my private life

Chapter 8

I didn't go to see Dr. Xia in the following days.

That night, I have been thinking about it over and over for days after I got home.Dr. Xia's mature and graceful figure, curd-like skin, plump and round breasts, and handsome face are all tumbling in my mind.My heart skipped a beat at the thought of my wanting to touch her that night.

I thought that Dr. Xia must not have fallen asleep at that time, maybe she squinted her eyes in the dark and "monitored" my every move.It makes me ashamed to see her.

And Dr. Xia's tone and demeanor when he asked me if I liked her also kept me thinking about it.If she just treats me like a little sister, why does she have that weird look and tone?Why did she suddenly kiss me?

These questions bothered me far more than the homework.For the upcoming college entrance examination, I tried my best to get rid of these confusions that disturbed my mind and stick to the last few days wholeheartedly.

The day before the college entrance examination, I unexpectedly received a call from Dr. Xia.I was worried that she would ask me why I didn't go to see her in the past few days. I even made up a lie in my heart, but Dr. Xia just said that I have an exam tomorrow and told me to relax and stop reading.

"Fanfan has to believe in yourself. You are still studying hard these days when you are sick. God rewards you for your hard work. You will definitely get good grades. Don't panic if you encounter problems you don't understand."

I listened to her instructions, and the anxiety in my heart disappeared.Maybe everything is just my own imagination, Dr. Xia really just thinks of me as a younger sister.

In July of that year, it seemed that good luck suddenly fell on me.The college entrance examination is not as difficult as I imagined. The mathematics that worries me the most is surprisingly simple. This is not a good thing for those candidates who are usually good at mathematics. Keeping the distance apart, it might be difficult to rely on mathematics to raise the score.

On the afternoon of the end of the college entrance examination, I made an appointment with a few classmates to go to the game hall.After 12 full years, we finally don't have to worry about homework anymore, and we don't have to worry about playing late and not finishing homework.

Had to go raving today.This is what I agree with my classmates.

After playing until midnight, Xiao Li and I returned home together.Mom and Dad went to bed early.A week after my mother was laid off, she set up a simple breakfast stall near her home.Every morning at five o'clock, parents have to get up to make porridge and make steamed buns, and they will leave the stall on time at seven o'clock.The income from early sharing was better than expected, which aroused my mother's motivation even more. She went to bed early and woke up early every day, and no longer complained about the difficulty of living without salary.

The next day, I planned to visit Dr. Xia and tell her about the exam.However, I received a notice from the class monitor to ask all the third-year students to return to school. The teachers of each subject will explain the test papers and help the students estimate the scores. After a few days, I will be able to fill in the application forms.Because the teachers of the seven subjects have to analyze the test papers, we have to go to school for several days.

When I got home from school at noon, my mother told me that Dr. Xia called me the night before and asked about my exam situation.

I called Dr. Xia's home, but the phone rang for a long time and no one answered.I thought she might be on duty, so I called the hospital, and the nurse said she wasn't on duty that night.I dialed her mobile number again, but a standard female voice came out from the mobile phone: The call you dialed cannot be connected temporarily.

I thought that Dr. Xia must have something to do. She didn't hear or couldn't take care of my call, and she would call me back when she was free.But several days passed, and I didn't wait for the call.This made me somewhat disappointed, but my unhappiness soon faded away.

According to the teacher's explanation and analysis, I conservatively estimated a score of 560 for myself, while many teachers think that the score line for a book is around 520.I was both surprised and delighted by the score I estimated. I was afraid that I would overestimate my score. I analyzed and verified it over and over again, but according to the most conservative estimate, my score could pass the line.In order to be more accurate, I thought of Dr. Xia, hoping to calculate the score again with her.

This afternoon, I called the hospital and learned that Dr. Xia was on duty, so I went directly to the general surgery inpatient to find her.

When the nurses saw me, they asked me about my college entrance examination with great concern.I laughed and chatted with them, but kept looking at the door opened by the doctor.I thought that if Dr. Xia was here, he must have heard my voice.

"Mo Fan, how did you do in the exam? Come to report to your teacher? Hurry up and go in." The head nurse teased me.I don't know why she jokes about my relationship with Dr. Xia every time, and it always makes people feel that there is something in her words.Many years later, when I recalled this experience, I guessed that the head nurse was older and more knowledgeable than these young nurses, and perhaps he had already noticed the special relationship between me and Dr. Xia.

I was not so sensitive at the time, so I took advantage of the situation and said loudly, "The results haven't come out yet, I'm completely on vacation, let's come and see everyone."

I went to the doctor's office.Dr. Xia was reading a book at the table, she didn't look up, as if she didn't hear what I said just now.Another male doctor I didn't know very well asked in a blunt tone, "Who are you looking for? Didn't you see the writing on the door?!"

Of course I know that there is a white paper on the door, with four big black characters written on it: No one who is idle can enter.I smiled at him embarrassedly, then looked at Dr. Xia.I thought she would always save me, but she still didn't move.

I stood there awkwardly, "I'm looking for Dr. Xia." My voice was enough to make her look up.However, her gaze seemed to be glued to the book, and she still didn't look at me.

The male doctor looked at me indifferently, and then said to Dr. Xia's back, "Xiao Xia, I'm looking for you."

