One thousand reasons to break up

Chapter 4:

For two weeks in a row, Gu Youxue basically didn't go back to the dormitory for a nap, but instead studied in the classroom. What made him strange was that Bai Tingmo didn't go back to the dormitory for a nap, but accompanied him in the classroom for self-study, which made Gu Youxue feel very uncomfortable. Surprised.

In his memory, Bai Tingmo has always had that kind of sleepy personality. Sometimes he will fall asleep in class, and he will sleep in evening self-study. It's not that he is lazy, but that he is really smart. I do my homework very carefully, and my grades are still above average. Besides, my English is very good, and my family is rich. I will definitely go abroad in the end, so the teacher doesn't care much.

Speaking of which, is Bai Tingmo really so serious?

Self-study at noon?

It can't be... because I study by myself in the classroom, right?  …

A terrifying thought flashed through Gu Youxue's mind. Could it be that Bai Tingmo came to the classroom because he was in the classroom?

...Should, no.

Gu Youxue denied her own thoughts with a black line on her face. From Bai Tingmo's point of view, they haven't known each other for a few months, so how could it be possible for him to do something against his "nature".

However, Gu Youxue is still very curious, why is there such a big gap between Bai Tingmo and her own memory, is it really because of herself?Several times, Gu Youxue wanted to test whether it was because he was in the classroom that Bai Tingmo was also with him in the classroom. He came up with two solutions.

First, one day when I suddenly took a nap in the dormitory, would Bai Tingmo be in the classroom or the dormitory?

Second, one day I was suddenly neither in the classroom nor in the dormitory, where would Bai Tingmo be?Will you look for yourself everywhere like the plot of the TV series?

But in the end, Gu Youxue didn't practice it. He really couldn't accept the two kinds of results - if Bai Tingmo really paid special attention to himself, would he be able to hold on to the integrity that he had lost for a long time?

Although he said he was hurt once, but he still doesn't know the reason, which made Gu Youxue feel very uncomfortable. In his heart, he still felt that he had done something wrong, which made Bai Tingmo so angry that he refused to see him face to face. Just broke up.

Then, if I really do it all over again, can I do better so that I don't repeat the same mistakes and end up with Bai Tingmo?

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Think about it or forget it, I can't afford to lose.

If I really hurt like before, I don't know what will happen to me. They all say that time is a good medicine that can heal everything. Gu Youxue always feels that time is just an anesthetic and cannot heal any wounds. , When I really woke up and was stimulated, it still hurts, and it even hurts more!

When I saw Bai Tingmo, I felt a dull pain, didn't it explain this?And what about him, how does he feel?He... shouldn't feel anything, right?

He doesn't know anything!

"Gu Youxue, borrow your math homework." Bai Tingmo's gentle voice interrupted his thoughts. "I don't know how to do this."

"Here." Gu Youxue handed it over, and speaking of it, her grades were a little better than Bai Tingmo's.

In my memory, although Bai Tingmo's appearance can completely outshine many idol drama male protagonists, he is not a virtual character after all, and he is not that perfect. His grades are only above average, not a master level, and he is only good at basketball. Not that strong, she belongs to the kind who looks thin in clothes and has flesh in undress... [Gu Youxue: Don’t ask me how I know he has flesh in undress, I don’t want to say], has a good temper, sunny and outgoing personality, Not at all moody feeling like now...

What should I do? Is it true that I have forgotten Bai Tingmo's character all these years?unscientific...

It's a pity that Gu Youxue has no one around to ask besides herself. After all, she and them are not in the same world.

"Don't you take a nap at noon?" It was not Gu Youxue who said this, but Bai Tingmo.

Forehead?Is this in, ask yourself?

Gu Youxue's heart pounded wildly. Was it really because of him that he didn't go back to the dormitory for an afternoon nap?It shouldn't be such a coincidence, the other party may just ask casually.

"Well, I seldom take a nap." What a counterintuitive answer ==!Gu Youxue herself felt that she was contrived. He didn't take a nap just because he didn't want to go back to the dormitory to see Bai Tingmo, but who knew that Bai Tingmo didn't take a nap and went to the classroom to study by himself.

As a result, Gu Youxue originally wanted to sleep in the classroom for a while, but when she saw Bai Tingmo feeling inexplicably nervous, she lost all sleepiness.

"Really?"

"Ok!"

Gu Youxue quickly ended this conversation. For him, he has not fully adapted to the state of Bai Tingmo's existence in his own world, just like he could not quickly adapt to the state of Bai Tingmo's departure from his own world.

As long as you act naturally, you shouldn't have much of a problem.

However, the closer Bai Tingmo gets to him, the more he can recall how Bai Tingmo treated him well in the past. Why did Bai Tingmo treat a person who was so good to him, so good that he was unreal, that he abandoned himself and even refused to say it when he broke up?

