Chapter 147
Chapter 147
Zhou Xi's voice was the only one in the living room for a while, Yu Jinghai hugged him silently, without arguing, but he couldn't listen to his great principles at all.
In the end, Zhou Xi stopped talking, and it was his turn to speak, but he only asked one sentence back and forth, and only said one affirmative sentence.
"You really want to break up with me?"
"I don't know."
Zhou Xi sighed helplessly in his heart. He didn't bring up the affairs of the country these days, one was because Yu Jinghai was hospitalized, and the other was because of this person's stubbornness, which he had personally experienced many times.
Yu Jinghai felt uneasy, under pressure, and wanted to prove that he would not hesitate to take risks that he did not need to bear for this relationship, let alone hurt himself.
This is the negative impact. He once tried to remove the shackles on the opponent's back, but ended in failure. Looking back, he realized that the unbalanced starting point had never been leveled by him.
However, Yu Jinghai's persistence prevented him from thinking of a more effective solution to solve their problems in a short period of time, and he even feared that the sense of imbalance would continue to expand.
He had already hesitated, and what he got in return was the bad result of Yu Jinghai being injured in the ring and sent to the hospital.
This time it was a mild concussion, no one said it was not serious, but what about next time?
And who can tell what will happen next time?
What will Yu Jinghai do next time because of those pressures?
If Yu Jinghai can bear it, can he bear it too?
——He can only use the fastest, simplest and most effective way to set the other party free.
They all need to think clearly whether there is really no other choice, whether they really have to be with each other, they need a freer way and more time to judge and choose.
Yu Jinghai sticks to his own opinion, and Zhou Xi is not someone who will give in easily.
This time is different from the past, there is no so-called cold war period, Yu Jinghai can still hug Zhou Xi and make trouble under the quilt, and Zhou Xi can do whatever he wants with him.
They were closer than before, no matter what Yu Jinghai asked for, he could get full satisfaction, but the only thing he was going to take again, Zhou Xi would never give it again.
He and Zhou Xi were angry and treated him coldly, but Zhou Xi still cared about him and took care of him.
He anxiously begged for mercy in Zhou Xi's ear, but Zhou Xi stopped him from apologizing, let alone knocking his knee on the floor even once.
He was at his wit's end, and had no choice but to scold Zhou Xi fiercely for breaking his promise and being coldhearted, but Zhou Xi was scolded quietly, admitting without refusing, as if rubbing him flat and round, whatever he wanted.
He went to find Lin Ling again and took her to explain clearly to Zhou Xi, but Zhou Xi smiled calmly and seriously and said he didn't mind, and after letting Lin Ling leave, she turned around and hugged him, persuading him in a doting tone Stop making trouble.
He brought the money he earned from playing games to Zhou Xi, saying that he would cut the card and throw it all away, so as not to make his wife feel bad anymore.
However, Zhou Xi just warned him clearly that the money was earned by him so hard that he should not waste it and keep it honestly...
Yu Jinghai tried all the methods he could think of, but nothing worked. Zhou Xi didn't fight him, didn't fight with him, and didn't change his mind.
The closer it is to Zhou Xi's going abroad, the more Yu Jinghai can't sleep all night, and he will often get out of bed to drink the whole night.
Whether he is dazed or awake, at dawn he will automatically find himself in the quilt, and hug Zhou Xilian, who has not yet woken up, with the quilt.
He kept calling for his wife, and after waking her up, he pressed against the pillow, trying his best to confirm the truth that had not been completely lost.
"...Ah Xi, what do I have to do to make you agree not to separate? It was you who said that if two people date, it doesn't count if one person says nothing. If I don't agree to break up, we can't break up."
Surrounded by the strong smell of alcohol, Zhou Xi's dim eyes occasionally flashed weak struggles, and his fingertips clasped unsteadily on Yu Jinghai's back, "Why must it be so embarrassing..."
"Then what do you want me to do? How can I let go? Zhou Xi, you recruited me. How can you be so irresponsible? Freedom is what you say... Who the hell wants this freedom, I want you!"
Until Yu Jinghai yelled out the unwillingness and resentment accumulated for a long time with the help of alcohol, Zhou Xi was shocked by him all of a sudden, seeing the ferocious grief on his face, her heart suddenly constricted.
Yu Jinghai kissed Zhou Xi's heart harder and harder every time, as if he wanted to kiss to the end, to the deepest part, to find out what this person was thinking, to find out if this person had his name in his heart... …
The night before Zhou Xi went abroad, Yu Jinghai drank more wine, Zhou Xi did not persuade him, but took the initiative to drink with him.
Yu Jinghai's emotions have already been depressed to the bottom, and he is neither mad nor angry, but he is surrounded by a dull oppression that seems to be irresolvable.
"It's really divided, what about your pheromone?" After turning over and over again, he only had this card left to play.
"Amu took a sample from you before and researched a new symptomatic inhibitor, and it has been improving. It can relieve my symptoms and pain to a large extent..."
"If you need to wash off the marks later...that's another solution, but it's not life-threatening, and medicine is developing very fast now."
Zhou Xi answered quickly and fluently, as if she had already drawn up this statement—a statement that would not put Yu Jinghai under any psychological burden in this regard.
"You want to wash off my logo?" Yu Jinghai's voice suddenly became hoarse, and his eyes were filled with scarlet.
Once Zhou Xi made up his mind, no one could change it. He really realized that he was not the exception.
