Chapter 50
Chapter 50
Jiang Wo kissed Yan Ruo's forehead
"How do you know I don't love him?"
Yan Ruo's voice came from behind very softly, as if he was afraid of being denied by Jiang Wo.
Jiang Wo really wanted to deny him, but his Adam's apple rolled and he couldn't say the word no.
Yan Ruo's hands holding his waist were unconsciously exerting force, and he was afraid.
What are you afraid of?
Are you afraid that he will say that he doesn't love children, or are you afraid of being exposed by him, that he really doesn't love children?
Yan Ruo doesn't understand love, this is what Jiang Wo knew a long time ago, and he still insists on it.
Love is not so easy to learn.
Yan Ruo let go of Jiang Wo, making Jiang Wo turn around and face him.Yan Ruo raised his neck, and spoke to Jiang Wo in a humble manner, "Brother, I thought about it, I really thought about it."
"I want a child. I will give birth to him and raise him. I have thought about it."
Yan Ruo is trying to make himself sincere. With his acting skills, it is too easy for him to lie to Jiang Wo, but he doesn't want to and can't deceive Jiang Wo anymore.
He opened his heart and showed it to Jiang Wo piece by piece, "Brother, I have been having nightmares. Didn't you ask me what kind of nightmare I had just now? I dreamed of you and that child. In the dream, she was a girl. She is very beautiful, she kept calling me mom, I wanted to hug her, the next second, you came over and hugged her, said goodbye to me, and you disappeared together.”
Yan Ruo's eyes turned red, he wanted to raise his head and smile, but he couldn't do it, it's more than that, it's far more than that, he's had too many nightmares in the past few months, some of them are terrifying, the child is groping He, why didn't he save him, why didn't he love him? If Yan thought of those scenes, he would tremble all over, as if he had been immersed in ice water.
"In the beginning, I really didn't love him. I'm not a qualified father. I created him for you. I know I made a mistake. I made a big mistake. I shouldn't...I shouldn't have treated you like that , let alone create him in such cold blood, and then kill him."
Every time Yan Ruo wakes up from a nightmare, he subconsciously covers his stomach. As frightening as the picture in the nightmare is, the reality is as warm as it is. He knows very clearly that his child, the child he created, loves him very much.
Even though he treated him like that, he still protected him in the end.
This is different from Jiang Wo's love, this is the second love that Yan Ruo feels besides Jiang Wo, he is so young, he can't even take shape...he just lives in his womb, and loves him with all his heart , to protect him.
Yan Ruo knew that he had hurt two people, and even killed one of them. He couldn't rest at night, and as long as he didn't work during the day and had a little free time, he would feel so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe.
But even so, even though he has done so many wrong things, he still doesn't want to lose Jiang Wo, doesn't want to let Jiang Wo go.
He was paranoid in his bones.
He won't let go.
Will not die.
Said that he wants to have another child with Jiang Wo, it is serious, not only for his sense of security, possessiveness, but also for the child.
He wants to have another one. He knows that no matter how he makes up for this child, he will not be able to make up for the one he lost, but he wants it.
He can only use this method to make himself feel at ease.
Yan Ruo's wet cheek leaned against Jiang Wo's chest, "Brother, I want it, can you give me a chance?"
"I really want it, so I can't be, for you, for the child, for him? Is there only one reason? Can't I have two?"
Jiang Wo could feel Yan Ruo's sincerity, he frowned, his heart ached, but if he couldn't, he couldn't.
Jiang Wo was originally a very principled person. If Yan Ruo hadn't used tricks before, he would never have done anything with Yan Ruo beyond the relationship between master and servant in his life.
Jiang Wo bent down, picked up Yan Ruo, and walked to the yard to get a soft towel.In fact, he could do these things without holding Yan Ruo, but if Yan Ruo was alone in the room, he was afraid of any accidents, and Yan Ruo seemed to be inseparable from him.
Jiang Wo turned on the faucet with one hand, wet the towel, and wiped Yan Ruo's face.
"Don't cry, your eyes are swollen from crying."
The last few times we met, Yan Ruo always cried.
"Children can't give you." At least not now.Jiang Wo wiped Yan Ruo's face clean little by little, and shaved Yan Ruo's cheeks that were as white as boiled eggs with the back of his fingers, "I haven't eaten since last night, be hungry, I'll make you breakfast."
Yan Ruo, whose face had been washed with water, seemed to be five years younger all of a sudden, like a minor, he put his arms around Jiang Wo's neck and hummed softly.
