Beginning without end

Chapter 76

Song Baicai was very happy when he came to Shanghai. He told his friends and classmates in his hometown that he met a very good group of people. Is a person who has never seen the world.

Song Bai used to really feel sorry for his friends who quietly suffered from mental illness. He thought, it would be great if the people around him could be as skinny and heartless as him.But later Song Bai also reached the point where he wanted to jump down while standing at the window.

Ji Suiyun touched Song Bai's head, his tone sounded like a sigh, and he said, "Ah Bai, everyone in this world has suffered, you have to look away."

Song Bai felt that Ji Suiyun was like a poet at this time.

As the weather got colder, Ji Suiyun took Song Bai back to the place where he first lived.Zhang Na followed them and polished the wooden sculpture on the wall to a bright shine every day.

Song Bai first mentioned the matter of going back. The reason is that one day Ji Suiyun forgot to lock the door when he was holding him under him to do something.

Some things should not be seen by children.In the eyes of normal adults, the nudity of men making peace and intercourse is considered shadowy and disgusting.

Ji Suiyun didn't think it was disobedient, what he had experienced was completely different from Song Bai's, and he couldn't appreciate Song Bai's shame too much, but he would not refute Song Bai's rare request either.

Ji Suiyun went to get the antidepressant drugs in person, registered and queued up, and then went to the Bund.

Liu Zhi was sitting opposite Ji Suiyun. He habitually crossed his legs and clasped his hands on his knees, with the same attitude as when facing a patient.

Liu Zhi said: "Suiyun, stop losses in time, this is a word you have heard since childhood."

Ji Suiyun hung his proud head wearily, his voice was low and almost murmured: "For other things, I can analyze the pros and cons and analyze the pros and cons, but I can't do it for him. If he is willing to give me a little bit of sweetness, I could literally give him anything."

"Then if one day, you don't like that boy anymore, and he's full of heartache, wouldn't it be too cruel?"

Ji Suiyun smiled bitterly, and he asked back: "I suddenly want to take some responsibility, do you believe it?"

Ji Suiyun's responsibility, he was willing to take it emotionally for 30 years since he was born, this is a man's highest promise, even if he is tired, even if he is bored, as long as he is for that person, he will never let him down in this life.

What Liu Zhi knew was Ji Suiyun in the past, who had a cold nature. The huge sense of oppression on this man came from his ambition and ambition. Let Ji Suiyun say so seriously and frankly that he fell in love with a boy who has nothing.

Ji Suiyun didn't say much to outsiders, he slept with Liu Zhi for a while.After waking up, he tidied up his neat clothes and straightened his back, as if he was still the same man who had never lost a bit of pride.

In the evening, Ji Suiyun went back earlier than usual. He walked straight into the bedroom with ease, opened the open balcony window, and saw people sitting quietly under the dim corridor lights without any surprises.

There was a smell of smoke that hadn't dissipated in the air.

"What did you have for dinner?" Ji Suiyun asked him.

It took Song Bai a long time before his eyes moved, he was too lazy to speak.I don't know if it's because I've lost my appetite or I've taken too much medicine. After eating a little, I'm bound to vomit in the dark, and my throat is so swollen and sore that I can't help but die.

"I woke up last night and you didn't sleep. Did you catch up on sleep today?" Ji Suiyun wrapped his arms around Song Bai's waist and pulled him over and hugged him on his lap. Peace of mind.

"Ji Suiyun, give me some sleeping pills, I can't take it anymore." If Song Bai hadn't really been unable to take it any longer, he wouldn't have made any demands on Ji Suiyun.Headache accompanied by endless night, Song Bai couldn't restrain himself from wanting to die.But he is not reconciled, he can't do something that hurts his loved ones? Makes his enemies happy. He still often thinks of Lu Fucheng and his parents, saying goodbye after seeing each other, which is too cruel.

Ji Suiyun patted Song Bai's head without saying a word, the cigarette butt on his fingertips flickered brightly and darkly, slowly forming a long section of soot.

Ji Suiyun didn't give Song Bai sleeping pills, but he started to have the habit of burning incense at night.One gram of thousand gold agarwood is directly scraped off a considerable layer with a knife, and the fragrance of the agarwood oozes out like water, but the effect is not obvious.

After moving back, the inexplicable Ji Suiyun touched Song Bai less, restrained a lot, and more often just hugged Song Bai's shoulders to sleep for a while, and occasionally said a few words.

There was an auction on Friday night. Ji Suiyun had no interest at first, but when he casually looked through the list of coated paper items, he came up with some ideas.

The finale was a Bai Qinan bracelet, twelve beads, each with a diameter of nineteen millimeters, a rare quality.

Ji Suiyun wanted to photograph it for Song Bai to wear. The precious Bai Qinan is very good for people's digestion and nervous system. It relieves pain and strengthens the heart, which is very suitable for Song Bai.

"Take you out to relax." Ji Suiyun said to Song Bai.

Song Bai is not interested in anything, he doesn't even bother to say no, so he can do whatever he wants.

This auction was a private event of a boss, and those who received invitations were Shanghai gold masters who were relatively active in the circle.

