Intensive Cultivation Manual

Chapter 4

【April [-]th】

Regarding what he saw last night, Shen Fan didn't say a word, and went to school as usual.

Different from yesterday, today's Shen Fan was a little absent-minded, and his gloomy eyes made the students around him a little worried for him.After a day of class in a daze, my head is heavy and my eyelids are heavy.

Didn't sleep well or was inexplicably stressed.

I was very irritable, my head hurt, I couldn't smile, I looked around, but I couldn't find the focal length in my line of sight.

Shen Fan stood at the intersection staring at the green light in a daze, and when he suddenly recovered, he had already jumped back to the red light.There was a strange emotion surging in his chest, which made him unable to think about things calmly.

The sight of the place where the cat died yesterday, the blood has already been cleaned, the crowds of people stepped foot, the dust will bury the traces, and no one will remember the cat in the near future, it is death in the true sense.

When the green light came on, Shen Fan withdrew his gaze, crossed the road along the crowd in a trance, bumped into people in the crowd, and was not in the mood to say sorry with a smile, his dim eyes, the indifferent expression neither happy nor sad, in the eyes of others It is like a corpse that has lost its soul.

"Why did I marry a man like you when I was blind!" As soon as I stepped into the stairwell, I heard a woman's hissing cry. I have heard the same words countless times, but today I am more excited than ever.

With the half-open door, a woman's voice came into Shen Fan's ears along the corridor, his footsteps paused slightly, he was mentally resisting going back to this home, but he was very self-deprecating, where else could he go other than here.

"I'm back..." Shen Fan entered the room and closed the door dully, Shen Fan glanced at the two people in the room indifferently, it was the same as yesterday.His eyes turned slightly and fell on the paper on the table, his brows were frowned, and he narrowed his eyes slightly to stare at his father.

I went to gamble again, and brought back a whole lot of gambling debts. The man who doesn't know how to repent, what kind of situation does he want to make this family in order to wake up.

The blue veins throbbed faintly, Shen Fan gritted his teeth to endure the emotions welling up in his heart, turned away his eyes and turned to go back to the room.

"Stop!" A sharper voice than before sounded behind him, holding Shen Fan who was about to leave with overwhelming anger.The woman's irritable face magnified in front of her eyes, which made Shen Fan feel disgusted.

"What's that look on your face? Who do you think is raising you? It's just a bastard. After raising you for two days, you still kick your nose in the face?!" The woman was obviously stimulated, and grabbed Shen Fan's collar , raised his hand and slapped him hard on the face.

With a loud bang, half of Shen Fan's head buzzed, he was dizzy for a while, and his body staggered and fell to the ground.

Half of his face was red and swollen, his messy hair was sticking to his cheeks, and the red bloodshot faintly overflowing from the corner of his mouth made his face pale as paper.The black eyes were slightly absent-minded, and the hot tingling on his cheeks made him recover.

"You look exactly like your vixen's mother when you were beaten up. Who can you pretend to be so weak? You will get angry when you see it."

The woman's bitter sneer was reflected in the godless pupils, causing Shen Fan's chest to swell up with a strange emotion, and his fingers trembled slightly when they touched the cold ground.

"Since that woman is going to die, why don't she die sooner and give birth to you, a fool."

"After being abandoned, I thought I would go back with a smirk on my face. How could I go back, idiot, that's my man."

very noisy……

[Don't be angry, you must believe that everyone is actually a good person, only the mind blinded by other emotions will be angry, so you must not be that kind of person. ]

I know I know.

"The man who robbed someone else pretended innocently that he didn't know, thinking that having a baby is a win? Ridiculous!"

shut up... shut up...

"Such a bitch, it shouldn't have existed in the first place."

In an instant, the pupils constricted sharply, something exploded in his mind, and the suppressed emotions surged out, crazily devouring Shen Fan's rationality, his fingertips trembled, and he couldn't restrain it.

The brain can't think, the only thought is to shut up this woman, any method is fine, and I don't want to hear any insults from her to her mother.

"It's okay to die for no reason, and leave a mop bottle behind to make garbage!" The woman snorted disdainfully, turned around and grabbed the collar of the silent father, yelling and cursing loudly.

Shut up... Shut up...!

The eyeballs quickly scanned around the room, and suddenly landed on the kitchen table, and the gleaming blade of the knife swelled with more emotion and ferocity.Shen Fan got up slowly, wiped away the blood at the corner of his mouth indifferently, the cold blade was reflected in his cloudy pupils, and walked over slowly uncontrollably.

The woman was still babbling, swearing and cursing continuously, no one noticed the person standing silently behind her.

