Chapter 126 Ye Pengzhen: I like a person who is good and bad.
Chapter 126 Ye Pengzhen: I like a person who is good and bad.
When the food and wine are served, they are placed in the compartment, not far from there is Tingye's bed.
Gu Ting hesitated a little, but Ye Pengzhen waved his hand: "Don't worry, he doesn't mind."
She held the pot with her own hands and poured wine for Huo Yan and Gu Ting. Today's wine is very light and caters to Gu Ting's taste. It is fruit wine, not intoxicating.
"He's eight years older than me, and we've now—" She took a sip of the wine in her glass, counted with her fingers, "We've known each other for 15 years."
Gu Ting was a little surprised, it's been so long!
Just as he was about to say something, Huo Yan blocked his mouth with a chopstick. He could only eat quietly and listen carefully to Ye Pengzhen.
"The day I met him was my tenth birthday."
Ye Pengzhen rested her chin and looked at the room separated by a curtain. She seemed to recall a certain scene, with a smile on her lips: "I was wronged that day. I ran away from home, squatted on the corner of the street, hugged my knees, and watched silently. Seeing the crowds of tourists in front of me, I knew it was hard. He happened to pass by, maybe he was idle, maybe he was too young, and he still had a young heart, so he asked me——little girl, what's the matter, do you really want to cry? "
"I really want to cry, but when a little girl cries, the last thing she wants to be seen is to be told. It's best if you see it and pretend not to see it. At an age that is sensible but not sensible, the self-esteem is higher than the sky, and you will feel very sad. Shame. I was upset, turned around, and ignored him, but he was so arrogant, so he didn’t leave, and told me to cry if he wanted to, it’s not wrong.”
"The more he talked, the more I couldn't hold back my face. I thought that you, a bad person who didn't know where to take care of my aunt's affairs, didn't know what to think. At that time, I grabbed a grass from the ground, stuck it on my head, and turned around to hug him. Crying, wailing, and yelling while crying—you can’t say you’ll buy me and not give me money! The adults must count on what they say! I can do the work, carry water, cook and do everything, and the child bride is also willing! As long as you give money!"
Gu Ting took a sip of his wine and almost spit it out, Ting Ye might be frightened by this development!
Ye Pengzhen: "The situation in my family is different. I have been very good at pretending since I was a child, and I have a lot of thoughts. Children are inherently weak. Who can stand up to pretending to be pitiful? Soon a bunch of people around came over, pointed at his nose and said he was wrong, saying You look like a dog, how can you bully a little girl? You are really dark-hearted when you are still a child bride! I knew it would be like this when I was pretending. I was only ten years old. It's seventeen or eighteen, how can you not be scolded for bullying the little girl? I feel refreshed when I play such a trick, and I told you to meddle in your own business, you deserve it! Die, die! Guess what?"
Gu Ting asked cooperatively, "What's the matter?"
"He took out his purse and handed it to me, and said—see, it's not easy for you to sell yourself to bury your father. It's not that you don't want to give money, but because you think about whether to give you everything on your body, so I thought about it for a long time. Be good, use this The money buried your father, and then find a good family to take him in. The young master is fine with me. I am too rich, and I just bought a few concubines from the Qinhuai River. Leaning on the table, he smiled, "Listen, listen, is this a human language?"
Gu Ting: ...
It's really not very human.But Miss Sister, do you want to review yourself, are you also a bit cheated?
Ye Pengzhen: "I'm happy instantly."
Gu Ting: ...
Ye Pengzhen: "My mother died when I was born. My father is the only daughter. The most worrying thing is that he has no successors in his property. He has never thought of leaving the property to me. He has been trying to find a way to have a son, except for business. When it comes to business, I spend the rest of my time working hard on women. At first, I have to look for beautiful ones. Later, I only look at the figure, whether the butt is big enough or whether it is good for life. In the end, I don’t even care about the figure. The wife of the son, as to why she refuses to continue to take a wife normally—he said, what if the one who gets married is a chicken that doesn’t lay eggs? Whoever gave birth to him a son, he will marry him in with eight sedan chairs, It doesn't matter what your status is. It's a pity that he has no son, let alone a son, and he can't even give birth to a daughter."
