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Chapter 98 So You Know Everything

Lin Yan felt Qi Mu's shoulders tremble slightly, and then met the child's dark eyes.

"You even know this?" Without refuting or denying, Qi Mu openly disclosed his secret, "How did you find out?"

Lin Yan is majoring in clinical medicine, and psychiatry is a compulsory course, and it is also a subject that she is very interested in.Lin Yan is very talented in medicine, not to mention excellent in character and learning. In her sophomore year, she published a unique thesis, which was highly valued by the school. She was exceptionally allowed to graduate early after completing the credits.This is also an important reason why Fang Xiu strongly recommends her to the hospital.

As an excellent doctor, getting along with children day and night, it is not difficult to find all kinds of doubts from the clues of daily life.

At the beginning, Lin Yan just thought that the child's temperament was changeable and his thoughts were extreme, so he didn't explore too deeply, but gradually he felt a subtle incongruity, and that uncomfortable feeling couldn't be explained accurately. , if I really want to describe it, I have two different feelings in front of the same person.

And the one that made her want to get closer and give her warmth and care was the one in front of her.

this personality.

"Isn't there a lot of difference between you and her? She likes light food, but you prefer heavy flavors. Every time you eat rice noodles or noodles, you add a lot of chili, and you still show a very satisfied expression when you eat boiled fish. She hurts people Or when you hit someone with joy in your eyes, but you are just bluffing, you must not know that whenever you reject others' kindness, your eyes are very lonely." If that personality is like a hot-tempered little sun , then this personality is a golden sunflower, longing to reach a warm and bright place, but can only shrink back in a dark corner.

Qi Mu's face changed several expressions like a revolving lantern, and finally returned to indifference, with alienation and vigilance on her brows, she knocked off the hand on her shoulder, stepped back a few steps, and Lin Yan Put some distance away.

"Are you going to tell the old man about this and let him put me in a mental hospital?"

"If I really have that plan, wouldn't it be better to tell him about it directly, why do I need to let you know in advance?" Lin Yan rubbed his hurt hand and smiled gently.

Qi Mu kept playing with the phone in his hand, lowered his head slightly, but peeped at Lin Yan from the gap in his forehead, like a little beast ready to attack at any time.

"Maybe you want to use this to threaten me." Xiaoshou is in a state of sensitivity and suspicion at the moment. She doesn't trust people, and she doesn't dare to trust people.

"What benefits can I get by threatening you?" Lin Yan knew that now was a critical moment. If he revealed her secret with his own hands but failed to gain her trust, the child's mental state would deteriorate rapidly.

"Who knows," Qi Mu put his hands behind his back, and quietly reached for the saucers on the coffee table, "Maybe you want to study me, treat me as a test object, and let me try it for you like a guinea pig. Medicine. Or... don't you love money very much, it is not impossible to ask the old man for a few gold cards through me."

Do kids watch too many gangster movies and sci-fi movies?

Lin Yan knew that it was impossible to win a child over with just a few words, but the reason why she chose to communicate with "this one" was because she felt that she still had a little willingness to trust others.

It's impossible to just give up now.

"I just want to help you." Lin Yan looked at her earnestly, "Just like you couldn't help crying at the beach that day, a person's ability to bear is limited, and he will be overwhelmed in the end. I don't want to see you being tired collapse."

Lin Yan's words made the child's expression change slightly, a little light appeared in his dark eyes, but the frown between his eyebrows was still tight, conveying a message of vigilance and suspicion.

"I don't think it's a burden, that's what you say. I'm close to 'her', and I'm not alone!" Qi Mu smiled suddenly, "I see, you want to drive a wedge between me and her You want to kill one of us, don't you? You think I'm a monster?"

The child became more and more angry, and at the end, he slammed the plate in his hand to the ground, then quickly picked up a piece of debris, and put it on Lin Yan's neck.

"Say! Do you think I'm a monster? I ate my sister's body, so she entrusted her soul in my body. From childhood to adulthood, only my sister is really good to me and thinks of me. What about you, you all treat me as a different kind, you are either afraid of me or you hate me, you put on a show, it's extremely disgusting!" Speaking of excitement, his fingers trembled slightly, and the sharp fragments left a streak on Lin Yan's delicate skin Light bloodstains.

Lin Yan felt the stabbing pain, and his body froze immediately.The child was also taken aback when he saw the slender line of blood.

"If you insist on treating her as your younger sister, I have nothing to say. But are you sure you really trust her and rely on her?" Lin Yan didn't want to stimulate the child at this time, but if he missed this time, he would look for her again. There is no more suitable time.

So even if it was a risk, she was determined to give it a try.

