Chapter 34
Chapter 34
"Tu Muyuan, let's talk about it some other day." He Jian didn't want Tu Muyuan to see him like this. The emotions of the two of them are very unstable now, no matter what they say, they probably can't explain it clearly.
Tu Muyuan tried his best to straighten out his expression, looked at him with wet eyes, and numbly nodded a few times.
He Jianjian quickly turned around and left. He wiped his eyes with his hand, and he was always moving back and forth between wanting to cry and enduring it.
There are many subtle things that happen in life, and all of those things affect the decisions he makes when facing important things.
Sometimes, being too self-reliant can be painful, and not knowing how to trust others is even more painful.
He Jianjian called a car to go to the airport. The sun was very strong at noon. Looking at the scenery passing by outside the window, he felt very empty inside.
On the way to the airport, they had to pass through a section of expressway. A large truck was always in front of them, and the driver couldn't overtake it. The driver cursed in a low voice and increased the speed again.
Unexpectedly, that big truck suddenly lost control and hit four cars in a row on the highway. When He Jian watched the heavy carriage fall towards the car he was sitting on, the first thing he thought of was The thing is, fortunately, Tu Muyuan was not sent to see him off.
The accident happened in an instant.
He Jian didn't know what state he was in now, but he started to dream wildly again.
He kept seeing his dead parents standing motionless in every corner. When he looked at a place inadvertently, he could see the two with their backs to him, either covered in blood, or appearing everywhere following his sight.
He was tense and frightened, like he was in a holographic horror scene, and that nightmarish feeling followed him everywhere.
When he woke up again, he was already in the hospital, He Jian stared blankly at the ceiling, he was still immersed in that horrible despair and couldn't break free, but the peaceful sunlight outside the window made him feel very comfortable again.
alive?Or is it dead?
His brain was in pain, and he was the only one in the ward. This was obviously a high-end ward of the hospital, and it must have cost a lot of money.
He Jian stayed alone for a while, when there were footsteps and conversations outside the door gradually approaching, his eyes moved over, and saw a doctor and two nurses walking in, followed by a person who looked like A straight and handsome man.
He squinted his eyes, but there was nothing in his mind.
"One, are you awake?" Seeing that He Jian woke up, the man's expression changed instantly.
He Jianjian looked at him puzzled, his eyebrows furrowed slightly.
"who are you?"
……
The atmosphere in the ward was suddenly extremely weird.
The man seemed to have suffered a great blow, his eyes that were already covered in mist blinked, and tears just fell out.
"I'm Tu Muyuan."
Tu Muyuan...
paint...
Ah, damn it, I was so stupid, my mind went blank for a moment, and it went blank.
This feeling is really amazing. When Tu Muyuan came in just now, when He Jian saw him for the first time, he really felt as if he had met a stranger.
Not even the slightest sense of familiarity.
He Jian raised his eyes to look at Tu Muyuan, his confused and innocent expression was very realistic.
"I don't know you."
When Tu Muyuan heard what He Jian said, his mood immediately collapsed.Probably during this period of time, he was under a lot of pressure, his tears were held back by raising his head, and his face was flushed.
The doctor hurried over to examine He Jian. He Jian looked at Tu Muyuan standing beside him with his back to him, his shoulders were shaking violently, and suddenly felt a little pain in his heart.
His mumu...
He Jianjian kept looking at Tu Muyuan, watching his every move with the eyes of an outsider.
I don't know if it's because the body is in a weak state, but He Jian has the urge to risk everything all the time.
If he really died this time, how sad would Tu Muyuan be?
This kind of thing, the old Tu in his previous life had already experienced it once, why did he have to let such a gentle person bear such a lot of pain?
He Jian suddenly felt that he seemed to look away in an instant, his mood was very calm, and a tenderness slowly spread in his heart.
He Jianjian's examination report came out a few days later. He did have a bit of amnesia because he hit his head, and he had a serious car accident a few years ago. He had an old trauma to his head. has a great impact.
Even if he recovers this time, his memory will be much worse in the future, and his brain will definitely not be as good as before.
In fact, He Jian's amnesia this time was a short-term amnesia, and he was stunned by the concussion. He didn't recognize Tu Muyuan at first sight, but when he mentioned the specific information, he remembered it.
It's just that he had other thoughts in his heart, so he pretended not to know him.
After the car accident, He Jian was in a coma in the hospital for three full months. During this time, Tu Muyuan was busy filming, and at the same time came to the hospital to see He Jian, he was haggard.
Xu Cheng originally wanted to give him a vacation, but the production of this film was really in a hurry. In the end, Tu Muyuan shifted shifts in the crew for half a month, and finally finished filming the last bit of the film.
According to the doctor, during the time he was unconscious, Tu Muyuan had been guarding him in the hospital after finishing his work.
On the way, Hu Wenmo also came here, maybe once or twice a week.
Later, Tu Muyuan seemed to have had a dispute with Hu Wenmo, and Hu Wenmo stopped coming after that.
He Jian had fractures in several places on his body, and it was not very convenient to move around, but after waking up, he always wanted to go out for a walk.
After lying on the bed for nearly two weeks, a cool sunny day appeared, and before He Jianjian could speak, Tu Muyuan offered to accompany him outside for a walk.
