Reborn Model Worker and Movie King

Chapter 11

I don't know if anyone has had this experience.

When I wake up, it seems like a lifetime away, I can't remember what happened in the dream, and I can't remember who I am.

...It was as if he had lost all awareness of everything in this world all of a sudden.

He Jian woke up naturally after falling asleep. When he woke up, it was still dark and the surrounding area was freezing cold.

Maybe he woke up too early, He Jian felt his head was groggy and uncomfortable.

He couldn't think of anything, so he fell asleep again.

Around nine o'clock in the morning, a local gentleman riding a tricycle passed by. He was startled when he saw He Jian lying unconscious on the ground like a corpse.

He came over to check He Yijian's breath and found that he was still alive, so he dragged him to the tricycle and took him to the small clinic.

When He Jian woke up, he saw that he was getting an infusion.

Although he didn't know why he was infused, he still lay peacefully on the makeshift hospital bed separated by a curtain, watching the liquid medicine leaking from the drip bottle.

Seeing that the drops of the medicine were finished, He Jian shouted at the top of his lungs. Unexpectedly, his tonsils were inflamed, and the sound he made was like an old rotten bellows. He opened his mouth and pulled his vocal cords, and he couldn't help coughing.

The little nurse was still dispensing medicine for others, and when she heard someone coughing inside, she suddenly remembered that she should take a look. When she went in, she found that the little brother on the bed had already had half a tube of blood drawn out.

She hurriedly changed a bottle of medicine, and while apologizing, helped him adjust the pulleys. Seeing that his blood was drawn and re-infused, He Jian suddenly had the urge to donate blood.

"Am I suffering from some terminal illness?" He Jian asked suddenly.

"There is no terminal illness, you just have a fever, and you will be fine after getting an injection."

"My mobile phone is out of battery, can you borrow my charger to use it, I will transfer the medical expenses to you when I recharge it."

"No, the uncle who brought you here has already paid, and he didn't leave his name."

He Jian suddenly felt a little warm, and he glanced at the infusion tube again, there was still half a tube of blood in it that hadn't been transfused.

"thank you all."

"No thanks." The nurse went out for a while, and then brought him a charger.

With her help, He Jian charged his phone, feeling a little dizzy.He closed his eyes and fell asleep for a while, and when he woke up, the syringe had been pulled out.

He took some medicine and left the clinic. When he turned on his phone, he saw that Tu Muyuan had called him seventeen times from last night to 3 minutes ago.

He stood under the sun, staring at the trees and road signs ahead in a daze.

A strange feeling welled up in his heart, He Jianjian froze for a moment, and called him.

This time, Tu Muyuan answered almost instantly. Before He Jian could speak, he heard Tu Muyuan asking anxiously, "Where are you?"

He Jianjian looked at the words on the road sign and read the name of the street to him. He also mentioned a few landmark buildings and the name of his clinic.

Tu Muyuan said he would come right away.

He Yijian went back to the small clinic to pass the time.He chatted with the little nurse without saying a word. About 40 minutes later, a silver Porsche stopped at the door of the small clinic.

Tu Muyuan closed the car door and got out of the car, and saw He Jianjian sitting in the clinic playing with his mobile phone.He didn't have time to calm down, he walked up a few steps and held his shoulders.

"What happened to you? How did you come to the clinic?"

He Jian touched his forehead, it was still a little hot, but at least his mind was clear.

"I have a fever."

"And what about you last night? Did you find your way back?"

"No, the phone is out of battery. I slept all night on the road, and in the morning I met a kind-hearted man who dragged me here."

He Jianjian put his arms around Tu Muyuan's neck, and put his head on his shoulder, "Take me back."

The nurse originally liked He Jian very much, but at first glance, he actually made such a gay and sensual move towards another man, and her heart fell to the bottom suddenly.

Tu Muyuan was about to be driven crazy by He Jian, he clenched his fist, pulled He Jian's wrist and pushed him into the car.

Tu Muyuan fastened on his seat belt and started the engine. There was a sense of resentment and anger in his heart that he wanted to vent urgently.

Obviously the culprit was right next to him, but he had nowhere to go, and even his actions were several times ruder than usual.

He Jianjian buckled his seat belt slowly, his body slid down, and there was no sitting image at all.

Tu Muyuan focused on the road ahead. He drove through several speed limit intersections in one breath. He Jian heard the electronic dog repeatedly reminding you that you were speeding, but Tu Muyuan didn't respond at all.

He Jian closed his eyes, feeling dizzy.Tu Muyuan's driving made people dizzy, and an uncomfortable feeling of wanting to vomit rose in his stomach.

The car stopped suddenly, and He Jian raised his eyelids, and found that they were completely blocked on the overpass, and the sound of honking the horn could be heard from time to time.

Tu Muyuan suddenly unbuckled his seat belt, got up and clasped He Jian's chin, and began to kiss him.

He Jianjian kept twisting his neck and reaching out to block Tu Muyuan, but Tu Muyuan's movements were very strong, He Jianjian was at a disadvantage, his lips were bitten by Tu Muyuan, but he still couldn't pry his mouth open successfully.

