Chapter 66
Chapter 66
Tu Muyuan remembered that when he was young, he was pointed at and called deaf by a distant cousin with a cheap mouth.
At that time, the expressions on the faces of the adults in the family were all ugly, Xu Zhongyi directly poured the red wine in his hand onto the face of an adult beside him, gritted his teeth with a cold look and said:
"Take care of your brats."
Later, Tu Muyuan never saw that distant cousin again until he grew up. He had forgotten what that cousin was called, but he always remembered the phrase deaf.
Those words were not heartbreaking, because he did know that he was deaf when he was a child, and he still remembers that the first sound he heard came from a piano.
At that time, he was in poor health and late in all kinds of enlightenment, so at the age of a child, his comprehension ability and learning ability were all slower than his peers.
Tu Muyuan's family conditions are very good, the family members are afraid that he will suffer, they wish to use a thousand quilts to make a bed, and put him on it carefully, so that he will not feel any suffering in the world, at home he is held in the hands of the whole family treasure.
But when he was in primary school, he studied in a private aristocratic school, and he was surrounded by a bunch of rich kids, so he was extremely proud.
Everyone refused to let anyone else go, and were forced to drive away by their family members, so Tu Muyuan, who reacted slowly and only knew how to giggle, became an open target of ridicule.
After Tu Muyuan's second brother Nao Teng broke his finger, he felt very guilty, so he wanted to go to his class to pick him up to and from school in person, but in the corridor, he heard someone calling his brother mentally disabled, and everyone was talking about mentally handicapped brother coming.
At that time, his second brother was so angry that he wanted to dig out the ancestral graves of the class teacher and these bastards and sink them into the cesspit, but when he walked into the classroom and saw Tu Muyuan, he found that his younger brother was just sitting quietly on the chair, very obedient looking at him.
The fact that Tu Muyuan was bullied by his class in primary school was finally revealed to the world, and the family hurriedly removed the child from school like the plague. Xu Zhongyi was not reconciled, and even sued the school severely.
Just like that, he didn't go to elementary school anymore. Until the second year of junior high school, Tu Muyuan studied with a tutor at home. Later, he didn't go to those aristocratic schools, but went to ordinary public schools.
Because the intelligence level is completely normal, Tu Muyuan's grades have caught up. He is very disciplined, and he does things in a strict manner. He can be called a textbook. He is always in the top of the class, and soon he is noticed by the students around him.
His family is very rich, and more and more people know about it. Everyone sees that he has no friends and is very simple, so they all come to be friends with him, and tell him everything they want, so Tu Muyuan became friends again. cash machine.
But Tu Muyuan is indeed not mentally retarded or brain-dead. When he was about to graduate from junior high school, he was already disgusted by the greedy faces of the people around him, so he became more and more indifferent, introverted, and not talkative.
After entering high school, Tu Muyuan was so cold that no one around him dared to approach him anymore. He didn't have a cold face and a warm heart, but his face was colder and his heart was even colder.
This person said that being ruthless is ruthless with determination. Although he is rich, he is very selfish. Not only do those gangsters who stop him on the way out of school pay less than a penny, but they will be sent to the police station immediately when their parents come to the police station. If you don't bend down to apologize and apologize a dozen times, the matter will never end.
But there is such a person, but there is a white moonlight in his heart.
And that Bai Yueguang was still a man.
But in fact, at the beginning, Tu Muyuan didn't think that Bai Yueguang was Bai Yueguang, that person was just a distant destination, the daunting high-score difficult questions on the college entrance examination paper, the long and painful pursuit like a marathon.
Li Xi's request for dating was just an attempt. Tu Muyuan had a bad intention of slandering him, thinking of that excellent image in his mind, and pressed the other boy in a place without lights for a long time. At that time, he was an out-and-out straight man.
When the other person hit his pants, he suddenly felt sick, so he pushed the person away.
That is, when he felt sick, Tu Muyuan suddenly seemed to have come into contact with another feeling. He went back to sleep, and when he woke up the next day, he knew that he was bent.
I am nothing more than that, and that person is probably nothing more than that.
During that time, he thought about this sentence, his heart was always itchy, his body was eager to try, and he wanted to ask if it was that person, how would he deal with this kind of thing.
Tu Muyuan used the excellent image that he always cared about in his heart to restrain his laziness and lack of progress. He repeatedly did all the things that would make him better and better, just for the sake of an assumption that when we meet next time, he will You will not lose in front of him.
The university went smoothly and was admitted to the school he missed. In his bones, he was more like Xu Zhongyi. He was born with artistic cells and a desire for self-expression, so he chose the goal of being an actor without hesitation.
What he didn't expect was that in the dormitory, he met the outstanding person in his impression again.