Qi Mu slightly moved the fragments in her hand half an inch away, instead of pressing directly on Lin Yan's neck, she stared at Lin Yan with hatred, but there was a deep pain in her eyes.

"It's all you, if you didn't show up, we wouldn't have a quarrel... Nima's vixen, say! What did you do to her?!"

On the contrary, Lin Yan was very calm. If he messed up at this moment, the situation would become out of control.

"Except for what happened tonight, I treat you all equally."

"Didn't you say you could tell us apart? Since you are facing two different people, why the hell are you treating them equally!"

"Yes, you are different people, so even if you use your mobile phone to record daily events, there will still be mistakes. I know how you take turns controlling the same body, one day at a time, at twelve o'clock in the morning, right?" Lin Yan said indifferently, "She was the one who asked the gangsters to lock me up in the old warehouse, and you were the one who came to the warehouse to look for me with all the pain.

She is the one who is used to talking with her fists and doesn't even blink her eyes when hitting someone, and you are the one who pretends to be fierce but only plays a little prank and ends up being soft-hearted.

She is the one who trembles under the quilt in fear of lightning and thunder, and you are the one who weeps happily under the cover of the storm.

She is the person who is almost cold-blooded towards everyone, even her biological father and Liu Sheng, and you are the one who is willing to understand the relationship between them because she speaks badly to Liu Sheng because she is worried about her father's safety. "

In the end, "it was she who slowly became interested in me but could bring me danger, and she repeatedly warned 'don't mess with me' and even asked to go to boarding school, simply hoping that my life would not be disrupted. The messy person is you."

Lin Yan looked deeply into Qi Mu's bottomless eyes.Under the rough appearance, there is a soft heart buried, and the child always expresses kindness awkwardly, just like the bottle of Huoxiangzhengqi water that was poured on the chessboard that day.

Qi Mu tightly squeezed the white porcelain shards in his hand, the sharp corners sank into the flesh and dripped from between his fingers.

"If you know...if you know..." the child growled as if aggrieved or annoyed, "It's not fair at all to treat people equally! It's not fair!"

She treats you so badly, and I treat you so well, how can you be impartial to us?

Lin Yan stretched out his hand to hold the child's trembling hand, opened her fingers one by one, and threw away the pieces.

"So I decided to start tonight, to treat people differently, and to favor one person over another."

Before the first aid kit was put back, I happened to bandage the bloody mouth on the child's finger by the way.Of these two personalities, one always hurts others and the other always hurts himself.

"Does it hurt?" Lin Yan found that the cut wound was long and deep, and he felt a dull pain just by looking at it.

"nonsense!"

The child followed her without any resistance, watching her in a daze as she wiped the blood, applied medicine, and bandaged himself.

"Am I a monster?" the child suddenly asked hoarsely.

Lin Yan raised his head and met those black cat's eyes, which seemed to be stagnant.

The heart couldn't help throbbing slightly, and the nose felt sour: "No, nothing."

Two people play the role of one person, and there is always one side who needs to constantly accommodate and compromise, so the heavy pressure falls on the kinder and more tolerant side.

Does anyone know that Qi Mu, who is arrogant and domineering, is bluffing 50.00% of the time?

"I don't want you to sympathize with me." Qi Mu withdrew his hand, raised his chin, and put on a haughty expression, "No matter what happens, I can carry it alone. If I can't carry it, there will be me My sister is here, and I don’t need anyone to share.”

The child was like a proud peacock. Lin Yan stretched out his band-aid-wrapped index finger to Lin Yan, who had a slightly dazed expression, and swayed it left and right: "Don't worry about it."

Lin Yan was really anxious this time, she could see that the child was seriously rejecting her kindness.

"I'm really worried..."

Before the words were finished, Lin Yan was suddenly grabbed by the collar of the child and pulled over. The child pressed his head into his chest forcefully, and then the usual strong voice rang in his ears: "Don't worry about it, I will I can handle my own affairs well, and I can... protect you."

The ear was right on the child's heart, and through the thin cloth, he could hear the strong heartbeat, which was at least twice as fast in terms of a normal heart rhythm.

Lin Yan buried his face in that warm embrace, and the corners of his mouth could not help but slowly curl up.

The little sunflower who can't say good things, is stubborn and awkward, is impulsive, easy to get angry, but easy to soften her heart, is not as she imagined, shrinking in a dark corner and being helpless, she has her own thoughts, her own pride, her own persist in.

And her own unique...another kind of tenderness.

The author has something to say:

Two more, praise me~~~

As for whether there is a regular alternation of split personalities... novels, don't take it too seriously.