Chapter 21
Chapter 21
"That day, it was his birthday, I bought the gift he had been talking about, and I planned to go back to celebrate his birthday with him, but I didn't expect that I would see such things all the time. To be able to be with a man, if I had known earlier, hehe... I would have known it earlier, and I would not have dared to confess, my body, hey..." Gu Yiming's damp and hot breath blew on Zhan Rui's legs that fell outside, numb and itchy, But all of this can be ignored, what he cares about is that he didn't go to him earlier.
"Baby, there is me, and there will be me in the future!"
"Well, I met you after thousands of peaks, brother Dongzi, do you know how grateful I am!" Gu Yiming raised his head, his bright eyes were full of Zhan Rui's shadow, making Zhan Rui bow his head deeply Kiss the affectionate eyes "my baby"
"These six months have been the happiest days in my life. I have a lover, a baby, brothers and sisters who love me, and a mother who loves me."
"Baby" Zhan Rui kissed his lover's broken lips. The lingering deep kiss ended. Gu Yiming fell into Zhan Rui's arms panting.
"After I had my baby, I realized that there are so many things I can't help myself in life, just like I conceived and gave birth as a man. Brother Dongzi, do you know? There are always so many unexpected accidents in life. , Brother Dongzi, I think we will be happy forever"
"Yes, definitely, baby, we will be happy forever." Maybe it was because of Gu Yiming's mood swings, his stomach throbbing, here and there, Gu Yiming was disturbed by the fetal movement Couldn't help moaning unbearably, Zhan Rui followed the baby's beating little hands and feet to soothe the baby's irritable mood, it took a long time before he calmed down, Zhan Rui helped him to sit on the chair, and served a glass of fresh milk , kissed Gu Yiming's forehead, and went into the house to get busy. Gu Yiming knew that Zhan Rui understood him.
31. Self-defeating
31. Self-defeating
A colorful candle covered with a windshield was lit, and it was a big colorful smiling face. There were fluorescent ribbons and fluorescent balloons flying in the wind on the trees in the yard. In the building, there is only a little light from candles, thick red candles are burning on the tall candlesticks on the long table in the gazebo, and happy birthday wishes to you briskly in my ears, brother, Zhanrui rolled out a big three-story high cake , with a gentle smile on his face, Gu Yiming opened his mouth wide in surprise, birthday?
"Baby, happy birthday" put on a birthday hat for the beloved baby, lit 28 colored candles, and under the blowing of the evening wind, the twinkling "Baby make a wish" Gu Yiming burst into tears again Come down, birthday, today is my 28th birthday!Closing his eyes, he made a foolish wish of sharing a white head, the two blew out the candles together, and the ribbons flew down from the sky, Gu Yiming felt that he was the happiest person in the world
The breeze is gentle, who said that this is a day when the gate of hell is wide open, this is obviously a beautiful day.
The two embraced each other in this quiet world, rolling with tenderness, and the balloons of various colors flying up and floating with the wind were more like stars flashing in the sky. They blinked and smiled, looking at the sweet two, and let out a satisfied breeze.
With a flash in his mind, Gu Yiming rubbed Zhan Rui's back shoulder, there was an irregular bruise, a faint light shone on it, and it flashed vaguely, and in a flash, Gu Yiming raised his head in surprise and pushed him far away
"You..." How could this happen!how so!Ah... Gu Yiming clutched his stomach, and looked at the man in front of him with dark eyes, the man who claimed to be the love of his life, the man whom he took so hard to care about, how could it be like this, it turns out that there is really only a thin line between love and hate After that, in just a short moment, all happiness was destroyed, and the man who ruined his dream was definitely him, and it would definitely be him!
The nausea from the heart made Gu Yiming vomit uncontrollably, his eyes filled with water
"Baby, baby..." Zhan Rui patted Gu Yiming's back and whispered distressedly. Gu Yiming didn't want to meet this man again, and his eyes could not hide the disgust
"Baby!" Zhan Rui was turned cold by Gu Yiming's inexplicable eyes?Hearing such an affectionate whisper, Gu Yiming wanted to laugh, but he couldn't. Maybe this man really loves him, but his love is too cruel. Gu Yiming pointed at Zhan Rui, thinking that Mrs. Zhan would send him The piece of ancient jade that I was looking for, my mind suddenly opened, no wonder I felt inexplicably familiar when I saw that jade pendant for the first time, as if I had seen it somewhere, I was so stupid, I spent more than half a year with myself every day, only to find that sad unwillingness to admit Gu Yiming calmed down, pointed at Zhan Rui, and smiled sadly
"What's the relationship between you and Mrs. Zhan?" There is another sentence that Gu Yiming suppressed in his heart and didn't ask, you were the one who was lingering with Yihao in the room that day.
