Reborn Model Worker and Movie King

Chapter 36

After Tu Muyuan started secretly falling in love with He Jian, he had been troubled for a long time because of his lack of love experience.

He searched a lot of love guides on the Internet, and spent money to consult those who seemed to be very experienced, and finally got a unified answer, which probably means:

If you want to fall in love with a boy like your roommate, you must first be prepared to be a long-term backup tire. This is the first point.

Secondly, treat him to death, what his girlfriend can and cannot do, you'd better be omnipotent.

If the endurance is long enough, maybe your roommate has a 20.00% chance of bending.

Once the corner is turned, immediately take advantage of the victory and pursue it. There is an 80.00% possibility that the two can finally come together.

Tu Muyuan ignored the 20.00% possibility of turning, and was directly dazzled by the 80.00% possibility of being together.

It's still possible, after knowing this, Tu Muyuan gave his heart out.

In fact, during the consultation, Tu Muyuan could faintly sense that the netizens were not very optimistic about this relationship.

There is a sentence hidden in the literal meaning, almost, even if you take the horse home, you don't have a wide grassland that can accommodate wild horses.

Your rank is really not enough, your roommate will not be in the same world as you when your roommate hears it.

Those who gave advice were all trying to persuade him at first, or give up.

Even outsiders seem to feel very worried, they always feel that for someone like Tu Muyuan's roommate, even if Tu Muyuan chases him in the end, he must just find it new and just bend over for fun.

This man can't be real.

... But Tu Muyuan didn't know where he got his courage from. He believed in any one, and he always believed in it.

When he was a child, Tu Muyuan was often taken by his mother to listen to live performances, and he noticed a boy who was about his age.

In fact, everyone played the piano very well. The reason why Tu Muyuan noticed him at first was because he thought this boy was very beautiful.

He was only a few years old at that time, and he had a rather pure appreciation for beautiful things. He listened to the piano played by He Jia for two years, but he didn't know the name of He Jia.

In the winter of his tenth birthday, Tu Muyuan's family prepared an extremely grand banquet for him.

One night when he was making preparations, Tu Muyuan was listening to a concert with his mother, and his mother asked him what birthday present he wanted.

At that time, it was He Jian's performance time, and the young Tu Muyuan pointed to the kid playing the piano on the stage, and said: He.

His mother was a little puzzled. After returning home, she went to discuss it with the family. Finally, on the night of Tu Muyuan's birthday, they called He Room to play the piano.

This matter was carried out without telling Muyuan Tu. When Tu Muyuan saw He Jian at the banquet, he was happy but felt unreal.

He looked at He Jian from a distance, thinking that he would be asked to play games later, but with the surrounding lights, Tu Muyuan saw a tear fall from He Jian's eye.

He Jianjian was playing the piano very seriously, but the tear actually hung on his cheek and slid down his chin and neck along the skin.

No one noticed his tears.

why is he crying

Is he not happy?

Tu Muyuan has lived in a very gentle environment since he was a child. He has never experienced suffering in the world, and has always lived in the dream of heaven.

A tear that that person shed at his birthday party was imprinted in his eyes like a meteor falling from the sky with its tail down.

After the song ended, he squatted down next to the piano, and pulled He Jian to him.

He Jian looked at him suspiciously, looking a little puzzled.

Tu Muyuan clasped his hands like a megaphone, leaned close to his ear and whispered:

"Why are you crying?"

"My mum fell from a height while she was at work and she was in the hospital and I was worried about her."

He Jian suddenly burst into tears as he spoke, he held back with all his strength, covering his mouth with his small hand, for fear of making a sound himself.

"Then go back quickly! Will your mother be okay?"

"No, I want to play the piano here. My father said that I can pay my mother's medical expenses by playing the piano. I want to earn my mother's medical expenses."

He Jian was sobbing and talking, he wiped his face on his knees indiscriminately, stood up and said:

"I'm going to continue playing the piano."

Although Tu Muyuan didn't quite understand what He Jian's words meant, but he always felt uncomfortable.

The pleasing sight when I saw him playing the piano before suddenly became a bit dazzling.

Tu Muyuan looked at him, and finally couldn't hold back and stretched out his hand to pull him away.

"Stop playing, let's go somewhere else."

Tu Muyuan took He Jianjian's hand and led him to his room.His mother only smiled slightly when she saw Tu Muyuan taking the child away while socializing.

"Where are you going?" He Jianjian was a little nervous, but Tu Muyuan's attitude was very tough.

"Go to my room, I don't want to watch you play the piano anymore."

"But……"

"It's okay, today is my birthday, everyone won't blame me." Tu Muyuan dragged He Jianjian all the way to a door, he opened the doorknob, and then opened all the presents he received.

There were some valuables inside. He grabbed a handful and stuffed them into He Jian's pocket, then took He Jian's hand and led him outside.

"Go home and see your mother. You take all those things back. I gave them to you."

