msmithbooks Chapter 66 Gintama 08
Chapter 66 Gintama 08
What is it like to love someone?
Should he fill his life with fiery scarlet, or decorate his leisure time with warm orange?Should he hold him close with both arms, or send him to a happy place with a smile?Choice has never been an easy thing, the world changes and people change, only choice has always been in between.I can't see it but I have to. This is probably the sadness.
Clearly holding the greatest initiative, Takasugi is far from feeling peaceful.
He spoke cruel words, but as soon as he left the small room, his bright green eyes dimmed quickly.Walking all the way back to his room, Takasugi's steps were still steady and firm.But where no one could see, his left hand that was holding the bong was trembling abnormally.
Sitting alone in the empty main cabin, this young man understood that the barrenness in his heart had not been filled at all.
The hot sweat in the summer night was unknowingly taken away by the night wind, and what remained of the body was the astonishing coldness.The enthusiasm in Gao Shan's heart was also extinguished. Compared with the straightforward rejection, such indifference is often more sad.Ever since he was a child, he has never been so concerned about one thing.But corresponding to this, when faced with the object he cherishes, he doesn't know how to do it at all - fear of loss, fear of rejection, unprecedented complexity and entanglement, it really keeps a man awake at night.
The same moonlight is as cold as water, and the same is true for people's hearts, which cannot be imagined to be cold.At the other end of the cabin, Zhou Quan's heartstrings were also caught in waves.Unlike Takasugi, this wave is full of unspeakable helplessness.
Apart from the original world, the extravagant gift of love has long been a part of life that men have excluded.
With an unspeakable 'mission', how could he care what other people think of him?If even delivering sincerity becomes a luxury, then the trust and loyalty that constitute love will never be born.He never thought that Shinsuke Takasugi, a child he raised, would have such thoughts about him.
Leaving aside the despicableness of the means, just the intense emotion conveyed from the young man is enough to make Azhai flinch.
Compared with the ideal life and death, he can't even make promises easily. No matter from any angle, this is not something a good lover should do.Besides, he has always believed in the fact that the more you carry, the more painful it will be.
On the contrary, the element of gender is no longer a factor that hinders the two.
When you have to think too much about love, the world doesn't seem to be such an irresistible fate.
Leaning helplessly under the small window, A Zhai's eyes flashed with complicated colors;
Sitting alone on the side of the short table, Takasugi's hair also hangs down with blank thoughts.
This night, neither of them is destined to find peace and tranquility.Only the low wind passing by outside the window has nothing to do with who tosses and turns and who can't sleep tonight.Where can we find the traces of this drama-like event on the sea?
———————— I am the dividing line of the next morning ——————————————
"It seems that you haven't woken up yet, teacher."
At dawn, he came to the 'prison room' alone, and Shinsuke Takasugi stood alone at the door.His shadow was stretched extremely long by the morning light, and this purple-haired young man whispered to himself in a soft and gentle tone that no one else had ever seen before.
From his point of view, the current Zhou Quan is leaning against the small table in the middle of the room in an uncomfortable posture—it has already been mentioned that the entire room where the man is is decorated like the interior of a private school .In his free time on weekdays, Takasugi always stays in this small space and sits quietly for a while when no one is around.But until today, he who thought he was familiar enough with the tables and chairs here suddenly realized that he didn't know much about this room—oh, it was just a long-haired man as a foil, but the time in the room As if gifted by the gods, it quietly turned back to the years of the year.
Still greedily capturing every detail in his field of vision with nostalgic and obsessive eyes, Takasugi quietly took a step forward, kneeling on one knee by the low table.Just like what he used to do when he was young, he lightly put his right hand on the man's shoulder—ah, that's right!From this point of view, it seems that his Songyang teacher has not changed at all; and now, he is still the most beloved disciple of the teacher, no longer at the time when the teacher and the student are confronting each other. , and this sleeping man is undoubtedly his most admired teacher... It's like the most perfect wish that has appeared in Gao Shan's midnight dreams countless times!
This seemingly ordinary old time, in the soft morning light, forced Zifa Nian to dare not speak, and even suppressed his breathing to the extreme, for fear of breaking this rare segment.Unfortunately, just as his fingertips touched the man's shoulder, this sweet dream ended.
