Chapter 37 Duan Congzhen What Breed Are You?
Chapter 37 Duan Congzhen What Breed Are You?
In the empty home, the sound of slapping on the wooden door echoed, mixed with the clang of the chains, it was frightening and lonely, with a faint echo.
That is, the deer sat on the ground and couldn't even lie down. His back was stiff and sore, and it was difficult to move. Occasionally, there was a buzzing in his ears, and most of the time it was deathly silent.
After dawn, a little light came into the utility room, narrow and faint, seeping in through the gaps in the blackout curtains and shining on the floor.
The dust drifted away in the light beam, and the deer leaned against the wall expressionlessly, his eyes out of focus, and his eyes stared blankly at the scattered dust, watching it being rolled up and falling down again.
Back and forth.
He couldn't feel the passage of time, but he could clearly feel the passage of his body temperature.The floor is icy, the wall is also icy, and the skin sticks to it, and the remaining heat is captured bit by bit and dissipated in helpless despair.
He is so cold.
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At six o'clock in the evening, Duan Congzhen came back on time.
When Ji Lu heard the footsteps, he paused for a moment, then his eyes slowly focused, and he turned his head extremely slowly and mechanically, looking at the locked door.
There are footsteps outside the door, approaching from a distance.
Raising his hand, he leaned towards the door, the chain around his neck was suddenly tightened, causing his entire throat to tremble.
The fingertips dug on the wooden door, making a piercing and sharp sound, that is, the deer woke up a little, and knocked lightly on the door with his fingers.
"Brother Duan, let me go out, okay?"
The faint voice seemed to be coaxing an unreasonable child, as if Duan Congzhen was joking with him, and as long as he was gentle and coaxed with a candy, Duan Congzhen would be able to stop his bad tricks.
He has nothing to do with Duan Congzhen.
That's all he can do.
After a while, a lazy and perfunctory voice came from outside the door, "Bambi, you will be punished if you make a mistake. You deserve it."
"You'll punish me when I go out, okay? I don't want to stay here..." The deer approached again, with a very soft and low voice, "It's so dark here, I'm so scared..."
"Afraid?" A sneer came from outside the door, "Why aren't you afraid when you kill people? Why aren't you afraid when you yell at me? Now you know how to be afraid? Why are you pretending to be pitiful here?"
Thinking of his out-of-control behavior this morning, Ji Lu froze for a moment, a clear panic flashed across his eyes, and his voice became much more urgent, "I was wrong...I will never do it again...Can you open the door?"
"Are you wrong?" Duan Congzhen asked coldly, "If I remember correctly, you said the same thing last time, right?"
That is to say, the deer froze, and the throat seemed to be blocked by something.
"Apologize every time, never change your mind every time, Ji Lu, are you a born liar?"
Duan Congzhen continued to question, with contemptuous anger in his voice, "I keep saying that I don't want to give you anything, and I don't want to make me sad, but my actions have exposed greed, kindness, jealousy and hypocrisy. Yesterday was Qi Ran, today is Qin Yu, and tomorrow Are you going to kill Li Jie too? Ji Lu, how can you make me believe you?"
Listening to Duan Congzhen's harsh and serious accusation, Ji Lu sat blankly in the dark, his eyes flickered, his lips trembled and he was speechless for a long time.
"I did not do it on purpose……"
The voice was deep and soft, as if talking to himself, that is, the deer repeated meaninglessly, its eyes were sad and lifeless, and it fell on the cold floor, as if it had been dug away.
"I did not do it on purpose……"
He didn't mean to hurt others, and he definitely didn't get any, not even a little bit of pleasure from watching those people get hurt or even die.Even if that person is the male nurse who tortured him for so long.
He is not a cruel man.
That deer swears.
He just doesn't know why things turned out like this.
Mingming met Duan Congzhen again, and he was already very satisfied to be able to stay by his side like this, but seeing the men beside Duan Congzhen, he couldn't help himself not to be jealous and hate.
