inferior possession

Chapter 56

The deer was sent to the hospital again.

For some reason, Duan Congzhen told the hospital that he hoped to stay in the hospital for observation and not to transfer him to a mental hospital.

Maybe he wanted to keep it and continue to torture him, or maybe he wanted to control everything in his own hands, anyway, Ji Lu didn't believe that he was being soft-hearted.

In the past, he might have convinced himself morbidly that Duan Congzhen's excessively strict demands on him and his almost distorted possessiveness were his way of loving himself.Now that he has come to this point, even Lu knows that it is his repeated tolerance and connivance, and Duan Congzhen has never loved him from the beginning to the end.

Torturing and teasing are all in man's nature, perverted, insane badness.

Duan Congzhen was talking to the doctor in the corridor, and the doctor still had some things to explain.When he got out on the road just now, everyone thought that Ji Lu was sick, so the doctor dragged him and forced him to inject a tranquilizer.

Lying on the bed, Ji Lu stared blankly at the ceiling, his eyes were sad and lifeless, as if he was dead, his breath came and went, and his thin chest heaved and fell quietly.

The effect of the medicine has not yet passed, his blood is flowing extremely slowly, and only a very faint consciousness reminds him: he is still alive.

Nothing could be worse.

The stabilizer in the hospital seemed to be in a larger dose than Duan Congzhen's home, and the drug was more effective, so that after five hours, the deer did not have any emotional ups and downs, and could not even feel the existence of his own body.

The door of the ward was opened, and the sound of footsteps approached, that is, the deer was lying on the bed sluggishly, without any strength to turn his head to look, but he knew who was coming in.

Who else could it be.

Duan Congzhen locked the door, walked to the bed and sat down, gently stroking his hair.

"Bambi," he shouted, with lazy pleasure in his voice, like a gift, "You have to thank me, if I hadn't communicated with the doctor, you would have been sent back to Dongqingshan."

Only then did Ji Lu react, and looked back at him extremely slowly, and the moment he tilted his head, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, and fell silently on the pillow.

The man's eyes were slightly red, and there was no emotion in his eyes. His dry lips were slightly parted, but he had no desire to speak.

Duan Congzhen fondled his hair, chuckled, "It's ridiculous, how could you be sent to a mental hospital?"

"My birthday is coming up," he said. "You still have to visit my mother with me. How can you be in a mental hospital?"

"Do you want me to wait for you for another seven years?"

Ji Lu suddenly came to his senses, his eyes were open, covered with bloodshot eyes, staring at him for a moment, his breathing was rapid, even a little out of control, and he let out a futile gasp in his throat, but he couldn't speak.

"You...how do you..."

Duan Congzhen looked down at him, full of calculations and deep emotions that Jilu couldn't see through, with coldness and a smile, nailing him to the bed like nails.

Seeing that he was almost out of breath, Duan Congzhen stretched out his hand, put his fingers on the man's Adam's apple, and suddenly leaned over to press against his ear, "Bambi, do you think you can avoid me?"

"As soon as you got the number from Li Jie, he called me and gloated and told me, Brother Duan, your little pet is not good and has gone to find another man."

Eyelashes lowered, Duan Congzhen had a gentle smile in his eyes, "I have known Li Jie for more than ten years, do you really think that he will stand by your side?"

"Bambi," Duan Congzhen turned his head slightly, brushed his lips against the hot eartips of the deer, and lowered his voice, "The only one you can rely on is me."

Out of the corner of the eye, I caught a glimpse of the man's stiff face, with astonishment and unbelievable pallor, haggard eyes, extremely pitiful.

Duan Congzhen kissed him sympathetically, helped him turn off the night light, and promised in the darkness,

"I'll take you out of the hospital."

"Don't try to run away by yourself."

"Got it, Bambi?"

·

Duan Congzhen has always been a man of his word.

On the day of discharge from the hospital, it was a sunny and sunny day. As soon as Ji Lu walked out of the hospital, he saw a car parked on the side of the road. Duan Congzhen was smoking lazily by the car door. When he saw him coming, he raised his eyebrows slightly and pinched his cigarette. Turn back to the driver's seat.

The radio in the car was on and was broadcasting the road conditions, that is, the deer was leaning against the car window, his eyes were empty, his eyes fell on the scenery that flashed by outside the window, and his face was numb.

The carriage was not quiet, but there was an almost hopeless calm and indifference everywhere.

After a while, the radio began to broadcast news, and the operator calmly reported a fire in the development zone.

"The old residential building caused a fire due to aging lines, and the disaster spread to the entire building. Fortunately, there were no casualties. The cause of the accident is still under investigation..."

Ji Lu listened silently, his pupils trembling slightly.

He could tell that the building that caught fire in the news was where he rented a house.

He remembered again, what Duan Congzhen said in his ear that day, "Do I have to set fire to this place?"

Even the deer didn't feel strange at all, but still felt a boundless tremor.

Duan Congzhen did it on purpose. He turned on the radio on purpose and listened to the news for him. Duan Congzhen didn't know how to listen to the radio before.

He did it on purpose, warning himself not to have any unrealistic ideas.

There were tears in Lu's eyes, but he suppressed them quickly, his body softened, and he slid slowly along the back of the chair until he almost fell on his back.

He looked up at the sky outside the car window. It was blue and clear, with little cloud traces and a gentle breeze. What a beautiful and free weather.

