Chapter 169
Chapter 169
[20X2, October 10rd]
Du Xian said he wanted to pursue me, but he didn't remember confessing to me at all.
Should I remind him? —Forget it, I suddenly want to know how long it will take him to understand.
Hope it won't be long.
[20X2, October 10rd]
He went back to Nancheng, and he looked reluctant when he left.Unable to hold back, I hugged him.
He also hugged it back.Breathing on my neck is amazing.I didn't know the specific feeling of "Little Deer Crashing" before, but he seemed to bring me this experience.
"Xizhou..."
He always calls me that, and then swallows a well-thought-out sentence.At that time, I actually planned it too.If he says "I like you", I answer him "I know".If he says "I love you", I answer "I love you too".I have already thought about it, if this scene is photographed by paparazzi, let him post it.After all, there was no way he could have recorded what we said.With those hot searches before, netizens almost accepted my relationship with Du Xian.
But Du Xian still didn't say anything.
He just hugged me.
Will you show Du Xian this diary in the future?Forget it, even if you show him, we should already be together at that time.
Then Du Xian, look good: you hug me very hard, which makes me feel that you not only want to hug me.As it happens, I also want to do some other things with you.
It's a pity you let me go like that.
I decided, some time in the future, to also let you go when you are in that state.
... If you don't want to do this, just pull me back when the time comes.
[20X2, October 10rd]
Called Du Xian until he fell asleep.At dawn, the phone was dead.
Is this what it feels like to be in love?However, this kind of thing seems to have happened before.
【20X2, October 10th】
He said he missed me again.I have said it many times, as if I have endured it for a long time.
Next time I have to ask him, when was the first time he was going to say "I miss you".
【20X2, October 10th】
I began to doubt.When he confesses, is he testing his patience or my patience.
However, his patience turned out to be good.
The first time I almost said "miss you" to me was in May.He planned to wait for Doctor Si to announce that I was recovering before formally chasing me.In fact, I thought about it before, after all, I haven't seen each other for so long, but I just told him what Doctor Si said, and he came to my house directly.Still, it felt very different to hear him admit it.
right.He also told me that he didn't have to go on a business trip at that time.But he didn't want to lie to me, and wanted to meet me, so he was added to the list.
【20X2, October 10th】
So be it, I've decided.
When this drama is finished, if he doesn't confess to me again, I will...
Confess to him.
……
……
The plane began to descend.Song Xizhou browsed the contents of his mobile notepad for the last time, and took a deep breath.
At this moment, it is already the beginning of November.The filming of the crew has not been completely over, but Song Xizhou's role has been completed.After a few months, he returned to Nancheng again.And his "suiter" Du Xian promised him that he would come to pick up Song Xizhou.
Confession...
The phone screen was turned off, and Song Xizhou felt the movement of the plane sliding on the runway, and realized that he seemed to be nervous.
This is not an unfamiliar word.As early as when he was a student, Song Xizhou often appeared on the school's confession wall with his outstanding face.Later, he formally entered the entertainment circle, gained fame, and gained more and more fans.More and more people say "love" to him, and Song Xizhou has long been used to other people's favor.
However, Du Xian is different.
The girls who confessed their love in middle school were often not familiar with him, and they were just looking forward to a romantic movie with themselves as the heroine.Fans can talk about Song Xizhou's works and life experience, but just like what Song Xizhou said to Du Xian before, in his opinion, what they like is not him, but the characters he has played They, and the blurred silhouette formed by their addition.
Only Du Xian.
They met when Song Xizhou was at his most embarrassing.In the following days, accompanied by Du Xian, Song Xizhou walked out of the darkness.
He is uniquely "special" to Song Xizhou.Coincidentally, Song Xizhou was the same for him.
——Isn't this very simple?
Song Xizhou's thoughts suddenly calmed down.
With a little curiosity and a lot of thoughts, he met Du Xian.
Then, Song Xizhou realized that Du Xian seemed to be far more anxious and uneasy than himself.
He looked at himself with a smile on his face.As soon as he turned his gaze away, Du Xian pursed his lips, looking deeply thoughtful and [San{Xi].
Song Xizhou looked at him from the reflection in the car window, and from Du Xian's performance, he remembered what his mother said to him when he arrived at his home.
He couldn't help but asked, "Du Xian?"
Du Xian's body was obviously much straighter, and he said, "Huh?"
Song Xizhou turned his gaze back.When looking at him, Du Xian still looked sunny.
Song Xizhou smiled and said, "Didn't you say you want to catch me? This seems to be the way to my house."
Du Xian rolled his Adam's apple and said, "Yes. I'll take you back first, have a rest, and then let's go eat."
Song Xizhou said deliberately: "Going outside? I thought you would prepare a big meal for me."
Because of his words, Du Xian said "ah" softly.
Before the frustration appeared on his face, Song Xizhou added: "Alright. If you put all your energy on the 'big meal', won't you be unable to do other things at night?"
Night, energy, other things...
On the one hand, Du Xian felt that he shouldn't make casual associations.On the one hand, I couldn't control it, and many pictures appeared in my mind.
This is the person he likes, and Du Xian has too many fantasies about him.
However, he is absolutely unwilling to be an irresponsible person like his parents.Therefore, Du Xian's plan is to refer to the progress of Song Xizhou's parents and do it little by little.