He never meant to hurt anyone.
But the moment the impulsiveness came to his head, it was as if he threw off all his rationality, stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and lost the steering wheel, which was generally uncontrollable. He knew what he was doing and what the consequences would be, but he couldn't stop.
Seeing Qi Ran lying in a pool of blood, bloody and bloody, isn't he afraid?
Seeing Qin Yu's car rushing towards the river, wouldn't he be worried?
He doesn't mind living with guilt and pain at all.
He just hoped that Duan Congzhen would get what he wanted.
Ji Lu didn't know why, he obviously did nothing wrong, but every time things backfired.
He doesn't want to lie, the person he doesn't want to lie to in this world, and the person he is unwilling to lie to is Duan Congzhen.
But he can't seem to do anything right.
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Duan Congzhen didn't let him go, because he refused to admit his mistake, and then went out, and didn't come back until night.
As the temperature dropped at night, the deer leaned in the corner chaotically. Every time he fell asleep, he would always dream of the past, mixed with illusions that seemed unreal, so that he couldn't tell the truth.
He saw the passer-by's daughter sitting in front of the bed for a long time, caring for her paraplegic father with a haggard face.
He saw the male nurse fall from the roof without even uttering an exclamation.
He saw countless people wearing the same clothes as him in the glass house, being pushed in, carried out, and never seen again.
He saw a big fire, burning ragingly, and he stood in it, the flames licking every inch of his skin, pain and fear, but he couldn't escape.
He felt a pair of warm hands gently covering his forehead, with pity and nostalgia, and the familiar breath instantly surrounded him.
"Brother Duan..."
That is, the deer is about to cry.
He really wanted to tell him that he knew he was wrong, and wanted to beg his forgiveness, but his throat was burning, his brain was heating up rapidly, and his chest felt like a big stone was pressing on him, and he couldn't breathe no matter what.
"Bambi……"
He heard someone calling him softly.
Then, the palm next to the cheek suddenly became icy cold, like pliers, tightly grasping his neck, almost twisted with force.
"...you like watching people get into car accidents, don't you?"
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Waking up suddenly, it was already bright outside.
Duan Congzhen didn't come back all night.
The deer moved his body, his throat itched, he coughed violently, and his whole chest trembled.
His mind was in chaos, his subconscious was unclear due to high fever, his ears were buzzing, he opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.Ji Lu frowned, raised his hand and touched his forehead, it was extremely hot.
There was a slight movement outside the door.
Ji Lu was stunned for a moment, then reacted quickly, stretched out his hand and slapped the door with all his strength.
is he back
It's not too late to apologize, is it?
He'll be softhearted, right?
I don't want to stay here any longer...
Ji Lu couldn't speak, couldn't make a sound, his palm hit the door, and he was in a dull pain, but he had no time to take care of it, he couldn't take care of anything, and knocked on the door desperately.
There was a moment of silence outside the door, followed by the sound of approaching footsteps.
Before Ji Lu could react, the door of the utility room was pushed open, and the bright morning light blinded him.
"Fuck me!"
He heard someone curse, and then hurriedly approached, pulling the chain around his neck to untie it.
"Brother Duan... I'm sorry." Ji Lu leaned on the visitor, opened his eyes in a daze, and forced himself to apologize, his voice was so hoarse, it sounded like he was going to cough up blood in a second.
Li Jie was silent for a moment, looking in disbelief at the extremely thin and haggard person in his arms.
Ji Lu didn't get a response, thinking that he hadn't calmed down, reached out and grabbed his sleeve, tightly refusing to let go, "Forgive me, please..."
"Hold."
It was the first time that Li Jie was pulled so tightly by him, but he was not at all happy. Instead, an inexplicable chill rose in his heart, and he took out his mobile phone to call Duan Congzhen.
He moved his position, put his jacket on the man, tried to make him lean more comfortably, Li Jie cursed at the moment he picked up the phone.
"Duan Congzhen, what kind of fucking beast are you!?"
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