rebirth retreat

Chapter 40

Yan house.

Parking the car outside the door, Goode and Gu Liuguang worked together to get the heavy body of the man out of the car, and then helped him to the closed door.

Gu Liuguang raised his hand and rang the doorbell, but after waiting for a long time, no one came to answer the door.

He frowned, and pressed hard and hastily.

There was a dead silence inside the door, as if there was no one at all.

Gu Liuguang had no choice but to find the key from Yan Dongting and open the door.

When entering the door, Gu Liuguang deeply felt the helplessness of fate, and sighed silently in his heart.

He stepped into this place again.

The furnishings in the room are still the same, his broken guitar is still hanging on the wall, and there is even his usual cup next to the TV.The only thing missing was the aunt Yan Dongting had hired to take care of her daily life.

Looking at the familiar furnishings in the house, Gu Liuguang couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. He just lowered his head and joined Gude to transfer that person to the big bed in the bedroom.

When taking off that man's coat, Gu Liuguang paused for a moment, and said to Gude beside him, "Go out."

Gude responded, turned and walked out, closing the door behind him thoughtfully.

After Gude left, Gu Liuguang knelt beside the man and took off his cold clothes.

He also woke up once during the period, and in cooperation with Gu Liuguang's movements, he took off his coat and sweater, then fell weakly on the bed and fell unconscious.

Pulling the quilt over him, seeing his half-dead look, Gu Liuguang cursed in a muffled voice: "Crazy." Who asked you to stand in the snow all night, who asked you to do these things again, if I really made up my mind to throw those things away, are you going to stand there forever?

Clenching his fist, Gu Liuguang turned his head and walked out the door.

Outside the door, Gude leaned against the wall and waited. Seeing him coming out, he asked in a low voice, "You really don't plan to send him to the hospital?"

Gu Liuguang closed the door and said, "If he says no, he won't go."

"Then what about his illness?"

"There is always medicine at home." Gu Liuguang sighed, and searched for it in the living room.Goode followed him and asked again, "May I ask a question?"

Gu Liuguang: "You ask."

"Why is he so resistant to the hospital?" Goode asked strangely, "Tang Qian also said that he used to vomit when he heard the sound of an ambulance. Why is that?"

Gu Liuguang stopped in his tracks, remained silent for a while, and then said in a hoarse voice: "He once told me that he was a test-tube baby, probably because he was afraid of seeing those instruments being used on him again."

Goode was stunned for a moment: "When did he say that?"

"A long, long time ago." Gu Liuguang raised his hand to cover his eyes, "I believed what I said at the time to comfort me. After those things happened later, I thought it was a lie made up by him deliberately getting close to me."

Goode let out a barely audible sigh.

"Actually, when he was hit by a wine bottle to save me, his face was covered with blood. At that time, he refused to go to the hospital even if he said nothing. He just found a place to deal with it. Until now, there is still a shallow bruise on his head. Scars." Gu Liuguang looked at the guitar on the wall, with self-blame and nostalgia in his eyes that he didn't even realize.

It turned out that there was such a past.Good thought.

Gu Liuguang came back to his senses and said, "I'm going to find some medicine, help me get some ice from the refrigerator, and put it on him."

"Okay." Goode nodded, turned and went to the kitchen.

Gu Liuguang looked around in the living room, but couldn't find the medicine box.Frowning, he remembered that the medicine box was placed under the coffee table, where did it go?He couldn't find it in the living room, so he searched in other rooms one by one, and finally found the medicine box in the bottom drawer of the study.

Gu Liuguang breathed a sigh of relief, and took out the medicine box, but knocked down the things next to the medicine box.

It was a white medicine bottle, and it was not placed in the medicine box, indicating that it was often taken out by people.

Gu Liuguang took it into his hand and looked at it, and found that it was a bottle of sleeping pills that he had taken when he was depressed.

He froze.What does Yan Dongting mean by putting it outside?He unscrewed the cap and found that it was empty.The hand holding the medicine bottle trembled suddenly.

When did Yan Dongting need to take sleeping pills?

Putting the medicine bottle back in the drawer with complicated emotions, he stood up holding the medicine box, and was about to leave the huge desk, but stopped again.

He saw two contracts lying quietly on the table.The top copy is brand new, and the corners of the cover are slightly turned up, indicating that someone has been flipping through it from time to time.Beside the contract, there is also a boxy, exquisite and beautiful little brocade box.

He walked around the table and opened the top contract, which was the one he signed under the name of "Goode".And the one on the bottom belongs to "Gu Liuguang".

After closing the contract, he turned his gaze to the brocade box beside him.

what is this?

He reached out, picked it up, and pressed the switch on it.

The lid of the box popped open, revealing the contents inside, two silver-white rings.

By coincidence, he took out the ring and held it up to his eyes to have a look.

Silver light flashed in front of his eyes, and through the light from the window, he saw a paragraph of words engraved on the inner wall of the ring.

——Y&G.

His hand seemed to be stabbed by something for an instant, the ring fell off from his hand, fell to the ground, and rolled into an unknown corner.

He froze for a few seconds, crouched down like crazy and rummaged carefully on the ground, but he searched all the corners, but he didn't see the ring again.

Where did he go?He hammered the floor angrily.

"Knock, knock." Someone knocked on the door of the study, Gude leaned in and said, "Did you find the medicine box?"

Gu Liuguang took a deep breath, straightened up, picked up the medicine box and walked out with an ugly face.

After dealing with these things, come back.

"I've wrapped ice in something and put it on him." Gude said to Gu Liuguang.

Gu Liuguang responded and said, "Go and pour me some water."

"Hey." Gude replied, and turned to get water.

