my private life

Chapter 4

The next day, I lay on the bed and made use of the infusion to make a detailed review plan.As Dr. Xia said, the period of my hospitalization and recuperation at home may be a better review stage, and I can completely review according to my actual situation.I can only be a dead horse as a living horse doctor.

I didn't see Dr. Xia all day.I wanted to tell her my review plan and ask her, a person who passed the college entrance examination, to help me as a staff member, but Dr. Xia retired today, which made me inexplicably disappointed.

In the afternoon, I made a real chemistry test paper, and I gave myself a score of 90 based on the answers, which is quite ideal.

What gave me a headache was mathematics, especially solid geometry. I scratched a piece of paper for a question, but I didn't prove the result.

In the evening, my gloomy mood became cloudy again.Suddenly, a pleasant voice that I was already familiar with came from the corridor.Doctor Xia has come to work, and she is on the night shift tonight.

I got this news from a little nurse.During the few days I was in the hospital, I got along very well with the young nurses who were not a few years older than me. I wanted to get along well with them. At least they treated me more gently during the injections and infusions, not as if they were sucking the soles of my shoes .

When I heard Dr. Xia talking with my colleagues, my first reaction was to show her my review plan.I got out of bed in a hurry, and stopped when I reached the door.What am I?In her eyes, I was just a small patient, and the reason why she was polite to me was because I was the first patient she had performed since her career.

After drawing a clear line between myself and Dr. Xia, I went back to bed listlessly, put the review plan aside, held the book and forced myself to get rid of all distracting thoughts, and started studying seriously.

When Dr. Xia opened the door and came in, I just lifted my eyelids and glanced at her, then turned my gaze to the textbook in my hand.

In fact, my mind has already been affected by the figure who came in, and I am no longer in the book.I took it for granted that Dr. Xia came to see me, but she walked to the 24th bed, explained to her some precautions for discharge, then turned and walked out.She didn't look at me at all.

"Hey," I saw that she was about to open the door and go out, so I blurted out, "Dr. Xia, my wound hurts." As soon as I said that, I regretted it. Dr. Xia only cares about two things. Success, whether the suture status of the knife edge is good.Now that the operation is successful, the healing of the incision has become her most concerned issue.

This voice really stopped her, she immediately turned back and walked to my bed, and asked anxiously, "Does the wound hurt a lot?" As she spoke, she lifted the quilt and bent down to look at me the wound.

My mother was about to go home to rest, and she immediately asked anxiously, "When the nurse came to change the dressing in the morning, didn't she still say that the incision was healed well?"

I faltered and said, "I don't know what's going on, I just felt a lot of pain just now." It's over, I have to cover up the lie I just told with another lie.

Dr. Xia frowned and gently pressed the edge of the dressing covering the incision with his hands, "Does it hurt this much?" She looked at me, it should be said that she was staring at me straight.

I babbled guiltily and pretended to be in some pain, "It hurts a little." At this moment, I hoped in my heart that she would leave quickly, and don't take my words seriously, otherwise she would call the nurse again to wash me blade.Every time I cleaned and changed the dressing, the nurses were so careful that my incision hurt.I don't want to be tossed again.

Dr. Xia straightened up and squinted her eyes and glanced at me. I thought she had discovered my lie. "Doctor, do you think it's okay?" My mother asked standing behind Dr. Xia.

"One week after the operation, slight pain at the incision is normal." Her voice was cold, "Do you feel heat at the incision? Is it more painful than in the past few days?" For some reason, she seemed a little absent-minded.

I shook my head and nodded again. "Is it because you have been lying half-lying for a long time, pressing the knife?" My mother's guess was a timely smoothing for me.

"Maybe." I said and lay down on my back, "Well, this way I won't feel the pain." But I was secretly happy, anyway, the goal was achieved, she stayed by my side, and told me so much talk.

Dr. Xia put her hands in her pockets, and I could feel her helplessly sighing. "If the incision still hurts at night, please tell me in time, I'm on duty tonight." When she turned and walked out, her eyes stopped on my bedside table.There are math books and exercise books on it.

She picked it up, and I screamed in my heart, don't look!I don't want her to see my retarded side.But she flipped through my exercise book with great interest, and muttered, "It's all like ghost marks, and it's even more incomprehensible than a doctor's prescription." She raised the corners of her mouth and showed a funny look.

I pouted embarrassingly.In the past few days, listening to the discussions of the nurses and the patients in the same room, my mother was full of admiration for Dr. Xia who graduated from the Ph. In the past, "Dr. Xia, please sit down. We Fanfan are looking for someone who is well-educated to ask questions. Please help her."

Dr. Xia didn't sit down, her hand flicking the book stopped, and she frowned slightly again.My heart flickered for a moment, probably she saw my clumsiness.

"When this problem is solved here, your thinking is right," she held up the book in front of my face. geometry problem. "But why did you let yourself go later? Sometimes it's not a good thing to think too much."

Her last sentence sounded like a pun to me.I swallowed heavily, not knowing how to answer.

"This child is stupid at critical times. You have a question and want to ask Dr. Xia, why don't you ask?" My mother was more anxious than me.

"I said my math sucks." I muttered in a low voice, "It's not for the college entrance examination, what's the use of learning that stuff?"

