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Chapter 136 My Little Friend

A neighbor who was one kilometer away finally discovered the thick smoke and fire surrounded by maple trees and called the fire alarm. When the fire officers and soldiers broke in, Zhan Xingyu was hiding in the bathtub of the bathroom and was hit by the falling ceiling. Dying.

He was sent to the emergency room of the hospital, and the hospital contacted his relatives. When Jiang Ying and others rushed to the hospital after hearing the news, Zhan Xingyu was still being rescued. The nurse said that although he was not directly burned by the fire, he suffered a severe blow to the head. And inhaled excessive carbon monoxide, is not out of danger yet.

The nurse hurriedly explained that she was going back to the emergency room to help, but Jiang Ying grabbed her: "Can you save me?"

Nurse: "We will do our best. Your family members can wait outside." The nurse tugged at him, trying to shake off his hand, but Jiang Ying held on to her tenaciously.

The nurse was anxious: "Don't grab me, it's useless if you grab me, I have to go in and help!"

Ye Chuyang quickly apologized to the nurse, dragged Jiang Ying aside, and the nurse hurried back to the emergency room covering his sore wrist.

Jiang Ying took two steps back and sat on the bench by the corridor, with a blank expression on his face: "This is why I hate hospitals. Whether people can be saved, whether they are alive or dead, they all know the result, but they don't tell You, just let yourself guess."

He didn't say anything else; during the period of guessing life and death, it was like dying and being resurrected hundreds of times, and being born and dying hundreds of times, tortured so much that one would rather die.

Ye Chuyang was very anxious, but he didn't express his worry to make Jiang Ying more disturbed. He forced himself to squat down in front of Jiang Ying calmly, held Jiang Ying's hand and said, "He just fell into a coma due to carbon monoxide poisoning, doctor. If they are still being rescued, it means there is hope."

Jiang Ying was numb from the inside out. He looked at Ye Chuyang and said, "I'm fine, I just don't know if he can live, and I don't know if I should wait."

Ye Chuyang: "He's not dead yet, of course we have to wait."

Jiang Ying frowned, showing a look of disgust, and said, "I don't want to wait, I just want to know the result."

Ye Chuyang looked at him and fell silent for a while.

If he didn't know Jiang Ying well enough, he would think that Jiang Ying was cold-blooded and ruthless. Zhan Xingyu's life was at stake at this time, but Jiang Ying felt annoyed waiting for the result. Jiang Ying was so numb and cold-blooded that there was no cure.But he knew Jiang Ying enough, he knew that Jiang Ying did not ignore Zhan Xingyu's life and death; in Jiang Ying's heart, Zhan Xingyu was already dead, and he believed that Zhan Xingyu's death was his own responsibility, even He still thought it was his fault for arson.

Jiang Ying has become accustomed to blaming himself for the deaths of people around him. He has always been treated in such a way that he refuses to let him go; this time is no exception. He is blaming himself and resenting himself. He thinks that if Zhan Xingyu died, it must be his fault, he was already ready to 'responsible' for Zhan Xingyu, it was nothing more than adding another blood debt and guilt in his heart.He just wanted to wait for a result, but the doctors and nurses were inconclusive, giving him ambiguous hope.In fact, he also hopes that Zhan Xingyu is alive, but behind his hope seems to be that he is unwilling to take responsibility for Zhan Xingyu's death, so he is ashamed, ashamed of himself who expects Zhan Xingyu to live so that he does not have to bear the guilt.

Ye Chuyang felt familiar frustration and powerlessness in his heart. He knew that Jiang Ying could not be persuaded at this time, and he could not give Jiang Ying any comfort. Even if he knew Jiang Ying well enough, it would be useless to Jiang Ying. At that time, he still couldn't help.

He took a few steps away, leaning against the wall, feeling suffocated in the empty corridor.

Jiang Ying quickly noticed his abnormality. He walked up to Ye Chuyang and asked, "Dr. Ye, what's wrong with you?"

Ye Chuyang frowned, turned sideways to avoid his gaze, and said, "It's okay."