"Can't kiss, I didn't brush my teeth this morning."

He blocked Tu Muyuan from letting him kiss, and Tu Muyuan's eyes were so hot that he almost burned him out of the hole.

Just hesitating for a few seconds, Tu Muyuan took He Jian's hand and pressed him on the car seat, and kissed his mouth even more forcefully.

This kiss was really devoid of beauty, and He Jian kept his teeth firmly in the end, not allowing him to kiss with his tongue.

Tu Muyuan was already on top of him, and the male driver in the car next to him gave him a look like he had seen a ghost.

"I have a fever, so don't kiss me, I don't want to infect you!"

He Jian took the time to choke out a few words quickly, but Tu Muyuan covered his mouth when he opened his mouth to speak, and stuck his tongue into He Jian's mouth.

He Jianjian felt a strange warmth and moisture, and Tu Muyuan's tongue was licking his jaws and the inner wall of his mouth, chasing the tip of his tongue.

so warm...

For some reason, He Jian suddenly wanted to cry.

He relaxed his body, gently hugged Tu Muyuan's waist, let him kiss himself, and finally kissed him fiercely.

Still no heartbeat, only the sense of satisfaction and security of finally embracing a warm body.

He frantically searched for Tu Muyuan's temperature, and even wanted to knead himself into powder and hide it in his skin.

After kissing for a long time before they separated, He Jian found that his face was full of tears, and there was something painful in Tu Muyuan's eyes.

"Come and live with me."

Tu Muyuan looked at him, and suddenly said such a sentence.

He Jianjian stared at him blankly, reached out to wipe his eyes, and then turned his head.

"The car is moving."

Hearing this, Tu Muyuan lowered his eyelids in disappointment. He sat back in the driver's seat, fastened his seat belt again, and started the engine.

He Jian was a little overwhelmed when he heard this, he subconsciously resisted, but the next second he regretted it.

He didn't want to harm Tu Muyuan, but he had already started to do so.

He didn't want to live with Tu Muyuan, but he clearly needed Tu Muyuan very much.

After finally thinking clearly, he looked at the man in the driver's seat again, and found that his expression was so cold that people dare not approach him.

In the end, Tu Muyuan sent him back to the school dormitory.

Tu Muyuan entered the door, and saw cigarette butts all over the floor.

He Jianjian gasped, puffed out his mouth and took two steps back, feeling a little trembling in his heart.

Tu Muyuan just stood there watching for a while, then went to pick up the broom, swept the cigarette butts and ash together, and dumped them into the trash can.

He packed up his things without saying a word, and it seemed that he was going to move out.

But they have already graduated, and it will be a matter of time before they leave school.

He Yijian sat on the bed and watched him finish packing up, throwing away what should be thrown away, packing what should be packed, and in the end only two suitcases were left.

"I won't come back in the future." Tu Muyuan stood beside the empty bed with a suitcase in his hand, looking at any room.

He Jian felt sour in his heart, and suddenly realized that he seemed to have lost something.

"Then what's the relationship between us now?" He Jian looked up at him, his whole body smelled like the dirt of the street, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of glass slag, messy and piercing.

Tu Muyuan chuckled lightly and said, "I love you unrequitedly, it has nothing to do with you."

"Old Tu, you say that... I feel very uncomfortable."

The complex emotions in He Jian's heart were about to kill him, but he could only express a few small parts of his feelings.

"But it's worse for me, isn't it?"

Tu Muyuan let go of the suitcase, and squatted in front of He Jian.He lowered his eyelids with difficulty, and there was a crying sound that was oppressed to the limit in his voice.

"It's me who interfered too much in your life." Tu Muyuan looked at him, his eyes were full of pain, the emotion was so deep that He Jian even stopped breathing.

"I thought that by letting you rely on me, I could make you like me. But liking and relying on me are different, right... I'm really worried about you. You don't have any rules. If one day it's like today again, When you are sick and have no place to go, your phone is dead, and you can’t find a family member you can contact, what should you do..."

As he spoke, he became more and more at a loss, and that fragile side made He Jian feel distressed.

"Really, can you learn to take care of yourself first, and then like others..." Tu Muyuan was almost begging him, He Jian blinked, and raised his fingertips stiffly, wanting to touch him , but it was too late to let go.

He got off the bed and knelt on the ground, reaching out to hug Tu Muyuan.

"I'm sorry to make you worry, huh? I won't be like that in the future, okay, Mumu, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

"How can you smoke? You still smoke so much?" Tu Muyuan took off his glasses, stood up and turned his head to look away, trying his best to control his already shattered emotions.

"Well, then I won't smoke in the future, I really won't smoke a single one, my wife, I was wrong, I'm sorry baby, I just hid this box, and there will be no more after smoking."

He Jian hugged Tu Muyuan's waist, coaxing him like a rascal, but Tu Muyuan shook him a few times, but he didn't get rid of him.

"He Jian, I really can't do anything about you."

"I know."

"So sometimes, the actions or choices I make may not necessarily lead you in a good direction. I may pamper you because I can't be cruel."

"..."

"At that time, you can only rely on yourself to hold yourself."