rebirth retreat

Chapter 26

Feng Yi didn't realize how much turmoil his unintentional words caused in the hearts of the people on the other side.

"Liu Guang doesn't like to eat things that are too strong, like onion, ginger, garlic, and coriander," he smiled and shook his head, "If you accidentally eat it, you will spit it out, and you can't swallow it."

Gu Liuguang was stunned.He didn't expect Feng Yi to remember his habits so clearly.Pretending to be calm, he put down the spoon, not daring to touch the bowl of fish soup again.

Seeing that he stopped eating, Feng Yi asked, "Are you full?"

"No appetite."

Feng Yi smiled and said nothing.

After the meal, Feng Yi sent Gu Liuguang back to the school dormitory.

After getting off the car, Gu Liuguang saw Li Lei and others guarding the stairs.Seeing him coming back, they rushed up immediately, pulled him and said with concern:

"Are you okay? He didn't do anything to you, did he?"

Feeling warm in his heart, Gu Liuguang smiled slightly and said, "It's okay."

Feng Yi said in the car: "Student Gu, I hope to wait until the day you change your mind."

Gu Liuguang turned his head and said extremely indifferently: "Impossible. Please don't come to me again in the future. I don't want my studies and life to be affected by this. I won't send it away."

Feng Yi sighed helplessly, and drove away from the university.

Back in the dormitory, Li Lei and the others finally couldn't hold back their curiosity, surrounded Gu Liuguang, and asked gossiping questions:

"Ade, what did that person tell you?"

"Are you really going to be the star of Naluo Shizi?"

"I think it's good to be a celebrity, and I get to know beautiful girls, it's better than being a code farmer in the future!"

"I just want to finish my studies quietly, and hope that no one will disturb my life again." Gu Liuguang lowered his eyes and said coldly, "Don't mention this matter again in the future."

After hitting a snag, Zhou Yi rubbed the back of his head, grinned again and said, "It's okay, it's also very happy to continue to be a dick."

You dick, your sister!Li Lei and Zhang Hua glared at him viciously, and at the same time realized belatedly that Gude after the car accident really seemed to be different from before.

Li Lei couldn't help but look down at the person in front of him.

The person is still the same person, his height and appearance have not changed, but he always feels that he has become a lot colder. No matter how enthusiastic they are and how hard they work, they still seem to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.He who is no longer talkative seems to always have some secret and bitter thoughts, his ink-thick eyes are stained with years of vicissitudes, as if he wants to make people deeply drunk in them.

Could this be the charm of a man who has experienced life and death? !Li Lei couldn't help thinking.

"Ding dong." Gu Liuguang's phone on the table rang suddenly.

Seeing the letter's name, Gu Liuguang's heart skipped a beat, and he said to Zhou Yi and the others: "I want to sleep for a while, you go back."

Li Lei came back to his senses suddenly, as if he had discovered some secret, he hurriedly pushed and shoved Zhou Yi and Zhang Hua, and ran out as if fleeing.

After they walked away, Gu Liuguang picked up the phone on the table and clicked on it.

[Goode: Streamer!Is it convenient to call! 】

Gu Liuguang immediately called back, and the phone rang and was picked up.

"Liuguang!" Gude's voice was very low, and he didn't know where he made the call. "Have you seen today's popular Weibo?!"

Gu Liuguang paused, and said, "Feng Yi came to look for me."

"Ah!" Gude screamed, and then Gu Liuguang heard Tang Qian's voice from over there, "Screaming so loudly, others will think I'm doing something to you."

"...Where are you?" Gu Liuguang asked strangely.

"I'm in Tang Qian's office." Goode said, "What's wrong?"

"...it's nothing." There's no need to be sneaky in the office, is there?

Gude asked in a low voice: "Feng Yi came to you, what did he say?"

Gu Liuguang: "Sign the artist contract."

The other end of the phone rang, and then Gu Liuguang heard Tang Qian's voice: "You didn't sign it, did you?"

"Of course not." Gu Liuguang lowered his eyes, "I don't want to have anything to do with that person anymore."

"That's good." Tang Qian seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "However, they have announced that you are Dongtian's new signing artist, but you have rejected their contract. I'm afraid your life will be difficult in the future. It's easy. If this lie is exposed, it will have a serious impact on you, Goode, and Dongtian."

"Then according to your opinion, I should have signed that contract?" Gu Liuguang immediately said sensitively and vigilantly like a cat whose tail has been guessed, "Could it be that I have to go back to that person just to keep this lie ?"

"That's not what I meant." Tang Qian said softly, "Liu Guang, you always think that you have no way out, and even think that even if you change your body, your life will still intersect with the person you are afraid of, but it doesn't. It's not because of how difficult he is, but because you refuse to let go of your hatred for him, so you feel that all of this is inextricably linked to you. Sometimes, the more you avoid, the more you fear If you really want to get rid of him completely, you need to learn to face it and let it go. One day you find that when you mention this person, he has become a stranger who has nothing to do with you. That's the real victory."

"Really?" Gu Liuguang murmured.Is that so?So the more he wants to escape, the less that person will let him go?

"Yes." Tang Qian sighed, "Escape is the most stimulating desire to conquer in people's hearts, which is why wild beasts always like to chase animals that are weaker than them. If you don't think your reaction to him is too intense, he will Why are you staring at you curiously?"

