msmithbooks Chapter 42 On the verge of death
Chapter 42 On the verge of death
When Qi Yan woke up again, he was already tied to an instrument, and Mu Chenan was fiddling with those instruments beside him.
Seeing that the infusion needle had been stuck into his arm, Qi Yan closed his eyes, knowing that he had failed to persuade Mu Chenan, and that Mu Chenan was about to attack him.
"Don't be afraid, when I press this button, all the blood in your body will be replaced by a special potion, and you will be with me forever."
"I made this set of equipment after a long time of research. It will make you feel no pain at all, and it won't hurt. Qi Yan, close your eyes, just sleep and pass."
"do not be afraid."
Qi Yan didn't yell or cry, but said calmly: "Then can you untie my limbs? Don't worry, I won't struggle anymore. I don't have any strength in my body right now." , isn't it?"
Mu Chenan looked at Qi Yan, a trace of hesitation flashed in his eyes.
Seeing that Mu Chen'an was still hesitating, Qi Yan said again: "Don't you want a perfect doll? My limbs hurt from being tied up. If there are bruises left, your doll will not be perfect in the end. gone."
I don't know which sentence moved Mu Chenan, but in the end Mu Chenan really came forward and untied all Qi Yan's limbs.
The strength of the medicine injected just now has not passed, Qi Yan has no strength in his body now, no matter how hard he struggles, he will not be able to escape.
"Mu Chen'an, you really decided to do this, you won't change your mind, will you?" Qi Yan asked for the last time.
Mu Chenan nodded, "Yes."
"it is good."
Qi Yan sighed, and no longer planned to persuade him anymore.
Mu Chen'an's ideas were deeply ingrained in his mind by his mother since he was a child, no matter how hard Qi Yan tried to persuade him, it was useless.
unless……
Thinking of turning into a corpse and lying in this secret room forever, Qi Yan still didn't want to let himself end up in such a fate.
"Mu Chen'an, can you promise me one thing after I die?"
"You're not dead, you just turned into a doll." Mu Chenan corrected stubbornly.
"Okay, it's not death, it's turning into a doll. Then before I turn into a doll, can you promise me one thing?" Qi Yan said softly.
"You said."
"Mu Chen'an, don't kill anyone, and don't kill anyone again in the future."
Mu Chenan didn't speak, but looked at Qi Yan expressionlessly.
"Mu Chen'an, no matter what mistakes a person makes, his life belongs to him, and no one has the right to decide the life and death of this person. If he makes a mistake and breaks the law, he will be punished by law, but if you kill You will be punished by law.”
"And Mu Chen'an, you may not understand what I said, but everyone will have their own family and friends. If he dies, his family and friends will be sad. What you ruined is not just one person, but an entire family. "
"Anyway, I'm a loner. No one will be sad when I die. My father only cares about my elder brother, and my elder brother doesn't care about me, a younger brother who makes him hate me. My mother passed away very early. So when I die, I die, and no one will feel sorry for my death."
When Qi Yan said these words, tears still flowed down slowly.
He thought of his parents in the real world, as well as his relatives.
The reason why Qi Yan has been seriously ill for such a long time but still develops his natural optimistic and happy personality is because his parents, relatives and friends have given him enough love since he was a child.
He's figured it out now, let's die, and his real-life parents must have accepted his death.
If he lingers on his last breath and goes back, it will only disturb their already peaceful life.
So just die in this book world that no one knows about.
No one in this world would care about his death, and no one would suffer for him.
As for Mu Chen'an, Qi Yan only hoped that he could change the ending, stop killing people, and stop doing wrong things.
His feelings for Muchen An are complicated.
At first, I just approached him with the idea of completing the task. I was afraid of him and had to approach him.
But he never hated Mu Chen'an, especially after getting along with him for so long.
When Mu Chenan was not sick, Mu Chenan was actually very kind to him, pampering him very much, and Mu Chenan would obey him in everything he did.
But Mu Chen'an had an abnormal childhood, and an abnormal mother, who raised him into his current abnormal personality.
Qi Yan once thought that he could save him, but the facts told him that he overestimated himself.
What Mu Chen'an said was right, he was too self-righteous.
When Mu Chenan heard Qi Yan's words, his heart ached inexplicably, and the pain made him very uncomfortable.
He didn't like Qi Yan saying these words, nor did he like the look on Qi Yan's face.
Mu Chen'an wanted to say something, but Qi Yan didn't give him another chance to speak.
There is a scalpel next to the laboratory table, Qi Yan saw it when he just opened his eyes.