He is also very irritable now, no less than Jiang Ying's irritable.

Jiang Ying sensed his emotions very sensitively, and Jiang Ying felt scared, and he didn't dare to ask more questions or disturb him, so he could only take two steps back and give him some space.

Ye Chuyang looked up at the white corridor of the hospital, and suddenly remembered a sentence Jiang Ying once said to him: If you stay with me for a long time, you will suffocate.

He remembered that after Jiang Ying finished saying this, he angrily refuted Jiang Ying, saying that Jiang Ying used his own guesses to speculate on him, but now that he thought about it, Jiang Ying was really right. Jiang Ying's guesses were not guesses, either. It's his conclusions.Now he finally understands the meaning of this sentence. Jiang Ying knows how negative he is and how fragile he is. He can be crushed by his own resentment at any time. This kind of shock is fatal. What's more, he has already He is used to this kind of shock; to this day, he has picked up a few broken souls in the scattered skeletons and lived with difficulty.

Jiang Ying is an abyss, an endless, dark, unfillable abyss.

Ye Chuyang asked himself, is this Jiang Ying's fault?The answer is no, at least in his heart he thinks it is not Jiang Ying's fault; since it is not Jiang Ying's fault, should Jiang Ying be responsible for his negativity and pessimism?Can he blame Jiang Ying for Jiang Ying's negativity and pessimism?

He can't, it's too unfair to Jiang Ying.And isn't he blaming Jiang Ying for what he's doing now?

Ye Chuyang turned around and saw Jiang Ying looking helpless and uneasy, like a child who made a mistake and was waiting for his parents to punish him.

He smiled, took Jiang Ying's hand, and said, "I'm sorry."

Jiang Ying was confused: "What?"

Ye Chuyang said: "I was a little upset just now, because I was too worried about Zhan Xingyu, it's not your problem."

Jiang Ying lowered his head and said, "It's my problem, I make you very tired."

Ye Chuyang's voice was soft but powerful: "I am indeed a little tired, but I don't blame you. You are not to blame for being negative and depressed. No one can ask you to be responsible for your emotions. Your only problem is your You can't control your emotions."

He approached Jiang Ying and smiled softly: "Things are not as bad as you think, you can be less pessimistic and less desperate. So learn to control your emotions? We can't be emotional slaves, if you are always being controlled by yourself If you don’t control your bad emotions, you will have a hard time, and so will I.”

Jiang Ying looked at him, still confused: "Then what should I do?"

They were in a hurry to go out, and Jiang Ying didn't even put on his clothes properly. The collar of his shirt was half turned up, and the third button was fastened into the second buttonhole.

Ye Chuyang folded the collar for him, and then helped him fasten the buttons: "It's very complicated and very simple, you need to think about it slowly." He touched Jiang Ying's face and said with a smile, "My little friend is so If you are smart, you will definitely learn."

Seeing Ye Chuyang smile, Jiang Ying suddenly felt that everything other than this person in front of him was unimportant, and those troubled and complicated things that made one's heart broken disappeared silently, even if they were like flies attached to the bones, It will come again soon, but at least he has a moment of peace.And these few seconds of Qingning are enough to support him to overcome the difficulties in front of him.

He really wanted to hug Ye Chuyang, draw some strength from Ye Chuyang, Ye Chuyang would give it to him, Ye Chuyang was always gentle and tolerant to him, tolerant to indulgence, no matter what he wanted, Ye Chuyang would give it to him .

But the door of the emergency room was suddenly opened, and the nurse pushed the bed and transferred Zhan Xingyu on the bed to the intensive care unit.

The doctor took off the mask and said to them: "The man has been rescued, but he is still awake, and needs to be observed."

Hearing that Zhan Xingyu was still alive, Jiang Ying's body, which had been heavy all morning, suddenly became light.

Ye Chuyang was very happy, thanked the doctor repeatedly, and asked about Zhan Xingyu's situation.After the doctor left, he happily turned around to find Jiang Ying, only to find Jiang Ying standing outside the ward, looking in.

