my private life

Chapter 16

I got off the train and it was broad daylight.There were unexpectedly many people in the car, and my legs were stiff after sitting on the hard board for 12 hours.

Because I didn’t tell my parents when I came back this time, I was afraid of being questioned endlessly by them, especially the round-trip fare of more than 200 yuan.When I left, I only brought three hundred yuan for living expenses. This money was given to me by Xia Jingyi before I left, and I never spent it.Of course I can't let my family know about it.

I went directly to Xia Jingyi's house.When I walked downstairs to her house, I looked up and saw that the thick curtains were still drawn on the windows. She must be still sleeping.

I ran upstairs excitedly, but knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no movement in the room.Xia Jingyi was on the night shift last night?But it's time to go home even if you work the night shift?Just when I was wondering, there was the sound of footsteps coming from the door, and then Lai Yangyang asked, "Who is it?"

"I, Fanfan, open the door quickly." It was already the end of November, and there was a strong wind blowing outside. I was only wearing a long-sleeved T-shirt and a coat, and I was shivering from the cold.

The door opened, and she was not as excited as I imagined when she saw me with sleepy eyes, but was a little surprised.I went up to hug her, but she turned around and walked in, saying, "Why did you run back? Who told you to come back?"

I said I missed her, and I happened to come back on Saturday to see her. "Why didn't you call beforehand?" She wrapped her nightgown tightly, folded her hands on her chest, and frowned.

"Aren't you forbidden to call often? Besides, I also want to give you a surprise." I put my backpack on the ground, walked up to her, and stretched out my hand to hug her.

But she opened my hand with a slap, and moved her body to the side.I didn't sleep well all night, I was sleepy and tired, and I was a little angry when I received her cold reception as soon as I walked in the door.

"Did I come at the wrong time and disturb you?" My voice also became cold, and I stared at her and asked.

She suddenly turned her face and opened her eyes angrily, "Excuse me? What do you mean you! You came back suddenly without calling, do you want to check on me, catching rape? Who do you think you are?"

This is where and where.Although I also had blind suspicions, I definitely didn't have such disgusting thoughts. I was just worried about what happened to her in the hospital.Barely ran back, but let her misunderstand me like this for no reason.I was angry and sad.

Yeah, who am I to her?Standing there, I really wanted to turn around and leave without saying anything.But the truth is, I didn't leave.From the first day I met her, I was humble before her.

After a while, she saw that I stopped talking, and said softly, "I'm worried that you will always miss your studies like this. I will be on vacation in more than a month. Why do you say you are running back and forth on a hard board."

After she said this, my resentment and sadness all turned into grievances. Coupled with the fatigue, I burst into tears of disappointment.

"Hey, I cried after saying a few words, are you wronged?" She sighed and stepped forward to hug me, "Blame me for losing my temper with you just now, be good, stop crying." She coaxed me softly , My tears flowed down uncontrollably.

I buried my head in her arms, sobbing like a wronged child, "I just miss you, so much." I really hated myself for being so useless.In front of her, I have no ability to resist at all.

She kissed my hair, "I know. Some things have upset me recently. I'm angry with you, so don't be angry, okay? I'll take you to eat delicious food at noon, Little Pig Bajie, what do you think you want to eat?" She squeezed my armpits.

I burst into laughter.I didn't want to eat anything delicious, so I just wanted to let her hug me like this and talk to me softly. "Eat or not, you have to let me wash up first." She let go of her hand and went into the bathroom.

Only then did I realize that, not to mention how messy the room was, she probably didn't tidy it up after I left.The table is covered with dust, and the clothes that need to be worn and not worn are scattered on the sofa.

Regardless of being tired, I started to pack up.By the time she came out with her naked hair, I had already tidied up her clothes.

"Okay, don't worry about it." She sat down and looked up at me.She said leisurely for a long time, "Fanfan, you don't want to know why I think of my past friends when I see you." She paused, as if waiting for my response.

I've always been curious about this question, and I always thought it was that woman who looked a little like me.I stopped what I was doing and looked at her.

"Because she is also very diligent and likes to work. She helps to clean up my bed every time." This time when she talked about her ex-girlfriend, her voice was very calm, without any sadness.

She patted the sofa and motioned for me to sit down next to her, "Let's clean up in the afternoon, sit here and let's talk."

When I came back this time, I was worried that something happened to her. I sat down next to her, hugged her arm and asked, "Did you have an accident during the operation?" One of the reasons for losing your temper and not talking back.

She shook her head, her expression became serious, and she sighed, "I was arguing with Director Qi that day. He always made things difficult for me. I really don't understand why I offended him. He didn't even arrange for me the simplest appendix operation." .”

Oh, I see.I remembered the scene when I was just hospitalized. At that time, Director Qi seemed to dislike her as a talented student.