In fact, Tu Muyuan had long forgotten what he looked like. When he was a child, he only thought he was very good-looking. His face was soft and white, his eyes were black and big, and his eyelashes were curly and long. They were as clear as the sky, which made people want to look more often.
And, his name is He Jian.
In fact, Tu Muyuan was a little disappointed that He Jian didn't have a disability. He looked even more attractive, which made Tu Muyuan's cold and heartless appearance even more itchy.
He hates any room, because he always pretends to be one thing on the outside, pretends to be a brother to himself in the dormitory, and when he leaves the dormitory, if he is too lazy to deal with it or stay with his girlfriend, he will pretend not to see it. It's all nonsense to speak so nicely.
Forget about the plastic brothers, He Jian doesn't like to tidy up things, throwing clothes, socks, and underwear everywhere, and sometimes even people go to the wrong bed.
Several times, Tu Muyuan was so angry that he wanted to fuck the person on his bed who was sleeping without a quilt and showing a white and thin waist, but after calming down, he just walked to the bed that was so piled up that there was no place to sleep. , Put the clothes he had tried on back into the closet.
Then, he spent the whole night sitting at the desk looking at the calligraphy and painting circles, not reconciled to taking care of this and that for him in the dormitory, but he only needed to get himself together and go out to meet his new girlfriend.
It was cleaned up so well, but it was not for him to see.
This unwillingness became more and more intense, and finally turned into a strong possessive desire. He wanted to occupy the person on his bed to pieces. He needed two or three cold showers to restrain his body's strong impulse.
He didn't know when he began to spoil that person in the dormitory more and more, and he couldn't close the door of his sexual orientation. Even if he knew that the person was fed up and called him wife in nonsense, he would Suppress the phrase "call me husband" in my heart, and tolerate all his shortcomings and ugliness with a gentle and considerate image.
Because He Jian likes it like this.
Although he didn't know what He Jia had gone through, he could see that He Jia needed the love of those around him very much.
He likes that he treats him unconditionally, doesn't mind his lazy and willful appearance, and won't get angry no matter how hard he tries.
So Tu Muyuan did it according to the person's design, but after serving for a long time, Tu Muyuan himself thought it was cute that He Jian relied on him like this, so he enjoyed it, and one was willing to fight and the other was willing to suffer.
But I don't know if my thoughts have changed, or He Jian knew his thoughts and deliberately teased him, the communication and getting along between them began to become more and more ambiguous.
Many times, Tu Muyuan felt that he had become the prey of He Jian, that person was too profane, and gave him the illusion that the two of them were dating countless times, kept lighting the fire, kept adding fuel to the fire, Tu Muyuan finally became more and more I can't control myself, and when I encounter something about He Jian, I feel restless and unconscious. I think about him all the time, and I am so addicted that I can't extricate myself.
Even if he knew that he regarded himself as a brother, he didn't care that he was just flying moths to the flame, holding him firmly and putting him on the top of his heart, wishing to move everything he wanted to him.
On the day of graduation, the school girl who had a crush on He Jian for a long time was determined to hook up with him, so Tu Muyuan drank a lot of wine, one was sad, and the other was emboldened.
During the time when He Jian was kicked out to buy condoms, he thought a lot, what if he couldn't even be a brother after he said that?What if he doesn't like me?What if he is really bent and afraid of facing the eyes of the world?
What if we were together and broke up again?
No matter which one, it is a fatal result.
But when he thought that if any room really went out to sleep the school girl tonight, he suddenly didn't want to care about anything.
Why should he personally take care of his wife who is serving him so hard, and let someone else be her husband?
He also thought of the old look of He Yi in the dormitory on weekdays, even if he knew it was a joke, he chose to believe it.
So Tu Muyuan held the wine bottle and stopped someone on the way back from Hejian. After seeing him, he kissed him nervously and flustered.
After the kiss, He Jian was obviously dumbfounded. He was embarrassed for a while, and turned around to run, but Tu Muyuan called him back.
He confided his feelings a little aggrieved, using the soft and waxy tone unique to He Jian, even though he was about to go crazy with jealousy, and the urge to push him on the sofa so hard that his pants were so strong. He was pushed up, but he only expressed a little jealous feeling implicitly and forbearance.
I am afraid that I will put too much pressure on He Jian, and I don't want him to feel that I am a difficult and difficult person to deal with.
Although he was a bit heartless, the roommate was still straight after all.
But what he didn't expect was that He Jian didn't refuse, but accepted his feelings very tactfully.
He said that he wanted some time to adjust his sexual orientation, and this confession had far exceeded Tu Muyuan's initial expectations.
He gave everything he wanted.
So quiet, loyal, and gentle.
Let Tu Mu Yuanguang think of his past appearance, and his eye sockets can't help but become hot and moist.
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