the world consciousness was pretending to be stupid and wanted to lose her temper, the "Yun Xiangzhi" in front of her suddenly dispersed, and the mist condensed into an oval shape, and then some images began to play in the middle.
Those pictures are very familiar, just one glance, Yun Xiangzhi's head starts to hurt, the memories in the real world together with the suppressed emotions make Yun Xiangzhi breathless.
Yes, she finally remembered.
Yun Xiangzhi is an ordinary girl, who grew up smoothly until her father lost her life in an accident.She died while protecting her, her mother couldn't bear the blow, and she was mentally weak, and she herself also showed the initial symptoms of depersonalization.
My father earned some money from his business in the past few years. Relatives in the family, friends of my father, co-workers...everyone wants to take a share.
They took advantage of Yun Xiangzhi's guilt, even magnified her guilt, made her live in self-blame, forced her to bow her head, and obediently hand in everything they wanted...
But...it doesn't matter anymore.If life exists that is more painful than death, then what is the difference between life and death?What's the use of being so clear about right and wrong?They can take it if they want it...
Yun Xiangzhi's condition worsened little by little, and the only mother who knew about her condition also pretended not to know, and blamed everything on her, as if this was the only way to relieve the pain.
……
On the day of his father's funeral, Yun Xiangzhi committed suicide.
The world consciousness looked at Yun Xiangzhi's constant trembling, and broke up the oval shape that had just been condensed, and re-formed it into "Yun Xiangzhi".
After Yun Xiangzhi calmed down, the world consciousness continued to repeat, "Send you back?"
Yun Xiangzhi shook her head, without any emotion in her tone, "It doesn't matter anymore. There is no need to go back."
"What's next?"
Yun Xiangzhi was silent for a long time, then closed her eyes wearily, "I will sleep forever..."
Her attitude was influenced by previous memories and thoughts, and her attitude became more and more negative.
"What about them?"
Yun Xiangzhi knew who the world consciousness was talking about, and when she thought of those vivid figures, her calm, stagnant heart stirred, "They...I'm sorry for them..."
"Gone?"
"..."
"why?"
"... How much difference is there between loving and not loving, and how much difference is there between hating and not hating... Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore..."
The world consciousness didn't answer, it walked in front of Yun Xiangzhi, raised a hand and waved it lightly in front of Yun Xiangzhi's eyes, with a voice like a very soft sigh, "Look at the world in your eyes."
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