Maybe I will never know the answer to this question, because the Bai Tingmo in front of me has no idea what he will do in the future.

He never imagined that he would have a romantic relationship with a boy...

Autumn is warm, the afternoon sun shines warmly in the classroom, everything is so serene, as if covered with a layer of perfect halo, as if time stops for it, and the falling flowers outside the window are so beautiful.

Bai Tingmo's sparse writing sound intermittently sounded next to Gu Youxue's ears, disturbing his sight of the scenery and his mind thinking about the reasons for breaking up. finger.

The fingers that used to be intertwined...

After that, who did you embrace again?

"What's wrong?" Bai Tingmo obviously noticed that he was looking somewhere absent-mindedly, "It's not the first time I copied my homework, so surprised?"

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"No, I'm just surprised that the scenery outside is very beautiful." Gu Youxue found an excuse to evade it. Fortunately, the scenery outside is indeed beautiful, with the shade of green grass and trees, and the breeze blows, and the fallen leaves fall like dancing.

"Really..." Bai Tingmo didn't pay attention to the window, but looked at Gu Youxue.

Gu Youxue obviously also noticed that Bai Tingmo was staring at her. Although it felt a little unnatural, she still didn't say much, probably because she was used to being stared at by him before?

It turns out that although time can change a lot of things, there are some habits that cannot be changed in a lifetime, that is, someone who once loved deeply and is still in love now, looks at himself like a torch, and bears it by himself natural habit.

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Then in the afternoon class, the two deskmates slept all afternoon ==!

According to the temperament of the high school teachers, the Chinese teacher and the physics teacher have good tempers, and it doesn't matter if they sleep. There is only the only teacher who can't be offended, the chemistry teacher. In the afternoon, there are two Chinese classes and one physics class, so it doesn't matter if they sleep.

Relying on her rich experience (...) and control over her teacher's character (...), Gu Youxue subtly bought herself time to sleep.

However, since this Bai Tingmo is so sleepy, why doesn't he go back to the dormitory for a nap at noon?Back to the original question.

Could it be that the reason why Bai Tingmo didn't go back to the dormitory for an afternoon nap was really because of himself?

But Bai Tingmo shouldn't like himself. They are still in an unfamiliar relationship. If they like this level, they are still far away.

But speaking of it, Bai Tingmo really feels like he has known him a long time ago. From Bai Tingmo's recent attitude towards him and the look in his eyes at noon today, it can be seen that Bai Tingmo is definitely not new to him.

So... Is Bai Tingmo in love with herself?

Or, there was that kind of super bloody romance plot, for example, Bai Tingmo used to like a boy who looked very similar to himself, but later found that the man was dead, and then Bai Tingmo paid extra attention to himself, and then had a relationship with himself After falling in love, Bai Tingmo finally found out that the man was not dead!So I dumped myself ~ dumped ~ dumped... ==! ! !

It seems that although this story can only be seen in super bloody TV series, but this story seems to really explain their current relationship reasonably, and it also found a way for Bai Tingmo's "Parting Without Saying Goodbye" before. A very good reason...

Um!It must be so!Although I have a big brain, there is no drama in life, but there must be blood in every drama!If dog blood is involved, there will be wonderful things!If there is a strange flower, it must have a brain hole!Gu Youxue felt inexplicable when she thought that she used to be a spare tire who looked very similar to the other party, had been lingering with him for so long, and finally abandoned herself who had been with her for many years because of the man who looked very similar to her. Burned a wave of anger!D! How did the story of "looking for a spare tire by appearance" so aptly happen to me!

Gu Youxue was furious, and grabbed Bai Tingmo's hand very seriously, as if he was about to scold the shrew. However, due to the generally low age group of the audience, he still didn't stage any excessive plots, and just asked lightly, "You Did you know someone who looks like me before, and you liked him?"

Then naturally, the students around all looked at this side dumbfounded. If a woman grabs a boy's hand and asks this question, everyone will think it's normal. Seeing another boy ask this kind of question... I can't help but feel a little bit full of information, which is incredible!

Bai Tingmo suppressed laughter and twitched his lips, "You are sick..."

Pfft ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha...

I couldn't help laughing out...

==!Gu Youxue 囧, could it be that there is something wrong with my well-founded reasoning just now?Otherwise, why does Bai Tingmo pay so much attention to himself?

All the classmates burst out laughing, which made Gu Youxue feel ashamed. You bunch of brats don't understand the value of love, so I don't care about you!

Gu Youxue sat down silently, and began to rethink his relationship with Bai Tingmo, and Bai Tingmo's attitude towards himself, but after experiencing this incident, he understood that it was pointless to ask Bai Tingmo directly if he wanted to know anything!

☆, sing on stage with me