At the first moment of waking up, Zhou Quan used the highest vigilance to arm himself to the teeth.Faced with such questioning eyes, even if Takasugi was reluctant, he had to restrain all his tenderness.
"You're awake, teacher." The magnetic voice was so low that it was inaudible, and the young man withdrew his palm peacefully. "It's time for breakfast, how about having dinner together?"
Hearing this, Zhou Quan was taken aback: He never thought that on the second day after he rejected Gao Shan, this guy could put on such a peaceful attitude and talk about such everyday topics as if nothing happened.On the one hand, he didn't want to continue entangled with the man after being entangled all night; but on the other hand, the feeling of emptiness in his belly told him clearly that it would be better for him to agree to the invitation of the other party at the moment—after a night of escaping , swimming, scaring and confessing, his stomach has long since become empty.
"...Okay, let's go now." Ever since, he just hesitated for a moment, and he quickly gave up the unnecessary resistance.
But I don't know if it was because he didn't have a good rest last night, but as soon as he got up, a gust of darkness suddenly hit A Zhai's eyes.In the sudden darkness, his body trembled violently.The man almost subconsciously fell to the right direction, he remembered that there was a flat area.
In private, Zhou Quan had already gritted his teeth secretly after making the decision, silently waiting for the pain to come.But with a muffled grunt, he didn't feel too much pain, on the contrary, he only felt that he was leaning against a solid chest.
"Please be careful." Just as Zhou Quan's eyes widened in a daze, Gao Shan's deep voice suddenly sounded above his head.Supporting A Zhai with one hand, he felt a little brighter.
But in the next second, this warm smile disappeared directly——
As if facing the harshest enemy, Zhou Quan pushed Gao Shan's arm away almost without hesitation.When he stretched out his hand, the silver ring on his wrist was even more dazzling under the sunlight.
As if being forced to draw a clear line, Takasugi realized again with a wry smile that the man in front of him was no longer that gentle teacher in a private school.
The memories and warmth accumulated until just now were smashed to pieces by A Zhai.
they, he and he,
I can't go back to the way it used to be...
"Let's go, I'm afraid breakfast will be cold." After thinking about this, the purple-haired youth stood up straight as if nothing had happened, and slightly closed his eyes, "Anyway, teacher. Please don't treat your body badly."
"……I see."
——————————About the past years————————————————————
A Zhai, in the beginning, was a big slob.He will never leave his warm little quilt until the sun rises!
Before this world, he actually cultivated a little habit of getting up early in the world he experienced.But in Songyang Private School, he had to get up every night to check the blankets of each little guy, and carefully count the number of people to avoid any naughty ghosts from going out at night... In a word, worry about paying back during the day at night.For a while, he almost thought he was suffering from the 'always not getting enough sleep' problem.
However, as a teacher, he can't let the students take care of their own breakfast, right?
Therefore, getting up early must be a very important task for A Zhai at that time!
Just when he was in desperation, A Zhai unexpectedly got help from a student——Takasugi Shinsuke, this young master who always pouts, unexpectedly has a biological clock that wakes up early every day magically? !If he hadn't accidentally discovered that the child would curl up in the quilt with his eyes open in the morning every day, perhaps the dull A Zhai would not have discovered Jin Zhu's strange habit!Although he never thought that Takasugi would deliberately pretend to sleep in order to take care of the guy who slept with him...
Although the process was a bit bizarre, the result was quite in line with A Zhai's requirements: since then, every night he will deliberately arrange the bunks of Takasugi Xiaobaozi around him.And for this reason, every morning, this young master who loves to get up early will considerately wake up the teacher who is sleeping soundly.
In the meantime, several other children also complained about Zhou Quan's eccentricity.However, after so many years, none of them discovered the secret about the berth arrangement.
Until now, Ah Zhai has been feeling gratified that he can keep his image in front of the students!Unfortunately, as dull as he is, he will never know:
Takasugi Shinsuke, who was mistaken by him for the little bun who loves getting up early, actually has extremely severe hypoglycemia;
Waking up early every time is basically a torture for this pampered child.
And the so-called love to get up early is actually just an awkward excuse that the young master found in order to compete for a bed back then...
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