live here

Chapter 18

When the last stop of "Living Here" was recorded, the program had already aired three episodes.The unexpectedly good ratings made the program group consider whether they need to celebrate at the last stop.However, Sun Chen set the last stop of the show in the cave where coach Wu Fei died.It's more of a commemoration than a celebration.

The last task of the program is the simplest one - cave exploration and delivery of flowers.Then, after all the tasks were completed, the program team decided to hold a barbecue dinner. The remaining filming tasks were some interviews. Breaking the news, of course, also includes other insights.For the last event, all the staff who did not go to the scene before also organized a field camp to experience the experience first-hand, and lived on the mountain with the film crew on the last day.

Liu Cheng is not the kind of person who "as long as you are happy, I will watch from a distance". After hearing that Sun Chen would participate, he endured for a long time, and finally asked for a spot as a sponsor.

When he came again to the primitive mountain forest where he and Sun Chen had stayed together for a week, Liu Cheng couldn't help feeling a lot of emotion.

This time they passed that place as usual when they went up the mountain—Liu Cheng thought that he could no longer remember these details, but when he saw that tree and that rock, he remembered that it was at this place that Sun Chen said to him, "I can I will lend you to show off, and when someone laughs at you for having no friends in the future", it is not that Liu Cheng did not feel the kindness that Sun Chen released at that time, maybe he could never have imagined Sun Chen's feelings for him, but, with just one sentence from Sun Chen, he Immediately, he regarded this hated object that he thought was quite hateful in his own mind as a friend.

Recalling the past, Liu Cheng unconsciously looked at the people around him—yes, this time he was still walking by Sun Chen's side.The way up the mountain is not as scary as going down the mountain. Sun Chen, who is afraid of heights, can walk well by himself, but Liu Cheng still has the cheek to follow along.Occasionally he would go to help Sun Chen and make him beware of a certain rock or something.Sun Chen didn't push him away, but he didn't make a sound either.

After arriving at the campsite, many staff members who were on the mountain for the first time began to travel around in novelty. For safety reasons, everyone’s range of activities is regulated, so within a limited radius, walking around and looking up can see their own people.This is not the first time Liucheng has come, but the memory of the investigation made him feel quite familiar with this mountain forest. He considered whether to visit the mountains, rocks and streams he and Sun Chen had visited together, and it would be best if he could get along with him. Sun Chen was together, but in the blink of an eye, he couldn't find Sun Chen.

To say he was worried, Liu Cheng was not particularly worried.Sun Chen's behavior has always been a textbook of law-abiding. He stipulates that everyone should move in a safe area, and he will never violate it.Therefore, Liu Cheng carefully searched for Sun Chen from a corner, as far as possible.

While looking around, Liu Cheng thought aimlessly, if he could find each other in a short time, it meant that their fate was destined, and they would definitely be together in this lifetime.This is like divination, but also like a test.Liu Cheng searched more and more impatiently, fearing that if he was a second late, it would mean that God would not give them such a fate.In the mountains, he met many staff members of the program group, but he did not see Sun Chen.He walked quickly through patches of woods, climbed over rocks, crossed streams, and suddenly he saw a very familiar figure on the side of a barrier lake.

Liu Cheng is not an emotional person, but when he walked towards Sun Chen's back, he felt an inexplicable sadness in his heart.

Sun Chen, who must have heard the footsteps, never looked back. After Liu Cheng approached, he sat down gently beside the other party.After the reunion, he was always trembling, because he was afraid that he would make Sun Chen even more angry and lose hope of winning him back. At this moment, he seemed to be no longer so afraid, because he was less and less hopeful.

"Xiaochen, are you still angry?"

Sun Chen didn't even turn his head to look at him before answering, "Yes."

Liu Cheng wanted to ask "what should I do so that you will stop being angry", but after thinking about it, maybe "anger" was the only emotion he could get from Sun Chen. If there is nothing left, he will only feel that he is even more miserable.

"How did you and Chen Xi meet?" He started the topic before realizing what he said.

Sun Chen finally turned his head and glanced at him. Liu Cheng felt that he would definitely not get an answer. In the end, Sun Chen said: "When I was nine years old, I once stood by a river for more than an hour. When I decided to go home , I realized that there was a child behind me who had been watching me. He explained to me that he didn’t know if I was trying to commit suicide standing by the river. If I stopped rashly, it might be a misunderstanding. I really jumped, and he could call someone to save me in time. I asked his name, and he was Chen Xi, and we became friends."