Gu Liuguang pondered Tang Qian's words in a daze, not knowing how to react for a while.

"I know you hate Yan Dongting very much, but even if you hate him again, everything you lost will never come back. Since God has given you such an opportunity, it is not for you to continue living in fear and escape." Tang Qian said softly Said, "If you really want to live an ordinary life and be the most ordinary person, leave this city after graduation, go to a place where no one knows you, get married and have children there, and work in a job that is barely enough. Breadwinning career, living another life."

"Actually, it's not that you have no way out, so stop hating, okay?"

Gu Liuguang clenched his phone tightly, his heart throbbing.

Stop hating?Every time he thinks of Ning Ning's death, he feels so much pain that he would rather die!She trusted that person so much back then, but in the end she died innocently and tragically because of that person's dirty thoughts, and she must never have imagined that her most beloved brother would be such a miserable person!

How can he forgive?How can he say forgiveness?

He hated Yan Dongting, but he also hated himself!Clearly know—clearly know—

"I can not do it."

Tang Qian sighed: "Then tell me, what do you want most? As long as I can do it, I will do my best to help you."

Gu Liuguang's eyes fell on the entertainment newspapers neatly stacked on the table, and he said, "I want him to suffer as much as I do."

Tang Qian froze for a moment, as if he didn't hear what he said just now: "What?"

"He always thinks that he is in control of everything and arranges other people's lives self-righteously, but he never asks whether others need his dirty handouts." Gu Liuguang gritted his teeth, "Now he wants to arrange my life again , who does he think he is, the savior?"

Yes, he has no education, no background, he can only play a broken guitar and sing two little songs, without Yan Dongting, he is indeed nothing.

"When Ning Ning died, did he shed a tear for Ning Ning? Did he repent? He had no relatives, so he could be unscrupulous? In his heart, in order to achieve his goal, what is it to sacrifice a Gu Ning? Is that right?" Gu Liuguang growled depressingly, "Yes, he got what he wanted, but what about me?"

"Sorry, I'm tired." Gu Liuguang took a deep breath, and hung up the phone with trembling hands.

He had thought more than once, if he had a good family background, didn't have to earn money for his younger sister's early dropout, wouldn't be framed and coerced by his mother, and didn't meet Yan Dongting, would his life be different? completely different?

— like Goode.

Gu Liuguang looked out of the window. The weather outside the window was bright and sunny, but his heart seemed to be covered with a thick layer of haze. Those warm, hot lights could not reach the bottom of his heart no matter what.

He couldn't let go of the past, and he couldn't get rid of the complicated and entangled thorns in his heart. Those thorns had already been deeply rooted in his soul with the torrent of time.

Hatred seems to have become the courage to support him all these years.

What should he do?

At night, the phone rang again. In the darkness, the flickering light hurt Gu Liuguang's eyes.He thought it was Gude who called to comfort him again, but when he picked it up, it turned out to be an unfamiliar number from abroad.

His thoughts were pulled back by this string of numbers, he suddenly remembered something, his heart trembled, and he connected the phone.

"Brother, it's me~" An immature and soft voice came from the phone, warming Gu Liuguang's cold eyes.

"Nana..."

"I've returned home safely! Don't worry, Mommy hasn't come home yet. Daddy said that he will help me keep the secret~" Nana smiled while covering her mouth.

As if seeing a certain figure again, Gu Liuguang laughed: "That's good."

"Brother! I checked your website just now, and they all said that you are going to be a star. Is this true?!" Nana suddenly asked excitedly.

"..." Gu Liuguang was stunned for a moment, "Did you see it?"

"That's right! Why didn't you tell me before? Oh, I see, you must want to give me a surprise, right?! No wonder you have such a good relationship with brother Liu Guang!" Nana chirped and laughed, "By the way Brother, what does Xiao Xianrou mean? I see they call you that, are they saying you are very handsome?"

[My brother is so handsome and can sing, he must be a big star in the future! 】

"Brother, Nana is really happy. Daddy and Mommy are so busy at work that they don't have time to accompany me. I always miss you very much. When I missed you before, I could only call you. But it's all right now, if I miss you in the future, I can go and watch the movie you made..."

[Ning Ning likes to see her brother appear on TV, so that no matter where Ning Ning goes in the future, she can see her brother~]

Nana's soft voice overlapped with the Gu Ning in his memory again, making Gu Liuguang's eyes wet. His chest seemed to be stuffed with a large ball of cotton. It was soft and warm at the same time, but at the same time he was a little out of breath.

"Bro, are you listening?"

Gu Liuguang suppressed his sobs and said, "I'm listening."

"Brother, will your movie be released in Canada in the future?" Nana asked.

"...Maybe."

"YEEEE! That's great! I'm looking forward to seeing that day!" Nana was incoherent with excitement, "When you win the grand prize in the future, you must remember to treat me to lots and lots of donuts!"

"Understood." Gu Liuguang couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth.

"Brother, you need to get well soon," Nana said softly, "Nana loves you."

"I love you too."

Hearing the busy voice coming from his ear, Gu Liuguang raised his hand and covered his wet eyes.

Then...let's try again, even if it's...for Nana.

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