Chapter 18
Chapter 18
According to Su Li's idea, Xu Ze should at least be angry with him.
But looking at the current situation, not only is this person not angry, but he has been thinking wildly for a day.
Xu Ze cried silently, and his complaints were not loud, but the tears rolled out in big waves.Su Li wiped him dry, and then slid down his cheeks.
Su Li simply changed his position and sat next to Xu Ze so that he could wipe away his tears.
Seeing a pile of papers on the table, Su Li poked him, "Why do you cry so much, you will become dehydrated if you cry any more."
Whether Xu Ze will become dehydrated is not clear.
If the ancestor continued to cry, Su Li would die first.
The word "powerless" could not be more appropriate to describe Su Li's current situation.
Seeing that Xu Ze had no tendency to shut up, Su Li pushed the paper towards his eyes, "I won't wipe it for you, you cry first, and call me when you're tired."
He didn't expect Su Li's reaction at all, Xu Ze squeezed the paper in his hands, seeing Su Li lying on the table and ignoring him, the grievance in his heart was even more uncontrollable.
Didn't I apologize to him, I was impatient to wipe away my tears.
Xu Ze gritted his teeth, he was crying to let Su Li coax him.
Su Li ignored him, it was pointless to cry.
He stretched out his hand to pull Su Li's short sleeve, opened his mouth, and started acting like a demon again: "You, why are you so dishonest in apologizing?"
"I almost forgave you."
No one answered.Not quite right.
"Su Li?" Xu Ze leaned down with his hands on the table, trying to see if Su Li was teasing him.
Su Li buried his head in his arms and couldn't see clearly. Xu Ze didn't get a response, so he changed his address to "brother?"
He remained motionless, apparently not hearing.
Xu Ze felt guilty for a while, and then felt that it was a pity that this person didn't hear.Unhappily going to pull him up, his hand just touched it.
Su Li grabbed his fingertips with his backhand, turned his head and smiled, "What do you call me?"
scam him?
Xu Ze's forehead felt hot, and there was a beating in his heart, and the sound echoed, his face was a little hot, and he said "Su, Su, Su Li" inarticulately.
It's just a title, even the cheeky Xu Ze who has practiced for 17 years can't resist it.
The point is that Su Li still looked at him like this, Xu Ze felt that he was going to be roasted by the cool evening breeze from head to toe, so he stood up "Let's go, let's go"
Walking out for a short distance by himself, wondering why Su Li didn't say a word, turned around, the man was still sitting.
Xu Ze fell back, stood under the tree, and asked him, "Why don't you leave?"
Su Li straightened up and wiped his sweat, looked up at him, "I didn't hear the sound just now, I can't walk."
Rascal.
Xu Ze writhed for a moment, then checked the surroundings again. After confirming that there was no acquaintance, he stammered, "Brother, let's go, let's go."
Su Li leaned his head on Xu Ze's waist, broke the jar and said, "I still can't walk."
Xu Ze thought he was cheating, so he stood still, looked down at the fluffy head on his waist, and said helplessly, "You are so stupid"
Suddenly I saw Su Li's hand pressing on his left abdomen and the cold sweat on his forehead.
Xu Ze reacted belatedly, "Stomach pain?"
Su Li fell silent.
No wonder it was so abnormal just now, Xu Ze squatted down and looked at him at the same level, "How long has it been hurting?"
Su Li laughed dryly, "Not long ago."
It was only then that Xu Ze noticed Su Li's abnormal expression, even though he was smiling, he was still bloodless.There was a trace of anxiety in his heart. He expected that the other party must have endured it for a long time, and his tone was slightly lowered, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
Su Li was not questioned at all, and said straightforwardly, "Who told you to keep crying, you can't stop it."
Xu Ze choked up for a moment, as if he did too.
He squatted on one knee in front of Su Li, and shook the man's calf, "Come up, go to the hospital"
The second time Xu Ze was asked to carry him on his back, even though Su Li was thick-skinned, he still had a fever, and hesitantly said, "Just go buy some medicine for me, it's not too serious."
Before he could finish speaking, Xu Ze picked him up directly.
"Just listen to me"
Su Li was in a daze for a moment, why did he feel that Xu Ze probably wanted to say shut up just now.
hallucinations.
In Nanshan Hospital, Su Li slumped on a chair bored, with the hot water bottle borrowed by Xu Ze pressed against his stomach.Seeing Xu Ze busy up and down to find a place for him to register, he couldn't help sighing in his heart: This young man is really nice.
I don't know who will be cheaper in the future.
"I'm 17 years old." The doctor pulled his glasses, frowned, and took a serious look. "Your gastritis is an old problem. It's caused by not eating well when you were young, right? This time it's the same, and your diet is irregular."
"Young people pay more attention to their bodies, otherwise you will regret it when you get old."
"..."
Su Li was sitting in the infusion room, scrolling through the phone with one hand, looking calm.
He spent at least 10 minutes with the doctor, but was ruthlessly pushed out to hang the water.
When the nurse came over with the tray, he shook very hopelessly. If Xu Ze hadn't been watching, Su Li would have begged the nurse to show mercy.
When I was a child, I hung too much water, not only did I not get used to it, but the shadow was quite deep.
Just kidding, he is 17 years old, how could he still be afraid of injections, only kids are afraid.
While Su Li was brainwashing himself, he turned his head away and did not look at it. Before the nurse came over, he felt his stomach hurt even more.
Xu Ze seemed to sense something, and stretched out his hand in front of Su Li, "You can bite me"
Su Li: "Are you sick?"
