Start with an assistant [entertainment circle]

Chapter 83 It's Okay

Hai Wenqing didn't leave so easily this time, he wanted to have a good talk with Shen Sang, he chased after him, the bedroom door was locked, he kept beating, "Xiao Sang, Xiao Sang, open the door..."

Shen Sang didn't pay attention at all, and Hai Wenqing continued: "Shen Sang, what do you mean by this, open the door and let's have a good talk."

"Shen Sang..."

Hai Wenqing didn't have the slightest intention to stop, and Shen Sang didn't have the slightest intention to open the door.

"Xiao Sang, come out, let's talk after we come out, okay?" Hai Wenqing softened her voice.

Shen Sang looked at the door, the afterglow in the crack of the door flickered, as if calling him to go, the voice was tireless, disturbing to hear, "I don't want to see you, you go." Shen Sang shouted out of control .

The sound of knocking on the door stopped, "What are you talking about? Come out and say it, okay? I'll take a look at you, and I'll leave after I take a look at you."

Shen Sang shouted: "I said, I don't want to see you, let's go!"

There was a sudden silence outside the door, Shen Sang hugged her head in pain, and begged in her voice: "Really, I really don't want to see you, please, please go! Brother Hai, please go! I beg you It's..."

Shen Sang didn't know whether she had tears or not, her eyes were already swollen and painful, and she couldn't feel whether there were tears, but his voice was sad, with a hint of crying!

Hai Wenqing put down her hands that were frozen in mid-air, and said after a long time: "Okay, I'll go."

Shen Sang buried her head in her knees, deceiving herself that she didn't hear the loss and sadness in Hai Wenqing's tone, it's not that I don't want to see you, it's just that I don't know how to see you, I know you will give me gentle comfort, but I can't Open this door, because I am afraid that I will lose control and feel wronged when I see you.

Shen Sang only felt his brain buzzing and a sharp pain in his heart. He was pressing on his chest, and he couldn't breathe, which made him extremely uncomfortable. His body began to tremble uncontrollably. He pursed his mouth, but couldn't cry out, he twisted involuntarily, tearing the clothes on his chest, trying to make himself feel better.

In this dark night, that bright-eyed young man was easily devoured. The shell he had managed to grow and the wall he built were forcibly dismantled and pushed down by them, revealing the soft white flesh curled up inside. When the breeze blows, he can dissipate with the wind!

He used to be innocent and wanton, laughing without any scruples and stayed in this dark night. No matter how much he smiles in the future, he will always have some regrets and regrets...

The dark night always makes people panic and let people think wildly, Shen Sang thinks most about Wang Xing, that successful man, his father, the person who treats him best in his blood relationship, even if he goes to another A world is also protecting himself in his own way. He was afraid that Wang Yujie and Wang Junren would not let him return to the Wang family, so he made such a will. In order to make up for him, he gave most of his property, and in order to ask for his forgiveness, Greeted with a humble smile...

In this world, there are many people who are helpless, many people who are too late, and many people who are regretful, it is really sad...

Of course Hai Wenqing was worried about letting him stay alone like this. He took a blanket and sat at the door of Shen Sang's bedroom, "Xiao Sang, you don't want to see me, so let's talk like this!"

"You really don't want to see me? It's been so many days, don't you miss me?"

"Xiao Sang, what happened to Uncle Wang is not your fault. Life is impermanent and accidents happen every day, so we have to live well now."

"You can be sad, you can cry, you can be decadent, but you must cheer up in the end."

Hai Wenqing leaned against the bedroom door, with one leg curled up, his arms draped lazily, the light in his eyes intertwined with light and dark, and the corner of his mouth hooked: "When will we go on a trip? I've thought about it for a long time, let's go Look at all kinds of colors, the scenery of various places, if you can’t do it at home, go abroad, you can go anywhere, okay?”

……

Shen Sang still didn't respond, he just babbled for most of the night by himself.

Early the next morning, Shen Sang was woken up by knocking on the door. She thought it was Hai Wenqing again. Hearing his voice last night, she fell asleep in a daze, but when she listened carefully, it was Li Yi. Burningly, "Xiao Sang, I am my brother, open the door quickly."

