rebirth retreat

Chapter 45

Yan Dongting stared blankly at Gu Liuguang in front of him, his face full of disbelief: "Why are you here?"

When Gu Liuguang saw the guitar on his back, his nose suddenly became sour, and he turned his face away and said in a muffled voice, "To see if you are dead or not."

Yan Dongting came back to his senses, his eyes were full of complex and depressive emotions.God knows how cruel he was when he drove Gu Liuguang away that day, and he was even ready to never see Gu Liuguang again.However, at this very moment, this person whom he puts on top of his heart appears here again...

It's almost like doom.

Taking a deep breath, Yan Dongting tried his best to calm himself down.Clenching the doorknob tightly, he said expressionlessly, "Now that you see, I'm still alive, you can go."

Gu Liuguang blocked the door, neither speaking nor moving.

Yan Dongting had no choice but to say coldly: "Get out of the way."

"I can get out of the way, but you have to give me a reason to break the contract with me." Gu Liuguang turned his head, looked directly at Yan Dongting, and asked forcefully, "I asked myself if I did nothing wrong, why should you say that my contract is broken? destroy?"

Yan Dongting said: "You are too close to me, is this reason enough?"

Gu Liuguang said angrily: "You were the one who provoked me first!"

"Yes." Yan Dongting looked at him deeply, and said, "Because I became interested in you at that time, but now the interest has disappeared, and you are useless to me."

Gu Liuguang looked at Yan Dongting in disbelief.

The corner of Yan Dongting's mouth raised slightly, he raised his hand to hook Gu Liuguang's face, and said, "Why, come back after being driven away, you want to be ruled by me so much?"

Gu Liuguang waved his hand away fiercely, and said disappointedly: "Your appearance is really disgusting."

Yan Dongting pursed his lips bitterly, and said: "Now you know, I am a bastard who likes men, is rude, and even makes people feel disgusted. Stay away from Dongtian, stay away from me, isn't that what you want?"

"I only know that my future has been torn apart by you!" Gu Liuguang said, his voice trembling, "Why do you sign me if you want to sign me, and leave me if you want me to leave? Why do you Think I need anything, you can decide everything for me without asking? What do you think I am? Do you have a dog? When you asked me to stay, I wanted to go. Now you let me go, I want to Stay! Kill me if you have the ability, otherwise, I will never leave here for half a step."

These words were undoubtedly torture for Yan Dongting. At this moment, he really wanted to hug the person standing in front of him tightly and never let go.But he knew that the reason why Gu Liuguang came back was not because he forgave him, let alone because he loved him—it was all because Gu Liuguang had his own pride, and he was always at a loss. This pride.

"Then I'll give you this house, and I won't come back." Yan Dongting said, wanting to walk around him and go out.

Gu Liuguang clenched his fists and said suddenly, "I am Gu Liuguang."

Yan Dongting stopped in his tracks, his expression froze there.

At this time, there was a slight shutter sound all around.The faces of the two people who were extremely sensitive to the sound changed. Yan Dongting immediately retracted the steps he had taken, pulled Gu Liuguang into the door, and closed the door forcefully.

In the quiet utility room, the two leaned together in shock, their hearts beating wildly at the same time.

Feeling the scorching temperature on his wrist, the soreness in Gu Liuguang's heart surged uncontrollably to the corners of his eyes.

"It's a reporter." Yan Dongting said, let go of his hand, and took off the guitar on his back and handed it to him.

Gu Liuguang froze for a moment, and took it over.

"You shouldn't have come." Yan Dongting said to Gu Liuguang, who was fascinated by the guitar, while taking off his coat.

Gu Liuguang raised his head and was about to say something, but suddenly his eyes went dark, and it was Yan Dongting who covered his head with his coat.He immediately raised his hand to open it, but was hugged tightly.

"If you don't want to be famous, then don't take it down." Yan Dongting said, opened the door quickly, and walked out quickly with Gu Liuguang in his arms.

As soon as the two of them appeared, the sound of shutters in the courtyard became more pronounced.Yan Dongting glanced coldly and found the camera hidden in the vines.Secretly pressing the switch of the garage door, Yan Dongting said to the people around him: "Be careful, I'm going to speed up."

Gu Liuguang clenched the guitar in his hand and hummed.

As soon as the words fell, Yan Dongting accelerated his pace towards the small door.Gu Liuguang endured the discomfort in his feet and barely followed his steps.

After opening the small door, the reporters waiting outside immediately surrounded him.

"Mr. Yan, it is rumored that you have been out of contact for three days. Do you know what happened to Dongtian during these three days?"

"Mr. Yan, what is the relationship between this man beside you and you? He appeared at your house when Dongtian was in crisis. Does this mean that he is related to this incident?"

"Boss Yan..."

Hearing the question in his ear, Gu Liuguang was secretly startled.He bypassed these reporters just now. Logically speaking, no one should notice him, but how did these reporters find out?Did they take a picture of his face just now?Did you hear what he said to Yan Dongting?

Yan Dongting's face was condensed, he ignored the reporters, hugged Gu Liuguang's shoulders tightly, broke through the encirclement, and quickly walked into the garage with the door open.

The reporters wanted to follow up again, but Yan Dongting turned his head and gave them a cold look, and said, "One step closer, and I'll sue you for trespassing."

Shocked by the chilly aura, the reporters could only stop in embarrassment and watched Yan Dongting help the hooded young man into the car.

Sitting in the driver's seat, after Gu Liuguang fastened his seat belt, Yan Dongting started the car, passed the reporters outside the door and drove away.

After the car drove out of the community, Gu Liuguang took off the clothes covering his head and looked at Yan Dongting with complicated emotions.Yan Dongting's act of protecting him undoubtedly hit the most painful wound in his heart.