He Jian looked at him and hesitated for a long time, but between the two worlds of childlike innocence and realistic cognition, He Jian obviously still has some lack of understanding.

He nodded vigorously, and then ran outside.

Looking at He Jian's back, Tu Muyuan finally felt less uncomfortable.

Several weeks have passed since this incident, and one afternoon, Tu Muyuan saw something familiar in his drawer, and he clearly remembered that he gave it to which room.

He took this to ask a group of people, but no one could answer where it came from.

In the end, Tu Muyuan met the housekeeper at the corner of the stairs. The housekeeper saw this and quickly remembered it.

"On the night of the young master's birthday, a child stole a lot of things from the house. Fortunately, he was caught. Don't worry, we have already dealt with it."

This is a misunderstanding.

Which room did he give it to?Why did things become like this...

That uncomfortable feeling suddenly returned to Tu Muyuan's heart.

He Jian didn't do anything, but he left an indelible memory in Tu Muyuan's heart very vividly.

He pulled Tu Muyuan from the heaven that everyone built for him into the world, and Tu Muyuan always had a certain inexplicable feeling in his heart.

That feeling prompted him to work hard to keep himself away from pomp and prosperity, and make him a down-to-earth man with good character.

The reason why Tu Muyuan became the current Tu Muyuan has a lot of hidden elements that come from any one.

But He Jian seemed to have forgotten it for a long time. The encounter when he was young may not be a good thing to remember for him.

Tu Muyuan lives a very calm and ordinary life. He has seen many scenes that ordinary people can't see in a lifetime, and he also knows that he lives a life that most people envy and envy.

When he looked at those ordinary people, he would always think about how any one of those years was doing now.

After that incident when he was a child, Tu Muyuan never went to a concert again, nor did he go to any piano competitions.

He couldn't bear that kind of embarrassment, and he didn't know how to face any one.

Slowly, until now, He Jian became a thorn in his heart.

Until later, the two became roommates.

Tu Muyuan didn't have any unreasonable thoughts about He Jian at first, he was a little embarrassed at first, because he still remembered the incident when he was a child many years later, he felt that he owed He Jian an apology.

But He Jian obviously doesn't remember him anymore, and he doesn't even play the piano anymore.

The kid who used to play the piano seriously became handsome and dazzling, and when he smiled, he was gentler than anyone Tu Muyuan had ever seen.

He is very suitable for this major.

...but why doesn't he play the piano anymore?

Tu Muyuan realized which world he had walked out of, or had never entered.

He has been stubborn and strict with himself from the beginning to the end, apologizing for the past, and even for his own background. In the final analysis, it has always been just his one-man show.

Tu Muyuan wanted to know what He Jian had experienced in these years, and he kept filling in the vacancies of these years and his own curiosity through observation.

Gradually, Tu Muyuan found that he could not control his gaze more and more.

No matter when, he would habitually look for any figure.

When He Jian talked to him, his back would straighten, his fingers would be slightly clenched, and when he answered questions in a normal tone, he would be as nervous as if he was lying.

Every time He Jian called his girlfriend in the dormitory, Tu Muyuan would subconsciously turn off the music in the earphones. He Jian didn't know that Tu Muyuan was listening. In his eyes, Tu Muyuan was always a very upright person.

At first, he was sincerely happy that He Jian had a relationship, but gradually, Tu Muyuan began to become jealous of He Jian's girlfriend.

When He Jian broke up with her girlfriend, he felt an inexplicable joy in his heart.

Every time he saw those girls crying and coming to He Jian, and He Jian coldly rejected all kinds of requests to get back together, he felt that his mind was getting more and more depraved.

He actually hoped that He Jia would remain single forever...it was unreasonable.

From the time I was ten years old until I was about to turn 24 when I graduated.He remembered He Jian for more than ten years, and then spent four years turning his huge obsession with him into love.

He Jian occupied most of the special feelings in his life, and became He Jian's roommate when he was in college. This chance encounter made Tu Muyuan even more unable to let him go.

On the night of graduation, Tu Muyuan kept looking at He Jian. He drank a lot of wine, because the eyes of the school belle kept falling on He Jian.

From time to time, the school belle would lean over to He Jian and whisper in his ear, and He Jian's voice would reply her softly, with crooked eyes, as if the brilliance of the moonlight was flowing inside.

Xiaohua has been chasing He Jian for a long time. Although He Jian has not formally dated her, it is estimated that it will not be long before he confesses to Xiaohua.

He Jian is very gracious in this regard, he will take the initiative to confess to the girl who pursues him, but only if the girl's pursuit can impress him.

He won't let them lose face too much on the most critical issues.

He Yijian can always give the girls he associates with the appearance of a perfect boyfriend, with various styles and speaking tones, he has all the looks they like.

The girls seemed happy every day when they were with him, but it was the first time Tu Muyuan saw that so many girls would cry so sadly because they broke up with a man.

He shouldn't like any of them.

He is actually not suitable for any one.

Those netizens are right, they are people from two worlds.