Shen Sang got up and opened the door, the person outside was Li Yiran: "Brother Yiran?"

Li Yiran hugged him suddenly: "Xiao Sang, are you alright? Wen Qing called me and said that you locked yourself in the house by yourself, and you won't speak no matter what."

Shen Sang's eyes darkened, and she patted Li Yiran's back to comfort her: "I'm fine, Brother Yiran, I just fell asleep."

Li Yiran let him go, the sadness and worry in his eyes couldn't get rid of, "He said he was fine, why did he lose so much weight recently?"

He looked very haggard and tired, with all his hair down covering his eyes and his clothes hanging down his body.

Shen Sang: "..."

Li Yiran: "Go brush your teeth and wash your face first. I'll bring you breakfast and wait for you to eat together. We haven't eaten together for a long time."

Shen Sang seemed very tired, and said softly: "...Okay."

During the meal, Shen Sang was very calm, answered every question, and cooperated very well, but he didn't talk much and didn't laugh anymore.

Li Yiran looked at Shen Sang, and asked tentatively: "Xiao Sang, can you stay here for a few days?"

Shen Sauna took a spoonful of his hand and said, "I'm fine here, you don't need to take care of me."

"Besides, there has been no one in the store for a long time, why don't you go back and have a look?"

Li Yiran glanced at Hai Wenqing, then said with a smile: "It's okay, I've been locked up for so many days, and I don't care about these two days, I'll just stay for two days."

Shen Sang said with a blank expression, "It's up to you."

Li Yiran nodded: "Okay."

He actually understands everything in his heart, understands everything, but he is too lazy to promise them, he is such a cold, selfish, fragile, inferior and self-respecting person.

Seeing this, Hai Wenqing also said: "Xiao Sang, let's take Brother Yiran for a walk after dinner. It's his first time here, let's take him to familiarize himself with the surrounding environment."

Shen Sang: "Take Brother Yiran, I'm sleepy and want to sleep."

Hai Wenqing: "...Okay, then you can rest, we will call you when you have lunch."

Shen Sang nodded.

In the past two days, Li Yiran always found various excuses to pull Shen Sang out, most of which Shen Sang would refuse, and today he was going back, Shen Sang pulled himself together and said a few more words to him, Li Yiran Pulling Hai Wenqing to talk for a while, Shen Sang didn't need to think about it, it was nothing more than about herself.

There were only two people left in the house, and Shen Sang became even more silent. Before Li Yiran, he could say a few words, and Hai Wenqing basically nodded and shook their heads, occasionally popping out a sentence or two.

The silent and weird atmosphere between the two ended completely until Tong Le's arrival.

Tong Le pushed a piece of paper in front of him: "Xiao Sang, take a look, this is a publicity plan we customized for you, you can take some time in the next two days to go to the studio, take a few sets of photos, or take a selfie, first online Say hello to the netizens, and then start the next work, now that all the resources have been found, I am still checking for you, and I will give you the right ones.”

Shen Sang lowered his head and picked up two mouthfuls of rice in the bowl, and said nonchalantly: "Forget it, no one likes me now, no matter what I do, they won't like me, so why should I do these meaningless things?" matter."

The atmosphere stagnated, and Tong Le's tone was a little displeased, "Are you planning to give up now? When we were worrying about you and thinking of a way, you were already planning to give up?"

I didn't know that sentence touched Shen Sang, he suddenly exploded, the bowls and chopsticks and the dishes on the side fell to the ground because of his actions, "Pa la pa la..." several times, and shattered on the ground: "Give up ? Am I eligible to give up? Since I was a child, haven’t you all been giving up on me? Do I have the right to give up?”

"You worry about me, think of a way for me? Did I ask you to do this? You can only make me look down on myself and make me feel more guilty by putting on such a good attitude for me."

There were only two panting voices in the air, Tong Le looked at Shen Sang in disbelief, as if he couldn't figure out why he became like this?

Hai Wenqing put down her chopsticks in silence.