Back in the master bedroom, Gu Liuguang put the medicine box on the table, found the anti-fever medicine from it, looked at it, and found that it hadn't expired, so he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.After Gude brought the hot water, he mixed the medicine with water, pushed the man with closed eyes, and said, "Wake up, take the medicine."

After pushing and shouting for a long time, the man opened his eyes in a daze.

Gu De helped him up, Gu Liuguang handed the cup to his mouth and said, "Open your mouth."

The man's eyelashes trembled, and he looked at Gu Liuguang hesitantly.After watching for a while, he suddenly showed an expression that seemed to be smiling.

"What are you laughing at, take medicine!" Gu Liuguang said angrily.

The man lowered his eyes, opened his mouth, followed Gu Liuguang's movements, and drank all the medicine.After drinking, he choked and coughed twice.Listening to the hoarse voice, Gude actually felt a little unbearable.

After drinking the medicine, they changed the ice cubes on the man's forehead again, and watched him fall into a deep sleep, the two of them felt relieved.

Sitting down on the edge of the bed tiredly, Gu Liuguang gently rubbed his sore legs, and said to Gu De: "You go back first."

"No, I'll stay with you here." Goode was taken aback for a moment and said.

"Go back, you haven't slept all night, don't even get sick in the end." Gu Liuguang said.

"What about you?" Goode asked worriedly.

Gu Liuguang was silent for a while, then said, "What can he do now?"

His gaze stayed on Yan Dongting's lifeless face for a while, and Goode said, "Alright, when I went to the refrigerator to find ice cubes, I found that everything in the refrigerator was broken, so I just brought you some new ingredients. .”

Gu Liuguang said, "Thank you for your hard work."

"Liuguang..." Gu De looked at Gu Liuguang, hesitant to speak.

"What do you want to say?"

The expression on Goode's face suddenly became serious: "On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Mr. Yan hosted a reception banquet for me, and there were many great directors and producers at the banquet, and I even met the director of "1/2 Virus". "

"Chu You?" Gu Liuguang asked.

"Do you remember what we said when we first met? I said, I will play the role of 'Gu Liuguang' well for you, so that those who looked down on you in the past will look at you with admiration." Goode clicked Nod, "At the banquet, Chu You told me that he was preparing a new movie, and he planned to use this movie to hit the Golden Bear Award, and he also said that my appearance and conditions matched the movie's leading actor. I think this is A great opportunity."

Gu Liuguang looked at him silently.

"However, Chu You also said that the theme of this movie is love throughout. He said that I don't understand what it is, and I'm not sure if I can do it." Goode said, "Indeed, as he said, for I am still very unfamiliar with how to be a good actor. I want to wait for you to come back and teach me how to do it. I want to show him my work. I also want to stand on the podium with you again and prove to the world— —Whether it is the former 'Gu Liuguang' or the current 'Gu Liuguang', they are the best."

Gu Liuguang's heart shook, and he opened his mouth to say something, but before he could answer, Gude turned around and opened the door, and said with a smile, "I'm leaving, you should also have a good rest."

Gu Liuguang paused, then nodded with a complicated expression: "Be careful on the road."

The heavy iron door closed behind him, Gude looked down at the messy snow footprints on the ground, and finally showed a relieved smile.

After Goode left, Gu Liuguang sat by the bed. He looked down at the sleeping man who was still frowning, feeling extremely sour.

He still remembers what Chu You said to him.

At the beginning, after winning the Best Actor Award at the Baihua Awards, Chu You also said to him:

[If it wasn't for Yan, I would never have chosen you as the leading actor in this drama. I would have no way of seeing the human emotions in your eyes. If you don't make any changes, you will have to stop in this life. here it is. 】

At that time, his attention was all focused on the first sentence, and he didn't even think about what Chu Youzhi's change was.But these days, he has received many different kinds of warmth, and gradually put away his defenses, learned to believe, learned to face, and learned to be responsible.

He thought, has he changed like this?

When he chose to sign the contract again, he only thought about satisfying Nana's wishes, and never thought about what kind of posture he should use to return to the showbiz in the future, and what kind of achievements he would achieve.He's not that confident, and he doesn't have much ambition, but he does have what he wants.

—He wanted to be affirmed.

He wants to be sure that he is the one who is entitled to have everything, including reputation, fans, friends, and...

With a sigh, he touched the cheek of the man on the bed.The skin is still hot, but it is much better than before.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the pale face.

This was the first time he saw this person in such a mess.In his memory, their roles were always reversed.Every time, this person sat by the bed, watching him in pain and suffering in silence.What was this person thinking at that time?guilt?regret?Blame yourself?Or disdain, disdain that he is so vulnerable?

Yes, he is not like him. Even when he was smashed to the ground, he still stood up straight, and when he was repeatedly stimulated by himself with fierce words, he also acted like a normal person, stubbornly refusing to let go, he will always be like that He is so powerful, as if nothing can hurt him, it has been like this since the first time we met.

However, now because of that woman's relationship, will he become nothing?

The words Tang Qian said yesterday sounded in his ears again:

—Let him have nothing, and what can you get?

Before falling asleep from exhaustion, Gu Liuguang thought:

Forget it, in his life, he has lived through no matter how bad or hard it is, no matter how hard it is, no matter how painful it is, he has lived like this for more than [-] years, so what is there to be afraid of next?He should learn from those people who always smile, and bravely say to themselves and others, "It's okay, it will be fine."

When this person recovers from illness, give that thing to him.If Tang Qian finds out that the photo was not taken by him, that would be the best of course.But if it was... If he asked someone to take the picture, then he also admitted it.

Accepted.