Schoolboy becomes boyfriend

Chapter 26

"Inch by inch I conquered the spiritual realm I was born with. Little by little I cleared the swamp that trapped me."

Song Enyu copied it neatly and neatly.During the New Year's Day holiday, he still didn't go out very much. Apart from preparing for the next final exam, he was also reading, reading philosophy, reading poetry, and feeling the last monologue of a soul on the verge of collapse from those obscure words.

In the place where Song Enyu lives, depression is as indifferent as mentioning a terminal illness, and as indifferent as mentioning a cold.Even he himself was like this. He was afraid and repulsed that Jiang Zhixu wanted to hire a psychiatrist for him before, and he always felt that he would admit "I am mentally ill" when he went to receive treatment.Lin Xiaozhou's death was the first time he had seen the harm of this disease, a product of modernity.

A black hole that swallows the light in people's hearts little by little, as Lin Xiaozhou said in the letter to Weng Yaxin, is a darkness that cannot be walked out.Rumors and gossips don't care about these. After Song Enyu went to school, he would still hear whispers about Lin Xiaozhou on campus.

Every time I hear him, I will subconsciously observe Weng Yaxin's expression, and the other party will always lower his head and grind away these speculations in his heart.Song Enyu comforted her: "Don't listen to them, Xiaozhou is the victim, and that villain should be judged by them, not Xiaozhou."

Weng Ya nodded heartily: "I know, I just feel that Xiao Zhou is gone, why are you still holding on to her?"

Because death is just a talking point for indifferent human nature.People can't get out of this strange circle of hunting for death, and they can clarify it during their lifetime, and they can only compile their favorite version after death.Didn't care who she was or what happened to her.

In this way, winter became Song Enyu's least favorite season, and it snowed a few more times, and finally the final exam was coming.

Song Enyu's grades had gradually improved in the subsequent monthly exams, but he knew that he was much more than that.The night before the exam was getting later and later, Jiang Zhixu couldn't persuade him, so he simply sat under the lamp and studied together. Sometimes he is a more pragmatic and better teacher, and he will take on dictation and check the recitation. Task.

The night before the exam, Song Enyu recited the last historical knowledge point. After Jiang Zhixu checked it, he didn't return the book to Song Enyu, but read it on his own.Song Enyu followed his gaze, and what Jiang Zhixu was staring at intently was the illustration of "Plain Gauze (Single) Clothes".

Seeing that he was interested, Song Enyu immediately felt that he was eager to popularize science.He smiled and said, "How much do you think this dress weighs?"

Jiang Zhixu could see its frivolity and guessed: "How much? One or two hundred grams?"

Song Enyu smiled: "Wrong! It is only 49 grams! This is our craftsmanship 2000 years ago. Although you admire modern technology, it is really impossible to make a plain gauze gown in modern times."

Song Enyu's eyes lit up when he said this, the obsession with history in his heart would really bring tears to his eyes when he suddenly remembered a moment.

Jiang Zhixu laughed.Song Enyu knew him very well, and he did look down on traditional technology a little bit. In his view, society and technology are always progressing and developing, and they will never be inferior to the past.But hearing Song Enyu's introduction like this, he was still secretly startled.

"Want to take a look?" Jiang Zhixu asked.

Song Enyu suddenly became excited: "Really?"

Jiang Zhixu nodded: "Really, such a thin page in the book, such a small picture, how can it be shocking in real life. If you want to go, we will go and have a look."

Before the words finished, Song Enyu had already stood up and jumped onto Jiang Zhixu's body, put his arms around Jiang Zhixu's neck, and kissed him firmly on the side of his face: "I want to go! Why don't I want to, I dream of it, but I never had the chance. I don’t have any money, and I’m the only one. I’ve been arguing with my sister for a long time when I came to Shanghai, let alone going abroad. I hope that if I have the opportunity, I can visit museums all over the country. Jiang Zhixu, do you like going to museums? ?I’ve only been to our local ones. Standing in front of those cultural relics, you really feel like you’ve traveled through time. It’s like talking to something from 2000 years ago. Time instantly becomes something like a diary, recording the tens of thousands of years. !"

In this posture, Jiang Zhixu picked him up and walked towards the bedroom.Song Enyu had no choice but to wrap his legs tightly around his waist.Jiang Zhixu answered with satisfaction: "This point, I think literature and science should be interlinked. The stars you see now are the light emitted millions of years ago, and that is also in the past."

Song Enyu heard the sound: "Yes, yes, yes! This is the feeling. We are all driven by time, but one day you find that something will go beyond. At that moment, you will be shocked and moved. It turns out that there is really something beyond. The eternity of time."

