After wearing a paranoid bamboo horse of abusive male protagonists

Chapter 11

Will you always like me the most?

Seeing Lu Yanchen's strange expression, Song Qingshi felt a little uneasy.

What does this look on my brother mean? Does he not like this birthday present?

But is that how TV shows are played, or does it mean that he doesn't really like kissing him?

If you don't like kissing him, doesn't that mean you don't like him?

Song Qingshi's heart was empty for a moment, as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss, he found that he couldn't accept this fact no matter what, if even his younger brother didn't like him, who else in this world would like him?

His face suddenly turned pale, his breathing became short of breath, his head was buzzing as if he had suffered a major blow.

He looked at Lu Yanchen, opened his mouth, and wanted to ask if it was true, but he didn't dare to ask, what if it was true?

He couldn't bear the answer.

Lu Yanchen recovered from the shock just now, seeing that Song Qingshi's expression was a little strange, he guessed that his reaction had misunderstood him.

Song Qingshi was a very insecure child who cared very much about other people's every move.

But the more you care about it, the less you will say it, you will just think wildly by yourself, and you will end up with internal injuries.

Thinking of this, Lu Yanchen stepped forward, hugged him gently, and whispered in his ear: "Thank you brother, I like this birthday gift very much."

Song Qingshi's pupils dilated slightly, and until this moment, his frightened, uneasy, and fragile heart slowly fell back to its proper position.

It turned out that my brother didn't like me.

Song Qingshi closed his eyes lightly, a reassuring smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he also hugged Lu Yanchen slowly.

The two stuck to each other for a while, and when they were sitting on the ground playing with the assembly, Song Qingshi still asked with some concern: "Then what does your expression mean before, you don't look very happy."

Lu Yanchen: "..."

Hey, is he still struggling with this?

Lu Yanchen scratched his face, what should he say so as not to hurt Song Qingshi's sensitive heart.

He thought for a while, lowered his head and pretended to be shy, and said with some embarrassment: "Because my brother kissed me suddenly, I'm shy."

Song Qingshi glanced at him in surprise, and said, "Shy?"

Why are you shy?

Lu Yanchen glanced at him. Song Qingshi hadn't dealt with people much before, and he might not understand this aspect very well. He felt that he had to guide him, so he explained to him tactfully: "Because kisses are only for lovers." will do..."

Song Qingshi really didn't understand very well: "Lover?"

"A lover is two people who like each other and are together again."

Song Qingshi blinked twice: "Then Chenchen and I are also lovers?"

Lu Yanchen was a little embarrassed, children are really innocent, he corrected: "My brother and I are family members, not lovers."

Song Qingshi was puzzled: "But didn't Chenchen and I also like each other and get together again?"

As he said that, his eyelids drooped, and he looked a bit lonely: "Or is it that Chen Chen doesn't like me at all?"

Lu Yanchen hurriedly waved his hands, and explained with a big head: "No, I like brother very much."

"Then why..."

It was the first time that Lu Yanchen experienced the hardships of raising a child. He said with difficulty: "This is different..."

"What's the difference?"

Lu Yanchen tried his best to explain the difference between the two to him in an easy-to-understand way: "Love... the relationship between lovers is love, and the relationship between me and my brother is family, so we can only call it family."

Song Qingshi frowned and thought for a while, then said, "Is there any difference between love and family affection?"

Lu Yanchen sighed inwardly, how much he wanted to have a mobile phone at this moment, so that he could search directly on Baidu and read it out to him.

Otherwise, I would have to rack my brains to explain nouns to him like this: "Love is when you like someone, you will only like that person. As for family affection... Just like our family, I like my brother, I like my parents, It's different."

Something seemed wrong, but he couldn't think of a better explanation, Lu Yanchen sighed inwardly.

After Song Qingshi listened to his words, he lowered his head thoughtfully, and then became a little sullen.

What's wrong with this kid?

Lu Yanchen was afraid that he would think wildly again, so he had no choice but to say: "Brother, if you have any thoughts in your mind, you must tell me."

Song Qingshi glanced at him, and said a little lonely: "The person I liked the most before was my mother, but my mother is no longer here, so now the only person I like the most is Chenchen."

As for Liu Mei and Lu Chenglin, he was more afraid of Liu Mei, more grateful to Lu Chenglin, but he relied on and liked Lu Yanchen wholeheartedly.

But Chenchen still has parents, just like his favorite person before was his mother, Chenchen should also like his parents more, and he is the last one in the row.

Although this is a matter of course, as long as I think about it, I still feel a little stuffy and uncomfortable.

He whispered with some embarrassment: "But besides me, Chenchen has uncles and aunts, and the person Chenchen likes the most is not me..."

He felt that he was too narrow-minded for thinking like this, he would actually haggle over with Chen Chen over such a matter, he was indeed an incompetent brother.

Would Chenchen also think that he was making trouble for no reason?

Song Qingshi hugged his knee helplessly.

At this moment, a warm hand tugged at his slightly cold fingers, and Lu Yanchen's never-to-be-tired smiling face appeared in front of his eyes.

"It turns out that my brother is worrying about this kind of thing. In fact, I also have a secret to tell my brother."

Song Qingshi blinked, and subconsciously said softly: "What secret?"

Lu Yanchen waved at him and whispered, "Brother, come closer."

Song Qingshi crawled towards him, and put his ear to his lips.

Lu Yanchen whispered in his ear, "Actually, I like my brother the most."

Like a qin plucking the heartstrings, Song Qingshi's heart trembled, and a faint blush appeared on his face.

He turned his head to look at Lu Yanchen, their faces were very close, four black grape-like eyes stared at each other, Song Qingshi looked at him for a moment, then whispered: "Is what you said true?"

Lu Yanchen nodded seriously.

In fact, he was also at a loss, and couldn't help but think about why he wore "Lu Yanchen". Obviously, there is nothing unsatisfactory in reality.

He was born in a wealthy family in his previous life, and his parents had a harmonious relationship. He grew up smoothly from a young age and hardly encountered any major setbacks.

It may also be too smooth, so there is always a lack of a goal.

Sometimes, he would feel that maybe he traveled to this world to protect Song Qingshi, and it happened that he read that book and felt compassion for "Song Qingshi", and it happened that there was another person with the same name and surname as him in that book.

Perhaps, thinking otherwise, he would be engulfed in this dazed sense of nothingness.

Song Qingshi always felt that he was an outsider, but he was also the same.

He often has a sense of guilt that doves are occupying the magpie's nest. Although this is not out of his original intention, he still has a slight sense of guilt for Liu Mei and Lu Chenglin, so he will unconsciously want to make up for them.

In fact, he would appear more casual in his own home.

Therefore, if the child in front of him can grow up healthy and have a safe and smooth life in the future, it is not in vain for him to come here.

Song Qingshi glanced at him, he hesitated for a while, and finally he couldn't hold back the greedy desire in his heart, and said, "Then will you always like me the most?"

Lu Yanchen nodded.

Until Song Qingshi finds the person who can regard him as the most important and favorite person in his life, he will be the person who likes him the most.

A faint smile appeared on Song Qingshi's face. He stretched out a little finger and said, "Then you can't lie to me. The hook cannot be changed after hanging for 100 years. The puppy is the one who lied."

Lu Yanchen also stretched out a little finger, hooked it on his little finger, and said: "The hook is not allowed to change for 100 years, and it is the puppy who deceives people."