Tu Muyuan kept persuading himself, using those very reasonable words to brainwash himself with alcohol.

He has been trying to calm down, but when he saw He Jian being urged by several boys to go out to buy condoms, he finally couldn't control it anymore.

Tu Muyuan followed out subconsciously, he was struggling with what he should do, when he was torturing himself, he saw He Jian came back.

"Old Tu? Why did you come out? Why don't you play with them?"

Tu Muyuan saw his hands in his pockets, and when he thought of the things hidden inside, his heart suddenly became miserable.

Without waiting for He Jian to say anything, he stepped forward and held He Jian's hand, pushed him against the wall and kissed him hard.

This kiss seemed to vent his anger, Tu Muyuan was desperately tearing at his last cordon.

He clearly felt that He Jian's body changed from stiffness to struggle, and he used all his strength to block He Jian's mouth that was about to say hurtful words.

Tu Muyuan was obsessed with the feeling of being in contact with his body. He never knew that He Jian's waist was so soft, flexible and strong. When he was hugged, he felt warm and sweet.

He quickly developed a sense of guilt. He remembered that when he was in the dormitory, this person was lazily lying on the bed and playing with his mobile phone, revealing a white and slender waist... He broke the bottom line and began to fantasize about the follow-up plot. Tu Muyuan realized that Crazy at last.

All fantasies were born with one obligatory kiss, and He Jian ended it with a punch.

"Damn it! Tu Muyuan! I hate your mother! You fucking..."

He Jian couldn't even speak clearly. He covered his mouth and wiped it back and forth vigorously with his arms. His eyes were full of disappointment and pain, as if he had encountered a great betrayal.

"I treat you as a brother! As a brother! What do you mean? What the hell did you mean just now?"

When Tu Muyuan saw He Jian's red eyes, his heart ached. He wanted to hug He Jian to comfort him, but now he was like an exploded hedgehog, no one could get close to him.

"I like you."

He couldn't bear these four words anymore, Tu Muyuan knew that he would be hurt, but he still couldn't help but want to get closer to any room.

But his approach irritated the person in front of him even more, He Jian pushed him away vigorously, and finally moved his hands out of control.

He was so excited that the classmates who heard the news and came to persuade him couldn't hold him back no matter what.

He Jian was completely disheartened towards him, while Tu Muyuan's relationship had only just begun.

Like an addiction, his attention to He Jian has risen to a pathological level, he knows He Jian hates him, so even though Tu Muyuan likes him, he never gets close to him.

Many years later, Tu Muyuan has gradually become more and more mature, he has become more open-minded in his view of things, and occasionally meets He Jian, and can greet him with a smile, and by the way, say hello to his girlfriend gently.

He also thought that he had given up, but after learning that He Jian was exposed to a huge scandal and disappeared for a long time and suspected of committing suicide, Tu Muyuan was still in a mess.

He didn't sleep well for a long time, he was looking for a room everywhere, he used all his contacts, even family connections, and finally found himself in a place where there was no internet and the TV could only receive a few channels found him.

Tu Muyuan didn't talk much to begin with, but compared to him, He Jian seemed even more taciturn.

The person he likes is right in front of him. Tu Muyuan thought that he would no longer have huge inner fluctuations, but it wasn't until he found him after a long journey in a car, that he realized that his chaotic heart had started many years ago. It never calmed down from the beginning.

He didn't forget, nor was he smoothed out by time, he was just numb.

"Tu Muyuan, you go back."

One day, He Jian's mental state seemed to improve a lot. He squatted under a jujube tree in front of the house, pressed his index finger on a jujube that had fallen on the gravel, and rubbed it back and forth.

"No, I'm worried about leaving you here alone."

"Why are you like my mother?"

He Jianjiao poked the date, then picked it up and rubbed it vigorously on the ground a few times.

"I am your brother."

Tu Muyuan remembered that a long time ago He Jian said that he was regarded as a brother, so he said such a sentence.

He Jian laughed after hearing this, and he laughed for a long time.

That night, he tried his best to push Tu Muyuan onto the bed.

Although he still couldn't make it to the last step, He Jian seemed to like the feeling of being obscene with his brother, and it made Tu Muyuan's tortured ears turn red.

"Tu Muyuan, if there is a next life, I will definitely not dump you when you confess to me after graduation."

"really?"

"Really, I promise you."

Tu Muyuan took advantage of the faint moonlight in the room to look at He Jian's bridge of nose and eyelashes, and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

"You don't owe me anything, don't force yourself."

Although he missed it for so many years, Tu Muyuan just felt that he finally had no regrets in this life when he was holding any room at this moment.

He didn't owe any of them anything.

But the memory of childhood was like a curse, firmly bound in his heart.

Tu Muyuan doesn't know why he has been refusing to let go of any room. Although he can't explain some feelings, it exists in his heart.

Do you need a reason to like someone?

No one can give a clear answer to this question, maybe it is like this, I have always liked it, so if I like it, I like it.