Chapter 17 The first rejection
Chapter 17 The first rejection
Yun Chuan stared blankly at Luo Heng's handsome face enlarged in front of him, his body was so stiff that he didn't know what to do.
There was a feather-light kiss on the corner of his mouth. Luo Heng didn't intend to go deep, and... couldn't go deep.
Yun Chuan stretched out his hand and pushed his chest away, with bewilderment and panic still on his face.
Luo Heng didn't think about what would happen to Yun Chuan, at least not now - the time was wrong, the place was wrong, and Luo Heng didn't even think about how to express that secret love.
He lowered his head to look at the hand on his chest, the red marks on his fingers from being pulled by the rolling shutter door were still there, and two obvious marks pressed on Yun Chuan's fingers.
He stretched out his hand to touch it, and saw Yun Chuan hesitantly avoiding it.
However, Luo Heng didn't intend to let Yun Chuan avoid what he wanted to say in the future.He touched Yun Chuan's cheek with the back of his hand, making him unable to look away.
"Look at me, Yunchuan, look at me."
Yun Chuan raised his head and glanced at him, then moved away in a panic, but probably still wanted to know what he wanted to say, his eyes wandered around twice, and finally returned to Luo Heng's face.
"I don't want to tell you why I fought with those people, because I think it's my own business. No matter what the reason is, I don't want you to be troubled by it. But if you want to know, I can tell you. "
Even though he knew that Yun Chuan couldn't hear him, Luo Heng couldn't help lowering his voice, as if he was worried that the affection in his words would scare Yun Chuan.
"...I care about what others say about you, and I don't want to hear people say that you are not good, even if these words are common to you." Luo Heng continued softly, "If you must know the deeper reason—"
He touched Yun Chuan's side face with the back of his hand again, the skin was so delicate and smooth, it really felt like a soft cloud to the touch.He rubbed the corner of Yun Chuan's mouth with his thumb, as if he was asking Yun Chuan, or muttering to himself: "Do you understand what this means?"
Yun Chuan grabbed his hand to prevent him from moving any further.The place rubbed by the thumb was hot, obviously the kiss just now was as light as nothing, and the current touch is also full of tenderness, but when it landed on the skin, Yun Chuan only felt that every inch of the skin touched was as if it had been burned Same hot.
He was not as strong as Luo Heng, and he couldn't break that hand away, so he could only stand still and watch Luo Heng's breath approaching him again.
It wasn't until the tip of his nose was about to hit his own that he finally stopped.
Yun Chuan didn't dare to raise his head, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet in embarrassment, and he didn't even dare to breathe hard.The whole body is filled with Luo Heng's aura, his breathing, his fingers, and the air flowing as if there is nothing when he speaks.
Luo Heng lowered his head again, and continued to search for his gaze.
"I kiss you, do you understand what this means?"
They were so close that Luo Heng could kiss those pale lips again by moving his lips.
A little further up, he saw a small drop of sweat on the tip of Yun Chuan's nose.He reached out to help him wipe off—
This time, even the tip of his nose was red.
A large blush quickly spread from the tip of the nose to the ears, Yun Chuan timidly took a step back, and pressed Luo Heng's hand even harder.
Luo Heng didn't go any further, he followed Yun Chuan's strength and moved away a little bit. The too close distance suddenly opened up, but the ambiguous atmosphere didn't dissipate at all.
"You understand, right." Luo Heng stared at Yunchuan for a moment, and said, "Kissing you means liking you, do you understand?"
Yun Chuan stared at him blankly for a while, then bit his lip and lowered his head.
He touched his pocket and remembered that Luo Heng had taken his mobile phone away.He was in a daze at a loss and bewildered, his heart was in a mess.
Luo Heng walked around behind the sofa, reached out to pick up the phone and handed it to Yun Chuan.He briefly touched Yun Chuan's finger, and saw that fingertip scratching the cartoon sticker on the back of the phone.
Luo Heng thought helplessly, this Yun Duo, who had great love, was still more like himself.
Finally got the phone, but Yun Chuan didn't know what to say.
Too many things happened this noon, and he couldn't digest them all at once.
The sudden kiss, and Luo Heng's liking, everything made Yun Chuan unable to resist.
Holding the phone, he looked up at Luo Heng.