Jiang Zhixu carried the man into the house, but did not let go.The two fell on the soft bed together, melting into the warm warmth.Song Enyu felt the change in Jiang Zhixu's breath, and he blushed and refused: "I have an exam tomorrow."

Jiang Zhixu rubbed the tip of his nose: "'If I didn't do what I should have done today, it will be a delay no matter how early tomorrow is.'"

Song Enyu turned his head to avoid him: "No, no! You will seriously affect my performance tomorrow, and I will forget all the knowledge I just memorized!"

Jiang Zhixu didn't intend to let him go, he chased his face: "My teacher said that the best state before the exam should be blank. Especially for liberal arts students like you, so I'm in Help you.' Procrastination is wasted, there are not many days to come, twenty Lishu, please come and kiss me.'”

Song Enyu instantly recognized whose poem it was, and immediately scolded Jiang Zhixu for making random metaphors in embarrassment, while raising his head to reach Jiang Zhixu's lips.After he was so focused on studying, he rarely took the initiative to get close to Jiang Zhixu.Being rubbed and hugged like this at this moment, it instantly softened into a cloud in the winter night, and turned into a drizzle with Jiang Zhixu's gentle kiss.

The cold wind surrounds the Yingying moonlight, pouring and pouring down, for warmth, for emotional tide, and for indulging in the beauty of the moment.

The next day, Song Enyu fell into a stiff neck.

He couldn't move his neck. When he was carried downstairs by Jiang Zhixu, he kept complaining: "I said no, now I'm fine, and I can't even lower my head. How can I answer the questions? Jiang Zhixu, I will go back to my hometown after the exam." , I can't stay with you any longer."

Jiang Zhixu: "Okay, then I'll go back with you!"

Enduring the pain in his neck, Song Enyu bit Jiang Zhixu's side neck, and didn't let go until he got in the car.

Jiang Zhixu smiled and said, "If you can relieve your anger, I don't mind if you keep biting."

Song Enyu was angry, just straightened his neck like this, and said nothing.

After finishing the language test in the morning, Weng Yaxin came to have dinner with Song Enyu. When she saw Song Enyu's posture, she couldn't help laughing: "Enyu, you, why are you like this?"

Song Enyu stretched his neck like a rooster. He was not too tall, and he could be seen in the crowd at a glance. He really became a "stand out from the crowd".

Song Enyu gave him a blank look: "Can you stop laughing? There is no sympathy at all." He turned his head and had to turn around. As soon as he turned around, Weng Yaxin saw the mottled red marks on his neck like this, And not just one place.She asked in surprise: "En Yu, what happened to your neck? It looks like you were bitten!"

Song Enyu's heart tightened.When I found out this morning when I put on my clothes, I was going to cover it with a scarf, but it fell on the car.He covered his collar and had no choice but to explain: "No, it's nothing, the back of my neck hurt badly last night, I squeezed it myself."

After finishing speaking, he silently scolded Jiang Zhixu thousands of times in his heart.

Weng Yaxin frowned: "You must have learned too late again. Your body is important. After the spring of next year, it will be the final sprint time after the swearing-in meeting. Don't be too aggressive now."

Song Enyu smiled and said: "You don't know, my goal this time is to surpass you."

Weng Yaxin: "Welcome to the challenge."

The days of studying are always boring, and waiting for the results is also exhausting, but when reading and exams become the background of growth, there will always be some people who will have some fun from it.

The final exam took two days. In order not to affect the next day's exam, Song Enyu was also afraid that Jiang Zhixu would go "crazy" inexplicably, so he chose to stay at the school for one night.

Every time Jiang Zhixu lost control over him, he stopped until he kissed him.But he is indeed not gentle, and he often bites some places to ooze blood. Song Enyu didn't feel much when he was immersed in it at the time, but when he thought of the other party's madness later, he still felt scared.

Just now, he had to wait until there was no one in the bathroom before he dared to take the washbasin to wash.There was only himself in the big mirror. He unbuttoned a few buttons of his pajamas and pulled them down on his shoulders. He could clearly see the row of teeth marks on his shoulders. This time there was no bleeding, but it was swollen, and his neck Spots here and there.His skin is fair, and such marks are too conspicuous.Jiang Zhixu specially brought him an ointment to reduce swelling in the morning, Song Enyu scolded Jiang Zhixu as a "beast" while applying the ointment he gave him.

He was concentrating on painting, when he glanced at the mirror from the corner of his eye, a figure suddenly appeared in it.Song Enyu exclaimed, the ointment in his hand fell to the ground, the other party was also startled, and the two backed away.

After seeing the other party clearly, Song Enyu followed his chest: "Zhao Hezhou! What the hell are you pretending to do in the middle of the night? You scared me."

Zhao Hezhou retorted in a low voice: "You just scared me, why don't you sleep in the middle of the night and look at yourself pity for yourself?"