At this moment, he tried to sit up with all his strength, then reached out to the scalpel, and held the scalpel in his hand.
Mu Chenan watched his movements, but didn't respond at all.
The scalpel passed in front of Mu Chenan and stopped on his chest.
Muchen stood there quietly, without any movement to avoid it.
Qi Yan opened his mouth, "You think I'm going to kill you, don't you?"
Muchen An didn't speak, but his expression and eyes had already expressed everything.
He stood there calmly, waiting for Qi Yan to kill him.
Qi Yan smiled lightly, and gave Mu Chen'an a last look with longing eyes.
"Mu Chen'an, imperfect dolls lose their collection value, so throw my ashes into the sea after I die."
After finishing speaking, Qi Yan thrust the scalpel into his chest without hesitation.
Qi Yan could tell from a long time ago that Mu Chenan cared a lot about his body injury and any wounds.
The first time he was injured in front of Mu Chen'an was when Tang Tianxin accidentally cut his arm, and that time Mu Chen'an was obsessed with not wanting to leave any scars on his body.
Qi Yan didn't understand why before, but now he understands, it turned out that Mu Chen'an wanted a perfect doll, and he didn't want any wounds on this perfect doll.
Qi Yan is willing to die, but he doesn't want to lie in this cold secret room forever like that puppy and Mu Chen'an's mother.
Since he does not belong to this world, let his ashes be scattered into the sea after death, and he can freely go to every place in this world.
Mu Chenan looked at Qi Yan in shock, and stood there blankly, unable to believe what he saw.
"I can't be your perfect doll anymore, so goodbye, Mu Chenan." Qi Yan finally murmured to Mu Chenan.
His body fell slowly, and his whole body fell on the experimental table.
"Qi Yan..."
Mu Chen'an hadn't reacted until this moment, he watched the blood gushing out of Qi Yan's chest quickly dye Qi Yan's whole body red, and he stood there motionless.
His brain seemed to stop spinning, unable to deal with the situation in front of him.
Until the moment Qi Yan inserted it, the blood splashed on his face slowly fell, and Mu Chen'an's pale face gently touched the bright red blood with his fingers.
The blood that used to excite and satisfy him the most now made him fearful. His heart ached, and the pain that he couldn't die felt dulled to his brain, and the pain made his whole body almost convulsed.
So is he going to lose Qi Yan forever?
The bright red blood is Qi Yan's blood, Qi Yan's life is passing by, he will never open his eyes to talk to him, and smile at him.
"Qi Yan!!!"
Mu Chenan finally collapsed. He stretched out his hand in a panic and hugged Qi Yan who was lying there into his arms, and called out his name in great grief.
Trembling, Mu Chen'an put his finger under Qi Yan's nose, and when he felt that he was still breathing weakly, he immediately ran outside with his arms in his arms.
"Tan Yiyang, drive over here! Go to the hospital! Hurry up!"
When Tan Yiyang heard the movement and ran towards him, he couldn't believe his own eyes.
Mu Chen'an looked like a demon who had just returned from hell to take revenge, with blood all over his body.
The Qi Yan he was holding was also covered in blood, his face was so pale that it was almost transparent, he was hugged by Mu Chen'an lifelessly, as if he was going to disappear at any moment.
Tan Yiyang didn't dare to waste any more time, and immediately ran to drive the car out of the garage.
Tan Yiyang has been with Mu Chenan for so long, and he has never seen Mu Chenan so scared and embarrassed.Now he looks like he is going crazy, and he is madly holding Qi Yan to the hospital.
Tan Yiyang drove towards the hospital at the fastest speed along the way, Mu Chenan was sitting in the back seat holding Qi Yan trembling, and kept calling Qi Yan's name.
Tan Yiyang even thought that his ears were wrong, because he even choked up when he heard Mu Chenan keep calling Qi Yan's name.
Qi Yan was sent to the emergency room, and Mu Chenan collapsed outside the operating room.
Thinking of how decisively Qi Yan inserted the knife into his own body just now, he really didn't want to live anymore, he would rather die than be his doll.
When Qi Yan was in his arms just now, he was so fragile, his breathing had become very weak, as if he would stop breathing at any time.
Mu Chen'an used to like the feeling that other people's life and death were in his hands the most. He found it interesting and ironic to see a person's struggle before dying.
But when Qi Yan was lying in his arms, and his life was passing away little by little, Mu Chen'an was only afraid and collapsed.
For the first time, Mu Chen'an began to doubt himself, was his previous thought really correct?
When Qi Yan really becomes a doll that can no longer move, speak, or express, and stay with him forever like this, will he really be happy?