The specific process came out when he was talking about calligraphy with Papa Song.Father Song said with a bit of pride, "I have practiced calligraphy for decades. In those days, there were not so many communication tools. To communicate with people, I should write more letters. The letter I wrote to your aunt, put Her roommate's boyfriends are all inferior."
Du Xian thought to himself, this item is not true for himself and Xizhou.It can be changed to a "script". He can be regarded as attracted to Xizhou by virtue of his talent, right?
With a good impression, and then to determine the relationship.After confirming the relationship, get married and move in together.
Du Xian suppressed the thought of "shouldn't have it" at the moment, and said softly: "That restaurant should be very suitable for you. The layout inside is also good, and..."
Song Xizhou smiled and said, "What?"
Seeing the corners of Du Xian's lips curled up, he was very eager to try, but he still remembered to keep the secret and said, "I have a surprise for you."
Song Xizhou had a guess in his mind.It seems that he doesn't have to wait any longer, Du Xian still arranges the confession session that should have been there long ago.
He relaxed a lot, leaned back on the sofa, and hummed softly.
Humming and humming, Du Xian stretched out his hand and turned on the car stereo.
The familiar melody came out, Song Xizhou was startled at first, then made some guesses, and went to look at the playlist played on the screen.
His mood brightened.At the same time, Song Xizhou was a little "reserved", saying: "I come to listen to my own songs, am I too narcissistic?"
He's still not a singer.However, after a few years, there is a long list of OSTs for participating works alone.In addition to the stage when participating in various evening parties, a playlist of twenty or thirty songs is more than enough.
But now, Du Xian played him the playlist.Not only that, but Song Xizhou also discovered that Du Xian's playlist was counted by the number of times he had listened to it.
Looking at the numbers above, Song Xizhou smiled lightly, and said, "So many times? Are you..."
"Yes." Du Xian said, "It feels like you are always by my side."
Song Xizhou stopped talking.
It's hard to describe in words how he feels the moment the voice hits his ears.Heartbeat, mixed with a little sourness.Distance is always a real problem facing the two of them. Even with all kinds of communication software, a partner who cannot be touched in person will still make people feel lonely.
Would Du Xian think so?So, he listened to Song Xizhou's song over and over again, taking it as his boyfriend's company.
He let out a soft, long breath.At this time, Du Xian spoke again.
"I've made up my mind. When the number of broadcasts reaches a certain number, if you still don't have time, I'll go and see you." The tone was brisk, without a trace of haze, "If you want to go abroad next year, then I will go with you."
Song Xizhou's heart beat faster.
He confirmed: "With me?"
"Yes." Du Xian said, "If I were in China, even if I went to accompany you, I wouldn't be able to do much. However, when we go abroad, there are fewer people who know us. Wouldn't it be more convenient?"
He said it very simply, but according to Song Xizhou's understanding of Du Xian, he should have prepared a lot before speaking.
Song Xizhou said "yes" with a smile, and he felt a little more expectation in his heart.
When they finally arrived at the restaurant that Du Xian had reserved, as Song Xizhou had guessed earlier, Du Xian reserved the restaurant.
Outside the window of the restaurant is the river.Halfway through the meal, fireworks rose from the river.
Song Xizhou's eyes were attracted, and when he came back to his senses, he suddenly found that the side beside him was much quieter.
The waiters playing the violin had already left, and Du Xian came to his side.
Song Xizhou's heartbeat started to speed up again.
"Xizhou," before the fireworks ended, he could see the brilliance outside from Du Xian's eyes, "This is the 753 days we have known each other."
Song Xizhou sneered: "You actually remember it so clearly?"
Du Xian: "I remember everything related to you very clearly."
Song Xizhou smiled and said: "I really want to praise you, but I found that I seem to be the same."
His words obviously made Du Xian laugh.The atmosphere between the two mountains and ~ interest ~ Governor ~ Ka.A little relaxed, but soon, Du Xian's expression became serious again.
He even had an extra bouquet of flowers in his hand.
Song Xizhou thought vaguely that he had told Du Xian before that he could send flowers to himself.
To Du Xian, this seemed to be some kind of important ceremony.
He watched Du Xian hand him the bouquet of flowers, as if he had thought about it many times before, and called himself: "Xizhou..."
He has been typing for a long time, and now he can say fluently: "Before I met you, I never thought I would fall in love with someone. But after I met you, I began to understand what 'love' is."
Song Xizhou held the bouquet and smiled lowly.
Du Xian said: "When I wake up in the morning, the first thing I do is miss you. If I see anything interesting, I want to share it with you.
"I want to experience all kinds of things with you, and I also want to spend tomorrow and the day after tomorrow with you that are no different from yesterday and the day before yesterday. It is good to be colorful, but ordinary has its benefits.
"My plan for every stage of the future includes you. Thinking of spending the rest of my life with you, I feel that life is full of fun."
"Xizhou," Du Xian called him again, "I love you."
Song Xizhou listened, smiling a little bit.
He took the bouquet in Du Xian's hand, lowered his head, and smelled the tangy fragrance.
Accompanied by the fragrance of flowers, he heard the sound of the last fireworks, and Du Xian's nervous breathing hidden in it.
Song Xizhou raised his eyes and met Du Xian's eyes.
He said, "What a coincidence, I love you too."
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