After wearing a paranoid bamboo horse of abusive male protagonists

Chapter 48

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Aren't we already a couple...

Lu Yanchen's first erotic dream was during the summer vacation after the college entrance examination. Ever since he "dreamed" about him kissing Song Qingshi during that summer vacation, it was difficult for him to look at Song Qingshi with the same eyes as before.

After that "dream" kissing Song Qingshi, he couldn't help but think about why he had this dream. Could it be that deep down in his heart he actually had that aspect of meaning for Song Qingshi?

When he first came up with this idea, he actually felt a little guilty. After all, he usually regarded himself as Song Qingshi's younger brother, but for a long time he actually viewed Song Qingshi as his younger brother or a child who was a generation younger than him. The wish is to protect Song Qingshi when he grows up. When he really meets the person who loves him and treats him well for the rest of his life, he will be able to retire. Has the rabbit eaten the grass beside the nest?

Lu Yanchen is facing spiritual condemnation, but his feelings are not transferred by his own will, and the more taboo it is, the more it will grow like grass in the soil.

He remembered that the first time he dreamed of Song Qing was on a rainy day, but it didn't rain at first that day.

On the contrary, the weather was fine. He and Song Qingshi went shopping together, but it rained heavily on the way back. Neither of them brought an umbrella. When they got home, their clothes were wet.

He glanced at Song Qingshi at that time, and the clothes on Song Qingshi's body became transparent because they were wet, sticking to his body wet and wrinkled. He remembered that he told him to take a bath first, but who knew that after Song Qingshi glanced at him, he was He undressed in front of him.

At that time, because of the rain, his already white face became even paler, but his reddish lips appeared even redder. His naked body was covered with a layer of wet water, and his whole body The white ones are whiter, the red ones are redder, his hair is also wet, and the ends of his hair are still dripping with water, like a fairy emerging from the water. Lu Yanchen remembers that he missed his breath at that time, and then I had a dream that night.

Song Qingshi in the dream was also wet. As soon as he saw him, he hugged him, wrapped his hands around his neck, and said tremblingly: "Chenchen, I'm cold..."

In the dream, Lu Yanchen hugged him, pressed him tightly in front of him, and comforted him: "Don't be afraid, it won't be cold later..."

After the two looked at each other, they kissed for some reason, and then did something indescribable...

In the dream, Lu Yanchen was still conscious. He felt that what he was doing was wrong, but he couldn't control his body at all. He could only watch his body and Song Qingshi's live eroticism like a bystander. In the dream, he seemed to have changed. A person is average, a bit smart/worm/upper/brainy, even he himself feels like a beast...

After that, he didn't dare to look directly at Song Qingshi for a while, but he got used to it when he was dreaming.

Especially recently, Song Qingshi always teases him blatantly, so he dreams a bit frequently.

Therefore, when he first saw Song Qing sitting there last night, he subconsciously thought that he was dreaming again. will sit there...

Speaking of which, why did Song Qingshi sit there last night...

Thinking of this, he raised his head and turned to look at Song Qingshi.

Song Qingshi already showed signs of waking up, his eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes.

The first time he saw Lu Yanchen, he called out "Chenchen" softly, and then saw him sitting shirtless next to him, and immediately realized the situation the two of them were in, with a trace of uneasiness flashing across their faces, and at the same time A little joy.

Starting today, the relationship between him and Chenchen has taken a step further. Thinking of Chenchen's performance last night, he felt a little shy again. Last night, Chenchen was so brave.

And I didn't expect him to want to do this kind of thing with him so much, I should have said it earlier, so that I wouldn't delay doing it for a year.

He reached out to touch Lu Yanchen's hand, but as soon as he moved, he hissed. The strange feeling from last night still remained inside, but there was an indescribable sense of satisfaction.

As soon as he hissed, Lu Yanchen dropped all his thoughts, turned around and asked him, "What's wrong?"

The corners of Song Qingshi's eyes were still a little red. He couldn't help crying when he arrived at the back last night. It wasn't really crying, but physiological tears flowed from his eyes involuntarily. He whispered like water: "I'm in pain..."

"Where does it hurt?" Lu Yanchen was just about to lift the blanket, but paused as soon as his hands grabbed onto the blanket, but finally lifted the blanket.

It's useless to run away from this matter, as it happened, it happened, besides, it was his responsibility in the first place, and Song Qingshi couldn't be ignored.

Song Qingshi blinked his eyes, and said with some embarrassment: "It hurts there..."

Lu Yanchen lifted the thin blanket and saw Song Qingshi's current appearance, a trace of uneasiness flashed in his eyes. Are these his masterpieces?

It's just that when he looked closely, his complexion changed and his temples protruded. Song Qingshi didn't clean it up yet?

Thinking about it carefully, the two of them didn't do anything last night, they just did that...

In fact, he was also to blame. He thought it was a dream last night, and he was not so clear-headed after drinking alcohol. Deep self-blame.

When he hugged Song Qing by the waist, he frowned and said, "I'll take you to clean it up."

