Kuaichuanzhi and Zha Gong are in deep love

Chapter 14 The Unloved Third Person 3

It was already late at night when Qiao Anshan came home from overtime work, and Jian Shou left a warm yellow lamp for him by the bedside.

Jian Shou was lying on his side on the bed, the light cast a soft radiance on his face, Qiao Anshan looked at him, and felt that the shadows under his eyelashes were extremely cute.

Loosening the tie, all the exhaustion from the day seemed to disappear only by Jian Shou's side.

In the middle of the night, it began to thunder and rain, and the cold wind slipped in through the open windows.

Joan Anshan was woken up by the pain in his left leg, he let go of his arms around Jian Shou, fearing that he would strangle him if he didn't pay attention.

After twisting the quilt for Jian Shou, he curled up and turned around, gritting his teeth alone to bear it.

The entire left leg bone seemed to be gnawed by insects and ants, and it couldn't escape in detail. Qiao Anshan's body was soaked in cold sweat soon.

Jian Shou woke up suddenly, he instinctively reached out to touch the place next to him, touched Qiao Anshan's back, only to find that he was shaking.

Jian Shou immediately stood up, turned on the light in the bedroom, and walked around to Qiao Anshan, only to see clearly Qiao Anshan's pale face and cold sweat.

The heavy rain outside the window seemed to be beating on his heart, and Jian Shou felt very distressed: "Anshan, Anshan, I'll fetch some hot water to soak your feet, it won't hurt after you scald it."

Joan Anshan sat up and said no, he wanted Jian Shou to continue to rest, and passed by himself after a while, but Jian Shou ran into the bathroom to fetch water.

Although it's an old problem, Qiao Anshan hasn't had a leg pain in a rainy day for a long time, probably because he personally supervised the work and ran too much today, plus the sudden drop in temperature and rain in the middle of the night...

Jian Shou knelt down in front of the bed casually, and put Joan Anshan's left leg into the bucket of hot water. He asked, "Is it too hot? But it needs to be hot to be effective."

Just as Qiao Anshan was about to say it wasn't hot, he saw Jian Shou put his arm into the bucket and gave him a massage.

"What are you doing? The water is so hot, take out your hands!"

Jian Shou dodged to pull his hand, looked up at Qiao Anshan and said, "This is okay, Anshan, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have become like this."

Those eyes are bright and moist, and they are extremely gentle when looking at people. Qiao Anshan knows that Jian Shou has always felt deeply guilty towards him.

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Jian Shou will always remember that day, June 2012, 6, when they had a car accident.

It was late at night, and the ward was pitch black. Qiao Anshan's anesthesia hadn't expired yet, and he was lying on the hospital bed taking an IV.

Jian Shou has been guarding in front of the hospital bed, his eyelids have not been closed tightly, and the clothes on his body have not been changed. Except for crumpled ones, they are also covered with dust and dried blood.

The moonlight outside the window cast into the house, leaving a white reflection, and Qiao Anshan's peaceful sleeping face became more gentle and childish.

Jian Shou couldn't help thinking, it would be great if Qiao Anshan didn't treat him so fiercely, if he went back to the source, it would be great if Qiao Anshan didn't know that he liked him...

Jian Shou's gaze moved from Joan Anshan's face all the way to his hanging leg. The left leg was covered with thick plaster, and his most serious injury was there.

The thigh femur was comminuted, the fibula was broken into three sections, and the tibia was hit with a steel plate. The doctor said that it would take at least half a year for rehabilitation, and he could not do strenuous exercise after recovery.

He can barely play basketball anymore...

Jian Shou's sparkling eyes would shed tears if he blinked lightly. He covered his mouth in pain and suppressed the crying into his throat.

When Qiao Anshan and Jian Shou first became buddies, he couldn't wait to share his basketball "career" with Jian Shou, both childish and persistent.

He said that his favorite sport since he was a child was playing basketball. When he was a child, he was often ridiculed because he was thin and short.

At that time, Qiao Anshan and Jian Shou were sitting side by side in the stands of the stadium. He was wearing a ball uniform showing his muscular muscles. He took two sips of the mineral water given by Jian Shou, and then hugged his shoulder very naturally. .

The close contact made Jian Shou, who is naturally curvy, a little nervous, but he didn't choose to break free.

Qiao Anshan pointed to the players running on the field a few times, using technical terms, Jian Shou could only half understand, he knew that Qiao Anshan was speaking vigorously, so he would not interrupt him.

Qiao Anshan finally met someone who was willing to listen to his ramblings, and his upturned face exuded a confident light.

Jian Shou happened to turn his head to look at him, following the afterglow of the sun, his gaze fell on his tall nose and handsome eyebrows.

He said that he was obsessed with basketball when he was in middle school, and would rather drop out of school and vow to enter the NBA, because he had a big fight with his mother about it, and then had a cold war for three months.

In the end, it was of course impossible for him to enter the NBA with his qualifications. After realizing the reality, Qiao Anshan finally studied honestly, and then was admitted to the economics and management department of their university, and joined the school's basketball team.

He also began to imagine himself in his [-]s and [-]s: "Brother, it's not me, my brother will definitely be in good health when he gets old, and he can play ball for two hours a day!"