He obviously didn't say anything, but he undoubtedly gave a response.
I didn't expect to get any response, but at this moment, Luo Heng was still feeling disappointed.
He pretended to be relaxed and rubbed the top of Yun Chuan's head, and said, "You..."
I opened my mouth, but didn't know how to say the following.I want him not to pay too much attention, but I can't get over this hurdle in my heart; I want him to think seriously, but I don't want this matter to become a burden for him.
Ever since he got to know Yun Chuan, Luo Heng felt that he was always so indecisive and hesitant.
He didn't want to continue the awkward silence, so he patted Yun Chuan on the shoulder and said, "Okay, that's all I want to say. I'm done, I'm going back to work."
Yun Chuan still lowered his head and did not speak.
A sense of frustration welled up in his heart little by little, and Luo Heng began to regret his impulsiveness just now.But what has been said can never be taken back, what should be known to Yun Chuan, it is impossible to keep it from him forever.
He grabbed his briefcase and walked towards Huoshaoyun's gate. Mr. Tianmao Luo, who was always in high spirits, was just a dejected ordinary person when his love was not reciprocated.
But before he took a few steps, he heard footsteps behind him.
The cuffs were carefully pulled, and Luo Heng turned his head slightly——
Yun Chuan handed over the phone screen.
【Luo Heng, the liking you said, is it the kind of liking I understand? 】
"What kind of liking could it be?" Luo Heng smiled helplessly, "It's the kind of liking that I hope to always have you by my side, to be able to see you at any time, and to be with you all the time."
Yun Chuan frowned slightly, then lowered his head and pressed a few words.
[If this is the case, then... I don't want to accept it, and I can't accept it. 】
He was obviously rejecting himself, but his expression seemed to be sad, very sincerely sad.Luo Heng looked at the cold words on the screen, and asked, "What do you mean if you don't want to, and what do you mean if you can't?"
Yun Chuan typed slowly: [It's the same meaning...Luo Heng, if you fall in love with me, I will only become your burden. Sooner or later, you will not be able to bear it. 】
"Why do you say this again?" Luo Heng's tone was a bit fierce, "Didn't you say it last time, you won't cause me any trouble."
【Different. 】Yun Chuan shook his head, 【I believe what you said now, but there are some things, maybe you don't find it so difficult because you haven't experienced them before. 】
Luo Heng shifted his gaze to Yun Chuan's face.
He seemed to understand what Yun Chuan was going to say in his heart, but he wanted to stop him, but he didn't have time.
Yun Chuan quickly typed the remaining few lines for him to read.
[A few years ago, my father said that he would go out to work, and never came back after that.After so many years, maybe he will never come back. 】Yun Chuan wrote frankly, 【I don't want to believe that he abandoned me and my mother. I believe he is not such a person, but there are always a few moments where I can't help but think so.Living with someone like me, just enduring endless silence is exhausting. 】
Luo Heng held down his phone, not wanting to see him continue to say some self-defeating words, "I won't do this, I don't think it's torture. And you said it too, I don't believe he is that kind of person."
But this time, Yun Chuan broke away from his hand, and continued to write: [You must find some reason to convince yourself, otherwise you will definitely feel sad when you think about it. 】
Luo Heng has nothing to do.
He couldn't change the fact that Yun Chuan's father had left, nor could he eliminate the impact of this incident.
He could only look at Yunchuan, and repeated in a firm tone he couldn't hear: "I won't do this."
And Yun Chuan didn't answer anything.
At noon that day, we broke up like this.
After Luo Heng left, he sat in the store for a while, and it took a long time before he put up the open sign again.
He was a little absent-minded that afternoon, and he didn't know what was going on in his head. He made several wrong cups of coffee ordered by the guests.
At six o'clock in the afternoon, there was a location sharing message from Yunyun on time.
It just so happened that a new customer entered the shop at this time, and the bracelet vibrated several times, Yun Chuan was startled.
With a shake of his hand, a whole cup of espresso was poured onto his hand.
Yun Chuan's bracelet has many functions, but the only disadvantage is that it is not waterproof.
He took off the bracelet in a panic, wiped it hastily and put it aside, and went to make coffee for the new guest first.
When he picked up the bracelet again, Yunyun sent another message, but this time, the bracelet was quiet and there was no response.
It seems to be broken.
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