He felt sorry for He Jian very much. Recently, when Tu Muyuan was talking to He Jian, he didn't know what to say, and frowned as if he was about to cry.
In fact, He Jian is a person who has endured hardships. In his previous life, he did not break a bone while dancing and filming. He suffered many injuries. Although the doctor said that these injuries might affect his memory a little, he didn’t feel very sad. .
Just remember Tu Muyuan.
He has wandered on the edge of life and death many times. The car accident that year, the overwork death in the previous life, and the second car accident in this life, there were three times.
Tu Muyuan pushed the wheelchair and walked in the corridor. He Jian looked at the patients along the way and realized that he was one of them.
"Why have you been taking care of me? Are you not tired?"
He Jian asked very calmly, he didn't turn his head, and he didn't call that person's name.
"Not tired."
His voice was soft, gentle and warm.The wheelchair was pushed out of the house, He Jian looked at the oncoming sunlight, and just about to close his eyes, a hand covered his eyes.
"You are so kind to me... Tu Muyuan."
He Jianjian reached out and grabbed Tu Muyuan's hand, put it on his lips and kissed it, "...do you like me?"
Tu Muyuan chuckled lightly, but did not speak.
He Jian always felt that he liked him very much, so he took Tu Muyuan's finger to his mouth and bit it lightly.
"Although I don't know why, I like you very much. Have we slept together before?"
Even if he couldn't see Tu Muyuan's expression, He Jian could guess that he was probably smiling now.
"Well, I've slept." Tu Muyuan controlled his hand, and gently touched He Jian's face. He Jian narrowed his eyes, feeling very comfortable being touched.
"Then are you happy when we sleep?"
"Why do you still forget to tease me when you lose your memory?"
"Maybe because I see you are always so upright, I want to tarnish you."
Tu Muyuan stopped the wheelchair, he walked to He Jian, and pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips.
"I want to monopolize you, maybe I'll go a little further than you." Tu Muyuan squatted next to any room, with an inexplicable loneliness on his face.
"You can take care of me." He Jianjian looked at Tu Muyuan honestly, and said, "Since you like me, then I'll be your person, just give me a bite of food."
Tu Muyuan hesitated for a second, then shook his head.
"You used to be a very independent person, and you definitely wouldn't want to be taken care of by me."
"But now I want to hug your thigh."
"No."
"Do you really think I've broken my brain? I remember it clearly. You told me that you were willing to take care of me."
"One, you are not in good condition now, I can't promise you casually."
"Then can you be my boyfriend? I want to fall in love with you. I will earn the money myself. How about it?"
Tu Muyuan was silent for a moment, then suddenly said a word.
"it is good."
He Jian seemed to have a new target, and that target was full of Tu Muyuan.
He finally became pure.
He had never trusted Tu Muyuan before, most of the reasons were because the bond between the two of them in this life was too shallow.
Perhaps Tu Muyuan in his previous life loved him to the bottom of his heart, but such a sensitive and suspicious person absolutely cannot let go of everything easily and believe in Tu Muyuan's unfounded feelings in this life.
After the car accident, He Jian gave Tu Muyuan a chance to enter his heart, and Tu Muyuan successfully defended his position.
The invisible heartache finally completely disappeared.
After the car accident, he stayed in the hospital for several months. He Jian was taken back to Tu Muyuan's house after he was almost healed.
After begging for foster care countless times in the hospital, Tu Muyuan didn't let go, the foster care failed, and the relationship between the two of them was settled.
He Jian became very active. Tu Muyuan clearly still held his heart on his body, but he still couldn't hold it back. On the night they went back, the two of them, who had been innocent for almost half a year, rolled onto the bed hugging each other in a blink of an eye.
In the early morning, the night lights of the city outside shone into the room through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and a battle of physical exertion ended.
Tu Muyuan was lying on the bed panting, and He Jianjian sat on him, trying to calm down the irritation in his body.
"Why are you so big? I'm bloated to death."
Tu Muyuan didn't speak, he held He Jian's neck, pressed him to the side to cover his mouth, and kissed him vigorously.
He Jianyi was so kissed that he couldn't speak. He thought that he was lying on the bed at Tu Muyuan's house, and the owner who slept on this bed, felt a subtle sensation in his heart for no reason.
Always feel very excited.
"Tu Muyuan, you can take care of me."
He Jian turned over and lay on Tu Muyuan's body, pinching his face with his hands.
"No." He shook his head, and pressed He Jian under him again, "Don't even think about it."
"Then I just don't want to work hard now. I just want to hug your thigh. Do you have the heart to watch me live on the street? Is it important for me or money? Which one do you love?"
It can be said that He Jianjian was very heartbroken when he was so mean, Tu Muyuan frowned slightly, and looked at him thinking for a long time.
"I want to do less things that will make you feel disgusted in the future. The doctor said that you hit your head. When you think about it later, you might not be happy that I indulged you."
"Old Tu, can you stop being so upright."
Tu Muyuan just pursed his lips and didn't speak.
"Look at me, it has changed." He Jian poked his brain with his finger, and then pointed to Tu Muyuan's forehead.
"?"
"A love brain that only thinks about you."
"..."
The atmosphere was silent for a moment, and Tu Muyuan blushed.
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