Chapter 110 Character 2: Shen Sang
Chapter 110 Character 2: Shen Sang
All the memories of his childhood started from the orphanage. He thought that everyone in the world lived like this. Then he realized that no, they were all children who were wanted and loved by no one.But he was well fed, warmly clothed, and had a place to sleep. He felt very good and satisfied at first.
Until he inadvertently saw the outside world and met the people in the outside world. They were dressed in brightly colored clothes and strange shapes, which quickly attracted the attention of children.
They used colorful hands to take away the familiar little friends who usually played and played. Since they stepped out of the thick and dull high threshold, they never came back. Only then did he know that this is called adoption. From then on, those adopted children Now that they have a home and love, they can live in the colorful world outside.
He began to look forward to it in his heart, but he couldn't learn to smile innocently on his face. There were fewer and fewer familiar friends around him, and his brother who was the best to him also left. He was terrified and began to secretly learn how to smile to be more happy Good-looking, even more lovable, making those outsiders take a fancy to him at a glance.
He was full of hope, and after waiting for a long time, he finally waited for an opportunity. He maintained a just right smile on his face, and his heart was already overjoyed, but he couldn't smile too obviously, so as to scare his "mom and dad" Oh no.
He conceived many beautiful visions in his heart, but in the end they were broken one by one in that small black room.
But later he got his wish and left the orphanage, but he didn't live happily because of it. For the first time, he knew that without parents, he would be ridiculed and bullied. He also knew that in the outside world , Nothing can be done without money.
He may never repay Li Yiran's kindness in his whole life, but that bad guy never asks for anything in return.
Later, he met the most important person in his life—Hai Wenqing.Li Yiran gave him life, while Hai Wenqing gave him a brilliant and fiery life, and Tong Le and Zhang Tiandu were the sparks in his life, gorgeous and beautiful.
In the past few days, he always remembered that he said before that he had suffered a lot and it was difficult to walk. In fact, when he calmed down and thought about it carefully, it seemed that he really didn’t suffer much. When he was the most difficult time when he was a child, Brother Yiran, When he grew up, he had Hai Wenqing, Tong Le, and Zhang Tiandu, but the most difficult thing for him was that he couldn't overcome his sensitivity and fragility.
But the better Hai Wenqing treated him, the more frightened he was. He pretended to have several secrets in his heart and didn't dare to tell him. He lied to Hai Wenqing, but he loved Hai Wenqing more. He couldn't tell any of them, even if they later When they are together, he is not confident, he doesn't want to be honest with Hai Wenqing, he doesn't want Hai Wenqing to find out his inner inferiority, darkness, sadness, and unbearable, even if Hai Wenqing doesn't care, but he will, he cares very much, very much He cared, he hoped that he would always be optimistic and perfect in Hai Wenqing's eyes.
But the development of things will never go as one wishes. The more you worry about something, it will definitely happen. No one can escape this law.He can accept black material on the Internet and attacks from netizens, but he can't accept Hai Wenqing seeing him in a mess, whether it's true or not.
He looks heartless and optimistic, but after getting along for a long time, you will find that he just uses an optimistic shell to carefully wrap up the pain and pessimism in his heart. He is careless, but considerate; he is cheerful and loving. He laughs, but is sensitive and inferior; he will come to me for anything with pride, but he is completely insecure...
However, when a bad thing happens, bad things happen one after another. The things on the Internet have not subsided yet, but he has received a piece of news that he thought he had never thought of in his life—he turned out to be the long-lost son of Wang's real estate. .What a dramatic plot, but at that time his mind was very confused, all the things on the Internet made him very confused. At this cusp, he didn't know whether finding his biological parents was a good thing or a bad thing.
But at the beginning, he thought it must be a good thing, but if it was really what he expected, it would really not be called life.
But later he realized that his so-called family members were no different from strangers. They treated each other coldly and believed things on the Internet, thinking that combining the two words of him and Wang family would insult the Wang family's reputation.
At the beginning, he still had a glimmer of hope, and he still sketched a beautiful fairy tale for them in his heart. In the story, his family must never give up looking for him. They would wait for him to come home with tears in their eyes, and tell him something It doesn't matter, we will trust you and protect you.But he didn't expect them to be so indifferent. The father who was the only surprise seemed to have no way to deal with the so-called indifferent brother and mother. They didn't have the surprise of finding it again, and they didn't care how he came here after so many years. Yes, it was then that he suddenly understood that not all relatives are as warm as he read in the article, at least his mother and brother were not, they didn't want to see if I was doing well?I'm just afraid that I will ruin the reputation of the Wang family and rob the Wang family's property.
And in the back, those false good words and warmth are only for their inheritance!