But he wasn't happy at all.He thought that he had already been numb and accepted all the evils of Duan Congzhen calmly and powerlessly, but even though Lu overestimated his ability to bear, he still felt very painful.

Duan Congzhen burned his house down.Burned away his last thought of avoiding harm and surviving.

He no longer has a home.

·

Lin Nai came to work with a cane. As soon as he entered the bar, Ji Lu saw him bouncing inside.

Frowning slightly, Ji Lu put down his work and walked over to help him.Thinking that it was because of his own reasons that Duan Congzhen went crazy and took revenge on him, Ji Lu felt a little guilty towards Lin Nai.

"Brother Lu." Lin Nai grinned, "Long time no see."

"Yeah." Seeing his excited expression, Ji Lu smiled and nodded, "Long time no see."

"It's so boring in the hospital." Lin Nai sat down and let out a long sigh of relief, "I'm going to throw up after eating sick meals."

Smiling without saying a word, Ji Lu helped him find a stool for his feet, and put away his crutches for him, looked at him as if with a lowered expression on his face, and asked casually, "What's going on?"

"The laboratory exploded." Lin Nai stuck out his tongue, "I don't know why the professor asked me to go to the chemical building to deliver things temporarily. It's a disaster."

As he said that, he glanced down at his leg, "Fortunately, it was a small accident. Some reagents were spilled on my body, and I stayed in the hospital for a long time. Now that the skin is almost healed, I'm out of the hospital."

"You." Ji Lu felt helpless and shook his head slightly, "Listen to the doctor more, and be hospitalized when you should."

"The doctor said it's fine." Lin Nai said, "Besides, I want to stay longer, but I'm going to defend my thesis soon, so I can't delay it."

It was only then that Ji Lu remembered that Lin Nai was indeed graduating from college soon.

"What's your plan after graduation?" Ji Lu asked rarely.

"Me?" Lin Nai didn't expect that he would take the initiative to ask about himself. He was taken aback for a moment, and then quickly said, "After graduation, I will go to my aunt's place for an internship."

"Auntie?" Ji Lu asked.

"Yeah." Lin Nai nodded, "My aunt's house is a Sino-foreign joint venture, and she planned to let me go there to help take care of it a long time ago. I don't know whether to stay abroad or return to China, but it's good."

"It's all good." The deer nodded in agreement.

Seeing Lin Nai talking endlessly about his future plans, the cities he wants to go to, the things he wants to do, the people he wants to meet, and when he talks about the future, his eyes are full of light.

A life full of hope.

Ji Luan listened quietly, smiled silently, nodded from time to time, but never spoke.

He couldn't empathize.

Because he has no future.

After coming out of the bar, it started to rain, gloomy, as if it was about to hit the head, forcing Ji Lu to breathe.

Standing on the side of the road, listening to the sound of the billboard being blown by the wind, that is, the deer's Adam's apple sliding up and down, looking blankly at the palm, and then slowly clenched his fist.

On the opposite side of the harbor, a huge light board broadcasts advertisements, writing today's date, temperature, and weather.

Ji Lu glanced at it, and unconsciously calculated in his heart, remembering that Duan Congzhen's birthday is next week.

When Duan Congzhen mentioned this matter that day, he asked himself to give him a gift.That is, the deer does not know what he wants, nor does he know what he needs.

People like Duan Congzhen don't have anything they want, and what else do they need from him.

But that being said, he couldn't really be unprepared.

After thinking about it for a long time, he still decided to buy a custom-made tie for Duan Congzhen. It was very expensive and exquisite, but it was all Duan Congzhen's money.

Duan Congzhen left a card with him, which was a bonus from a pharmaceutical company, and let Ji Lu use it. He knew that Duan Congzhen didn't care about money, and he didn't even know how much money was in this card, so he just threw it at him. .

Duan Congzhen is capable and has always had a lot of bonuses, but this does not mean that he is a generous person.

There are annual bonuses, and there are not many places. Naturally, the competition is fierce, and the final decision is a person who took the drug test.

The man Ji Lu met before, he didn't like to talk, he just kept his head down and did things, he was very simple, because of Duan Congzhen's relationship, he had met Ji Lu several times, and Ji Lu had a good impression of him.

But just because he said a few words in the tea room, Duan Congzhen saw him, so he turned around and called his friends in the organizing committee to cancel the experimenter's bonus quota.

Li Jie found it difficult to reason, and almost quarreled with him, "You know his parents are not in good health, and he hasn't received a bonus for three years, why did you grab that money?"

Duan Congzhen was very calm, smoking a cigarette lazily, "I am also short of money, and I just want a bonus."

"You fucking fart! Your year-end bonus is only 200 million, so short of that money?! You fucking want to see others suffer, cheap or not!"

Duan Congzhen raised his eyebrows and said, "Come and get it if you have the ability, and don't touch my bonus if you don't have the ability."

That bonus was actually only 20 yuan, and Duan Congzhen still took it all, even though he didn't lack the money at all.

Later, Ji Lu overheard that the man was borrowing money, maybe the family members really failed, otherwise he wouldn't have fallen to the point of begging for help.

Later, the money was borrowed and the person disappeared.

Later, Ji Lu never saw him again at Kelin Pharmaceutical Company. When he asked Li Jie, he only said that the man had resigned.

But Ji Lu knew that he was forced away by Duan Congzhen.

Duan Congzhen's heart has always been so hard, he doesn't feel pain, and he never sympathizes with anyone.

That deer has always known.