Xu Ze was not annoyed, and explained to him earnestly, "When I was young, um, I saw other children who were afraid of injections, and their parents would bite their arms for them, so that they would not be afraid anymore."
Su Li originally wanted to scold Xu Ze, but then thought that his parents usually ignored him.
He didn't know what was going on in his heart, maybe it was some sympathy, he rested his chin on Xu Ze's arm, "I'm not afraid of injections, and your skin is too thin, I have to pay for the medical bills if you bite it."
……
So you have considered biting it, have you?
Su Li's fear was too obvious, so his words were not convincing. The nurse injected the medicine nearby, and Xu Ze called out obediently, "Sister" from the corners of his eyes.
He looks too clean and handsome, and he pretends to be innocent and harmless.
The nurse looked up at him shyly, "What's the matter?"
Xu Ze just said, "It's nothing, I just want to say, my sister looks very beautiful and gentle, the injection should be very light, the nurse I met before, the injection was very painful"
Su Li rolled his eyes at him, and tapped Xu Ze's forearm with his chin.
Are you not social fear?There is nothing wrong with being promiscuous.
The nurse should be young, and she has no immunity to a handsome guy like Xu Ze. She was a little elated by his praise, and she was a little nervous when she gave the injection.
It hurts even more.
Su Li looked at the red and swollen needle holes on the back of his hand, and the culprit was still standing by to help him look at the hanging bottle.
People have to bow their heads under the roof.
After hanging the water, I will kick you.
Su Li leaned on the back of the chair and was drowsy. Xu Ze saw that a bottle of water was hung up, asked the nurse to change the bottle, and went to fill Su Li with a hot water bottle.
"Then what?" Su Li reluctantly opened his eyes, and tugged at the hem of Xu Ze's coat, feeling a bit embarrassed to speak.
He couldn't open his mouth, but Xu Ze's sixth sense came from somewhere, and it was so accurate that he said "go to the bathroom?"
"Well, I'll go by myself, don't follow me"
Xu Ze agreed abnormally, and said straightforwardly, "Okay, I won't follow"
Su Li stood up, holding the infusion stand by himself, just took two steps, Xu Ze jolted up.
"Didn't I tell you not to follow?"
Xu Ze took the bottle from Su Li's hand, and said with peace of mind, "But I also want to go to the toilet."
……
In the bathroom, Su Li stood next to Xu Ze, hesitated for a long time, and did not move.
What's wrong with him? He doesn't like men.
Su Li failed to convince himself, after all, the person next to him confessed his love clearly to him, and now he was asked to take off his pants in front of Xu Ze, even if he killed him, he couldn't do it.
Xu Ze didn't know if he grew up shamelessly, without any psychological burden, and even worried that Su Li's hands would be inconvenient, so he wanted to help him unzip the zipper.
Why is it so natural?
Su Li was startled, took a big step back, and said incoherently, "No, no, no, no, I'll do it myself, it's very convenient."
Xu Ze groaned, unable to hide his disappointment.
……
Can you fucking manage your emotions, like a pervert, the disappointment is too obvious!
Su Li came out of the bathroom in shame, as if he had already died once, and it took a long time before his soul possessed him.
After hanging the water, I went downstairs, and the night was already dark.
Xu Ze insisted on sending Su Li home, but no matter how hard he tried, he could only compromise.
The two walked to the gate of the community, Su Li told him to go in and sit down, Xu Ze felt cowardly again, "It's so late, your family must be waiting for you to go back, I'll go first"
Su Li grabbed his arm with one hand and walked towards the community, saying, "Don't worry, no one is there, my dad has been so busy recently that he has forgotten that he has a son."
The green area of the community is very wide, and Su Li took him along the cobblestone path through the fountain pool, when Xu Ze remembered to ask him, "Then where is your mother?"
Su Li said that the child would find the key points, and said "I ran away early" indifferently.
Xu Ze knew that he had made a slip of the tongue, so he stopped talking.
Su Li didn't care much, and said to him self-consciously, "That woman is a liar, she made my father crazy when she got married, her name was written on everything on the real estate certificate, and my father was taken advantage of. The two partnered to start a company, and made a little money in a few years. This blind woman and her old lover cheated all the money and ran away. It was ruthless. The house was sold, the car was sold, and they didn't give a dime. We're left."
Xu Ze was shocked by the word liar, bowed his head and didn't dare to speak, and felt that Su Li should have had a very unsatisfactory life when he was a child.
Before he could open his mouth, Su Li said it himself, with some pride, "Although I don't live up to it, my dad is up to it, and bought the house back in a few years. This woman is just blind. Such a good man doesn't want to , to be someone else’s mistress with all my heart.”
After hearing what he said, Xu Ze added, "My son is fine too."
The night is deep and the cicadas sing long in summer.
The street lights in the neighborhood flickered on and off along the footsteps, Su Li stared at the shadows of the two for a long time without making a sound, and after a while, he hummed in a muffled voice.
The son is also fine.
When he was a child, he always thought that maybe his mother didn't dislike his father, but just didn't like him.Otherwise, why did he just leave, without even thinking about whether he would starve to death.
How can a five-year-old child think so much, all he knows is that other people's mothers dote on their children very much. Deng Peng's mother makes him some delicious food every time, steaming and frying them, and putting them in a pink food box , bring it to school.
Deng Peng always disliked the ugly box, Su Li didn't say anything, and even echoed him a few words, in fact, he dreamed about it when he was a child.
He wanted it too, and bought a box to keep at home, but no one would send it to school.
Later, the box rolled away to nowhere, and he also rolled and grew up by himself.
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