Just like this child, and want a child.
The current state of Jiang Wo and Yan Ruo is very delicate. They are in the middle of breaking up and reconciling. They are not in touch with each other. It is especially dangerous to hang in the air.
Masters and servants are not masters and servants, and lovers are not like lovers, but what does it matter.
Jiang Wo was not willing to let Yan Ruo cry, even if he didn't seem to explain anything clearly and it didn't matter, he still thought, he was still willing to treat Yan Ruo as well as before.
If Yan Ruo is with him, he will take care of Yan Ruo.
For the next few days, Yan Ruo lived with Jiang Wo. Occasionally, when Jiang Wo went out to the field, he would meet Yun Qi standing outside the door with a computer in his hand.
Yan Ruo still has to work.
Yun Qi is just like him before, scrupulously fulfilling his duties, and when he sees him, he will smile politely, making it impossible for anyone to find fault.
Yan Ruo didn't mention the child's matter again, but he took advantage of the few mosquito bites he had been bitten to flirt with Jiang Wo a lot, but he was obedient and relentless.Jiang Wo had to rub the medicine on him three times a day, and Yan Ruo lay on the bed after rubbing it off, taking up only a little space, and looked at Jiang Wo eagerly.
It wasn't until Jiang Wo also lay down that he happily rubbed against Jiang Wo's side, put his arms around Jiang Wo's arm, closed his eyes and fell asleep.
He didn't know that after he fell asleep, Jiang Wo would hold him in his arms, because he would have nightmares two or three times a night, which was very frequent and dangerous.
Jiang Wo asked Yunqi, and learned that when he was in the old house, he would do it twice at most, or once every few days, but at Jiang Wo's side, he did it every night, and the sheets would be sweated several times in the night.
Yan Ruo looked not only not fat, but also a little thinner.
Jiang Wo knew that the problem might be the flowers under the trees in the yard.
Yan Ruo woke up in the middle of the night, cried and hid in his arms, saying sorry baby.
Yan Ruo has feelings for children.
Jiang Wo realized that he could not drag on any longer.
It so happened that Liu Yihuan came to look for Yan Ruo again today. Yan Ruo nervously avoided Liu Yihuan's hand, looked at Jiang Wo who came in from the outside, and said urgently, "Brother!"
Jiang Wo wanted to laugh inexplicably.
Ever since Liu Yihuan knew that Yan Ruo was with him, she would run over every day with some food in her hand, and grandly said that she was here to deliver food, but after entering the yard, her eyes were glued to Yan Ruo's body, and she couldn't even tear it off. down.
Oo love is less than AA love, but less does not mean no, Jiang Wo knew that Liu Yihuan liked Yan Ruo when he saw the way Liu Yihuan looked at Yan Ruo.
He was uncomfortable at first, but when this emotion appeared, Jiang Wo was stunned for a moment, it wasn't the first time he saw others like Yan Ruo, he had seen Yan Ruo intimate contact with other alphas before.
Although Yan Ruo later explained that it was all fake, and it was just for him, but when Jiang Wo looked at those, he didn't feel uncomfortable except for pain.
He is also different from before. Now he is possessive of Yan Ruo and exclusive to others.
He didn't want to see others approach Yan Ruo.
Later, it was Yan Ruo who broke his discomfort. The clever and black-bellied young master used to use so many alphas to play for him, but now he meets Liu Yihuan, who has no scheming at all, and rushes to him in a panic. Looking at him eagerly with those peach blossom eyes, as if telling Jiang Wo through these big innocent eyes: I really didn't talk to him.
It's all like this, how could Jiang Wo blame him.
Jiang Wo held onto the shoulder of Yan Ruo who was running towards him, "I'm dirty, don't hug me yet."
Yan Ruo held Jiang Wo's hand as if there was a fire behind him, and acted pitifully, "No, I want to hug."
Damn Liu Yihuan, kill him!If he hadn't reacted quickly, he would have been touched just now!
He managed to recover a little bit of Jiang Wo, how could he be defeated by Liu Yihuan.
There was a smile in Jiang Wo's eyes, and he twirled Yan Ruo's clothes, "Okay, hug me, you go to the room and wait for me, I'll come out and tell you something."
Yan Ruo looked at Jiang Wo reluctantly, "Okay."
When Jiang Wo went into the bathroom, Yan Ruo immediately turned his head, his pretty face was very cruel, and said to Liu Yihuan, "Get out soon?" He is so kind now that no one dares to pester him.