Feeling that Gu Liuguang was looking at him, Yan Dongting's heart beat uncontrollably.In order to conceal the emotions in his heart, he said coldly: "I'll take you back to school."

Gu Liuguang frowned. "I said, I am Gu Liuguang."

Yan Dongting paused, and said, "Don't lie to me, you are not him."

"I am." Gu Liuguang said firmly holding the guitar.

"I said you're not, but you're not." Yan Dongting still vetoed his words, saying, "Liuguang stays at home well, you can't be him."

Gu Liuguang became anxious, and said, "I know everything about you. I know that your mother died early. I know that you were driven out of the house by your father at gunpoint. I know why you don't want to go to the hospital even if you are dying of illness. I know better... I know better what you did to get close to Gu Liuguang!"

Yan Dongting smiled bitterly: "What do you know? Gu Liuguang could have told you about these things. You have such a good relationship, and he hates me so much. He must want to tell the whole world. What a nasty bastard."

"Why don't you believe me?" Gu Liuguang clenched his fists tightly.When he made up his mind to throw himself into the trap, he had also imagined that this person's reaction after knowing it would be shock, anger, and joy—however, what he saw now was disbelief.

"Do you have anything worthy of my trust?" Yan Dongting asked back.

Gu Liuguang unbuckled his seat belt, took off the backpack on his back, took out the USB flash drive Gu Jie gave him from it, and said with red eyes: "I know who did what happened in Dongtian these days, this is Gu Jie The USB flash drive she gave me, she said that there is a virus in it, which can destroy Dongtian. Now that the USB flash drive is given to you, you can figure it out.”

With a "squeak", Yan Dongting suddenly stopped the car on the side of the road.

He looked at the straight and endless road in front of him, neither went to pick up the USB flash drive in Gu Liuguang's hand, nor answered Gu Liuguang's words.

Unable to bear this annoying silence, Gu Liuguang opened his mouth first: "Now, you should be able to trust me, right?"

Yan Dongting turned his face and looked at him silently for a while before taking the USB drive away from his hand.

"I will test its authenticity. As for you, you shouldn't lie to me like this. Go back to school and be your carefree college student. In the world where adults are intriguing and deceitful, children should not participate in it." .” He said lightly.

Gu Liuguang didn't understand why he was so sad in his heart, "Even so, don't you want to believe me?"

"Even if I believe you, so what?" Yan Dongting asked back. "Can some facts be changed by this?"

Gu Liuguang felt that his chest was so constricted that he could hardly breathe. He opened the car window and breathed in the cold air quickly.After finally regaining his strength, he said with difficulty: "Then, let me ask you one last question."

Yan Dongting hummed and said, "Ask."

"Seven years ago, those photos that Gu Jie used to threaten me, those photos that killed Ning Ning, did you ask someone to take them?"

Yan Dongting closed his eyes and said exhaustedly, "Yes."

Tears instantly blurred his eyes, Gu Liuguang tremblingly said: "How dare you swear, is what you said true?"

"Whether what I said is true or not, does it mean anything to him? If so, then I swear now that this sentence today is the only truthful sentence I have said in the seven years since I met him. "Yan Dongting said.

"I don't believe it!" Gu Liuguang said angrily.

"It's up to you not to believe it." Yan Dongting said extremely forcefully.

"That's why you don't believe that I am Gu Liuguang!"

"Do I need you to control my thoughts?" Yan Dongting said coldly, "Get out of the car."

"I won't." Gu Liuguang gritted his teeth and decided to fight him to the end.

Gu Liuguang's repeated intransigence had already pushed Yan Dongting's patience to the extreme.He thumped the steering wheel hard, and the car's horn sounded suddenly.

"What do you want to do?! What exactly do you want me to do to make you satisfied?" Yan Dongting growled hysterically, with almost uncontrollable emotions in his eyes.

After listening to his words, Gu Liuguang stayed there.Yeah, what the hell is he trying to do?Why did he come to meet this man?Why tell everything?After telling everything, what does he want from this person?Is it the almost imprisoned companionship like before, or is it the focused gaze that always follows me?

"If I hadn't suffered from this illness, would you have chosen to come to me and say these things to me?" Yan Dongting asked in a hoarse voice, "Okay, I don't want your extra pity, I just beg you not to appeared in front of me again."

"Excessive and pitiful?" Gu Liuguang laughed, "Is this how you treat me? Since you think I'm redundant, why bother to hold on to me since seven years ago? Why bother to fabricate those lies to get close to and use me? And Ningning? Every time you watch me suffer because of you, don’t you feel very happy and have a sense of accomplishment?”

"Heh, this idiot, he couldn't escape, so he chose to die. Why is he so stupid and useless?" Gu Liuguang imitated Yan Dongting's tone, and said with a sarcasm, "So, this is me in your eyes?"

Yan Dongting's heart ached so much that he couldn't feel it: "You are finally awake."

Tears fell from Gu Liuguang's eyes uncontrollably: "Okay, very good, I'm the one who made a fool of myself when I came back today. From now on, your life or death has nothing to do with me!"

After finishing speaking, Gu Liuguang opened the door and jumped out of the car, slamming the door hard as if to vent his anger.

The heavy sound was like a gun, mercilessly shooting the hearts of the two of them dripping with blood.Yan Dongting stepped on the accelerator hard, and the car rushed forward like crazy.

Looking at the shadow that was getting further and further away, Gu Liuguang's eyes became more and more blurred.

Seven years, all the grievances, all the entanglements, all the painful past, all the extravagant hopes without ending, finally came to an end today.

As Gu Liuguang, he was finally free and liberated.

But why couldn't he be happy at all?