Chapter 144 [Extra] An Ran Chapter
Chapter 144 [Extra] An Ran Chapter
It has been a long time since Su Luo was given to death. I don't know how I will survive guarding this princess mansion.
Su Luo used to accompany me, but now, Su Luo is gone.
I have been to the mansion of the emperor's brother, he will be imprisoned there for the rest of his life, and he will never come out again. He is no longer the high-spirited prince. His whole life is just like that.
I thought, I'm really a bad person.
In order to save me, Su Luo disabled her right hand; because of my greed, I didn't want her to go to the emperor's side and abducted her, but sent her to the fourth brother's tiger's mouth. I failed to protect her.
I don't know exactly what kind of insult she suffered at the fourth brother's place, I just can't think about it myself.
In order to save me, she devoted herself to her fourth brother, and ended up dying, but I couldn't even get her body back.
The Princess Mansion has her "ashes" and a spirit card. Others say that she died in that plague, but only I know that she was executed by the emperor.
I hate my father very much, but he still loves me and dotes on me, as if I don't know about it, and I have no right to fight with him.
The emperor's favor is only overnight, and I chose to escape again.
Su Luo has already left, so I just want to go with her, guarding the lonely curtain every day, but she is no longer inside, lying on her lap in my spare time, stroking her hair, but it is no longer there. Besides, I can no longer see her, I can no longer touch the warm body temperature, I can no longer see her, there is nothing left.
However, if you leave like this, my brother.
What should the person who has nothing left because of this incident be involved?
He was imprisoned for life for this incident.
Even if I was going to go with Su Luo, I should always go and see him.
I asked my father for his will, and I successfully entered the palace. When I saw him, I was so sorry that I wanted to say it, but when I was about to speak, it slowly faded away.
What am I going to say?
No matter how much I say I'm sorry, Su Luo will never come back, never come back.
The crown prince is no longer the crown prince, and nothing can remedy it.
In the end, I cried out.
I have always been willful and reckless, and every time I am willful, someone will close the stall for me, and I have never had anything wrong.However, this time's willfulness has killed so many people, I feel that I was wrong, but even if I say I was wrong, wrong, what has already happened, but it can no longer be changed.
I originally thought that after seeing Brother Huang this time, I would go back to the Princess Mansion and commit suicide to accompany Su Luo.
I heard that Su Luo also hanged himself before. If he committed suicide by diving, his face and body would also be swollen. I don’t want Su Luo to be so ugly as housekeeper. I don’t want Su Luo to see such an ugly self at all. .So, I want to hang myself, maybe that death won't look too ugly.
but--
Brother Huang actually told me that Su Luo is not dead, Su Luo is still alive!
I couldn't believe it, I simply suspected that Brother Huang was lying to me.
I hurriedly looked at him, but he let me see Su Luo.
I saw Su Luo, the Su Luo standing in front of me alive.I stretched out my fingers, I wanted to touch her face, but I was afraid that it would break if I touched it, so I didn't dare to touch it at all.
Will it break?
But she sighed, raised her arms and embraced me, hugged me in her arms, and whispered: "An Ran."
safely.
Such a real voice, such a real body temperature, still gave me an unreal feeling.
I raised my hand to touch her face, and there was a warm feeling, not illusory.
She raised her hand to hold mine, a pair of obsidian-like bright pupils looked at me, I could see myself in those pupils, she just looked at me, "Anran, I'm still alive."
you are still alive.
The back of my hand is touching her neck, wanting to feel her temperature, I don't believe it.
Can't believe she's still alive.
Su Luo took my hand, held it in the palm of his hand, and called out to me: "An Ran."
The warmth of the palm told me that all this was not false, it was real. Seeing her in front of me, my tears fell, and I hugged her waist again.
Her waist is very thin, it has always been thin, and it makes me feel bad.
Su Luo raised his hand and patted my back, and comforted me in a low voice: "I'm still alive, I'm fine, An Ran, you should live well too, okay?"
Su Luo has always spoken softly to me and never speaks loudly. I raised my eyes to look at her. I don’t know why, but my eyes were filled with tears again. It took a while before I said "good".
Fortunately, I came to see Brother Huang. If I hadn't come to see Brother Huang, but had just followed her, I'm afraid that even if I chased him to Bi Luo Huang Quan, I wouldn't be able to catch her.
Just because she is still alive.