Ji Suiyun went home to pick up Song Bai after get off work. It was cool at night, so he found a short white down jacket for Song Bai. There was fluffy white hair on one side of the hat ring, and his chin was buried in it when he lowered his chin slightly.

Ji Suiyun smiled hoarsely when he was zipping Song Bai, and he said, "Ah Bai, it's very cute, how about a smile?"

Song Bai raised his eyes to look at him, with a cold spring look on his brows, but his eyes were gloomy.

"Mr. Ji, I can't laugh anymore." After he finished speaking, he lowered his head, and his whole body seemed to be hidden in a thick shell in an instant.

Ji Suiyun was indifferent, he took Song Bai's hand and went downstairs together.Song Bai's hand was cold, he held it for a while to warm it up, and then loosened it for a while before it became cold again.

The clubhouse is a bit out of the way, but the venue is huge.The waiter helped Ji Suiyun park the car in the garage, and people in twos and threes in the porch chatted and walked together.

Ji Suiyun came from the company, dressed very formally, but Song Bai was a bit out of place.Other people's female companions and male companions are dressed in thin and beautiful clothes, just a bunch of silhouettes of Pingpin Tingting, it seems that Song Bai has gone to the wrong place.

"Mr. Ji is here?" The host greeted Ji Suiyun at the entrance of the exhibition hall.He knew that Ji Suiyun liked Chen Xiang, but he was not sure that Ji Suiyun would definitely come.

"Get off work early, come and have a look."

"Haha, you're a busy person, you've made this trip hard." At this moment, he put his eyes on Song Bai, and his voice paused: "This is you..."

"The boy I'm chasing, come and give me the palm of your hand." Ji Suiyun didn't shy away from anything, and it was even rarer that he clearly admitted in front of others for the first time and put his attitude down so low.

Sure enough, as soon as the word "pursuit" came out, all the people present were stunned.

Song Bai also glanced at him.

Ji Suiyun raised his hand to press Song Bai's hair on the hat that pricked his face, his face was soft.

The boss couldn't say anything else, fearing that he would make too many mistakes, so after a haha, he asked the waiter to guide Ji Suiyun and the two into the half-screened cubicle.

There are melon and fruit plates and soft drinks on the rosewood table.Ji Suiyun didn't look at these, and ordered someone to cook some plain noodles for Song Bai.

Song Bai shook his head at him: "Not very good."

Ji Suiyun peeled a hazelnut and fed it to Song Bai: "It's nothing bad, you didn't eat dinner, you will eat less later, and you can drink some soup if you don't have an appetite."

Song Bai is really not used to Ji Suiyun's attitude, it seems to be so affectionate inexplicably.

Ji Suiyun knew that Song Bai didn't believe him. In fact, if he thought about it differently, Ji Suiyun felt that after being treated like this, he might have been so extreme that he wanted to take revenge on the society. He had never put himself in others' shoes before, but now he felt that Song Bai Bai's gentleness makes people feel guilty and pitiful.

Such a kind-hearted, smiling boy suffered from a painless and painful illness in silence.

Ji Suiyun thought, if he fell in love with such a person, what would be surprising to others.

The auction officially starts at ten o'clock.Downstairs is a very rigid and formal auction row of chairs.Ji Suiyun sat in the first row slightly to the left, and when the audience slowly filled up, Ji Suiyun's expression became more and more condensed.

Feng Zhengqi sat in the third row with a slender female companion, and the man in the first row who was slightly to the middle was Qiao Ming.

If Feng Zhengqi's visit was just a coincidence, it would be amazing for Qiao Ming to travel all the way from Vietnam to Shanghai to participate in a private auction.

The man sitting next to Qiao Ming was also a man. He couldn't see his identity. Compared with his male favorite, his face was too tough and tough. If he was said to be of the same kind, the man looked too upright, and he seemed to be in poor health.

"Mr. Ji, it's better to be famous than to be famous." Qiao Ming took the initiative to say hello.

Ji Suiyun shook hands with him perfunctorily: "Jiu Yang."

"The goal of Mr. Ji this time is the string of Qinan bracelets, right?" Qiao Ming smiled and cut to the chase.

Ji Suiyun nodded: "It's rare to see."

Qiao Ming's smile didn't change, but his words were provocative: "That's a coincidence, I came here for this." He pointed at the man beside him: "Give it to a friend, you can't back down."

Ji Suiyun shook Song Bai's hand: "I will give it to the person I like."

Qiao Ming glanced at Song Bai, and nodded his chin very gracefully. He clearly knew something, and there was something in his words: "Giving something is not what you like, and taking it is just a burden."

Ji Suiyun's eyes turned cold. He knew that Qiao Ming's deep meaning was Huaijing's project, but when he heard him use Song Bai as an excuse to deny it, he was slightly annoyed: "Then let's wait and see."

Where Ji Suiyun ignored, Song Bai raised his head and took a fixed look at Qiao Ming. There was some fluctuation in his eyes, and something was brewing faintly.

It was Song Bai's reluctance to fate and Ji Suiyun that had been accumulated for a long time and could not be released.