He walked to Jiang Ying and saw Zhan Xingyu lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, his face covered with a ventilator, and a nurse was adjusting the equipment.

The nurse said: "The patient is still under observation, don't wake him up forcefully."

Ye Chuyang asked: "When will he wake up?"

Nurse: "It stands to reason that he should have woken up just now, but he is still in a coma. Let's check again at night."

After the nurse left, Ye Chuyang dragged Jiang Ying into the ward, stood by the bed and looked at Zhan Xingyu. Zhan Xingyu's body in a white hospital gown was extremely thin, like a thin sheet of paper. Paper, lifeless.

Ye Chuyang put his hands on Jiang Ying's shoulders and said, "Don't worry, the nurse said that Xingyu will be fine in a while."

Jiang Ying was in a daze for a while, and said, "I was thinking, why did he set fire?"

Bian Xiaocheng went to the fire brigade to deal with the follow-up. After the fire brigade found out the cause of the fire, he called Jiang Ying; there was no gas in the villa, only electricity and water. The source of the fire was a lighter, and the fire started from the curtains. It can basically be concluded that it was arson.When the firefighters arrived, the doors and windows were locked, and Zhan Xingyu was the only person in the house, and there was no sign of escape, which meant that Zhan Xingyu set the fire himself.

That villa was bought by Zhan Xingyu under his own name two years ago. He only lived in it a few times in midsummer to avoid the heat. No one expected that it would become a fire ground that Zhan Xingyu created for himself.

Ye Chuyang also felt strange: "A week ago, he told me that he left and went abroad for vacation. The last time I talked to him, he said he was queuing up to board the plane."

Now it seems that Zhan Xingyu obviously did not board the plane, nor did he go abroad, Zhan Xingyu lied to them.

Jiang Ying asked, "Did you talk to him on the phone?"

Today, Ye Chuyang felt that there was no need to hide Jiang Ying anymore, so he asked Zhan Xingyu to meet him, but he refrained from the appointment, and claimed to tell Jiang Ying the reason for changing the ticket and leaving the country early.

After hearing this, Jiang Ying was full of suspicion: "The things he put in the old house are all irrelevant things, and Wu Ma will help him put them away. Why did he ask you to help tidy them up?"

Ye Chuyang said: "That's not important anymore, the important thing is why he lied to me, saying that he went abroad, but returned to the villa in the suburbs. He also tried to set fire to himself."

Jiang Ying became more and more suspicious, and suddenly walked out: "I want to go back to the villa to have a look."

Ye Chuyang hurriedly followed him, but stopped suddenly when he walked out of the ward, because he saw Bai Sinian outside the door.

Bai Sinian suddenly appeared like a ghost, his face extremely pale, with light blue circles in his eye sockets, his eyes were dark and moist, like two hooks dipped in cold water, full of cold murderous intent.

Jiang Ying looked at Bai Sinian, and Bai Sinian also looked at Jiang Ying. For the first time, Jiang Ying felt that Bai Sinian's face was like that of a corpse, or that there was a human skin mask on the face of the corpse. The Bai Sinian at that time gave him chills, and he felt inexplicable resistance.

Jiang Yingdao: "Teacher Bai."

Bai Sinian said: "I heard that something happened to Xing Yu, I'll come and see him."

Jiang Ying: "He's not awake yet, so it's inconvenient to visit."

Bai Sinian glanced at Ye Chuyang, who had just come out of the ward, and didn't insist on going in to visit him. He sat down on the bench by the corridor, and said, "Then I'll wait here."

Ye Chuyang also thought he was very strange, his body was very stiff, just now he was standing straight, but now he was sitting straight, and when he sat down, his knees were also stiff as if they were rusty.

Jiang Ying was a little wary of him at this time, so he said to Ye Chuyang, "I'll go there by myself, you stay and take care of Xingyu."

Ye Chuyang handed him the car keys: "Okay, drive slowly."

Jiang Ying took the car keys and left the hospital quickly.