Dr. Xia put my exercise book back, "Mathematics can exercise people's thinking logic and make your brain more sophisticated, instead of getting more and more confused." She looked at her watch, "I have to leave now, you put Do this question again, and come to me in half an hour. I'll see if your thinking is right."

Before I could say anything, she turned around and walked out. My mother happily said to Dr. Xia's back, "Thank you, Dr. Xia." good."

As soon as the door closed, I sat up quickly, opened the exercise book and started to prove the geometry problem again.I was criticized by Dr. Xia just now. In order to save my image in front of her, I worked hard to solve the problem. It didn't take me a few minutes, but this problem was easily solved by me.

I took the exercise book and went to Dr. Xia excitedly.It turned out that she was not in the doctor's duty room. The nurses said that she had just received a call and went out, but she did not know where she went.

I just remembered that she specially asked me to find her in half an hour, presumably she has something to deal with.I was a little disappointed and strolled in the corridor, walked through the ward without stopping, and walked to the door of the ward.

Hey, Dr. Xia was talking with a man standing outside the door.The man was tall and straight, and looked three or four years older than her.The man was wearing a dark blue long windbreaker, with a snow-white shirt and a beige tie exposed at the neckline. His hair was neatly combed, his nose was straight, his forehead was wide, and he exuded a masculine air.This man should be considered handsome.

Doctor Xia turned his back to the door, with his hands behind his back.I'm guessing the relationship between this man and Dr. Xia.Could this be her boyfriend?With the door closed I couldn't hear what they were saying.

I stared straight at them through the glass on the door, and caught the man's attention. He looked at me, and Dr. Xia immediately turned his head away.It was really impolite to stare at them like this, I hurriedly lowered my head and turned back in a panic.If I were any other doctor, I would definitely not be so keen on caring about other people's private affairs.

I was worried that I would be criticized by Dr. Xia again, so I went back to the ward and immediately lay down and read a book.Within a few minutes, the door was pushed open, and Dr. Xia appeared at the door. She pointed to me and then to her office with her finger, and then disappeared outside the door.

I got out of bed with curiosity, and went to the doctor with my math book, exercise book and a few real test papers.When passing by the nurse’s office, a few nurses chatting in front of the service desk saw me and joked with a smile, “Mo Fan, you really work hard. If I had known this, why did you go on an outing and throw yourself into the river?” Here." They all knew that I was a hard-working third party in high school, and they also knew about my feat of injury.

"There are unpredictable things in the sky, and there are misfortunes and good fortunes for people. I don't know that I will recite it." I also joked with them, "Sisters, you are all graduates of the college entrance examination. If I have any questions that I don't understand, I will ask you .”

"You are making fun of our technical secondary school students and vocational high school students. Only a talented student like Dr. Xia can help you with your problem."

I walked into the doctor's office with a smile. Dr. Xia was sitting at the desk and making duty records. Seeing me go in, he immediately put down the pen in his hand, "You figured it out so soon?"

I put the exercise book in front of her, she looked at my problem-solving steps, and raised her willow eyebrows, "Isn't this thinking very clear?" She picked up my book and flipped through it, and took out another test paper, " I'll mark the time for you, you can start doing it now."

I was a little happy and a little timid, and sat down next to her.I was doing the test papers and she was sorting out the records on duty. The room was very quiet, with occasional voices of nurses coming from outside.

Maybe it's because in front of Dr. Xia, I didn't dare to take it lightly. I was more attentive than dealing with the exam, and worked hard on each question one by one.

During the period, the nurse called Dr. Xia out twice because there were patients who needed to be dealt with.I finished all the questions I could do, and read the ones I couldn't do from the beginning, but I still didn't see a clue. I think it's time for me to hand in the paper.

Dr. Xia lowered his head and took notes skillfully.Her cheeks were slightly flushed because of her concentration, she had a high nose bridge, thin and bright red lips, and her white and tender skin was more like cream. I looked at the outline of her face and asked, "Is that person your boyfriend? "

I was awakened by my abruptness, and knew that this was an even more impolite behavior than the "peeping" just now, but I was just curious.

She was indifferent to my rash question and continued writing quickly without blinking her eyes. "I think he's quite handsome." Dr. Xia's silence encouraged me to continue, "He's a good match for you." This sentence sounds like flattery.

She finally raised her head and tapped my head with the pen in her hand, "What do you know, kid? You know what a good match is. Hurry up and do your questions." She was not angry because of my talkativeness.

I took the opportunity to push the test paper in front of her.When she changed the test paper, I walked slowly in the room, because I had been sitting for a long time, and the wound felt a little uncomfortable.

"Your grades are better than I expected. I really thought you were a mess with mathematics, it seems that children can be taught." Like a real teacher, she still marked the scores on the test paper.

I hurriedly asked, "Then can I still ask you questions in the future?" In fact, what I wanted to say was, "Because I have you by my side, I can perform exceptionally well."

"Of course. As long as I know, I will tell you. I know the situation of college entrance examination candidates too well." She patted my head sympathetically.This intimate gesture made my heart pound.

That night, I fell asleep contentedly.

Now I think back to the time when I was hospitalized. As a young girl, my affection for Dr. Xia was not beyond the norm. I just wanted to get close to her from the bottom of my heart, and there was nothing wrong with it.

But neither of us expected that our doctor-patient relationship finally surpassed the routine and developed in a direction beyond my control.