Chapter 132
Chapter 132
Ji Lu didn't expect Duan Congzhen to do such a thing.
The news of the criminals in Dongqingshan's tragic death in prison appeared in the newspapers the next day. The methods were extremely cruel and rich, and it was an unimaginable way to play.
That is to say, the deer is sitting on the plane, and his heart is still beating like crazy.
"Duan Congzhen, tell me the truth, is there anything wrong? Are you lying to me?"
Social media is full of news, the horror of the prison, the strange and mysterious cause of death, that is, the deer is holding the mobile phone, and his limbs are cold.
Duan Congzhen looked at him without speaking, and there was no expression on his face, just like the real thing.
The deer looked around anxiously, afraid that some people would jump out from some corner and arrest them all and put them in prison.
"Are we leaving just like that?" Ji Lu couldn't help raising his hand to hold Duan Congzhen's wrist, his voice trembling, "Will the police wait for us at the airport? Will we be arrested as soon as we land?"
Looking at the man's hasty and bleak face, Duan Congzhen frowned slightly, turned his wrist, and held Ji Lu's cold hand instead.
"Bambi, why are you so scared?" Duan Congzhen looked at him with deep eyes, "Do you think they shouldn't die, or..."
"They deserve to die, of course they deserve to die." Ji Lu replied in a trance, feeling a little stuffy in his chest, "But..."
"But what?" Duan Congzhen Zhiyi looked at him idly.
Ji Lu looked at him, his eyebrows drooping, his eyes full of helplessness, "Stop joking with me, Duan Congzhen, can you tell the truth?"
Hearing this, Duan Congzhen asked leisurely, "Bambi, can you tell the truth?"
Ji Lu was taken aback, "What do you mean?"
"You used to want them to die so much, but now that your wish has come true, why are you unhappy?" Duan Congzhen looked at him and smiled slightly.
Even Lu's heart was in pain, as if being held tightly by someone, and he couldn't breathe. He felt that Duan Congzhen seemed to be pressing him, but his expression was so calm, even gentle, and his voice was gentle, without ups and downs. of.
This huge sense of contradiction reminded Ji Lu of the nurses in Dongqingshan. They smiled and gave themselves injections, coaxed them softly, pinched their chins and poured vegetable oil into their mouths.
"Bambi," Duan Congzhen moved closer, almost pushed the man into the corner, lowered his eyes, looked at the man's eyelashes trembling with fear and anxiety, and slowed his breathing a little, "Are you doing nothing for them, or are you worry about me?"
Ji Lu gritted his teeth, straightened his lips, his lips were dry and trembling, he clenched his fists tightly, and said nothing.
The man's voice seemed to be full of temptation, with a sweet and bloody breath, low and gentle.
"Bambi, are you worried about me?" he said.
That is, Lu's expression was a little dazed, and his face was flushed abnormally. Duan Congzhen thought he was blushing, but soon realized something was wrong.
The man was short of breath, his pupils constricted violently, and then began to slacken, cold sweat dripped from his forehead, his limbs were cold, and his breathing was extremely short of breath, as if he was about to lack oxygen.
Duan Congzhen was slightly stunned, his expression changed, he looked at the suddenly ill person, stretched out his hand to half hug him, took out the medicine, and fed it with bottled water.
The body in his arms was trembling, as if it was very cold, but the place where the skin touched was hot, Duan Congzhen hugged him tightly to prevent himself from being hurt when unconscious.
The medicine took effect quickly, and after the feeling of near-death passed, the deer gradually came back to the cage with consciousness, its lips were frighteningly pale, and its face was stained with tears and sweat, as if it had been fished out of the water.
Duan Congzhen half hugged him and kissed the top of the man's hair until he came back to his senses.
After the effect of the medicine came up, the deer's eyes were dim, and the violent and crazy emotions just disappeared. The whole person was like a puppet, leaning against Duan Congzhen's arms, his eyes were empty, and only the heaving chest indicated that he was still alive.
"Duan Congzhen..." Ji Lu called him hoarsely, with tears in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to grab his wrist, "Why are you doing this to me?"
He was already emotionally unstable, and sometimes even had to rely on drugs to maintain his sanity. Duan Congzhen repeatedly provoked him and pressed him step by step, as if he wanted to push him to the brink of collapse.
Duan Congzhen didn't speak, just hugged him quietly, and after a long time, he said in a deep voice, "I didn't mean to scare you."
Just to hear the answers you want.
He didn't expect to cause such a big stress response from the man.
Silence quickly spread in the small compartment, that is, the deer's breathing calmed down and his face remained pale.
Duan Congzhen stretched out his hand to brush away the loose hair on his forehead, and wiped his sweat for him. After a while, he said softly, "It's okay, we'll be fine. You don't have to be afraid of anything by my side, I..."
"I'm not afraid of anything, really." Jilu laughed at himself, his eyes were red, "Because I'm most afraid of you."
Duan Congzhen fell silent, his wrist paused, and a look of surprise flashed across his face.
"Do you know what the scariest thing is?" Jilu looked at him, with temptation, disappointment, and annoyance in his eyes, and he said, "You are like a time bomb, I know you will explode, but I don't know I don't know when, I don't know what occasion, I don't know what method... Just like my illness, I can't control it, and I can't control you either."
"Do you know how frightening it is to lose control of your own life? I don't seem to be alone, I'm just a dog. Life and death are all in your hands. If you're happy, you can coax them, and if you're not, you can kick them. Open, why do you want to do this? You never respected me, never..."
Duan Congzhen was slightly taken aback, and suddenly raised his eyes to look at him.
That is, the deer lowered his head and shrunk himself up, as if only the corner could give him a sense of security.
Slightly pursing his lips, Duan Congzhen looked at the man's dazed and bewildered expression, his eyes darkened, and his breathing was unusually disordered.
"I didn't mean to scare you." Duan Congzhen spoke slowly, looking at him lightly, "I just want to hear you say you're worried about me, that's all."
"It's not necessary, Duan Congzhen, it's really not necessary." Jilu gritted his teeth, every word seemed to be squeezed out of his throat, and every word was enduring great pain, "You want to hear me say I'm worried about you Is it? Or do you just want a docile and obedient dog?"
The man's voice was trembling, obviously very light and low, there was no hysterical anger, no bitter tears of resentment, he just looked at himself lightly, his eyes were bloodshot and foggy, his thin lips moved, his voice seemed to be the next Seconds will dissipate.
But Duan Congzhen only felt that his chest was blocked and his heart was stuffy, as if it was blocked somewhere, which made him ache.Looking at the man's eyes, he was stunned for a moment, "I'm not..."
"I don't trust you, Duan Congzhen, and you don't deserve to be trusted," Ji Lu interrupted him with a hoarse voice, "I once believed in you, what happened? It's not good, is it? But why are you so good at acting? Every time I almost stepped into your trap again, I told myself over and over again, I can't trust you, I can't...why are you doing this..."
Duan Congzhen's Adam's apple rolled, his breath was suffocated for a moment, and his voice was a little heavy, "I'm sorry."
He looked at Ji Lu, cracks appeared in his calm and indifferent eyes as always, and he lowered his eyes slightly to cover the flash of panic in his eyes.
"I want to be nice to you." He said, his voice was low and dry, his eyes were complicated, looking at the struggling and collapsed man in front of him, "Bambi, I think you love me."
"You don't have to believe it," he said, "but it's true."
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