The moment Shen Sang said the words, he was both happy and regretful, he knew that these people were sincerely doing his best, and would not look down on him, but the ridiculous self-esteem that caused the mischief jumped out and said: Look, these people are sympathizing with you, Because you can't do it, let everyone worry about you, you are a waste, you can't do anything well, what else can you do?

"Okay, fine, you're fine, I'm nosy!" Tong Le looked at Shen Sang for a long time, then nodded frequently, and slammed the door away.

Only Shen Sang and Hai Wenqing were left, Shen Sang stood panting, Hai Wenqing sat with her head down, after a while, Hai Wenqing didn't say anything, she got up and silently tidied up the broken things that were all over the floor just now. Messy.

Shen Sang looked at him carefully picking up the broken porcelain plate, with a low eyebrow and pleasing to the eye, let alone venting his anger, he shouldn't be like this, he can only walk on the red carpet in high-definition clothes, with firm eyes On, on the podium, in front of the camera; his hands are only used to hold the trophy and the microphone.

He stepped forward and knocked down the plate in Hai Wenqing's hand. The clattering sound seemed to be the relationship between them, and the ground was broken. Shen Sang was like a mad woman with long-standing grievances, with red eyes. Staring at Hai Wenqing, "What are you doing? Why do you do this? Do you think I'm pitiful?"

"I don't need you to declare for you, support me, and speak for me. I just want you to stay away from me, and you stay away from me. Why can't you?"

"Why can't you just leave me alone for a while? Why do you always put so much pressure on me? Why do you have to make me feel like I'm a waste?"

"I don't need anyone, I don't want to hear anything, I don't want to do anything that is good for me,"

"I don't want to see you, I don't want to see Brother Yiran, I don't want to see Brother Le, I don't want to see anyone, can you please stop appearing in front of my eyes and let me stay alone quietly?"

His eyes are sunken, his eyes are red, and he is slovenly; he is hysterical, his words are sharp, and he pretends to be strong.He waved his hands, stomped his feet, and said words against his will. He turned his words into knives and stabbed the person who loved him without hesitation, hoping to cover up his cowardice and sorrow.

Hai Wenqing quietly watched him go crazy, he tried his best to pretend not to care, but still accidentally revealed the sadness in his eyes.

He stepped heavily on those fragments, walked towards Shen Sang, stood still in front of him, gently hugged her into his arms, and said softly: "It's okay, good boy~"

A few words made Shen Sang throw away his helmet and armor, and remove the copper wall and iron shell from his body. The fog blinded his eyes and he couldn't see the road ahead, but he heard a clear voice guiding him in the direction, "Let me accompany you." How about you? I want to learn how to cook, how about cooking for you? Can you teach me? Our little Sang is very good, he can cook all kinds of dishes, "

"However, you have to teach me slowly, I can't learn so much at once,"

"How about you take me to the supermarket to buy groceries? I haven't been to a supermarket in years,"

"After dinner, we can go for a walk. It just so happens that the flowers by the lake are blooming recently,"

"I still want to go to the bookstore and buy a lot of books, and even if I don't read them, I have to buy them and put them away,"

"Then we should go buy a bookshelf first..."

.........

I don't know how long Hai Wenqing talked, and Shen Sang didn't know how long she listened. I only know that Hai Wenqing's entire shoulders were wet in the end.

The two of them just stood among the fragments, hugging each other warmly, talking softly, and gossiping, all of a sudden dispelling the cold, darkness, and loneliness of the young man for so many days, he buried his head in Hai Wenqing's chest, his hands tightly Grabbing his waist was like grabbing a life-saving straw.

There was a moaning and growling like a small animal from his chest, Hai Wenqing followed his back one by one, her Adam's apple rolled, her eyes were moist, "Fool..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I didn't..."

"I know, needless to say, it's okay, it's okay, we all love you, it's okay..."

He was tired from crying and fell asleep, holding Hai Wenqing's clothes tightly in his hands. Hai Wenqing looked at his thin face, and gently covered his face with distress: "During this time, it's hard for my little Sang gone."

The person in his arms buried his head deeper and hugged him tighter.