Liu Cheng felt the annoyance and heartache in his heart that could not be ignored, because he was not by that river at that time. "Did you really want to jump then?" he asked in a low voice.

"Just thought about it."

After a moment of silence, Liu Cheng carefully asked: "Why?"

"I finally found out who my biological father was that day, and I found him, and he sent his child to the cram school with a gentle smile, then frowned and said to me, he knew it wasn't my fault, but he Hope I stay away from their house and never let him see again."

The flame that suddenly ignited in his body was called anger, but it burned Liu Cheng so painfully that he could barely catch his breath.

"...How could he say that!"

"He had a reason for that, and I later found out why."

"There is no reason in this world for him to do that!"

Sun Chen calmly looked at Liu Cheng who was having trouble calming himself down: "When I was 21 years old, he died in an air crash. After my mother heard the news, she jumped off the building and committed suicide not long after-it turned out that my mother didn't want to The gene of a genius descendant was designed for my blood father, she just likes that man and wants a child of that man."

Liu Cheng suddenly understood that Sun Chen, who gave up physics at the age of 21, did not give up because his mother who had high hopes was gone. He gave up because he suddenly discovered that he was not born because his mother wanted a physicist. son.

Even, Sun Chen probably likes physics.He likes to make and solve puzzles so much, and the most mysterious and wonderful puzzles in the world are not in physics?How could he not want to solve those mysteries?

However, he deliberately avoided physics, as it would only make him realize that his birth was utterly wrong.

Liu Cheng had no way to examine his behavior well. At this moment, he only wanted to do that, and he really did that. With Sun Chen who was so close to him but so far away, Liu Cheng turned around and stretched out his hand to hold him tightly. hold in his arms. "I'm sorry, Xiaochen, I'm sorry..."

"This matter has nothing to do with you." Sun Chen pointed out somewhat surprised.

Liu Cheng also didn't know how this matter had something to do with him, but if it didn't matter, why would he blame himself so much?

"No matter how you came into this world, it must be because someone did too many good things in his previous life. God will reward him for meeting you..."

Liucheng's mind suddenly flashed what his friend He Zaifeng once said——

"It must be because you did too many bad things in your previous life, that's why I'm the only one who loves you in this life."

At that time Liu Cheng only felt that this sentence was extremely disgusting, his normally serious friend must have drunk too much, but now, he couldn't feel the same feeling.Because the person I love is so beautiful, I have to accept the fact that I am not worthy of the other person at all.For example, a person like him must not have done enough good things in his previous life to give him a chance to be with Sun Chen in this life.

...And maybe, Chen Xi did too many good things in his previous life.

Liu Cheng slowly let go of the person in his arms.

"You and Chen Xi..." He hesitated to speak, but before he finished speaking, a staff member called them from a distance. "Mr. Liu, Mr. Sun, the barbecue is about to start."

Liu Cheng stood up first.Although Sun Chen had nothing to do with the behind-the-scenes filming of the barbecue, no matter what, he didn't want to waste the other party's time with conversations that he didn't know what he wanted to say.After getting up, he reached out his hand to pull him up, but Sun Chen ignored his outstretched hand, stood up directly, and walked away without even looking at him.

Liu Cheng could only silently follow from behind, looking at the back of the person in front.It was like this every time, Sun Chen would always tolerate Liu Cheng when the latter got close to him, but if he was not careful, Liu Cheng could feel the anger from the other party.Although it is a good thing for Sun Chen to become emotional compared to the previous inhumane and unreasonable, but Liu Cheng only felt that he was less and less able to see the once simple people.

He no longer knew how to get close to the other party, and now, he couldn't even figure out what the other party was thinking.

Xiaochen, if you really have reached the point where you can't forgive me, why don't you just tell me and let me give up completely?

...So, is this your punishment for me, because Ling Chi is more my fault than beheading?

If Sun Chen asked him to hide away, Liu Cheng would probably really do that at this moment.But Sun Chen didn't even bother to give him a clear attitude.Even if he told himself over and over in his heart that whether it was Chen Xi or anyone else, they were ten thousand times better than him, Liu Cheng still couldn't give up completely.