There is a tiger sniffing the rose in my heart

Chapter 136

Jinran didn't know how long he had been in this locker room - in his opinion, it was about a century, long enough for him to figure out what he should do next, and figured out what to do when he did this. In the future, what kind of consequences he will have to bear, and what kind of public opinion he will face... These are all things that he was unwilling to think about, but when he made a decision, he Suddenly, I felt that the boulder that had been hanging in my heart for many, many years suddenly fell to the ground.

In contrast, the more than ten years of being a star idol in the past seemed to be stolen.

Now he's about to give them back.

No matter what the consequences are.

Although Jiang Luocheng is a complete idiot, what this idiot sent him in the text message that day was sincere. Everything is chasing a career, and going further and further down this road, getting deeper and deeper... He never even tried to look back to see what kind of people or what kind of scenery he left behind .

Until Jiang Chuan appeared.

It occurred to him that he should stop and turn around to take a good look at what he had missed.

If it can be recovered, he suddenly wants to get back all the things he missed.

Taking a deep breath, I immediately found that my chest was stabbing uncontrollably, and it was still difficult to breathe... At this time, the phone rang, and I turned over from the sofa and sat up, rubbed the corners of my sore eyes and narrowed my eyes slightly to connect. The phone call, unexpectedly, turned out to be a call from home, probably about paying some community insurance, and his grandmother didn't remember where to put the previous documents, so she called him to ask him.

While instructing grandma to look for documents, Jin Ran asked, "I'll fix this kind of thing when I go back. Why are you running away by yourself? The weather is so hot——"

"When I have nothing to do at home, I run and bounce more. It's not that I'm limp and can't walk."

"Oh," Jin Ran said, "Don't you want to dance in the square every day, isn't it enough to move like this?"

Jinran was just asking casually, but what he didn't expect was that there was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone—then, he heard his elderly grandmother say in a voice that wasn't very good at acting. : "Square dancing has been cracked down recently, so I won't go there for now."

There is a woolen thread in square dancing that is hard to crack down on.

Jinran first frowned and wanted to ask what was the matter, but when the words came to his lips, he suddenly shut his mouth as if he understood something—everyone reads newspapers, everyone has a TV , Every family has one or two young people who go on Weibo and WeChat. The gossip and information they come across online will eventually be passed on to the elderly at home, such as: Ah, you know the x family next door The x of that is the one who is becoming a star, you know he recently...

Such information eventually flows into the crowd of ordinary people, and then spreads.

In the end, it spread to the ears of his family members who do not use the Internet on weekdays and are far away from the Internet and various non-mainstream media worlds.

After finally calming down, the activation button was successfully pressed again. At this moment, even a fool will understand that his family members have been troubled by his affairs—for a while, grievances, heartache, and anger Emotions welled up in his head, and the burning sensation in the corners of his eyes forced him to close his eyes to prevent the bad emotions that were about to come out. He was silent for a long time, and in the end he chose not to ask what happened to his family or to clarify himself. Amidst some homely voices and advices from his grandmother deliberately breaking the topic, he just said lightly: "The weather is a bit hot, and work is indeed a bit tired, grandma, do you think I should take a rest after I have been busy for a while?" OK?"

"Okay, it's good to come back to accompany my old man." Jinran heard that his grandmother didn't doubt him, and said thoughtfully, "In the past, I didn't say much because you liked it. No one in the family cared that you were a big star. You are still an ordinary person, money is enough to eat, you fly around outside every day, your grandma is getting old, she may not be here anytime, and it’s impossible to see you more.”

Jin Ran chuckled on the other end of the phone, agreed softly "Okay, then rest", and then hung up the phone.

After putting down the phone and touching his face, he realized that his face was completely wet. Although he didn't know what was worth crying like a kid or a little girl - but he had to admit that it was quite cool, If a man tears and doesn't flick it lightly, it really is all farting.

Crying is the most fundamental instinct of human beings to release emotions.

Either cry or jump off the stairs, there is always a choice.

……

Jin Ran put down the phone, and was planning to find a corner to cry and cry for a while, but at this moment, the phone rang again unknowingly, and he didn't even look at it when he picked it up. The manager at the other end couldn't wait to crackle and crackled: "Didn't you go to the toilet? You died after going to the toilet for almost an hour, and you couldn't find the toilet anywhere! The phone was also on the phone! You hid in a corner and became constipated! You! You eat more fruits, but you don’t listen!"

Listening to the vigorous scolding of the manager on the other end of the phone, he thought of something, and then his heart tightened—it was at this moment that he suddenly realized that perhaps facing the voices from the outside world was not as difficult as he imagined. The real difficulty is...

When he made up his mind and finally decided to give up, how should he face these people around him.

There was a trace of cold sweat in the palm of the hand holding the mobile phone, and I firmly grasped the mobile phone to prevent it from slipping from my hand. I calmed down, as if I didn't hear Fang Yu's butt crackling over there, and just said in a calm voice: "Brother Fang, I saw what was said on the Internet."

The voice on the other end of the phone stopped abruptly.

Within a few seconds, he could only hear the sound of Fang Yu breathing on the other end of the phone, and he heard Fang Yu greet anyone around him and say "he didn't bring paper to the toilet, I'll save him", and then burst into laughter He seemed to be leaving the crowd. In short, when the surrounding noise became smaller and smaller until it was completely quiet, Fang Yu probably came to some kind of private room alone. When he spoke again, his voice sounded very tense: "It's not that you don't go online to watch those things to affect your mood these days. The gossip and gossip will pass in a few days, so what should I do or what-oh, I'm going crazy, when can you listen to it for a while? Hmm ? Just once!"

