Chapter 83
Chapter 83
It was already noon when Ju Yan woke up, probably due to the effect of alcohol, he fell asleep very deeply, and got a little headache when he woke up, but it didn't matter much.Sitting up, he glanced at the room, the light coming in from the door made the room much brighter, but the place where Kong Yang slept was long gone, there was no warmth on the quilt, and only a lighter was left.
"Don't call me." Ju Yan took out a cigarette from one side of his clothes, picked up the lighter on the bed, and was about to light it. After several times of lighting, no spark came out, so he threw it aside helplessly, and put down his hand. smoke.
"Where did you go?" Ju Yan got up irritably. After washing his face and brushing his teeth with Kongyang's washing tools in the bathroom, he still didn't see Kongyang's figure. It seems that there is no contact information for Kongyang.Annoyed, he threw the phone back on the bed, and after changing his clothes, he went back and forth in the room a few times, not knowing whether to wait for him to come back or go out.
It doesn't feel good to be direct, maybe Kongyang just went out, but I don't know how long to wait here.Ju Yan, who was so entangled, decided to go out and have a look.
The sun was very strong at noon, and you could see the dazzling light outside just from the corridor. He pulled his collar to dissipate heat, and Ju Yan squatted in the shadow of the building, looking at the strange buildings around him. This was not the one he was familiar with. The area, presumably the place where Kong Yang lives is a corner of the abandoned area. Usually, no one comes here. It is not difficult to go out. Just look far away and you can see the buildings in the city center. If you walk along the side, no matter how many times you go around, you can reach the end.
Ju Yan stared at the dazzling ground with a cigarette in his mouth, wondering where Kongyang would go.
The weather is gradually entering summer, and after squatting in the shade for a while, Ju Yan feels that it is too hot. He wants to go back to the cool room, and also wants to go to school. The reason for not coming out and squatting here is just that Kongyang must feel sad if he goes back without saying a word.
After almost half an hour, a figure finally came slowly from a distance. Ju Yan stood up and looked at the figure with slightly squinted eyes. The outline became clearer and clearer.
"Where have you been?" Before Kong Yang could reach him, Ju Yan went out first, watched him walk back slowly with a plastic bag, and walked up to him to stop him.
"I'm going to ask for leave for you." Kong Yang said lightly, lowered his eyes and took out a lighter from his pocket to light the cigarette that Ju Yan was holding, then took out a bottle of water from a plastic bag and stuffed it into his arms, and went to the residence Walk.
"Ask for leave?" Ju Yan followed behind him, unscrewed the water in his hand and took a sip dryly.
"Ju Yan, you are different from me, but you are a top student. You can just do your self-study at ordinary times. If you miss important classes, you will have a bad reputation with the teacher." Kong Yang said calmly.
"That's okay." Ju Yan is good at studying, he just wants to study hard, and he doesn't care about the expectations of the teachers at all. It's better to say that he is more casual. If studying will put him under pressure, he will not hesitate to make a grade. good bastard.
"Ju Yan is very good, and it's the same in everyone's eyes." Kong Yang looked back and said with a faint smile. The plain eyes made Ju Yan a little indescribably depressed. The person who looked at him with enthusiastic eyes yesterday, Today was suddenly very calm, like a drunk and crazy person who regained his senses after waking up the next day, which made Ju Yan a little upset.
"But I am me, and it has nothing to do with others." Ju Yan followed Kong Yang into the room, watched him make the bed plainly, stood blankly aside, and suddenly felt a little stupid squatting on the side of the road waiting for him .
Obviously this person acted like he didn't care if he was there or not when he came back, but he still waited on the side of the road presumptuously.After unhappily pouring a few sips of water into his mouth, the irritability all over his body subsided, and he found that Kong Yang was sitting on the edge of the bed staring at him.
"what happened?"
"It's nothing." Kong Yang shook his head and smiled, looking as clean and innocent as usual, "I just think Ju Yan is really handsome, otherwise why would the girls in the school desperately ask me about your situation. "
"you also……"
"But I'm not popular at all, probably because of my personality." Kong Yang interrupted Ju Yan's words, tilted his head thinking, and said with a smile, "Ju Yan will have a girlfriend sooner or later."
"So far...haven't found it yet." Ju Yan was taken aback for a moment, a little confused by Kong Yang's sudden change to the topic.
"If Ju Yan wants it, he will definitely have it soon." Kong Yang smiled lightly, and said such words with a pure and simple smile, which made Ju Yan very angry.
What does this person mean, because yesterday he was about to cry when he said he would give up, but today he smiled and asked him to find a girlfriend?What does that thoughtful look mean, really planning to give up?
"Why are you staring at me like this? Don't boys of our age want to find a good-looking girlfriend? Fang Ying likes you very much." Kong Yang ignored Ju Yan's slightly gloomy expression and smiled calmly However, what was hidden in the depths of the pupils was a more intense dark color.
"That's right." Ju Yan smiled lightly, squinted his eyes and put the remaining half bottle of water on the table, turned around and prepared to leave, "Your proposal is good, and the wine is sober, then I'll go back first school."
The moment he turned around, the smile on Ju Yan's face suddenly disappeared, he listened to the farewell from behind with a sullen face, and walked to the street in silence, facing the sun, the irritability in his heart and the temperature suddenly rose, he turned around suddenly and kicked him over. The trash can on the side of the road was disturbed by the inexplicable anger in his heart.
What was that silly grinning face of indifference?
If you have the ability, put away the emotion in your eyes before speaking.
He obviously still likes him, but forcibly giving him to someone else, what is he, someone who can say let go after flirting?If you like it without authorization and then express your emotions to him secretly, if you don't think it's good, you give up without authorization, let him know what to do but don't know what to do.
Ju Yan squatted on the side of the road with his head in his arms, angry and self-reflecting. He was indeed the one who said to give up first. Although he didn't expect Kongyang to be so obedient, it's no use getting angry at this point. He discovered the feeling of liking him, and it is impossible to pretend not to know it. Kongyang is a person who does not dislike Ju Yan. If he really likes Ju Zao, Ju Zao will not ignore this feeling. of.
If he's really going to give up, that's a different story.
While setting fire to himself from the bottom of his heart, he was thinking about how to pry Kong Yang's mouth open and let him confess his love to him.
Under the scorching sun, Ju Yan was squatting on the side of the road basking in the sun, and Kong Yang was sitting by the bed holding the water bottle that Ju Yan had drunk, each with complicated emotions trying to see their true thoughts.
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