One thousand reasons to break up

Chapter 29:

Bai Tingmo's father can receive emails from the housekeeper every day, telling himself how serious Bai Tingmo is in England, and his relationship with An Yaning is also normal, and he has not contacted Gu Youxue. Bai Tingmo's father looks at these emails, and he feels a stone in his heart fell.

This decision of mine was right after all.

In this way, my son and An Yanging might really be a couple, which is also a good thing for them.

An Yaning's character is well-behaved and sensible, and she looks good. It's impossible for Bai Tingmo not to be moved.The relationship between the two is getting closer and closer, and it is also developing in the direction I expected.

However, the truth is not as simple as what the housekeeper sees. Although Bai Tingmo showed great concern and care for An Yaning on the surface, An Yaning is very unhappy with this kind of concern.

Because no matter how close he is, Bai Tingmo only cares about himself, only care, and it is a kind of special distant care.

There is no feeling of lovers, even the feeling of friends is missing, as if it is just a man's politeness to women.

There is nothing special. Bai Tingmo will never look for An Janing again. Instead, he is alone in the room. No one knows what he is doing, but there is no phone in the room. An Janing knows that Bai Tingmo has no way to talk to Gu Youxue. related.

However, it's been almost a year since that incident. Could it be that Bai Tingmo hasn't completely forgotten about Gu Youxue?

For the first time, An Janing felt what distance and estrangement are.

"Bai Tingmo, let's go out to eat together?" An Yanging often asks Bai Tingmo out for dinner, but every time Bai Tingmo doesn't give himself an answer, but reads alone, besides reading.

Bai Tingmo looked at the calendar, it was January again, Gu Youxue was already a junior, where did he pass the exam...?

Does he remember me?

Or did you forget about me?

Fell in love with someone in college?

Bai Tingmo shook his head, every time he thought of this, he didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

"Bai Tingmo, today is the New Year. You and I have no way to go back. How about... Let's celebrate here?" An Janing looked at the calendar, "January 1, tonight is New Year's Eve."

"An Yaning..." Bai Tingmo called An Yaning lightly.

A year ago, he would call himself Yaning, this year, he only called himself "you", but now, he no longer has any affection and intimacy for himself, and just treats himself as an ordinary person up.

An Janing looked at Bai Tingmo stiffly, "What... what's wrong?"

Bai Ting thought for a moment.

"Tell me, if it was ancient times, what would happen if the ancients couldn't go home during the Spring Festival?" Bai Tingmo asked slowly.

"Yes...then you should see things and think about people." An Yanging thought for a while, "Maybe drinking to soothe your sorrows and singing songs to wine? Or drinking alone under the moon and expressing your grief?"

Bai Tingmo picked up a glass of wine, "Since you know all about it, what's there to celebrate?"

Bai Tingmo asked back.

"But now it's not ancient times. Even if you can't go back now, you can still send emails to send blessings, you can also make phone calls, send video chats, and the feelings of missing can be relieved. And thinking of the joy of my family over there, of course I am here. You can't be negligent!" An Janing replied.

"But." Bai Tingmo's eyes dimmed. "I most want to send blessings, call and send videos, but I have no way to contact them."

"..." An Yanging was stunned.

"I can't even imagine that he is beaming with his family without me." Bai Tingmo's voice trembled, "I'm afraid that he is really beaming over there, so he will forget me."

"..."

"Therefore, there is nothing to celebrate." Bai Tingmo said lightly, "I fell asleep after reading the book, you should go to bed earlier."

"Bai Tingmo! I've had enough!" An Janing almost shouted.

"..."

"It's been a few years. You've liked a man for a long time, right? Do you really like a man or just for fun!" An Yanging yelled at Bai Tingmo, completely losing her mind, "What do you like about him? What can he give you? I really don't understand what you are doing! Are you sick! If you like a man, you are still not a man!"

"..."

"Bai Tingmo, I..." An Yaning's tears flowed slowly, "I like you..."

"..."

"I have liked you very early, and I want to be with you forever, not just as a friend, but as a lover." An Janing said, "However, I never had a chance. I used to be afraid. When I was in junior high school, Afraid of puppy love, in high school, when I finally wanted to tell you, you fell in love with a man!"

"..."

"I really wanted to kill him at the time! Do you know!" An Yaning looked at Bai Tingmo fiercely, without any ladylike image at all, "It wasn't at that time! I think about it now! Now finally, it's just you and me. I thought I had Here's my chance! But it's still that man! What's that man called?"

"Gu Youxue..."

"Yes! Gu Youxue! Why is he! Why can he hold hands with you when he just met you, hug him, and you can kiss him generously! He even walks with him every day, lingering!" An Yaning cried, " But I have liked you for so long, but now I don't even have the right to eat with you!"

"I still have the right to have breakfast." Bai Ting thought for a while and said.

"..." An Yanging was instantly embarrassed.

"You just said that you think about others when you see things, right?" Bai Tingmo asked.

"That's right." An Janing said, "Don't tell me that everything you see now is Gu Youxue, and I will kill someone."

"No, the reason why I still like him after a few years is because he once wrote me a love letter." Bai Tingmo said lightly.

"Just because of this?" An Janing laughed, "What's the matter?"