"Don't cry." Su Luo raised his hand to wipe away the tears in my eyes, looked at me and said, "Don't cry, am I fine?"
I have a stomach full of grievances and want to say that since Su Luo is not by my side, I have no one to talk to.
Qiurui couldn't say anything anymore, so I sent her back to my concubine mother, and only Xinyu was waiting by my side.
The girl that I hated so much before, but now I can talk to someone.
However, I have a lot with Su Luo, but I can't tell her.
Now holding Su Luo in my arms, I realized that Su Luo's embrace is so solid.
Smelling the scent on her body, I asked her, "Su Luo, when can you walk with me?"
She was obviously taken aback when she heard this, and said to me: "An Ran, the emperor asked me to serve His Highness the Crown Prince."
I only felt my heart tremble when I heard that, Brother Huang is a person who will be imprisoned for life, and I will serve him...
It means that Su Luo will stay in this palace for the rest of his life?Accompany the emperor?
That means that what I made a fuss about was pushing Su Luo to Brother Huang?
I could hardly accept it. For a while, I only felt that my hands and feet were numb. Looking at Su Luo, I didn't know where the courage came from for a while. I held Su Luo's hand and said to her: "Su Luo, come with me! Go beg Brother Huang, okay? Tell him about the outside world, say you love me, I love you, I don’t care about other people’s opinions, let him fulfill us, okay?"
Although I am interested in Su Luo and like her, but that was when she was still a man. I was kind to Su Luo, and there would be nothing wrong with sharing the same bed, but...
If others really know that Su Luo is a woman, I don't know...
I don't know what kind of expression the emperor brother will show, but——
I can't do without her!
In the days when Su Luo is not around, I feel that I can't hold on at all. How can I live without Su Luo?
I took Su Luo's hand, put it on my chest, and said to Su Luo: "Su Luo, okay? Let's go and clarify with Brother Huang."
I have always been concerned about gains and losses. I know that the emperor's brother likes Su Luo, and I also know that Su Luo is ambiguous between the emperor's brothers.
The reason why I want to run with Su Luo is that I am worried that Su Luo will go back to the emperor's brother in the end.I'm still worried about Su Luo, not so much because I don't feel worried about Su Luo, but rather because I don't trust that Su Luo likes me.
To me, she seemed to have nothing but apologies.
As for the response to me, I never knew whether it was caused by the aphrodisiac fragrance that night, or my strong offensive that overwhelmed her all the time and let her be with me. I have never trusted this relationship, no I believe that Su Luo really likes me.
Yes, I never believed it.
At this moment, she is in the palace of the emperor's brother. They have been together for the past few months. I don't know if they feel that something happened or did anything.
And, when she was in Wenzhou, I don't care if she had anything to do with Brother Sihuang,
All I want is her.
All I want is her.
Regarding these, I didn't dare to ask at all. I looked at her, and I was terrified of her rejection.
She can already be with the emperor, will she still want me?
Does she really like me?
Or is it just because of the guilt towards me that you think of everything according to me?
I didn't dare to think about it at all, just looked at her.
"Are you going to find Brother Huang with me?" I looked at her and asked, her hand was still on my chest, I looked at her and said, "Can you feel the heart beating inside? That's I, I miss your heart, if you are not by my side, I will, I will not be able to live." I summoned up the courage to say to her.
Su Luo looked at me and pursed her mouth slightly, as if she wanted to speak. I wanted to hear her answer, but I was terrified of her answer, so I stood on tiptoe and blocked everything she wanted to say.
Here is a pavilion, and there are no people around.
There is no one in this courtyard.
An imprisoned prince, a prince who will never go out again, doesn't even want to be seen by servants, because there is no chance to stand out, so if he can not serve, he will not serve.
I know that only Su Luo is serving the emperor, so I am so bold.
Brother Huang has already left.
There is no one in the yard.
I miss her, I want her.
I kissed that pale lips directly, she took two steps back and wanted to avoid it, but I didn't want her to avoid it at all, I went up to meet her, and pushed her directly on the pillar , got together.
If it was before, she would definitely not reject me, but today, she is biting her teeth and is not willing to let me go at all.
why?
I had many thoughts in my mind, but they all gathered in one place again, and the amount of information terrified me.
Is it because she is with Brother Huang that she never intends to let me touch her?
I looked at her, and the hand that was supposed to hold her down couldn't use any more strength, so it just hung down.
In the end, am I even going to lose her?
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