Only then did Song Enyu remember what he had done just now, his face blushed instantly, and he bent down to pick up the ointment on the ground, which happened to be at Zhao Hezhou's feet.The two bent down at the same time, Zhao Hezhou picked it up first, and when he looked up, he saw the row of teeth marks on Song Enyu's shoulder.

Zhao Hezhou was not Weng Yaxin, he stared wide-eyed, looking very creepy in the dark night, he stood up and deliberately approached Song Enyu, and seeing the red and purple spots again, he handed the ointment back to Song Enyu.The two choked a few more words, and Zhao Hezhou left.

Song Enyu originally thought that the light in the bathroom was dim, and this was just an exception.

But things finally took on a different meaning after he was completely relieved after the exam.

Jiang Zhixu was supposed to pick up Song Enyu after the exam, but he couldn't leave due to something, so the task of taking Song Enyu home fell to Jiang Tian.It happened to be winter vacation and there were a lot of things, so Jiang Tian volunteered to go to Song Enyu's dormitory to carry things for him.

When Jiang Tian arrived at the dormitory, the other party had already packed his things.Books, only boxes full of books.

Jiang Tian's head was bigger than two, and the two of them carried a box to go out. Jiang Tian said: "I have never had anything to do with books in this life. I feel sleepy when I see this thing."

The two went downstairs, and the other students coming and going in the corridor were also busy moving things.He didn't realize that someone behind him was secretly watching him and Jiang Tian.

When Song Enyu went downstairs with the big box in his arms, he was chatting and laughing with Jiang Tian, ​​and one of his feet slipped accidentally, and he fell down with the box in his arms.The pain in his right foot was so painful that he could no longer move.Jiang Tian yelled, put down the box and hurried to help him sit on the stairs, and began to check Song Enyu's injured foot.

There were also many people around, Song Enyu supported the wall with one hand enduring the pain, smiled and said to these people: "It's okay!" After they left, Song Enyu immediately frowned and said in a low voice: "I sprained my ankle!" ,A little pain."

Jiang Tian also frowned, but he was more worried that if Jiang Zhixu found out, it would be another bloodbath: "You sit down first, I will move the things to the car and come back to carry you."

Song Enyu wanted to stand up and try to walk, but found that the pain was severe, so he had no choice but to agree to Jiang Tian's proposal.

Just like that, Jiang Tian was walking around the campus with Song Enyu on his back. He teased: "Brother, you are too thin! It's been a year. Is this how my good brother supports you? No wonder you hold a box And fall down the stairs."

Song Enyu defended Jiang Zhixu: "It's because I don't eat much, and it has nothing to do with him."

"Oh! I thought, what kind of perverted psychology is deliberately controlling your diet?"

Song Enyu first smiled, and then noticed the word "abnormal", he tentatively asked: "He, does he have any special tendencies?"

Jiang Tian curled his lips: "I like men, isn't this tendency special?"

Song Enyu was at a loss for words for a while, unable to answer.Only then did Jiang Tian realize that he quickly apologized: "I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about him. Oh no, I mean, forget it, forget it, just treat me as a fart, okay!"

Song Enyu shook his head: "It's okay, I just want to ask if he has any special hobbies?"

Now it was Jiang Tian's turn to be silent. He thought for a long time and asked, "Isn't Jiang Zhixu doing something to you? Xiao Song, if he bullies you, you must tell me that I introduced you to him. I am responsible for your personal safety."

These words made Song Enyu blush, really embarrassed.He didn't mean these things: "No, he is very good to me."

Jiang Tian breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly told Song Enyu: "I knew he didn't like girls when he was still in college, but at that time I just thought it was a foreign country, and the customs were like this. He might also follow the trend, and later found out He is really not interested in girls. I can’t guarantee it when he was in college, but he has never been in a relationship or found a partner in the five years since he returned to China, and he didn’t even go to nightclubs, so I really don’t know what his hobbies are , looking gentle and gentle, like a good person, but who knows, isn't there a saying that a dog that doesn't bite is the scariest?"

Song Enyu laughed out loud, his injured foot was involved in the trembling.He grinned again in pain.

Jiang Tian asked in a low voice: "We both know this, you dare not tell him."

Song Enyu nodded in agreement, and the two quickly walked out of the campus after asking and answering.Jiang Tian looked at Song Enyu's red and swollen feet, didn't dare to delay, and drove to the hospital immediately.

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The author has something to say:

1. "If you don't do what you should do today, you will be late tomorrow." - Pestalozzi

2. “Inch by inch I conquered the spiritual realm I was born with. Little by little I reclaimed the swamp that trapped me.” – Fernando Pessoa

3. "Twenty days come and go, come and kiss me." - William Shakespeare