One thousand reasons to break up

Chapter 25:

confessed...

homosexual......

Bai Tingmo sat quietly in the botanical garden with a book alone.

The sunlight leaked through the leaves and onto the boy's hair, and the scenery was as beautiful as a painting.

Although he is very used to being confessed, Bai Tingmo knows that his passive skill of "charm" has long been maxed out, and the confessions from the opposite sex are not rare. It is impossible to know whether it is a joke or the truth, but no matter what , I can be very rational, refuse, and the words will not hurt people too much.

Only this time, I didn't say the words of rejection out of my mouth. Even after the phrase "I like you" came out of the other party's mouth, I didn't even think about refusing. My first thought was—why do you like me?

Bai Tingmo spread out the book and placed it on his lap. Although his eyes never left the words on the book, his mind was still on the moment when he was confessed last night.

"No no no, I didn't! I like you..."

Bai Tingmo recalled Gu Youxue's expression of "shock" after saying this sentence last night, and suddenly felt a little warm in his heart?

Yes, a very heartwarming feeling.

That kind of savoring other people's feelings for me, making others feel at a loss, but being in it and feeling that the other party cares about me and pays attention to me, that kind of heart-warming feeling is more relaxing than the sunshine in June.

Do you really like me?

There was a wave of tenderness in Bai Tingmo's heart, and he couldn't help but feel inexplicable excitement slowly rippling in his heart, which made him unable to calm down at all.

But, what kind of love do you have for me?

Is it the kind of love between friends and brothers?

Or, couples...?

...It seems a little unreliable for couples, right?It should be just the kind of special feeling between friends, right?And can a man and a man really be a couple?

hold hands?

acceptable......

Embrace?

acceptable......

kiss?

......Forehead

go to bed?

......

It seems that I think it is a bit too much, it should not be the case, at least I still can't accept these things.

But, why do I suddenly feel that there is nothing left when I think about it this way?

If it's that kind of relationship, these should be, I'm looking forward to it, right?

But why, after Gu Youxue confessed to herself, she knew it was a joking confession, but she was still so uneasy?

It is not so much the uneasiness of not knowing whether to accept or reject after being confessed, but rather, the fear that this confession is really a joke, and the uneasiness in my heart, I seem to have been hoping in my heart that Gu Youxue really likes me, is it true? I like myself in the way of a couple.

hope so......

Bai Tingmo raised a solitude on the corner of his mouth, covered the book and walked back to the classroom, since you like me, whether it's a joke or a real one, I'll take it seriously, it's suitable for a "like" of the same sex.

However, ever since Gu Youxue said the four words "I like you", the other party's attitude towards her has been completely different. The slight staring at her once came to an abrupt end with this confession.

Bai Tingmo knew from the beginning that Gu Youxue had been paying attention to him. Every time he played basketball and forgot to finish his meal, Gu Youxue would make a copy for himself and put it on his desk. In the roommate, Gu Youxue took more care of herself, but Bai Tingmo soon discovered that it was not just caring, but attention.

Because several times Bai Tingmo discovered that Gu Youxue would watch him play from a distance, and would buy water for himself. Even if Bai Tingmo did not find Gu Youxue a few times, he still felt that he was watching him from a distance. When eating, Gu Youxue would always buy good food for herself, and she did not buy it by mistake once, and it was all her favorite dishes. Over time, she got used to his life of serving meals...

But later, after confessing, Gu Youxue began to avoid herself.

"Gu Youxue, do you want to eat together?"

"Borrow your math homework."

"physics."

"And English."

"What's wrong with your English?" Someone gave a disdainful look.

"Oh got it wrong, chemistry..."

"..."

"Going to take a shower?"

"No! I won't take a shower today!"

Such very ordinary conversations, Bai Tingmo found that Gu Youxue was indeed becoming more and more deliberately alienated from himself.

"It's best not to see, it's best not to read, so that I won't fall in love with you. If you rub shoulders one more step, you'll fall into the trap step by step."

With the hit broadcast of Startling by Every Step in 2011, its theme song "One Thought Persistence" quickly occupied the background music of the broadcasting room in all rest stages of the school. Yuan Cangyang Gyatso's "Ten Commandments Poems" also became popular in schools. I have to say that high school life is too closed, and most of the basic information sources are really driven by radio stations.

First, it is best not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love.

"So? Are you serious?"

Bai Tingmo saw this sentence during his afternoon nap, and recalled the contrast between Gu Youxue's before and after. Although Bai Tingmo was a little disappointed, when he thought of this level, he suddenly felt enlightened.

So, if we meet, we will probably fall in love, right?

"If you rub shoulders one more step, you will fall step by step."