Infected by his enthusiasm, Jian Shou burst out laughing with a pair of bright smiling eyes.

Joan Anshan patted him on the shoulder with a "snap": "Don't believe me, I like something and I will keep on liking it forever. I'm so in love!"

I am a long-lasting person... The memories stop here.

Jian Shou touched it suddenly, only to find that his face was already wet.

He couldn't imagine what kind of reaction Joan Anshan would have if he knew that he would never be able to touch basketball again.

Self-blame and guilt made Jian Shou cry uncontrollably from his fingers. If it wasn't for him, Qiao Anshan wouldn't be what he is now. He just wanted to leave quietly, so why would he owe him more and more? Woolen cloth?

Joan Anshan had actually been awake for a while. Hearing Jian Shou's cry, he scratched his heart like a cat, making him unable to continue pretending to be asleep and frightening him indiscriminately.

So he opened his eyes and called out in a low voice: "Jian Shou..."

Confirming that this was not a hallucination, Jian Shou stopped crying immediately, and hastily turned on the light in the ward. The light was a bit dazzling, and Qiao Anshan narrowed his eyes unconsciously.

Then he saw Jian Shou's hands blocking his eyes, casting a soft shadow.

Qiao Anshan stretched out a hand to hold Jian Shou's, and asked, "Why are you crying? I'm not dead."

Jian Shou wanted to retract his hand, but he couldn't break free, so he had to maintain this movement: "I'm sorry, did I wake you up?"

Qiao Anshan shook hands contentedly for a while before letting go, and then began to check whether Jian Shou was injured.

The arm under the short sleeve was covered with gauze, which probably had a large area of ​​skin worn out, but other than this, everything else was fine. Qiao Anshan was relieved immediately, and the stone in his heart finally fell to the ground.

"The stamina of this anesthetic is really strong, otherwise I would have woken up by myself." Jian Shou listened to his words and said "hmm", ready to pour him a cup of hot water.

Qiao Anshan glanced at his raised left leg, and he really didn't feel anything. He thought that Jian Shou was crying so badly, could he be disabled?

So he asked, "How is my leg?"

Jian Shou stopped pouring water, and his lowered eyebrows showed unconcealable sadness. He didn't answer for a long time, and he didn't even dare to raise his eyes to look at Qiao Anshan.

Qiao Anshan withdrew his gaze from his face, stared at the ceiling and said, "It's fine if you don't want to say it, it's good that you're not dead anyway."

Jian Shou shook his head, inserted a straw into the cup, and handed the hot water to Joan Anshan. He took a deep breath: "The thigh femur was comminuted, and three steel plates were hit..."

The back of his hand quickly wiped the end of his eyes: "You may never be able to play basketball again."

Joan Anshan could hear the trill of Jian Shou's voice clearly, he could hear the sadness and worry in it, and he could understand how much he blamed himself.

Can't play basketball yet?Joan Anshan thought, if it was him a few years ago, he might really collapse, but now, it seems that it is not as hard to accept as imagined.

Compared with Jian Shou, the only sport he has been fond of for more than ten years seems to be less important.

When the car rushed towards Jian Shou, the overwhelming sense of fear flooded him madly, and he didn't want to feel that suffocation feeling again.

If he hadn't chased after him at that time, if he had slowed down by a second, would Jian Shou have... just thinking about it, his eyes would turn red quickly, this is the ending he can't accept.

Qiao Anshan was silent for a long time, and Jian Shou looked at him worriedly, only to find that he was staring at the ceiling tightly, with his fists clenched tightly, as if he couldn't bear the blow.

Jian Shou can't do anything, he can only apologize indiscriminately: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry An Shan, I don't want you to forgive me..."

He was incoherent: "I know, I know you don't want to see me, I will stay away after your recovery is over, I can make you soup, I can wash your clothes, you want me You can do anything.” As long as you don’t feel so bad.

Listening to Jian Shou's words, Qiao Anshan suddenly made an unexpected movement. He opened his arms and said, "Hold me."

Jian Shou froze in place, and was forced to swallow the rest of the words.

Qiao Anshan urged in dissatisfaction: "You can do whatever you say just now? Hurry up!"

The next movements, Jian Shou seemed to be living in a dream, he bent down, and hugged Qiao Anshan obediently.

The other party smelled of disinfectant, and the other party's body temperature was fresh, and Jian Shou inexplicably felt at ease, and was no longer as anxious as before.

Qiao Anshan withdrew his arm and wrapped it tightly around Jian Shou's waist. He put his head on his shoulder and whispered in his ear. What he said made Jian Shou's eyes widen instantly.

"As you said, I can tell you to do anything. The first thing is to be with me."

Jian Shou didn't know how to answer, he just choked up, and tears dripped down the tip of his chin to the side of the other party's ear, no one knew that his heart was actually cold.

It's just that in just a day or two, the world of these two people has undergone earth-shaking changes because of these things.

All the words about "one separation, two leniency and happiness for all" are all invalidated, and they are destined to be entangled ever since.

Joan Anshan stroked Jian Shou's back comfortingly, the thick ink in his eyes couldn't melt away, until today, he realized how important Jian Shou was to him.

What would he do if he died without him by his side?

and so……

Just stay with me all the time, even if it will be very reluctant.