Liu Yihuan has a handsome appearance, but is actually very... Shameless!Yan Ruo scolded him several times, but the next day he came over with a smile on his face. Yan Ruo wanted Yun Qi to warn him, but he was afraid that Jiang Wo would find out and say him.
Liu Yihuan sighed regretfully, stood up, took out a little gray mouse from his pocket, and handed it to Yan Ruo, "I sewed it myself, and it's for you."
Yan Ruo glanced at the little mouse in disgust, "Get lost."
The most disgusting thing he fears is the rat.
The remote house I lived in when I was a child was too dark, and one night Yan Ruo heard the squeak of a mouse, and it was this incident that made Yan Ruo start to be afraid of the dark.
Liu Yihuan was not intimidated by Yan Ruo's ferocity at all, he gasped, "But you look like a cat to me, I thought you would like mice."
Yan Ruo ignored him with a cold face.
Liu Yihuan put down the mouse, looked towards the bathroom, and sighed even more heavily, "Well, I know, you are only a kitten in front of him, I really like you, you are the best thing I have ever seen when I grow up People watching, actually... I would also like to be his little wife, as long as we can be together."
Yan Ruo looked at him suddenly, his eyes were so cold that they were about to freeze, he really wanted to take something and throw it on Liu Yihuan's face.
This person not only dared to covet him, but also dared to covet his brother!
Two at a time, the face is quite thick!
"Immediately, get out!" Yan Ruo gritted his teeth and said word by word.
Liu Yihuan was also afraid that it would be too much, if Yan Ruo ran away, where would he find someone, he raised his hands and said yes, and walked out of the yard.
Yan Ruo was so angry that he kicked Liu Yihuan's chair. The young master was so angry that he ran into the room, hugged Jiang Wo's pillow and took a deep breath before calming down a little.
Jiang Wo's courtyard wall was built too low, anyone could climb in, Yan Ruo was thinking about breaking glass on the wall or something.
When the water in the bathroom stopped, Yan Ruo was still thinking about how to stop Liu Yihuan. When Jiang Wo came out, Yan Ruo hurriedly threw away the cold expression on his face and replaced it with Jiang Wo's familiar cuteness.
"elder brother."
Yan Ruo put down his pillow and ran to Jiang Wo.
Jiang Wo had taken a shower and was ready to be hugged. Jiang Wo also cooperatively opened his arms and hugged Yan Ruo, and picked him up from the ground habitually, "Are you hungry?"
Yan Ruo shook his head, squinted his eyes and lay on Jiang Wo's shoulder in enjoyment, "Brother, what do you want to say to me?"
"Did you change your mind and want to have a baby with me?"
Jiang Wo lightly squeezed Yan Ruo's shoulder, signaling him not to talk nonsense, "Didn't your company have a little problem?"
Yan Ruo put away his smile, and after a few seconds he replied vigilantly, "It's very small, it's not important, brother."
But Jiang Wo said directly: "Go back."
Without even a buffer time, Ruo lost his voice, "What?"
Jiang Wo said it again, this time longer, more detailed and gentle, "Go back, there are no good ingredients here, and there is no nutritionist, and you are far away from the company, and many things are inconvenient to deal with..."
Yan Ruo couldn't stand Jiang Wo driving him away again, and suddenly lost control of his emotions, "I won't go back!" He held onto Jiang Wo's clothes tightly, with a flustered and irritable expression, "Aren't we doing well these days? Isn't it good? Why did my brother drive me away again? What did I do wrong? I am very good..."
No cuteness, no softness, he was about to cry loudly, but Jiang Wo could still see that he was about to lose control, and he was trying his best to control himself, not hysterical, cautious, pitiful and scared.
Jiang Wo's heart suddenly ached, when did he make Yan Ruo afraid like this.
She was so scared that she was going out of control, and she was still trying to curry favor with him.
Jiang Wo hugged Yan Ruo and rubbed his thin back, "I'll go back with you, Yan Ruo, I'll go with you, don't cry, it's okay, we're fine, I'll go back with you."
He had already planned to go back with Yan Ruo, so he calmly told Yan Ruo that he wanted to go back, but he didn't expect Yan Ruo to be wrong.
"I'm with you." Jiang Wo kissed Yan Ruo's forehead.
He wanted to go back and find Yan Tan and Li Qingyun.
The author says:
I will probably have to ask for leave tomorrow. If I have to practice driving, I won’t be able to write the TAT.
Afraid of jpg, panic jpg...
Take a bow and love everyone.
msmithbooks