"At that time, a friend of his came to the door, hugged a little boy, and said it was his son. Of course, it was later proved that it was not, but at the moment, I don't know how the woman made up the nonsense. He actually believed it and immediately told him The woman and the child took them home and took good care of them every day. They also said that ordinary weddings are not suitable for that woman. They have to follow the ancient customs, three books and six rituals, and all things must be paid attention to. According to the arrangement... the marriage time is within one year Half a day later. The marriage has not yet happened, and the two of them don't care about anyone. The man is shameless, and the woman is also shameless. They actually took it over and started to be a family. What am I, a small rebel , Disobedient, losing money... My father just looked down on me, ignored me, ignored me, and hit me twice when he got angry, but now he is fine, there is a 'wife' at home, and finally someone can take care of me."
"I hate my dad, I really hate him, I wish he died, I know Ting Ye said that on purpose, he is scolding me, hates me, curses me, but I'm really happy, people like my dad don't deserve it Alive! Don't be mad at him for a while."
Gu Ting: ...
Your fate is also a bit unique.
Ye Pengzhen: "He scolded me and left. I was happy when I tricked him. I took the money, patted my skirt and left, but I felt as if someone was following me along the way. When I got home, I made a fool of myself. Seeing his face, I thought he was following me for revenge, but after waiting for several days, I gradually realized that he was just worried about me. It is not safe for a little girl to go out alone. He just has a job that ordinary men would have. heart of protection."
In the end, she was avenged by her kindness and almost died of anger.
"The woman in my family is a bit powerful. My family has a lot of money, so I'm not afraid of her defeat, but I have a high spirit and can't bear to be bullied. She strikes at me, and every time I bite back, I hate myself for being too young, with limited knowledge and scheming. It’s also limited, not smart enough, and can’t do many things like others, so it’s a blessing.”
"Has Ting Ye ever followed me? I met him again. I was upset, so I followed him. I found that he lived not far away, so I often went to look for him. He probably realized that I had blackmailed him, and he would always twitch. His own mouth, I guess he is regretting it. If he hadn’t been kind at the time, he wouldn’t have been so unlucky to meet a little idiot like me. I’m also a little girl. Dare to go too far, and dare not drive me away. I have no other advantages in this person, the best thing is to look at people's faces and push their noses on their faces. He looks so easy to bully. If I don't bully and bully, wouldn't I be very sorry for him?"
Gu Ting: ...
Well, you are beautiful and you are right.
Ye Pengzhen: "Since the first meeting was very unpleasant, and I completely released my nature, I have no burden in front of him at all, I can say whatever I want, I can say whatever I want, I can scold people if I want to, I don't care how dirty my mouth is, Cry as much as you want, don’t care how ugly your face is, don’t treat him as a human being at all, he’s actually adapted to it...or forced himself to adapt, in short, the atmosphere is quite pleasant. After a long time, slowly, how many of you I had a bit of brotherly friendship. I didn’t know what he was doing at that time, I only knew that he seemed to be waiting for a day to do something or someone, but he couldn’t wait, it was boring, so he taught me how to play tricks, how to Facing the family affairs, tidying up the people in the family, from which angle, what kind of results will be caused, it is said that the seven inches of the snake, but where is the seven inches is the real most critical issue..."
"Slowly, I seem to understand how to look at that woman, how to find the things she sees the most and hurt her the most, how to catch her, and when I get some clues, I don't take them out right away, but more quietly. I thought, how to secretly investigate the life experience of that bastard, how to tell my father to know the best effect... More importantly, only after being beaten passively did I know that it was a fool who tried to resist. What I should learn and do is to control the situation, The fence is tight, and I am not afraid of being worried about it at any time. What I want is the right to speak and the right to be in charge of the family. I want my own things and my own people."
"But my family is a businessman, and I want to show my face outside to discuss business and do business, but I am a girl. I asked Ting Ye, and Ting Ye said, it's just doing business, why can't girls do it? I thought about it, and suddenly thought That’s right, others can do it, why can’t I? I’m so smart at a young age, and I’m clearly a person who can do great things, why can’t I?”
Gu Ting: ...
You know yourself pretty well.
Ye Pengzhen didn't see his expression, she didn't look anywhere else at all, she just stared at the room behind the bead curtain, and knew everything about the past.
"Four months. In that year, I only had a relationship with him for four months, and he left. I didn't feel reluctant at all. I learned a lot from him, and I really solved a lot of things, but I didn't I didn't admire him, I just felt that adults' hearts in the world are so dirty. He knows so much, and he is also a terrible adult. We walked together for a while, and I didn't owe him anything anyway, and when he left, I gave a whole box of banknotes. It's just... I didn't forget him in the end."