However, compared with the seriousness of medical malpractice, this matter finally made me feel a little relieved.It is not a big deal if you have a bad relationship with your boss and you can deal with it. "If you give him gifts and treat him to dinner, maybe he will treat you well." For me, a student who has not entered the society, I don't understand the complicated interpersonal relationships in the workplace.I just took it for granted to give her a tip.My mother will give gifts to her workshop director every year and festival.

"You don't understand, things are not that simple. It's not that I haven't invited guests to send money, but he never stopped." Xia Jingyi said contemptuously, "He is afraid that I will take his position in the future. I am rare, a poor director .”

Regarding this problem beyond my ability, I didn't know how to comfort her, so I could only hug her tighter, "That is, we don't care about that poor director, you will be the first doctor in the hospital in the future, let's see if he makes things difficult for you again. "

She smiled wryly after hearing my childish words, "I can't even get on the operating table, how can I be the first surgeon?"

What a surgeon requires is experience and proficiency.I looked at her helplessly, feeling so useless.If I were her age, maybe I would be able to help her.

"If you don't want to change your job, change to another hospital. You are a doctor, and you will be a favorite wherever you go." After a pause, I couldn't help but said, "Go to the first hospital."

She looked at me ironically, "Little fool, it will cost me a lot of money to enter this hospital, and if I transfer it, I have to go into debt." Then she kissed my forehead, "Okay, let's not talk about these things anymore. Have you figured out what to have for lunch?"

I said that I was not hungry after taking a few bites of bread on the train in the morning, but I was so sleepy that I wanted to sleep.She turned around and hugged me, "Go to sleep after eating. I'll be with you, okay?"

I was about to say, of course, I just want to hug and sleep.Just heard the phone ring.

She walked over to pick up the phone, then turned her face to me and opened her mouth soundlessly.From the shape of her mouth, I understood that it was her mother's call.

"I said, don't introduce anyone to me after I said it. The things at work are enough for me to have a headache. I don't have time to talk about love." Listening to her conversation with her mother, I understand that this is what her mother wants again. Introduce her to someone.

She held the phone and listened to the other party's speech.After a while, she said displeasedly, "Okay, okay, I'll see you anyway." Then she dropped the microphone.

She agreed to go on a blind date.I sat there feeling bored, like what she just said, who am I to her.Although these words are her angry words, I also know that I have no right to prevent her from going on a blind date, and I can't even speak well to comfort her.

I lowered my head and fiddled with my fingers, maybe I really shouldn't come back hastily.She saw my depression and explained, "My mother insisted that I go, the son of an old friend. You can go to the cafeteria to eat by yourself. I will be back in a while."

I raised my head and smiled pretending to be indifferent, "It's okay, you go. I'll wait for you."

She went into the bathroom to change clothes.In order to show that I don't care about her going on a blind date, I started tidying up the room and humming a song.While working, I was thinking, what kind of person will be introduced this time?Hope is an uglier man.She said she doesn't like ugly men.

After she left, I cleaned up the house, took out the leftover bread from my bag, and settled the lunch problem with boiling water.I was reluctant to go to the cafeteria to eat, for fear of being seen by the nurses I knew.

After eating, I washed my face and fell asleep on the bed.I don't know how long it took, but I felt the heat on my face, as if something was wriggling.

I opened my eyes, and a face with a bewitching smile was looking down at me. "Are you back?" I smelled a strong smell of alcohol.

She didn't answer me, just kept kissing my cheek lips and neck.Actually, I really wanted to know the result of her blind date, but I didn't dare to ask, and she didn't say either.

After kissing enough, she turned over and pulled me up, "You must not have taken a shower, right?" She looked at me with ambiguous eyes.

I've been on the train all night and I really should take a shower.When I came out of the bathroom, I found that the side of the room was dark, and she had already drawn the curtains.It seemed that she was eager for me to have her too, and couldn't wait for the night.

I wade into the bed and let out a big breath, I haven't woken up yet.She chuckled and said, "Wait for me obediently, don't fall asleep again."

As soon as she entered the bathroom, the phone rang.I immediately thought that this was her mother looking for her again.

Sure enough, her mother seemed to be asking her how she felt about the blind date. "I don't think so, whoever he is, I don't like it." When talking to her mother, she also spoke impatiently and impolitely.

I didn't know what the other end was talking about, but gradually the tone became much more relaxed, and the voice was lowered.I was lying on the bed, and even though the bedroom door was open, I couldn't hear her words clearly.

All I know is that the person introduced this time is the son of a director.I remembered what Grandma Xia Jingyi said, she used to dislike that handsome guy for not being an official.But this time she didn't seem satisfied either.She really doesn't want to find a man, and is looking for various excuses to refuse?I can't guess the result.

After chatting with her mother for more than half an hour, she put down the phone.

When she came out of the bathroom again, as if she was not as eager as before, she climbed onto the bed and got under the covers. "I was woken up by you in the morning and I didn't sleep well. Let's hug and sleep for a while. I'll take you to dinner at night."

She reached out and took me into her arms.I felt her secretly sigh.