Bai Tingmo took off his earphones and closed his books. During his nap time, most of his classmates were sleeping, and it was very quiet. Outside the window, the golden leaves were dancing with the wind, and the falling flowers were colorful. Bai Tingmo turned his head and looked at Gu Youxue, who was doing a biology test.

"Gu Youxue, I don't know how to do this question." Bai Tingmo picked up his math test paper on the table and turned around.

Gu Youxue raised her head silently, her height was just right - just enough to see the question, but not enough to make eye contact with Bai Tingmo, Gu Youxue took the test paper in Bai Tingmo's hand, and looked at the question.

"You ask such a difficult question?"

"Ah."

It's not difficult, how could it take you longer.

Bai Tingmo said in his heart.

"Then you...may have to wait for a while." Gu Youxue took out the draft paper, her words trembling slightly, obviously very nervous.

Bai Tingmo looked at Gu Youxue's hairy head. Although he couldn't see his face, Gu Youxue must be very nervous right now, right?It was a bit messy to answer the conversation just now, would he really be so "disordered" when talking to himself?

Bai Tingmo thought it was a little funny.

The fallen leaves outside the window are so beautiful, it would be nice if I and Gu Youxue were outside at this time...

Only two people were outside.

Holding hands... that should be fun, right?

Hug... Although the picture is a bit strange, it should be very beautiful and warm.

kiss......

A picture instantly flooded into Bai Tingmo's mind.

And Gu Youxue kissed in this beautiful time and space where the flowers are floating and dancing.

"I don't know about other methods, but... I made it using the Qin-Sheng inequality." Gu Youxue interrupted Bai Tingmo's thinking, and his voice became more nervous and frightened.

"First you set yi=lnxi, then xi=e^yi, you can construct the function ft=1/(1+e^t), find the derivative twice, prove that it is a convex function, and then you can directly use the Qinsheng inequality, just The proof is over."

What are you doing so fast ==!

Bai Tingmo's face was unhappy, and he didn't listen to what Gu Youxue was talking about.

"Do you understand?" Gu Youxue spoke quickly and was very nervous. She didn't hear Bai Tingmo's voice, so she looked up at Bai Tingmo.

what......

Bai Tingmo felt his forehead was a little hot. He watched the other person's face lift up to him, his forehead touched, and his eyes met. In an instant, Bai Tingmo's mind returned to the picture of kissing just now.

This feeling is very warm and comfortable, as if I hope that time will stop at this moment forever, stay in the eyes of the other party, and stay in the heart of the other party.

Bai Tingmo felt his heart beating faster and his breathing quickening, but he always restrained himself, not letting himself be too obvious in front of Gu Youxue's eyes. After all, the distance between the two of them can be clearly seen even with dilated pupils. Chu.

Just looking at each other, just a touch on the forehead, I feel that every inch of my skin becomes hot, longing, longing to have each other, longing for no distance.

Bai Tingmo approached slowly, his noses touched Gu Youxue's, and their breaths blended.

Why, even though they are all boys, they still have this sense of comfort and comfort, and still have this sense of comfort and happiness?This feeling of peace of mind, it seems that as long as Gu Youxue is by her side, it will exist, and the air exhaled by the other party still has the temperature that has just left her body...

hard...

==!this......

What if I kiss you?

Gu Youxue will be frightened, right?

But, didn't you say you liked me?

If I hold you in my arms, or possess you, or really kiss you, will you refuse?Why have you been lukewarm to me after confessing your love to me?

Is it really because of fear?

"Do you like me?" Bai Tingmo asked.

Gu Youxue blushed instantly, and did not reply to Bai Tingmo for a while.

"Then, why don't you chase me?" Bai Tingmo asked further.

...... When Gu Youxue heard these words, she looked at Bai Tingmo with an extremely cute look, as if asking, how to chase after him?

Bai Tingmo held back his smile, "Don't tell me you like someone and don't chase him?"

"Me? How can I chase after you?" Gu Youxue finally asked.

"...Hey, don't you just plan to say, I like you, and it's over?" Bai Tingmo complained, "At least, you still need a love letter, right?"

In front of him, Gu Youxue instantly petrified + stupid.

"I don't even have a love letter, and you said you like me, why are you playing with me?" Bai Tingmo pretended to be very angry, but he didn't really want a love letter, he just thought Gu Youxue looked so cute and wanted to bully her, What's more, it's not wrong to force Gu Youxue to write a love letter to herself and stand on the commanding heights of love =. =, Don’t tell me you chase me and I don’t even have the right to ask you to say a few sweet words?

"No!" Gu Youxue replied immediately.

"Well, then I'm going to inspect the goods tonight, let's go!"

☆, I want to go on with you forever