To say that this person is heartless, but all the tenderness he has tasted is also given by this person.
He went back and forth trying to understand some truths, but he couldn't find the right way, so he could only go back to the cage and trapped himself. The more restrained he was, the more silent he became.
Zhou Xi and him sat on one side, as if they were leading a tug-of-war team, and they were in a stalemate. The living room was terribly quiet, and it was difficult for anyone to take a breather from the invisible sense of oppression that pervaded it.
When the hour hand crossed the number "12", the wine bottles on the table were all empty. Zhou Xi put down the glass, got up, walked around the sofa, and walked to the wine cabinet.
But he had only taken two steps when Yu Jinghai grabbed his wrist.
"Ah Xi, I'll wait for you for two years, okay?" Yu Jinghai's deep and dark voice was full of burning alcohol.
Zhou Xi didn't move, and didn't answer the question.
Yu Jinghai tightened his strength again, and then increased his strength, "It's not two years, five years, ten years...it doesn't matter how many years, I'll wait for you to come back."
Zhou Xi turned around and looked at the man who had lowered his head at the moment, and even the back of his ear was swollen with a wine-red color.
"As long as you don't break up with me, as long as you don't break up with me, as long as you don't wash off my mark, I can do anything, I will listen to you, but go to you, don't meet, don't contact, don't bother you... I can do it Come, I'm waiting for you."
Zhou Xi stopped and looked at it for a long time. If Yu Jinghai hadn't said something else, he would almost have thought that he was still fully awake.
"As a spare tire, it doesn't matter how many times you are, not the only one, yes, I can do it."
Zhou Xi's complexion became weird, and she laughed again, and then followed Yu Jinghai's hand strength, knelt on one knee on the carpet, raised her hand, and held the sturdy body that was beginning to shake steadily.
"Don't talk nonsense, you're drunk." He sighed softly, and patted Yu Jinghai's shoulder.
His eyes fell on the rigid and solid face, and he swept it inch by inch, and quietly carved the corresponding shape in the bottom of his heart, and carved it very carefully.
"I'm not drunk, I'm telling the truth..." Yu Jinghai was really dazed by the alcohol at the moment, and his reaction was a few beats slower, talking nonsense.
After a while, Zhou Xicai murmured softly, reproached, "Don't make any more promises, you've given a lot, and it's hard for me to keep up..."
"...I don't know how to fill your anxiety... Yu Jinghai, if you are so stubborn, it will make it harder for me to make a decision..."
After the chatterbox suddenly opened, it seemed like it couldn't be closed, or maybe they were bewitched by the drunkenness of each other.
Their lips were pressed together, and it was Zhou Xi who was more impatient and more nostalgic.
He kissed Yu Jinghai over and over again, from the corners of his lips to the center of his brows, from the bridge of his nose to the sides of his ears... as if he was trying his best to imprint his mark on this person.
Confusion and bewilderment gradually appeared on Yubai's handsome face, with reluctance and reluctance to part with the things he loves, as well as the determination to throw away his helmet and armor...
Yu Jinghai closed his eyelids, his thick eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, his consciousness was confused, he rubbed carelessly against the delicate skin close at hand, his throat was rumbling, and he shouted loudly, "Daughter-in-law, don't go, don't go..."
Zhou Xi, who was already standing on the edge of the cliff, was cramped and lingering, feeling nostalgic in his heart, and hesitantly increased his strength to hug this person.
"Am I doing it right? Which one is better for you..."
Zhou Xi, who was murmuring, was pushed down on the coffee table by Yu Jinghai, asking herself in a daze.
"Did I do something wrong? Jinghai... Yu Jinghai...is messed up..."
The cups, bottles, and mobile phones on the table were all swept away by the drunken man's savage waving hands, and fell messily on the carpet.
"...I really don't want...to be separated from you..."
"It doesn't matter." Yu Jinghai howled, as if he had touched one of the most vulnerable nerves today, he slammed down and bit Zhou Xi's neck with his teeth open.
Compared to the Omega that was suddenly injected with a large amount of pheromone, the fierce Alpha at this moment was even more painfully shouting, "No distinction, Xi, no distinction..."
"I'm not sure..." Zhou Xi frowned, hot sweat dripped from his forehead, and his body began to tremble and curl up uncontrollably under the pressure of pheromones.
His body temperature was swelled by the fire on Yu Jinghai's body in a blink of an eye, and his rationality was quickly dissipated. He only had time to grit his teeth and sighed, "Is it right to let you return to your original appearance?"
"...Think, stay... Jinghai...can I stay...you..."
Zhou Xi's voice gradually lowered, he was gasping for breath, his fingertips touched the mobile phone on the ground, his expression was light, and his heart was inexplicably jumping out of a frightening hotness.
His hand has already returned to the mobile phone.
At this moment, Yu Jinghai turned him over, covered him from behind, and covered him tightly, his hot lips lingered obsessively on the flushed skin, covering Zhou Xi's eyebrows, eyes and ears anxiously and violently. .
"Ah Xi, what are you thinking?"
"Ah Xi..."
"I……"
"……real……"
The loud and violent words gradually poured out shocking exhaustion and weariness.
Zhou Xi suddenly opened her eyes wet with sweat, her breathing panicked, and the hesitation on her face shattered.
When the night of chaos ended, there seemed to be a faint apology blowing through the aroma of red and white wine blending deeply in the hall.
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