……

After all, Lujiang Hotel is just a small hotel, and there is no bathtub in the bathroom. After Lu Yanchen carried him into the bathroom, he put him on the ground.

It's just that Song Qingshi couldn't help sliding down as soon as he landed, his legs trembled and said: "Chenchen, my legs are sore and I can't stand steadily..."

Lu Yanchen's temples popped again, he said, "Wait a minute."

He picked him up again and put him on the sink, fearing that he would be frozen, he even spread a layer of bath towels on it.

After he adjusted the water temperature and put the water in, he hugged him again, because Song Qingshi's legs were so weak that he couldn't stand still, so he had to hug him to clean up.

It was the first time for him to do this kind of thing. Although he and Song Qingshi were usually very close, they were not so close. Therefore, when helping him clean up, there was always an indescribable strange feeling in his heart.

Although he was conscious last night, he was not completely sober because of drinking, but at this moment he is completely sober. Once his head is sober, he can't help thinking about his relationship with Song Qingshi. The relationship between them is like a runaway wild horse, and they can’t be pulled back. They have done what they should do and what they shouldn’t do. There is no pair of brothers who always dream about each other, and there is no pair of brothers who will be together. And kissing and kissing again and again, and no pair of fraternities sleep together and then help each other clean up the next day.

In fact, he is not that dull. He actually knows what Song Qingshi thinks about him, and how he feels about Song Qingshi.

After all, Song Qingshi's liking for him is so obvious, he doesn't have to know, he knows that he has more than just a simple affection for Song Qingshi, but he always has concerns about the relationship between them.

If they are ordinary people, they see each other in the same eyes, and if there are no other problems, then they can communicate directly.

But he and Song Qingshi are brothers in name after all, it's not a simple relationship that just means they like each other and they can be together.

So he has complicated feelings towards Song Qingshi, and wants to respond to him, but restrains himself from responding to him, and wants to maintain a brotherly relationship with him.

But sometimes I couldn't help doing things to him that were beyond brothers, so when Song Qingshi asked him about being a fake couple that day, he half-pushed and half-heartedly agreed. When Song Qingshi kissed him with his tongue, he didn't resist too much, junior When the school girls coaxed him to kiss Song Qingshi with tongue, he kissed overtime, including the hickeys that Song Qingshi left on him that day, and he was angry that Song Qingshi left too many hickeys on him, which made him unable to see people.

It's not about Song Qingshi leaving a hickey on him. If he wanted to push him away at that time, it's not impossible to push him away. After all, he is stronger than Song Qingshi.

He and Song Qingshi have developed to the point where they are now, so why not have his own connivance.

So until now, it is his responsibility after all.

When Lu Yanchen helped Song Qingshi clean up, Song Qingshi kept wrapping his arms around his neck and kissing the corner of his lips, but Lu Yanchen didn't hide.

Song Qingshi thought to himself, it's great to be a real couple, you can kiss whenever you want.

Then he thought again, although he himself tacitly agreed that they had become a real couple, but Chen Chen hadn't spoken yet.

Although he felt that Chenchen would not be such a scumbag, he would not do such a thing of turning his face and denying others, but just in case, he confirmed once: "Chenchen, what is our relationship now?"

Lu Yanchen glanced at him, and said calmly: "What do you think we should be related to?"

This kind of vague statement made Song Qingshi mistakenly think that he didn't want to admit it, and immediately pursed his mouth and said: "What do you mean, you don't want to admit it, right? We've slept together, if you don't admit it, you're a scumbag, Chenchen, are you serious?" Do you want to be a scumbag..."

Seeing him chattering and angry, Lu Yanchen felt a little funny and cute, he chuckled lightly, and said, "Didn't you say that, we've been lovers for a long time..."

Song Qingshi was startled, Chenchen admitted it by saying so, he laughed, put his arms around Lu Yanchen's neck again, and said: "Who told you to say that just now, I misunderstood..." He kissed his face , leaned into his ear and whispered: "Chenchen, do you still want it? If you want it, we can have a bathroom play..."

Lu Yanchen: "..."

……

School canteen.

When Zhou Xinyu was eating in the school cafeteria, there were two people chatting opposite him. Originally, he would not care about strangers, but by coincidence, the two chatted about the relationship between Lu Yanchen and Song Qingshi.

As soon as he heard Lu Yanchen's name, his ears couldn't help but prick up.

Only one of them said: "I really envy Lu Yanchen and Song Qingshi. This kind of love must be very good..."

Unexpectedly, the other person sneered, and said disapprovingly: "That's not necessarily the case. If it's really so good, why did Song Qingshi go to such lengths to let me secretly take pictures..." He stopped in the middle of the sentence, so dangerous, so dangerous, almost I slipped up.

"What, what happened to Song Qingshi?"

"nothing……"

Just when he thought he had gotten away with it, a person on the opposite side suddenly raised his head, stared at him and said, "What do you think happened to Song Qingshi?"

The author says:

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