"But, I can memorize this love letter now." Bai Tingmo took out a piece of paper that was almost rotten due to excessive wear and tear from his pocket, "so there is no need to look at things and think about others. I opened and closed my mouth, it was all him , it’s all about him in my mind.”

"So." Bai Tingmo added, "Even if we don't contact, it doesn't matter. I won't forget him, that's all."

"So, maybe I did get too close to you before, which caused you a lot of misunderstandings, but now I think I should draw a clear line."

There were no extra sounds, and for the first time, An Yanging felt that the world was so peaceful.

These few words are so quiet that they are clear.

It gets worse.

"I, like him." Bai Tingmo said, "I want to see him, talk to him, and know how he is doing recently."

"..."

"It's not having dinner with you, or celebrating." Bai Tingmo said something coldly, and glanced at An Yanging with a look full of coldness and disdain that he had never seen before.

An Yanging had a feeling at that moment, as if Bai Tingmo knew from the beginning that he told his father these things.

An Janing broke out in a cold sweat, and dared not say anything more.

It's fine even if Bai Tingmo doesn't like her, but she is afraid that the other party will hate her.

She dared to humiliate herself for him, even if the other party didn't like her, but she couldn't bear it, the other party's loathing for her, this kind of heartache that was finally lost after giving, was ultimately unbearable for ordinary people.

Like coals, burning in my heart.

"Then, you can call." An Janing took out Bai Tingmo's cell phone, and Bai Tingmo looked at the cell phone that An Janing took out, a flood of memories flooded his mind, how much he wanted to come back when this cell phone was taken away by his father.

"I opened an international call for you a month ago." An Yaning held back tears, "I thought, you might need it, so... anyway, you remember Gu Youxue's phone number, just call, I don't I will tell your dad, and I will say that you fought with my classmates."

"..."

"What's wrong?" Anyaning asked.

"Text messages and contacts have been deleted."

"Your dad deleted it. Don't you remember his number?" An Yaning lied casually, she didn't dare to let Bai Tingmo know that she sent Gu Youxue that text message.

Bai Tingmo didn't ask any more questions, and immediately dialed the number in memory. This number was very familiar. After unlocking it, Bai Tingmo pressed wildly on the screen, and a series of numbers came out.

Beep...beep...beep...

"No one answered..." Bai Tingmo's heart was half cold. "That's right. When I get to university, I might change my number."

"You pressed the wrong button too fast." An Janing looked at the words on the screen speechlessly.

"Oh yes, I'm so nervous..." Bai Tingmo scratched his head in embarrassment. "However, how do you remember his number?"

"Can you not remember your rival's number?" Anyaning rolled her eyes.

"..."

Bai Tingmo continued to press the number, still beeping endlessly...beep...beep...

"No one answered..." Bai Tingmo paused, "What's the domestic time now?"

"It's 5 in the morning if the calculation is correct." An Janing said, "Is there a need for you to be so excited, is your head watted?"

"..." Bai Tingmo was disappointed, and suddenly remembered that there is still the most terrifying thing to overcome - jet lag!

"Call tomorrow." Bai Tingmo said, "Tomorrow you will help me cover, pretend that we have something to do, you dismiss those people, and I will call him."

"..." An Yanging hesitated for a while, and when Bai Tingmo was excited, the phone rang.

"Eh? Excuse me who?"

...Which one?Could it be that he deleted my number?So the contacts are not showing.

Moreover, the person who answered the phone was a woman...

An Yaning and Bai Tingmo looked at each other, all kinds of shit rushed inside, lowered their voices and said to Bai Tingmo, "I'll pick it up." Then he grabbed the phone and turned on the external voice. "I am... Excuse me, is it Gu Youxue?"

"Ah? I'm Gu Youxue's girlfriend. Who are you? Why is your number in the UK? Is it Gu Youxue's classmate?" The other party's voice was very clear.

......

There was an enigmatic silence.

It was only at this time that An Yaning realized that the man she liked fell in love with a man, which was not the most bloody plot of the story.

She felt sorry for Bai Tingmo inexplicably, wondering how Bai Tingmo would feel when he heard this person who claimed to be Gu Youxue's girlfriend.

"That's right, I'm his classmate in junior high school." An Janing deliberately put the emphasis on junior high school, "I haven't contacted him for a long time, and I want to ask him about his recent situation. Isn't it early in the morning in Beijing time? Where are others? Is it convenient to answer the phone?" ?”

"I don't know, I'm not with him."

"Then why is his cell phone on you?" An Janing asked.

"He drank some wine today, and his classmate brought it back. The phone was left in the bar. It's too late for me to go to his house. I'll give it to him tomorrow. You guys have to contact me and call tomorrow." The other party said.

"Oh...Okay." An Janing was a little speechless.

This reason, how can there be such a coincidence, today is New Year's Eve, Gu Youxue is drinking outside, didn't he have the reunion dinner?

"Well, you can call again tomorrow, I will continue LOL, and I will open it."

"..." An Yanging's face was darkened, "You play slowly..."

"White......"

"I'm going to sleep first." Bai Tingmo interrupted An Yaning, his voice was a little choked, and he turned his back, not letting An Yaning see his expression.

An Janing knew that that voice, mixed with emotion, was nothing but despair. ?

☆、Have they ever been like this