"..." Jinran smiled wryly on the phone, "Are you sick? For some reason, you were scolded so badly by those netizens. Don't you want someone to jump out and block the gun for you?"

"You are the only one who is sick, of course I hope!" Fang Yu almost roared, "But that person must not be you!!!!!!"

"Why can't it be?" Asked cautiously.

Fang Yu's side suddenly became quiet.

There was a moment of silence, Jinran felt that Fang Yu might be on the verge of being ignited at that moment, but fortunately he managed to turn off the fire in the end, asked himself where Jinran was, and hung up the phone immediately after hearing the other party's answer— —About 5 minutes later, I heard a knock on the door of the dressing room. It was still very inexplicable. He didn’t give any signal to open the door. He walked to the door helplessly, and the door was pulled open. For a moment, Fang Yu slid in like a loach, glanced at Jinran, and then showed a lightning-struck expression: "Fuck, are you crying?"

"..." Jin Ran raised her hand and wiped the corner of her eyes, "No way?"

"...You cried because of how much you were wronged?"

"My grandma stopped dancing in the square because of me." Jinran replied naturally, "Tell me how much trouble this has caused me."

Fang Yu's face was blank for a while, and then he showed an expression of "you are cruel". He walked into the fitting room and locked the door, and said at the same time——

"If you feel that you have caused the people around you to be implicated, and you want to come out outright because of this, I want to tell you that it is really unnecessary. First of all, we are not big stars. We have caused any impact; secondly, you have come all the way without negative news, and you know it yourself. We will also be scolded at this time, so in fact, we are used to scolding and scolding..."

Jinran took out his mobile phone and looked at it: "Jiang Chuan should be ready to board the plane."

Fang Yu: "Why is he here?"

Jinran: "Look at me."

Fang Yu: "See you coming out?"

Jin Ran rolled his eyes at him, Fang Yu pursed his lips: "I don't know if you've been dazzled by love, if you came out just for Jiang Chuan, I advise you not to, the world is so big, there are yellow people There are people, white people, black people, and various mixed races. Don’t you want to choose more? Just think that Jiang Chuan is too stubborn. You are still so young. In case you meet someone you like more in the future People, once vigorous and vigorous will suddenly become a dark history that cannot be looked back—”

"..." Jingran listened quietly to Fang Yu finishing the long list of words above without changing his breath, and when the other party couldn't hold back his breath, he said, "It's not entirely for Jiang Chuan, it's just for Jiang Chuan's sake." I suddenly feel that this kind of life is very tiring-my relatives, friends, bosses and friends in the circle, maybe you are really good to me, so you think it is not a big thing to be scolded because of me, but in I don't think so, I don't want to use this kind of thing to consume your feelings for me, you are not around me to be scolded... Just thinking about this makes me feel a lot of pressure..."

The corners of Fang Yu's lips twitched funny, as if he had heard something from the Arabian Nights.

In fact, he wanted to scold Jinran very much: it's none of your business that we are scolded, and everything we do is done by yourself?

But at this time, he just saw the black-haired young man heaving a long sigh, covering his face with his hands and going back to the sofa: "I just think I've had enough of this kind of life."

"So you've decided to give up all your previous efforts?"

"Thinking about it now, I seem to take my career too seriously. Obviously it's just a tool to make money in order to eat and live a good life, but I put the cart before the horse—" Jin Ran turned over on the sofa, " The money I earned was long enough for me to live a good life, but I turned my life into a mess because of my career..."

"..." Fang Yu gasped, and subconsciously felt that what the black-haired young man said was ridiculous. He wanted to say something to ridicule him, but after thinking about it, he felt more and more that the other party What he said made sense, he had no way to refute it. In the end, he could only force out a weak sentence, "I think you are really crazy."

"..."

"What ecstasy soup did Jiang Chuan give you?"

"Would you like to go to his Weibo and read the comments, there are all kinds of comments like third party, petty three, shameless, etc. After reading it, you will feel the profoundness of Chinese literature."

"I don't know how to turn off comments when I get scolded! I told him to turn it off, why not turn it off! I think he just enjoys being—"

Halfway through Fang Yu's words, he suddenly couldn't continue. He suddenly stared at the black-haired young man lying on the sofa with wide eyes, as if he suddenly thought of something, and suddenly felt a chill down his back. It was obviously a hot day, but the coldness of the soles of the feet rushed straight up... Fang Yu wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, wanting to remind him tactfully and add a side note. He looked up, but unexpectedly met a pair of black pupils, even in a dark room, those eyes were unusually bright.

Fang Yu: "... Sincerely..."

"I know what you want to say, and I'm not a fool." Jin Ran interrupted him, slightly moved his eyes to stare at the mottled wall in a corner of the room, paused, and then said lightly, "But in our In our relationship, Jiang Chuan and I maintain an absolutely equal relationship, so he has the right to make some decisions to ensure his own welfare—in fact, if you think about Xu Qianqian and Xu Wenjie, who did he discuss with? ?...You can think with your toes, if it was him, he would have been able to take action if he wanted to do some things, but things that should have been taken for granted have made him endure until today, why is that?"

"Don't tell me it's because of true love," Fang Yu's lips twitched, "I can't accept this terrible answer."

Jin Ran glanced at him: "So in the end it turned out to be my fault."

"..." Fang Yu fell into a weird silence with "I don't understand this logic" written all over his face, and then he sighed helplessly, "Why did you suddenly become so brave? In comparison, I would rather You're a crying cat hiding behind us."

"Because you have already borne enough for me, so much that I think it should stop here." Jin Ran took a deep breath, "Say sorry to Chuanna's director and Luo Cheng for me, I will pay all the breach of contract And bear it, and then prepare for the press conference, since those people want to watch the show so much, then come out."