"Meet again, I'm fourteen. I was urged by my family to get engaged, and my father was also sick. What I have to face is no longer the power of my father, this mountain, but more and more fierce wolves, tigers, and leopards. Those so-called relatives, Old friend, good family. I met Ting Ye again. He said he came here to run an errand, who knows if it is true or not, but he never said a word of truth. This time we became neighbors, and he lived on the west side of my house for a whole day. a year."
"I grew up at that time, and my mind became smarter. Basically, I won't lose too badly when I fight with anyone. The difficulty is that I am a woman, born in a boudoir, never married, never married, and many things are inconvenient. , I can’t do it at all, other people’s hearts are too dirty, their methods are too dirty, there were two times when I was really disgusted, so I asked him for help, of course, I paid enough money.”
Gu Ting looked at Ye Pengzhen curiously: "He wants it?"
Ye Pengzhen snorted: "Of course I want it! How could he not want such a sanctimonious, slippery and shameless adult? He also seems to need to understand the local situation more deeply and do something to kill two birds with one stone. What a beautiful thing? I I felt that I was at a disadvantage, and later I refused to beg him no matter what. He supported himself no matter what, but he insisted on being a hero. He is tall, he has already settled the matter for me, and even told me that you don't have to thank me, if you have to thank me, don't give him your body, the money ticket is enough—do you think he is too much!"
"He's... really annoying." Ye Pengzhen lowered her voice, "Be gentle and gentle to others, talk and act like a gentleman, but he is cruel to me, never say nice things to coax me, make up good stories to make me happy , and never seriously reasoned with me, what was said, what was done, and what was shown were all bad realities, to what extent can a person be heartbroken. My father was ill at that time, very serious, although he couldn’t die for a while, thinking about it I can't do things anymore, the tree fell and the monkeys scattered, and the evening scene was quite bleak. He let me understand that my father is bad, and I should hate it, but compared to others, at least he is still a relative. No matter how bad my father is to me, look at me No, at least I have been raising me for so many years, and money has never been short of me. I have to do this last filial piety. There is no absolute black and white in the world. Most love is mixed with resentment and hatred. But I don’t want to understand, The more you understand, the more tears you will shed."
"That difficult time was a bit difficult. I was not very mature in doing things, and I made a big mistake. I needed an engagement and a husband's family. He helped me sort out all the marriageable families in the city. Yes, my young master is indeed interested in me, but I always feel irritable, I don’t like it, and I don’t know what’s going on in my heart, so I asked him if he has a wife—he said no.”
"I was laughing at him, that no girl likes him at such an age, he is so good-for-nothing, and at the same time, I was lucky, it's okay. When I understood why I should be lucky for this kind of thing, I already proposed to let him have a fake marriage with me, to help I'm over it. He's about to go, he's leaving, and I find myself liking him. Worse, he doesn't like me. Counting the days to leave, I hate myself for not living up to it , For such a long time, what the hell are you doing, so careless about life's major events!"
Ye Pengzhen sighed lightly: "I've always been frank, and I've always fought for what I want, and I've never hesitated, but this time, I hesitated. I was afraid. He was like a bird in the heart of the river. He didn't know when he passed by, he didn't know what Time stays, and I don’t know when he will leave and never come back. I have known him for so long, he never said anything about himself, not a word, only an old servant by his side, no friends, no worries, never mentioned Family members, don't tell me where the home is, maybe even the name is fake... I dare not provoke him, I am afraid that he will turn around and leave, and never come back, so I can only think of various ways to test him and seduce him. I really I tried my best to understand everything about him, his habits, his hobbies, why he is always in a daze at sunset, why he always disappears for a period of time without hearing from him, why he is in good health and why he likes to taste all kinds of things Medicinal diet... But even if I let go of all my shame and designed him to catch me taking a shower and changing clothes, he will not be disturbed at all, and his eyes will never be open."
"I have no way to make him like me, so I can only reject his proposal to divorce before he leaves. I said that even though the tribulations have passed, others are still eyeing me, and they keep making small calculations. If you are a man, help me to the end I tried to act as nonchalant as possible, but in reality, my fingernails hurt my palms, and I was afraid that he would refuse, if he refused, there would be no reason to come back, if he did, at least he would come back and ask me to withdraw from the marriage."
"That way, I can see him again."
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