She finally raised her head and squinted at me, "What can I do for you?" The book in her hand was not closed.

Her expression was as indifferent as her male colleague, but there was a little sarcasm in her eyes.I hesitated for a moment and said vaguely that I wanted to ask her some questions.

"It's working time now. If you have any questions, wait until I get off work." She turned the book back on the table, stood up and walked out.When he passed by me, he didn't look at me directly.

I lowered my head and followed her out of the office.I thought she would go outside the ward to talk to me, but she pushed open the door of a ward, turned her face and said, "Why do you follow me, you have to wait outside."

I knew I was bored, so I went out with my head drooped, and stood in front of the window of the elevator in the ward waiting for the inexplicably angry Dr. Xia.

I can't be sure of the reason for her sudden indifference, because I didn't take the initiative to contact her recently, and didn't tell her about the college entrance examination in the first place?I don't know.If this is the case, I should explain to her that I have to go back to school these days, and I also called her, but no one answered.I, Mo Fan, am not an ungrateful villain who crosses rivers and demolishes bridges.

While waiting for her, nurses came in and out from time to time, and they were surprised to see me standing there, "Dr. Xia is in the office, what are you doing here?"

I pretended to be happy and replied with a smile, "She asked me to wait for her to get off work."

I didn't wear a watch, so I couldn't know the exact time. I just felt that after a long time, the dining car for dinner was pushed out of the ward and Dr. Xia hadn't left work yet.

If I had left at that time, maybe Xia Jingyi and I would never have any interaction again.But I was like a fool, staring blankly at the door.eager to see through.

The more I waited, the colder my heart became, I said to myself, count to fifty, if she still doesn't show up, I'll leave, but I counted to ten to fifty, but she didn't show up, and I didn't leave either.

When we both talked about this episode afterwards, we both felt that this was the legendary fate.

After I counted to the tens of fifty, Dr. Xia, who was wearing a white dress and carrying a small red satchel, finally came out.

The moment I saw her, the resentment that was still surging in my heart just now disappeared.I opened my mouth and smiled at her, "You finally came out." But her face was expressionless.

In the elevator, regardless of the crowds of people inside, I hurriedly told her about the past few days.It's not that I forgot her help to me, I'm just busy evaluating the score.I think she is someone who has been here and should know the importance of this matter, which will directly affect my volunteer application.

She didn't speak at all, and when we got out of the elevator and we came to the steps of the hospital, she asked, "You want me to help you estimate the score again?"

I nodded hastily, "After all, you have experience, I'm afraid I'm blindly estimating the score, and I'm happy for nothing."

She raised the corners of her mouth and made a mocking smile, "I said how can you still think of me after the college entrance examination, so I am still useful to you." Her eyes showed disgust.

Dr Xia is mad at me for not showing up these days.I bit my lip and looked down, not knowing what to say.I want to say, I have explained everything to you, why do you still insist on it?

"I'm going to eat first." She walked down the steps.I stood there without moving.

She walked a few steps and then stopped, turned her head and squinted her eyes to look at me, and asked after a long time, "Aren't you hungry?"

I didn't answer or move.She snorted, turned and walked forward.I think it's time for me to go home and never come to her again, but my steps didn't follow the command, and I still stood there reluctant to leave.

She stopped again, and said loudly to me, "Only after a full meal can I have the energy to analyze and estimate your pile of test papers? Why are you still standing there, let's go!"

I walked slowly, and when I came to her, I wanted to say that I was going home, and the score was just like that, I don't care what I like.But what I said was, "I like you."

She and I were stunned, our eyes met, the atmosphere was extremely ambiguous and awkward.I immediately turned my face away, worried that I would be laughed at by her.

She smiled immediately, "You have to eat if you like it or not." This time, there was no previous taunting in her tone.

Dr. Xia took my hand and took me to a high-end restaurant near the hospital. "After you finished the exam, I wanted to treat you to a good meal and comfort you as a student. But you didn't even give me a chance to spend money on a treat."

"I always eat yours. I'm so sorry. Next time I'll bring you buns made by my mother." It was the first time I came to this kind of place to shop, and I felt very uneasy. I didn't want to spend other people's money, even if it was best friend.

Dr. Xia sat across from me, and spread the napkin in front of her, "When you earn money in the future, treat me to dinner. Will you remember me except for asking questions?" She raised her head and stared at me.

"How could I forget you, I will never forget your help to me in my life." I hurriedly "confessed" to her.I'm speaking the truth, but I feel a little uncomfortable because I've never shown my emotions to anyone like this.Fortunately, Dr. Xia immediately changed the subject and began to ask about my exam situation.

A meal was eaten slowly, and it was already dark when we came out of the restaurant.Dr. Xia said that if you want to estimate the scores of the seven subjects right away, it will probably be very late. "If it's too late, you can stay. I don't worry about going home alone."

Of course I would like to solve this matter as soon as possible, so I immediately called home with her mobile phone and told my mother that I will not go back at night and stay at Dr. Xia's house.

My mother agreed and told me not to make trouble for Dr. Xia.

Who knew, that night, I not only "added chaos" to Dr. Xia, but also changed my life qualitatively.