"I am a child who was abandoned by them more than 30 years ago." Zhan Rui thought that his lover showed a sad expression because he found this fact unacceptable. He turned his face away to prevent his lover from seeing his fragile expression, and he didn't notice it at all. Gu Yi's expression is clear, no wonder, it turned out to be like this
"You know, that's not true." Gu Yiming said coolly. Zhan Rui was abandoned since childhood, so it can be said that he has nothing to do with Mrs. Zhan. Gu Yiming looked at it and wished he could see Zhan Rui's eyes straight into his heart." You know"
"Fool, today is your birthday, let's not talk about other things? Okay..."
"Okay" Gu Yiming sighed and smiled, looking at the decorations all over the courtyard, he really took a lot of care, the fluorescent silk fluttering in the wind, the candles of various colors that are still burning, Zhan Rui embraced him in his arms, and kissed , the two hugged each other under the night, kissing forgetfully, as if they wanted to make up for the love lost in the first half of their lives.
Only Gu Yiming is suppressing the rising nausea. Forget it. Leave all the annoying things alone. If it’s a dream, there’s a time to wake up. In the past six months, I’ve been really happy. Sure enough, stealing What comes is always unreliable.
It is said that Gu Yiming is very nervous. He is indeed a suspicious and sensitive person. The fact that Hu Yihao's private life is corrupt, he still treats him wholeheartedly, whether it is selfish or fraternal, as long as he can often see others and talk to others, he will feel very satisfied. Later, Gu Yiming thought, Maybe I can't call it love for Hu Yihao, no lover can see the person he loves like that.
Just like he couldn't accept that Hu Yihao brought someone back to the house they lived together, he couldn't accept that the person Hu Yihao brought back was Zhan Rui. Thinking about it this way, the encounter between himself and Zhan Rui that day was not just a coincidence, Sometimes, once a person gets into a dead end, there is really nothing he can do. The more he thinks, the more outrageous he becomes, and the more he thinks about himself, the sadder he becomes.
Just like before, Gu Yiming always felt that he was dreaming, a beautiful and warm dream, but the dream will eventually wake up, is it time to wake up from the dream?Then yourself, what is this?Gu Yiming caressing his high and protruding abdomen is really ridiculous, why should he firmly believe that Zhan Rui really likes him?Hehe...it must be because of this body that is neither male nor female, it is so rare to meet one, of course you will not give up until you get tired of it.
I am not a stunned young man who doesn't know anything. Although I have never set foot in it, I still know something about the G circle. How many people are just playing around? When the time comes, they just slap their ass back and hug their wives to have children. Now, how many real ones have come to an end?
It's ridiculous, I thought I was lucky, I thought that the gods took pity on these years of loneliness and gave me such happiness, it's ridiculous, it's all a lie, it's all a false image.
The consequence of sleeping too long during the day and thinking too much afterwards is that at night, no matter what I do, I can’t sleep peacefully. I put all the firecrackers bought by Zhanrui with energy, let go of all the wishing lights and a box of balloons, and watch them disappear into the sky. Quiet night sky, silly smiles, dawn, wake up from the dream, Cinderella should go back to the dirty and broken kitchen to clean.
The two of them played like crazy, until after twelve o'clock in the morning, Zhan Rui felt that he was a little sleepy, and Gu Yiming was still very energetic, and the whole person was extremely irritable, so he went into the bedroom under Zhan Rui's comfort Falling asleep, maybe it was because of the hard work during the day, within ten minutes, Zhan Rui fell asleep, this was the first time Gu Yiming looked at the sleeping Zhan Rui so seriously, I have to admit that Zhan Rui is very handsome, and Hu Yihao is handsome in a completely different way. Zhan Rui has thick eyebrows and firm facial lines. He looks very peaceful when he is asleep. Gu Yiming gently paints Zhan Rui's eyebrows and eyes. He is indeed a gentle lover. Thinking about it, Yiming let out a faint sigh.
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32. Homesickness
32. Homesickness
I remember when I was very young, my grandma said that the weather during the day was not a good one. Gu Yiming couldn't remember why my grandma expressed emotion because of the changeable weather in the seasons.
The bright moon hangs high, and there are patches of darkness in the distance. Gu Yiming knows that there is a fruit forest over there, and he can also see the group of white houses not far away. This is a beautiful place.
Lying on the wooden railing of the balcony, Gu Yiming looked up at the moon that was gradually sinking. It was dawn, and even the moon had to go home. Where should he go?I have always wanted to have a home, and it is really difficult to have a share of pure happiness. The summer night wind blows very softly. Gu Yiming lifted his T-shirt to expose his towering belly to the moonlight, with soft eyes, baby, I only have you up.
I went to the study with heavy steps, and came to
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