The face of the high-raised knife coldly reflected the woman's terrified expression, and slashed fiercely at the woman's chest. While the blood spurted out, the woman's cursing stopped and turned into a sobbing and trembling look of pain. Reflected in the pupils, the emotions that had been enduring all this time found a breakthrough, and the arc of the corner of the mouth rose slightly.

In the next second, his father's scream sounded, Shen Fan stared at him fiercely, ah, yes, this man cheated his mother, mother loves man so deeply, why didn't she accompany him by her side, You shouldn't be here, you should be with your mother.

Scarlet blood flowers bloomed in the dark room, the painful whimpers were drowned out by the sound of falling things, the blood spread on the floor, and the suppressed emotions burst out violently.

Kill you……

Kill you!

Kill you!

The arm holding the knife waved mechanically, the smell of blood stimulated the nerves, causing Shen Fan to stop the movement in his hands suddenly, holding the blood-stained blade stiffly, his cloudy pupils gradually became clear, looking at the motionless man in front of him. Man, trembling slightly.

The kitchen knife fell to the ground with a crisp sound, Shen Fan stared at the blood on his hand in disbelief, his face gradually turned pale, the strong smell of blood made him dizzy.

He... killed... killed, his parents.

After waking up, the pain and despair surged up together, and I endured it desperately. Whether it was tears or sadness, they were all suppressed, and they were constantly squeezed and swelled in my mind.

The dullness in his chest made Shen Fan feel breathless, and the suppressed emotions almost brought him to the verge of collapse.The scene in front of him was bright and dark, causing his pupils to lose focus, and suddenly the sky became dizzy and the ground became dark. Shen Fan lost consciousness and fell into the darkness looking at the two corpses lying in the blurred picture.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Fan woke up from the cold ground, his body trembling.After a brief faint, he cleared his mind for a long time. He hurriedly searched for the schoolbag that fell on the ground, took out his mobile phone, and checked the time that he hadn't fainted for too long.

The glaring red color and the strong smell of blood around him made Shen Fan's stomach queasy again, the hand holding the phone trembled, and for the first time he clearly recognized the word "despair", as if he had fallen into the coldness of endless darkness.

45:[-].

Shen Fan killed his parents.

According to the usual time, my sister came back at about this time, but today is a little late, but it probably won't be too long.

Shen Fan curled up on the floor with his head in his arms.

Reality after despair forces the mind to think.

call the police... or call an ambulance...

His eyes trembled slightly, and he fell on the two blood men who were motionless. There is no doubt that calling an ambulance is useless now.

call the police...?

Staring at the dial page, Shen Fan's fingers trembled slightly, but he didn't dare to press it down. The spreading blood and disgusting smell, this place is his crime scene.The inexplicable fear that rose in my heart made it impossible to press it down, but if I just stayed like this, the matter would still be exposed when my sister came back.

Shen Fan was tangled and fell into silence, obviously the only future he could reach was the option of calling the police, but he still couldn't turn himself in because of fear.

The room fell into a deathly silence, Shen Fan stared at the phone screen, slowly moved to the button, and closed his eyes.

Fingers trembling, this is fear, rather despair.

I have been enduring desperately all this time, whether it is my mother's death, my stepmother's cursing, or everyone's expectations, I have endured desperately, such a gloomy life, and in the end I have to go to hell by myself.

He closed his eyes tightly and endured the liquid that was about to overflow from his eye sockets, bit his lower lip and swallowed a trembling whimper.

[Don’t cry, cowardly boys will not be loved by God. ]

Why did he encounter such a life, because he was abandoned by God?

If there really is a god in this world, just once, save him.

please.

While praying, I couldn't help mocking myself, I still hoped for salvation even though I had nothing.

However, he is not reconciled, it is obviously such a life, he has never experienced happiness once, what is the purpose of his life.

The phone vibrated suddenly, and the world seemed to be quiet for a moment.

Shen Fan's whole body was tense, his breath was out of breath, he opened his eyes and looked at the screen, police, police?

What was displayed on the screen was an unfamiliar call, the number was a bit familiar, but Shen Fan couldn't remember it for a while, and hesitantly and tremblingly connected the call.

"Hello? Who are you?" After the connection, the person at the other end didn't make a sound, and Shen Fan asked cautiously.

There was a quiet silence, and there was still no sound from the other end. When Shen Fan almost thought it was a scam call, a male voice suddenly came.

"How are you over there?"

Shen Fan paused for a moment. Normally, this sentence would be regarded as a normal greeting, but in his current situation...

Shen Fan turned to the corpse behind him, suppressed his voice, and sounded calm, "Who are you?"