The relentless "war" on the Internet, the contempt and meaninglessness of his biological family, and the sacrifices made for him by the people around him are all slowly piling up in his heart. He doesn't want to think that he can't do anything well, so he He can only vent all his anger on the people around him. Their excessive worry, good heart, and extraordinary excellence are all factors that overwhelm him, but he holds back all of them, and he wants to show that he doesn't care It was because of Wang Xing's departure that such a good person, such a successful entrepreneur, and such a humble father were ruined in his hands, all because of him.
This incident was like a boulder pressing down the mountain mouth of a volcanic eruption. The magma was rolling and roaring, and finally broke through the boulder. In, and into the blood, but they ignored the pain and chose to hug the volcano, hoping to calm his anger gently.
Gentleness is always the most powerful weapon, even if it is a volcano, it will surrender...
Hai Wenqing hugged him tenderly, and said it's okay, we love you very much, only then did he believe that those who loved him would never leave him, even if he was vicious, ferocious, and daring Little, they still love him so much.
As for Wang Yujie and Wang Junren, he seems to be getting more and more indifferent, but it's just a blood relationship, it doesn't matter, they haven't had it in the past twenty years, and they won't need it later.
He heard what Wang Junren said in front of their father's tomb, and he asked him if he still wanted him as an elder brother?But he pretended he didn't hear it, because he didn't need it, he didn't want to feel guilty and owed, Wang Junren might have investigated his past affairs and sympathized with him, he knew that kind of look best, filled with pity.
And even if Wang Junren wanted to recognize him back, what about Wang Yujie?That so-called mother has a bad face every time she sees him, plus he killed Wang Xing, every time Wang Yujie sees him, she has an expression that she can't help but kill him, if she knows that her best and only His son got mixed up with a little star like him, so he probably hated him even more...
Fortunately, he still has Li Yiran, Hai Wenqing, Tong Le and Zhang Tiandu by his side.
As soon as Hai Wenqing was mentioned, his mood improved by half. Hai Wenqing, who is so considerate and inseparable, would sigh in his heart every time he saw him: How could there be such a good person?But such a good person is still his Shen Sang.
Recently, what he always misses the most is the time when he and Hai Wenqing were filming together. With the sound of playing the board, they were the characters in the play, performing all kinds of love and hatred, joys and sorrows.During that time, the camera was looking down, and Hai Wenqing was looking up. The love was buried in my heart, but my eyes were all on each other.
I still remember that after they started talking, it might be that someone favored them. Shen Sang was always inexplicably wronged. He felt wronged when he ate, felt wronged when he walked, felt wronged when he stayed alone for more than 2 minutes, and read the script by himself. I was also wronged, if Hai Wenqing didn't look at Shen Sang immediately when Shen Sang looked at him, then Shen Sang would be very unhappy that day, and she must do her best to calm down...
Hai Wenqing is also good-tempered, no matter how excessive his demands are, he will coax him well with nice words, and he is very good at coaxing people, he will always coax him well in a few words.
He likes to stare at Hai Wenqing motionlessly, without thinking about anything, just staring at him, maybe he hasn't recovered from the wonderful feeling that there is such a person in his life , I just feel that I can’t get enough of it, and I don’t want to miss it for a second.
"Looking at the computer again? What did I say just now?" An angry voice came from behind Shen Sang.
Shen Sang froze for a moment, then slowly turned her head and smiled flatteringly: "Qingqing~"
Hai Wenqing obviously didn't like him, she pursed her lips and folded her hands to look at him.
Shen Sang quickly turned off the computer, and immediately moved towards Hai Wenqing, smiling flatteringly: "Brother Hai, I know I was wrong."
Hai Wenqing: "You have been playing games all day today. I just turned off the computer, and you secretly turned it on again. This is no longer a matter of saying that you can forgive you if you make a mistake. It is because you turned a deaf ear to my words. Going further, it is If you don't put me in your heart, you can infer that I am not important in your heart."
Shen Sang: "..."
"Tell me, what should I do?"
And Shen Sang was still recalling the string of words he just said, "Why, how can I deduce that you are not important in my heart?"
"Oh, I'm just reading the script. You came here as soon as I opened it."
Hai Wenqing: "..."
"Don't be angry, okay?"
"Okay?" Shen Sang leaned her head on Hai Wenqing's shoulder and said in a soft voice.
Hai Wenqing still didn't speak.
"...Then, that's the big deal, I can do whatever you want, right?"
Hai Wenqing raised the corner of her mouth suddenly: "That's what you said."
Shen Sang actually knew what he wanted to do, it was nothing more than this and that!
He quickly smiled and kissed Hai Wenqing: "Well, I said so."
Hai Wenqing pulled him immediately: "Go to sleep."
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